No, they wont ever admit that they’ve done you wrong. You can stop waiting. You wont hear confession slip their lips. They know what they’ve done, but they’ll insist on having intelligence lower than a 3 year old and pretend to not understand that abuse hurts, that their actions caused damage, that their intentions no longer matter once they’ve traumatized someone. If they admitted what they did, they would have to face themselves, face what they are. And they don’t want to. They would rather point at you and point out how you deserved it. And having you suffer in exchange for them feeling guilt free forever? That sounds like a good deal to them.