you're gone

I watched you as you sat next to me, but I couldn’t see you anymore. You were already gone and I just stared blankly as I wondered when did you even leave, when did you stop loving me.
—  Things I realized when I was drunk, part IV

I don’t now why I’m holding on to you

There is nothing to hold on to

I use to be scared of losing you

I think I still am somehow

Like if I let you go then I officially lost you

If I just hold on to every little memory

Maybe you’ll come back

But I know you won’t

And that’s even scarier

—  Lily Evangeline
I hope my absence hits you. I hope it hits you so hard that you can never get back up.
— 

-I won’t be there to help you up anymore.

-m.t.t.

Darling, you hurt me. But like I said, I will always love you. Even if I don’t want you in my life anymore I will never stop loving you. I just, realized I’m better without you.
—  Unknown