you'll never know how much i love you

The only call you are going to get from me is a couple months from now. I’ll be sitting on the floor in a bar bathroom at 2 am, drunk, and someone will have just got done butchering a Fall Out Boy song. In that second I’ll miss being in love with you but that will be it.
—  I’m sorry you hurt me so much
  • me@myself: okay so he has shown signs of 'liking' u but its just playful banter. this man loves his job. he didn't go to a top university just to get the sack for having a relationship with a student. anyway if he did 'like'u back that would be weird. why would a young man be searching for love at the school HE TEACHES AT. no no no. immoral shit right there. he's already done enough damage, so try forget about him. he isn't even attractive or anything. and he's nice to everyone, not just you by the way. haven't you noticed?
  • also me@myself: okay so he has shown signs of 'liking' you and it has to be more than just playful banter. the way he looks at you, how he's always trying to make you smile and lift your spirits... surely that means something. the little glances and sneaky smirks he does in class when he makes a joke or if someone makes a dumb point make you feel like more than a student to him. he talks to you as if you're a friend. and he's shown signs of being attracted to you if i do say so myself. and i adore his voice, his mannerisms, his dry wit. the way he pensively strokes his beard. when he rolls up those shirt sleeves. when he joins in our conversations and helps us with out of school issues, despite not being our form tutor. yeah, he tries to be nice to everyone but can come across as sarky, even to you. but thats just what teachers are like. he's a good guy, despite what your friends say about him 'liking' you. God you're so in love with him that you wouldn't care if he liked you back. you'd make a move. we'd be the cutest couple, honestly. your friends think he 'likes' you back. they've seen how both your behaviours change when you're around each other. they think its weird how much he likes you. they say he treats you differently, and they're right. you know that. but why? does he love you? does he want you as much as you want him? you'll never know.
  • these are the pains of having a teacher crush.

anonymous asked:

You seem to interpret Spike much differently than I do! Of course, that's the fun of enjoying his character :) Did you think their was any possible chance that Spike could offer a healthy relationship to Buffy while soulless? Because while I get that Spike is supposed to be "evil", he also seems to get what Buffy needs a lot of the time. I personally found it difficult to understand how he went from "I know you'll never love me" to insisting that Buffy does. Was that lin manipulative or genuine?

Thank you, Anon, for being so civil about our disagreement regarding Spike. I honestly appreciate it! That’s how one does fandom right! 

Tbh, even though I am and forever will be Spuffy trash, I don’t really think Spike could’ve had a healthy relationship with Buffy while soulless, as much as I would love to feel otherwise. It’s not that Spike is supposed to be evil, he is evil by definition. He is a vampire, a demon soul inhabiting a formerly human body. Yes, Spike seems to be much more in touch with his humanity than most vampires, but it always seems to be the “darkest” side of humanity since all his actions are motivated by selfishness and the need to satisfy his own desires. He does show emotion and empathy occasionally, but I wouldn’t exactly say he gets what Buffy needs. He has the vantage point of the outsider, and he’s definitely quite observant and insightful - not only when it comes to Buffy but as regards pretty much everyone. So yeah, he definitely reads Buffy quite well, and at the beginning that helped him get to her when no one else was seeing through her and understanding what she was going through. Later on, however, he pretended to be reading her and getting her when in reality what he was doing was feeding her lines so that he could keep her to himself (”you came back wrong” - “you belong with me, in the darkness”) 

When it comes to Spike going from “I know you’ll never love me” to insisting Buffy did love him, well, that’s literally his M.O because that’s the twisted concept of love he learned as a vampire. You need to remember that he only knew “love” as a vampire, and it was always associated with pain, torture, manipulation and mind games.

Drusilla: “We can love quite well, if not wisely.”

Spike: “If I want Dru back, I just gotta be the man I was, the man she loved. I’m gonna do what I shoulda done in the first place: I’ll find her, wherever she is, tie her up, torture her until she likes me again.

We need to remember that no soul = no moral compass. There’s no sense of good and evil, and every action is to cater to their own primal needs. I don’t think it’s possible for a vampire to love in a healthy, selfless way without a soul. 

You Are My Sunshine (Senpai Style)

You are my senpai
My only senpai
You give me dokis
And shades of gray
You’ll never notice me
But I still love you
You’re sugoi, kawaii desu ne


So I’ve been getting some messages since deValier’s most recent page update asking where someone can find a certain fic, what another fic was supposed to be about, or if that fic was finished or not. To answer these questions I’ve decided to make a post about each of them (with links to them if they exist) for your convenience.



We’ll Meet Again (Us x Uk; 13 chapters) 

Keep Smiling Through (short sequel to We’ll Meet Again; 1 chapter)

Auf Wiedersehen, Sweetheart (Germany x Italy; 18 chapters)


La Patisserie de la Rose (France x Canada; 6 chapters) 

Libelle Hall (Prussia x Austria; 3 chapters)

Of Ponies and Edelweiss (short sequel to Libelle Hall; 1 chapter) 


Blue, White, Red (Us x Uk; 3 chapters) note: character death/tragedy  

Sleep, Little Bird (Sweden x Finland with Sealand; 1 chapter) note: character death/tragedy  

Gallipoli (Australia; 1 chapter)

Stay With You (Germany x Italy; 1 chapter)



Bésame Mucho (Spain x Romano; 6 chapters so far)

Something To Remember You By (Turkey x Egypt; 1 chapter so far)  note: said to be tragedy

Lily of the Lamplight (Prussia x Austria; 4 chapters so far)  note: trigger warning for attempted sexual assault

Jealousy (Russia x China; 1 chapter so far)  note: trigger warning for violence and assault. also has a big age difference

My Echo (Switzerland x Austria; 1 chapter so far) 


Catch Perfect (Sweden x Finland; 8 chapters so far)

The Tiger and the Dragon (Russia x China; 4 chapters so far)

Meanwhile, Across Town (Us x Uk; not found - summary, quote)

PLANNED FICS: (all Veraverse; no chapters available for any of these; summaries

Autumn Leaves (Rome x Ancient Greece)

Faraway Places (Bad Touch Trio) 

It’s a Lovely Day Tomorrow (Lithuania x Poland)

Room 504 (Greece x Japan)

Somewhere In France With You (France x Canada) 

When I Grow Too Old To Dream (Sweden x Finland - excerpt)

When The Lights Go On Again (Estonia x Latvia) 

You’ll Never Know (Hungary x Liechtenstein)

I hope this was helpful for anyone wondering. I’m still looking for his fic Meanwhile, Across Town, so if anyone has it will you please let me know? 

And while I still have your attention may I make a brief shout out to anyone new or still in the deValier fandom not to harass George deValier for not finishing these fics please. He’s already written so many beautiful fics, and that takes time and motivation and an insane amount of effort that is done WITHOUT BEING PAID. The last thing he needs is people whining at him about not writing what they want him to write and why he hasn’t updated yet. Now what you can do is compliment him on his beautiful stories and say how much you loved them. 

thank you for your time~   

anonymous asked:

You are my sweatheart, my only sweatheart. You make me sweaty when skies are gay. You'll never know, binch, how much i snove (snail love) you. Please don't take my sweatheart away. -your secret admirer

stop im yellign

You have no idea how much you mean to me
How much I miss you
How much I love seeing you
How much happier you make me
How much I need you
You have no idea how long I wait by my phone to get a text from you…
You don’t know how much I love you

And you’ll never know

—  Bunnys thoughts

“I suppose I should say that it’s a love-tale of romantic and epic proportions set in a fairy-tale land but really it’s not it’s just a show about me being really dashingly good looking and handsome and super talented and all that kind of stuff”

Death of a Bachelor lyric starters
  • [ warning - some prompts are nsfw,, violent, mention drugs, or mention alcohol ]
  • Victorious:
  • " My touch is black and poisonous "
  • " Fifty words for murder and I'm every one of them "
  • " We gotta turn up the crazy "
  • " Livin' like a washed up celebrity "
  • Don't Threaten Me With a Good Time:
  • " I should probably introduce myself "
  • " How did we end up in my neighbor's pool? "
  • " If you go out, you might pass out in a drain pipe "
  • " I'm not as think as you drunk I am "
  • " I lost a bet to a guy in a Chiffon skirt "
  • " But I make these high heels work "
  • Hallelujah:
  • " My life started the day I got caught "
  • " Being blue is better than being over it "
  • " I was drunk and it didn't mean a thing "
  • " No one wants you when you have no heart "
  • " You never know if you don't ever try again "
  • Emperor's New Clothes:
  • " If it feels good, tastes good, it must be mine "
  • " I see what's mine, and take it "
  • " I am so much more than royal "
  • " Welcome to my world of fun "
  • Death of a Bachelor:
  • " Do I look lonely? "
  • " When you think of me, am I the best you've ever had? "
  • " Share one more drink with me "
  • Crazy=Genius:
  • " There's no residue of a torturer inside of your eyes "
  • " You're just like Mike Love "
  • " You'll never be Brian Wilson "
  • " Darlin', you know how the wine plays tricks on my tongue "
  • " You don't seem to change when you stuff all your feelings with drugs "
  • LA Devotee:
  • " You got two black eyes from loving too hard "
  • " I wouldn't change ya "
  • " I couldn't change ya "
  • Golden Days:
  • " I found a pile of Polaroids in the crates of a record shop "
  • " Don't you wonder when the lights begin to fade? "
  • " Time can never break your heart, but it'll take the pain away "
  • The Good, The Bad, and The Dirty:
  • " Truth is that it was always going to end "
  • " If you wanna start a fight, you better throw the first punch "
  • " Don't think I've ever used a day of my education "
  • " There's only two ways that these things can go "
  • " You've been gone for so long I forgot what you feel like "
  • " All our friends want us to fall in love "
  • House of Memories:
  • " I don't wanna be afraid "
  • " I think of you from time to time "
  • " You were just too kind "
  • " I wish I could believe you'd never wrong me "
  • Impossible Year:
  • " All the guests at the party, they're so insincere "
  • " There's no you and me "
  • " These nightmares always hang on past the dream "