The girl you'll never get over

Don’t be friends with her
After you’ve broken up and walked away
Its better that you leave her there
In that moment when everything went astray

Because if you take her with you
You’ll keep looking for her face in every girl you meet
No laugh will ever be as joyful as hers
And nobody will make your soul sing the way she did

You let her go without a fight
Now she’s gone
And with her went everything that was bright
You didn’t look back then
Hurtful and proud
And she wasn’t the one to beg
But her teary eyes were screaming so loud

Now you remember how her kisses made you feel
How tenderly she touched your scars and all the hurt began to heal
But you’ve moved on now
With someone who looks nothing like her

So it’s better to leave her there
In memories that can be cherished forever
If it’s meant to be you’ll meet again
And this time you’ll treat her better
But deep down you’ll always remember
As the girl you’ll never get over

You’re not friends. You’ll never be friends. You’ll be in love till it kills you both. You’ll fight, and you’ll shag, and you’ll hate each other till it makes you quiver, but you’ll never be friends. Love isn’t brains, children, it’s blood…blood screaming inside you to work its will. I may be love’s bitch, but at least I’m man enough to admit it.
—  Spike, in Lovers Walk – Buffy the Vampire Slayer

Posting my new favorite Zutara video because I’m all up in my feels about this ship today. (credit to maker) 

To my ex best friend:

Hello. I’ve never been the best at starting letters such as this one, so please excuse me if the beginning is a bit unusual. There were so many things left unsaid when we went our separate ways. I’m here to tell you the words that I have kept inside me for the longest time. I’m trying to move on and this is the first step.

I know I wasn’t the greatest friend, as a matter of fact, I was a terrible one. I took advantage of your loyalty and friendship and for that, I’m so sorry. Sorry will never be good enough to make amends for all that I have done but there’s nothing else that I can do. We were both lonely when we first met and from the moment we started talking, I knew that we had a bond. Granted, I initially thought you were some creep trying to hit on me. You constantly tried talking to me and my friends and so I decided to give you a chance. I never thought that we would’ve grown that close but we did and I truly miss that. You always defended me and did your best to help me with anything and everything. We would constantly partner up for projects and we made one hell of a team. A lot of people thought we were dating and I couldn’t help but laugh. At that time, I was crushing on another guy and you were so supportive of me. You encouraged him to talk with me more and even ask me out, not that it worked, but you helped me throughout that whole fiasco. We often had mishaps, well I was actually the one who created unnecessary problems, but you still fought for our friendship. I’ve always had this fear of losing my friends for they always, and I mean always, left me. You promised me that you were here to stay but I was still skeptical. As the school year passed, you became closer to my ex best friend who had hurt me in countless ways. She left without telling me why and whenever I’d hang out with my friends, she would sweep them away. I don’t know if she did it so that I wouldn’t have anybody else to hang out with, but nonetheless, it hurt. You knew of this, you knew what she did and you still were determined to become close friends with her. At the time it felt like a betrayal but you wanted more friends so what could I do? I left you because I didn’t want to make you choose between the two of us. You were clueless as to why I wanted to end our friendship and so I drew you a small comic book. You responded back with an email and I had no idea what to do. You told me that you loved me and not in a friendly manner. I was shocked honestly. Thinking about it now, you were so selfless, you encouraged the guy I had liked to pursue me even though you were in love with me. I felt like such a terrible friend at that point. I could never tell if I felt the same way as you did. I loved you as a friend but I didn’t know if it was ever more than that. We eventually made up and our friendship was still like a roller coaster, up and down and up and down. I always created drama and conflicts and I think that’s what caused us to drift apart. Somehow we started talking less and less and I didn’t understand why. You started ditching me to hang out with more popular people and at that point, our friendship was gone. I asked you why, why did you stop talking to me, but you never responded. I had to respect that and I still do. I now realise that it never mattered why you left because you were doing what was best for you. About a year after we went our separate ways, my life began to fall apart but you were no longer there to support me. Meanwhile, you became even closer to her, my ex best friend that is, and it stung but I was happy for you. I think a couple of months later you guys finally started dating. I’ll admit, I was jealous but not because of the romantic feelings you both shared, but because you were happy without me. I miss you so damn much. I miss adventuring with you and essentially everything about you. You’re living your life and I’m so proud of you. I wish I didn’t take your friendship for granted, maybe we would still be close to this day. You were my first male friend who didn’t bully me, well you called me a slut sometimes but as a joke (I hope). I won’t ever forget you but I’m trying to get over the pain of losing you. I’m trying to live my life just as you are. I hope life treats you well because you deserve happiness. You deserve more than me…

Best wishes,
Your old friend.

—  A letter you’ll never receive // S.T
Spike: You’re not friends. You’ll never be friends. You’ll be in love ’til it kills you both. You’ll fight, and you’ll shag, and you’ll hate each other ’til it makes you quiver, but you’ll never be friends. Love isn’t brains, children, it’s blood — blood screaming inside you to work its will. I may be love’s bitch, but at least I’m man enough to admit it.
—  Buffy The Vampire Slayer
In the history of every single thing I have ever watched, this is the single most potent truth in television.
  • You're not friends. You'll never be friends. You'll be in love 'til it kills you both. You'll fight and you'll shag, and you'll hate each other 'til it makes you quiver but you'll never be friends. Love isn't brains, children, it's blood. Blood screaming inside you to work it's will. I may be love's bitch, but at least I'm man enough to admit it.
Buffy the Vampire Slayer season three sentence starters
  • That's right, he was! Cheater!
  • Uh, if I may suggest; 'This time it's personal.' I mean, there's a reason why it's a classic.
  • I don't even know what a tea cozy is, but I want one.
  • Well, a gathering is brie, mellow song stylings; shindig, dip, less mellow song stylings, perhaps a large amount of malt beverage; and hootenanny, well, it's chock full of hoot, just a little bit of nanny.
  • Generally speaking, when scary things get scared; not good.
  • Wow. They should film that story and show it every Christmas.
  • There are two things that I don't believe in; coincidence and leprechauns.
  • When you think about him you get that good, down-low tickle, right?
  • Hey, I may be a cold-blooded jelly doughnut, but my timing is impeccable.
  • Besides, I look cute in a tiara.
  • You're not friends. You'll never be friends. You'll be in love 'til it kills you both. You'll fight, and you'll shag, and you'll hate each other 'til it makes you quiver, but you'll never be friends.
  • I'll find her - wherever she is - tie her up, torture her, 'til she likes me again.
  • Your logic does not resemble our Earth logic.
  • But when it happens I want it to be because we both need it to, for the same reason. You don't have to prove anything to me.
  • I wish that I wished you dead. I don't. I can't.
  • Strong is fighting! It's hard, and it's painful, and it's every day. It's what we have to do.
  • Prince of Night, I summon you! Come fill me with your black, naughty evil!
  • That's not why we fight. We do it because there's things worth fighting for.
  • It's sweet and thoughtful, and full of neat words to learn and say like "wilt" and "henceforth."
  • That's beautiful ... Or, taken literally, incredibly gross.
  • Don't worry. I'll steer you around the curves.
  • Getting rid of the evidence doesn't make the problem go away.
  • this is verging on naughty touching here, don't wanna fall back on bad habits - Hands! Hands in new places!
  • I'm so evil and...skanky. And I think I'm kinda gay.
  • Is that all you think about?
  • My life happens to, on occasion, suck beyond the telling of it. Sometimes more than I can handle.
  • Except he's starting to get that look, you know, like he's gonna ask me to prom.
  • I kind of love you.
  • Men are evil... Will you go with me?
  • And you have the emotional maturity of a blueberry scone.
  • Just have at it would you, and stop fluttering about.
  • We could just get a box that says "Ebola" on it, and, him...With the box.
  • Guys. Take a moment to deal with this. We survived. Not the battle. High School

anonymous asked:

You are a useless piece of shit, you don't deserve the friends you have. You don't deserve the followers you have. Your writing is mediocre and not good enough to make you hit big time. You'll never be friends with Laur and those other big writers.

Hi depression. 

i have around 600 followers, and i’m very supprised i got past 10 to be completely honest. 

I personally hate my writing but some people don’t, thanks okay. 

and though it might not happen i would love to be close friends with @fvckingavengers an d @just-call-me-mrs-captain and other peple like that. 

And i honestly don’t know why @mellifluous-melodramas @hymnofthevalkyries

@nataliaaroma @romanoff-nat @the-real-tony-stank @aubzylynn and so many others are my friends. Like hello i’m a hoe and 1000% annoying, pls love me.