I Can’t Have You But This Is How I Feel.
There’s just something about you…I will never know what it is. You light up my life with your smile, your laugh, your giant heart of gold. Even the crazy things about you, the sad things about you and the dark things about you…..light up my life. You light up my darkness and with you I feel the most alive.
I have never felt this way about anyone ever before but I love it, I love every waking moment of it…I dream of dreaming of you more because I know even while I sleep you will get to me there. I have never been happier with anybody, as I am with you.
No one has ever made me smile, make me laugh, turn me on…as much and as well as you have. You bring out the best in me, the freakiest in me and you drive me fucking crazy.
Give me all of you, the good, the bad, the scary…give me your light and your darkness, give me all of you. Hold me close and tell me you love me, pull my hair and tie me up…..tell me that you hate me. Choke me. Tease me. Fuck me. Hold me. Kiss me. Love me. Tell me that you care.
I can’t grasp how or why I feel the way I feel but you set my heart ablaze….If I could I’d have you all to myself, I’m so selfish and I want you so very bad.
You make me a better person…a better lover…a better writer…a better youtuber…a better me.
I couldn’t ever thank you enough for all you’ve done for me, for every time you’ve made me laugh till I cried….every time you’ve turned me on till I came and for every time you helped me down off a ledge….
I couldn’t thank you enough without my face turning blue and I would breathe my last breaths but it would be worth…..
All because of you.