were the last one to see Jimin alive, right?”
Me and Namjoon were the last ones to see him, I think.”
was told that Mr. Namjoon, your lover, is in the hospital, that’s
why he couldn’t come?”
clenched his fist.
31st, 2016 11:35 ;
ran into the house tears and blood staining his face. He looked for
the first person he knew would always be there.
His voice was strained and he had a tough time balancing himself.
Jimin hoped that the eldest would be in the house, he needed the
comfort of a caring friend. Jin was, in the end, more than just a
friend. He was a parent to Jimin. A friend that loved him more than
his own mother or at least that’s what he thought.
heard movement coming from the bedroom that Jin and Namjoon shared
and slowly walked towards it.
told you not to do it anymore!” He heard the eldest yelling, “Do
you really want to see me die?”. Jimin held his breath in as he
peeked through the slightly opened door.
was on the floor, drenched in a combination of sweat and the cold
water Jin used to sober him up. He was trembling and his eyes looked
glazed over. No matter how much Jin yelled at him or shook his
shoulder, he said nothing.
can I live with someone so pathetic?” Jin threw something back and
it hit the door, falling right in front of Jimin. Even though the
lights were dim, Jimin could tell that it was a syringe. Namjoon was
taking drugs? “What if one of the boys sees you like this? Do you
want to go back to jail?”
at that moment, realized he just saw something that he shouldn’t.
However, it was already too late.
door creaked and Jin’s head snapped back. The perfect picture that
Jin had been trying to fool the boys with was shattered into millions
of pieces when he saw Jimin’s scared eyes looking right at his.
you killed him to cover up for your boyfriend?”
drugs were injected into his body using the same syringe,”
Happy birthday to our most beloved Jeon Boram. Thank you for showering queen’s with love and ‘aeygo’, your smiles and ajumma laughs. No matter what decisions you make in the future, know we will always be behind you, supporting and watching over you. Thank you for being a part of our lives. Thank you for being a part of T-ARA ♛
Two yearsago when I jumped into The 100 fandom, John Murphy was the muse who appeared that I didn’t really want to write. He wouldn’t go away though. He kept annoying and nagging at my brain, and finally, I set up a blog just to see where it would take me, not expecting him to last very long. I’ve never been happier about getting sucked into a fandom and I’m so glad that I came to settle in writing Murphy as my main muse. Don’t get me wrong, he’s still a little shit and sometimes I wish he’d fuck off, but he’s my little shit now, and I can honestly say I’ve never grown to identify with a muse as strongly as I do with him.
I’ve been very lucky to write Murphy across an array of different narratives, in different AUs, and with a multitude of other talented writers and their wonderfully crafted muses. Without those people, some of whom have been here from the start, I know I wouldn’t have the well-rounded character that I do today. Also, I’m so very grateful for those who stuck with me during breaks and hiatus, and were willing to pick back up where we left off when I returned. Your patience, kindness and loyalty means so much to me.
It’s been an emotional two years. I’ve grown a lot personally and I know that writing Murphy had something to do with that. Having a character who I relate to so much has, at times, helped me to see my own strengths and weakness, faults and merits, through a more objective lens. It’s enabled me to understand and change some fundamental negative qualities of my own and to fortify and acknowledge other positive traits I possess. Because yeah, I can be a little shit too.
Finally, I really want to show my appreciation for all my wonderful writing partners. My time here has been so enriched by all the amazing and friendly people I have met and continue to meet, as this roleplay fandom changes and grows. Below is an (alphabetical?) list of my partners, and I encourage you all to follow them and have as much fun as I do with them. I hope I haven’t missed anyone (and sorry to those I inevitably did). Please know I love and admire all of you!