you will love it and despair

And then going off of the “who in VM would be the toughest boss to fight” question, of course it would be Keyleth. She can turn into a fucking beholder. She’s basically the fucking avatar. She’s smart as shit, and like Liam or Sam said, she could feeble mind any of them. We’ve seen her angry, I can’t even imagine her with an alignment shift. 

Also, again, Keyleth having a dark!Galadriel moment. 

“In the place of a Dark Lord you would have a Queen! Not dark but beautiful and terrible as the Morn! Treacherous as the Seas! Stronger than the foundations of the Earth! All shall love me and despair!”

anonymous asked:

Outcast Alpha: An outcast alpha is rare within the modern society. They generally move away to another town to start a new life. Alpha's who live in isolated communities or within nomadic tribes, when they are forced out of the community, they are utterly alone within the wilderness. Their scent filled with sorrow and despair will attract an omega. The omega will have to court the lonely alpha before he will be willing to form a bond. They will start their own pack together.

Hello, yes, first how dare you. My mascara is running and I am dying. Thank you. I love you. This amazing. I have nothing more to add. Bless you. 

Okay, now it’s later XD

I was tagged by the tag expert, @alien-aniki​ (seriously, I love reading the tags in your posts)
Name: Natalia
Nicknames: the people who like me call me Nati.
Zodiac sign: Gemini, like Sugawara and Iwaizumi (how funny, because I actually feel pretty close to them in terms of personality)
Height: 163 or 164?
Orientation: Pansexual (somethingsomethingromantic - I haven’t decided yet. Probably demi.)
Ethnicity: Latina (is that the correct term? We don’t do that here.)
Fruit: I prefer things I don’t have to cut. Strawberries, plums, cherries, grapes. Ah, but I also love apples.
Season: Autumn!
Flower: Jasmine and freesia.
Smell: Despair.

Eh, sorry. I meant bread. Fresh laundry. Or warm smells. Not wood, though.

Color: Red, blue, purple (you’d have to wonder why my blog is green)
Animal: Turtles! Tortoises!
Coffee, tea, or hot chocolate?: Tea ^^
Average sleep hours: Currently, around 6 hours.
Cats or Dogs: Turtles!
Favourite fictional character: Always Jane Eyre. Usagi-san. “Boke, Hinata boke!” Many others too.
Ideal Trip: Road trip across the States. (Though the last time I was there, I was stopped for random security things, so I didn’t feel super welcome :-/)
Blog Created: Let me check! It says March 2015, so two years. I started using it more often last year, though.

Aaaand that’s it! I don’t know who to tag. @jr-sih-trash and @minachano3o - when you have time and if you want (DO YOUR SCHOOL STUFF FIRST), and @thebookwhisperersworld (in case you want some of your mutuals/followers to answer this one?). @moonlightmillennium? @romanticalover? @linniii123? @silent-twilight-realm? (there are others I’d like to tag, but tumblr’s giving me a hard time T_T)

Thanks for tagging me!

Originally posted by martabuzz

what i really want to remember at all times is how jay unrelentlessly supported all her children. she never hesitated to show her undying support in any way she can and made sure to always be there for them. she went through so much over the years yet she stood strong and blessed the lives of 7 wonderful children. she was their light and a safe haven. she would always have their backs, and in this time of despair i send all the love to her family and loved ones, though undoubtedly immeasurable to the abounding love she had for everyone. may you rest in peace jay.

Sloppy magic versus calculated magic.

Neither is fundamentally better than the other, each has it’s strengths and weaknesses. Sloppy magic may be include the risk of going wrong, but usually utilizes intense emotion which is the one of most powerful things in magic. Calculated magic can lack raw power but makes up for it in being very precise and effective. 

Sloppy magic is for the rushed sigil you draw on your math test that you’re sure you failed, but with your intense desperate magic, surprisingly find out later you passed with an ok mark. Sloppy magic is for emotionally, violently cursing your abusive ex to suffer endless insomnia and horrific regret. Sloppy magic isn’t ‘half assed’ magic, or ‘amateur magic’, it’s very simply neither calculated nor precise. Instead of elaborate rituals, it’s rage, desperation, elation, despair, raw love, pure joy, etc. It’s emotional magic, rushed or spontaneous magic, unprepared magic, but still just as powerful a magic calculated. 

Calculated magic is making your bigoted boss lose his job by targeting his superiors, making them notice his shortcomings that they’d previously been blind to. Calculated magic is the elaborate, long thought out wards that you permanently have surrounding your home, with intricate sigils and laboured over energy grids. It’s calm, well researched, complicated magic plays the long game. It’s demands less immediate results, and more long thought out processes of magic, unravelling things thread by thread or tearing them down brick by brick, ensuring success.

Calculated magic sacrifices time for exact, effective results, whereas sloppy sacrifices precision for raw intense power. Calculated magic tears down the wall carefully but laboriously brick by brick with your bare hands, sloppy magic slams a pickaxe into the wall and immediately knocks it down without care about where the bricks fall, whether they’ll land on your feet. 

Always be aware of your actions, your words, your intention, your emotions. 

Your Defining Supervillian Trait

Heartless: You are cold, cruel, controlling, and believe the ends always justify any means. Your ‘love’ is nothing more than a desire to possess others.

Taurus, Scorpio

Hopeless: You choose to live in despair and try to drag others down with you.

Cancer, Capricorn

Soulless: You are empty, vacant, and try to fill the nothingness inside with lies- you think that if you convince the world, you might convince yourself.

Leo, Virgo, Aquarius

Godless: You do as you please, morality, consequences, and higher powers be damned. Your arrogance knows no bounds.

Aries, Gemini, Sagittarius

Helpless: You choose to give your power away and play the victim, as you subtly trap others in your twisted game.

Libra, Pisces


Marry your best friend. I do not say that lightly. Really, truly find the strongest, happiest friendship in the person you fall in love with. Someone who speaks highly of you. Someone you can laugh with. The kind of laughs that make your belly ache, and your nose snort. The embarrassing, earnest, healing kind of laughs. Wit is important. Life is too short not to love someone who lets you be a fool with them. Make sure they are somebody who lets you cry, too. Despair will come. Find someone that you want to be there with you through those times. Most importantly, marry the one that makes passion, love, and madness combine and course through you. A love that will never dilute - even when the waters get deep, and dark.

D: There’s something in need of your immediate attention

H: … is it your dick?

D: yes

I love domestic everything and drarry is no exception <3 

lmao I’m really hoping this surge of productivity at the cost of constant softcore existential despair over my neglected coursework is worth it you guys /crey

btw there actually exists a nsfw version (uncoloured tho) with the aforementioned dick but. I need to make a separate blog for filth bc I have absolutely no estimation of the average age of my followers. if you’re interested that is. 

<3 <3 <3 xoxo M. 


Wild Geese

You do not have to be good.
You do not have to walk on your knees
For a hundred miles through the desert, repenting.
You only have to let the soft animal of your body
love what it loves.
Tell me about your despair, yours, and I will tell you mine.
Meanwhile the world goes on.
Meanwhile the sun and the clear pebbles of the rain
are moving across the landscapes,
over the prairies and the deep trees,
the mountains and the rivers.
Meanwhile the wild geese, high in the clean blue air,
are heading home again.
Whoever you are, no matter how lonely,
the world offers itself to your imagination,
calls to you like the wild geese, harsh and exciting –
over and over announcing your place
in the family of things.

- Mary Oliver

I chose you. I choose your mess, your happy days and your “I can’t even force myself out of bed” days. I want to be the one who holds you in your darkest times and I want to be the one to make you laugh until your stomach hurts. I want to be there for you when you lose hope and I want to be the first person you run to to celebrate your victories. I want the madness, the sadness, the despair, the overwhelming fear of the unknown, the happiness, the glory, the growth, the peace and the mind-blowing, unconditional love. I want it all, for as long as I get to be lucky enough to have you. I choose you, I choose every little thing that makes you you.

shoutout to dan for being so strong in this time of despair. he just lost his wife who he was only married to for two years and yet he’s standing strong and continues to be a rock for the whole tomlinson family. dan, i’m sending all my love and support, you are so so amazing.


Violet, Klaus, and Sunny Baudelaire were intelligent children. Charming, and resourceful, they had pleasant facial features, but they were extremely unlucky. Most everything that happened to them was rife with misfortune, misery, and despair. I’m sorry to tell you this… but that’s how the story goes.

After the conclusion of despair arc, I think we can all agree that Junko should just not. Like, ever.

Who’s hyped for that Hope Side?

SLYTHERIN: “In place of the Dark Lord you will set up a Queen. And I shall not be dark, but beautiful and terrible as the Morning and the Night! Fair as the Sea and the Sun and the Snow upon the Mountain! Dreadful as the Storm and the Lightning! Stronger than the foundations of the earth. All shall love me and despair!” -JRR Tolkien (Galadriel: Lord of the Rings: Fellowship of the Ring)