you will laugh you will cry it will change your life

The Types as Snicket Quotes

ENFJ - “It is always cruel to laugh at people, although sometimes if they are wearing an ugly hat it is hard to control yourself.” 

INFJ - “When someone is crying, of course, the noble thing to do is to comfort them. But if someone is trying to hide their tears, it may also be noble to pretend you do not notice them.” 

ESTP - “Love can change a person the way a parent can change a baby- awkwardly, and often with a great deal of mess.” 

ISTP - “I suppose I’ll have to add the force of gravity to my list of enemies.”

ENTJ - “This is my knife. It is very sharp and very eager to hurt you.”

INTJ - “All the secrets of the world are contained in books. Read at your own risk.” 

ESFP - “It is one of life’s bitterest truths that bedtime so often arrives just when things are really getting interesting.”

ISFP - “You know that a good, long session of weeping can often make you feel better, even if your circumstances have not changed one bit.”

ESTJ - “It is difficult, when faced with a situation you cannot control, to admit you can do nothing.” 

ISTJ - “If writers wrote as carelessly as some people talk, then adhasdh asdglaseuyt[bn[ pasdlgkhasdfasdf.” 

ENFP - “People aren’t either wicked or noble. They’re like chef’s salads, with good things and bad things chopped and mixed together in a vinaigrette of confusion and conflict.”

INFP - “Fate is like a strange, unpopular restaurant filled with odd little waiters who bring you things you never asked for and don’t always like.” 

ESFJ - “Strange as it may seem, I still hope for the best, even though the best, like an interesting piece of mail, so rarely arrives, and even when it does it can be lost so easily.” 

ISFJ - “It is likely I will die next to a pile of things I was meaning to read.”

ENTP - “It is very unnerving to be proven wrong, particularly when you are really right and the person who is really wrong is proving you wrong and proving himself, wrongly, right.”

 INTP - “The moral of Snow White is never eat apples.” 

I always feel like giving up when I feel like my life is falling apart. But I think the truth is that there isn’t such a thing as a life falling apart. A life falling apart is simply a life that is changing extremely in a way we don’t expect it to. So if you feel like your life is falling apart—know that right now—you are simply trying to understand what this extreme change means for you because that’s life. We just have to learn to let go and appreciate the beauty, love, and sadness that comes with its ups and downs because life is like a river and we just have to learn to go with the flow. So smile, cry, laugh, and go crazy and realize that life is just a joke and we’ll all be laughing once death makes its final punch line.
—  Juansen Dizon // Falling Apart
dating derek hale would include

doing the dishes together in matching aprons

“we can’t be late again bc you were manscaping your beard we just can’t”

heavy petting in the backseat of his camaro

him laughing at you when he catches you rapping 

making him watch the notebook bc he’s never seen it 

being annoyed that the notebook didn’t change his life

“of course i have a heart???? i love you dont i” “…oh” 

him being embarrassed that he wasn’t more romantic about the first time he said i love you

hiding his razor bc enough is enough 

crying when derek recovers allison’s bow and arrows for you

challenging him to braid your hair then being salty bc he’s really good at it

“i miss cora too baby”

him yelling at you when you pick up smoking 

derek carrying your heels and purse after a long night of partying

“you cant be the big spoon you’re half my size and you’ll get cold”

quitting smoking bc you finally found an anchor

Wild

Being in a relationship does not mean settling down, being tamed.

It’s the beginning of one of the most exciting adventures life has to offer, there will be thrills, breathtaking moments, life changing moments, heartbreaking moments, travelling and discovering new places together, experiencing new things together and facing all the challenges that life will throw at you together.

There will be laughing, smiling, crying, worrying, excitement and drama. Lust, desire, passion and above all, love.

There will be mistakes, there will be sorrys and there will be forgiveness.

There is no stronger feeling than true love between two people, what could be more exciting than that? Nothing will make your heart beat faster than looking into the eyes of the one you love, seeing them look back and knowing that person loves you too.

I will never hold you back or stop you from taking the chances you want to take in life, I will be at your side, encouraging you to take them. Ready to share in your joy when you succeed, and ready to catch you if you should fall.

Don’t settle down with me, run wild with me.


DE, 09/05/2016

16 Things to Remember Before 2016 Ends
  • 1. You are loved.
  • 2. Laugh a little more.
  • 3. Love yourself even more.
  • 4. Don't let pain change you.
  • 5. It's okay to make mistakes along the way.
  • 6. You can always get up and start again.
  • 7. God has been and will always be with you.
  • 8. Spread more love and goodness.
  • 9. Get out and do things that make you happy.
  • 10. Cry if it will lessen the pain.
  • 11. Take more chances, don't let your fears rule you.
  • 12. Prayer is always the best answer.
  • 13. Do not change yourself for what society demands.
  • 14. Move forward, you don't belong in the past.
  • 15. Enjoy life more, there are so many beautiful reasons to be happy.
  • 16. Focus on the bigger picture, God has a reason for your struggles.

I needed to move across the country and now we’re settling down so far apart that it couldn’t work. She wanted to try and be just friends but I couldn’t see how that’s even possible. We decided a total communication break is what’s best for now. I can’t imagine loving her as just a friend, no matter how many new partnerships I grow into.

Every now and then I have a dream that we see each again and you’re smiling, laughing, talking about changes in your life, sipping a coffee in a quiet cafe. And I’m sitting there crying because I don’t feel like smiling or laughing and I tell you “don’t you love me still in any way, doesn’t this hurt… at all” and you look at me utterly confused like the possibility never crossed your mind ever, we’re really truly just friends now to you, it’s like the time we had as a couple never even happened, or it did and you can look back fondly but you managed to close it off so cleanly and seemlessly by now, you’re so confused, you feel sorry for me and slightly disappointed that I can’t keep up with your desire for a healthy friendship, and I feel so stupid, vunerable, and childish.

I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren’t that, they’re the people that touch your heart. They’re the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are.
—  Anonymous

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A Message To All Boys/Men

I want you to know how beautiful you are. Don’t laugh. Don’t be embarrassed. Men can be beautiful, too.
You’re a prince. You’re a king. You’re a warrior. You deserve great things. You deserve to be loved. You deserve to be spoiled. You deserve to feel special. Because you are…you’re amazing. You’re talented. You’re gorgeous. You’re one of a kind.
Your smile is perfect. Your eyes are pretty. Your body is perfect. Don’t ever compare yourself to anyone else, you are perfect just the way you are. Don’t ever change. The world needs you to be who you are.
You’ve been hurt. You’ve been scared. You’ve felt insecure. You’ve hated yourself. But you’ve never been allowed to show it…
It’s okay to cry, you need to let it out. It’s okay to be scared when you hear that loud noise at 3am. It’s okay to wish you looked like someone else. It doesn’t make you any less of a man. It doesn’t make you “gay.” It means you’re human.
But just remember that you’re already perfect. You’re already gorgeous. You look great today! You look beautiful everyday. Love yourself. Respect yourself. You’re amazing, and don’t you ever forget that! ♥

Heartbreak is a funny thing.

I don’t mean literally laugh out loud funny. I mean funny like, this is so fucked up, why do I feel this way, funny.

Initially, when it happens, you feel panicked. Like, what am I going to do now? Your entire way of life just changed in that one second. Two words. We’re done. Changed the entire course of your life. Does that sort of blow anybody else’s mind? Two words and all the plans you made over however long you were together are gone in an instant. That safety blanket you once had of a person always being there when you needed them and your plans that reassured you that you had some sort of future going for you, all of it’s gone. 

You spend the next day or two or three or weeks or months crying. Maybe having some happy moments with friends or family in between, but never truly smiling. Never truly laughing. You move back in with your mother because you could never afford a place of your own with the minimum wage that you make while going to school. While you’re going to school full time you don’t have enough hours in the day to work full time to make the ends meet. So you wake up every morning wondering if your body hurts because the couch, that you’re forced to share with your dog in your mother’s living room, is uncomfortable, or because you’re so depressed that your muscles ache and scream at you to get up and do something to get out of cycle of waking up, drinking coffee, never eating, feeling sorry for yourself, and watching Harry Potter movies all day. 

One day you wake up and you feel good. Not one hundred percent, but you’re better than yesterday. You drink your coffee, eat some bacon, and skip the wallowing in self pity and watching Harry Potter. You put tennis shoes on and go for a run with your dog. Fresh air caresses your face for the first time in days.  It’s going great until three song’s into the album, a sad song that reminds you of him comes on. It breaks your stride, breaks your concentration, and stops your run completely. You quickly walk the rest of the way home while hyperventilating, yet trying not to look like the crazy person walking down the street crying. You pull your hat further down and are thankful you have mirrored sunglasses that don’t allow people to see you breaking down. But that hat you’re wearing isn’t yours. It’s his. You feel disgusted by the fact that you feel comforted by the piece of your old routine that has slipped in to your morning. 

Today is not the day. Today is not the day you will be yourself again. But today you got better. Even if it was only for a few hours. The glimpse of normality should give you hope. But for now, you will go back to your couch and movies. For now you will feel sorry for yourself and cry. 

And for now, just for now, thats ok.  

sophiabush: Sometimes you need a break from the constant breaking news dumpster fires. I took one on Sunday for the SAG Awards. And I got to spend the evening celebrating performances in film and television that made people think, laugh, cry, and ponder life. I also had the pleasure of playing dress up, wearing this insanely beautiful dress. Someone at work the next day said to me, “I love that your dress was the color of the Women’s March hats!” And it made me giggle. Yes it was. I hadn’t even realized it. There is resistance, even in finding out joy. There are social messages, that change hearts and open minds, in art. Found in both stories and in fashion. Sometimes a night off refuels you for your mission. And sometimes, even in borrowed couture, you keep the protest flame a-burnin’ 🔥✊🏼🔥

Thank you to @ecduzit@marchesafashion @jacobandco@patrickta @chadwoodhair for putting me together. Thank you to the @sagawards for having me as a guest and a presenter. And thank you to the artists who remind us to keep fighting, behind films like #Moonlight, #HiddenFigures, #LalaLand, #Lion, and #Jackie, and shows like #OITNB, #Westworld, #StrangerThings, #Blackish, #JaneTheVirgin, #ThisIsUs and so many more. Keep telling stories that unite us. Your art matters.

Love Written In Ink

Love Written In Ink: Picking up the Pieces (Chapter 1)

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Summary: After breaking up with your boyfriend, you find yourself struggling to move on. But how can you, when both your lives are so intertwined? When a new captivating man enters your life, are the changes ahead for the better or worse?

Word Count: 4k+  

Rating: M (Smut)

A heavy sigh escaped your lips as you made your way up to the attic. The past couple of days had been so chaotic. It almost didn’t feel real, no matter how hard you tried to wrap your head around every overwhelming thing that happened. You didn’t know whether to laugh or cry at your own misfortune. You even wished you could go back to the days where you were blissfully ignorant about your boyfriend’s infidelity.

As you reached the top of the unsteady stairs, you lightly kicked the already broken and flimsy door open.

“Hey, careful! What if it breaks?” A low voice scolded you from behind.

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The Signs As Unique Feelings/Experiences

Aries: When you wake up feeling really happy and you’re not entirely sure why but you’re just so content with yourself despite everything and you just have to smile and laugh. You dance around to a song in your head and you feel like everything in life is going to be just fine.

Taurus: The cosy, sleepy feeling of being in front a roaring fire and hearing an acoustic guitar and you just feel so safe and dreamy. You can let yourself cry if you want or smile and you feel like your heart will sing along with the guitar and everything in that moment is so harmonious

Gemini: Meeting with an old friend and feeling so happy in their company, remembering the way they speak, the nostalgic feeling of the times you were always around each other. How you feel nothing’s changed but everything’s changed at the same time. When you’re telling a story and you trip over your words because you remember another story you want to tell them

Cancer: That really nostalgic feeling you get when you visit somewhere you haven’t been in a long time, a place that means so much to you and as soon as you’re there you feel how potent the emotional energies are your heart starts to break as you remember the good and the bad times you had there and it’s that breath you take as you feel ready to let it go

Leo: The warm feeling you get in your chest when you’re at a formal occasion and its late and all you can hear is glasses clinking and people laughing, the occasional “whoop” and you feel kinda tipsy even if you haven’t been drinking, you just feel high on all the good energy in the room and you start laughing for no reason

Virgo: That feeling when it’s 2am and you just finished a kick ass essay and you know you’re gonna get a high grade on it and you just sit there tired but happy and you smile sleepily before going to with that feeling of pride in yourself

Libra: That dream like feeling when you’re sitting with a loved one and you just can’t stop admiring them, everything about them suddenly becomes something you’ve never noticed before, they’re watching TV or something and you’re literally fighting back a smile because oh my god this person is such a great person thank the Lord for their existence. Just completely in awe.

Scorpio: That lovely feeling of being alone and being happy in your own company. You could bake, you could dance to Beyoncé, you could read a book, you could even shed a tear. It’s that relieving feeling of completely letting your guard down, of not having to put up a front for those around you. It’s being completely content with your own company.

Sagittarius: It’s that feeling of immense excitement, so much excitement you can barely contain yourself, it bursts inside you like little fireworks. It’s the excitement as you think about where you want to travel and what you want to do there and who you want to go with and your whole body practically vibrates with excitement.

Capricorn: The feeling of acceptance and flattery when you watch your friends reflect things that you do, you see your own vocabulary slipping into their speech, the way they talk and even the way they handle things. It’s the voice within you that says “Look, you made an impact on that one humans life in a small way and yet it affects how they come across to others”. It’s that feeling that you actually created a reaction and you made a difference

Aquarius: The uplifting feeling you get when you realise and understand that our world is so small, literally everything we do won’t mean shit in 100 years time and there’s no point in worrying too much. It’s the feeling of a weight being lifted off your shoulders and the realisation that the world will keep on turning whether you like it or not so you can either make the most out of the life you have or you can wait until you’re on your deathbed to regret not doing it.

Pisces: It’s the feeling of awe you get when you stare at the cosmos. When you look up and all you can do is wonder. Wonder about aliens. Wonder about transcendence. Wonder about existence itself. Its when you get so overwhelmed by different emotions that the tears (good or bad) start flowing but you don’t stop them because you know they’re there for a reason, and you just smile because you know this universe is amazing. And you know you are the universe.

Dear Timothy,

For the past two days my heart poured for you. I was peering into your life through your eyes. The hardship you went through, the highs and the lows that you experienced growing up. The past two days I got to see how life would have been like through the 70/80s, growing up gay in a society where you were condemned for being you. 

Looking at how the world had changed, you would be so proud. Countries around the world are beginning to accept and love.

You made me laugh, and cry and laugh again. You made me feel.
Today I was coming to the end of your memoir, and I had to stop. It was getting too much, as every spare moment I had, I needed to read on, I needed to know more. Behind the shades of my glasses I wiped a tear, slightly embarrassed as I sat on the morning commute to work surrounded by a bus full of strangers.

Done. I finished. I didn’t want it to finish. The epilogue came and I kept turning the pages to look for more.. I wanted more. But there wasn’t.

Tim, you made me want to love. And I have. I have that love with me, and that’s why you have my heart. The pain you went through with John is hopefully something I won’t ever have to face, but inevitability can take its course and I’m prepared because of you.

I smile to myself knowing you’re with your husband now. Happy, in love and in peace.

Your legacy will forever be in my heart.

“We were two suns, exchanging atmosphere, drawn into each other, spiralling into one another” - Timothy Conigrave

Life… it changes every minute, every single minute of every single day; you may lose friends, you may gain friends, you may then realize your friends were never really a friend at all, but you are still you; you look for love, you find love, you lose love again, but maybe you realize that all along you’ve been loved; you laugh, you cry, you laugh so hard that you cry, you live and eventually yes you die; you do a little of this; you do a little of that;  then maybe you really wish you hadn’t done this, but you learn from that and are glad you did it; you have your ups, you have your downs; you see good movies, you see bad movies; you look at others and wish you were them, then you realize who they are and are glad you are you; you love life, you hate life; in the end, I am sure this sound like the manifest plot twists in a tom cruise movie, but you simply find yourself to be living life no matter what…
~Indomitably Me

10

Surprise! i worked super hard on this! 

Dear Andy,

When I found BVB it changed my life. I finally understood what real music is. BVB has helped me through so much. Your music has helped me through sadness, anger, depression, and has been there for me for no matter what emotion I am feeling. “Lost It All” makes me cry and means so much to me just as you hoped it would. You inspire me in my tough life. I look at what you have accomplished and it gives me hope. I understand that high school in no way defines a person’s intelligence. You are one the smartest and most well-spoken people I have heard words come out of. You make me laugh, cry, inspired, and hopeful. I feel that you understand what I am going through at some level. “They Don’t Need To Understand” means so much to me too. The lyrics speak to me and understand me. “Carolyn” helped me through depression. I cried at school listening to that song. Chris Motionless once said the music didn’t save us, but I disagree. The music sure as hell saved us. Music is there for us no matter what like Jake Pitts said. Music is everything to me and I don’t know how I’d cope without it. I listen to “The Mortician’s Daughter” and “Lost It All” every night before I fall asleep. TMD makes me feel loved and cared about which is something I need in my life. I saw BVB live at the Observatory on 10.23.15 and you grabbed my fingers during “In The End” that made my day. You noticed me. That was the best night of my life. Thank you so much. You have saved me. Happy 25th birthday Andy!

~ andy-stolen-omen.tumblr.com

Life Is Strange Preference - How they comfort you

Max - She’ll find out what happened to you and then she will go back in time and change things so that you are not upset. 

Chloe - She gets really awkward about this kind of stuff she never knows what to do so she just holds you close to her trying to make you feel better by telling you how much you mean to her. 

Nathan - He’ll lie in bed with you and let you cry it out, he’ll hold you close and let you cry listening to you while you explain why you are upset, once you are done crying he’ll tell you how much he cares and loves you while he holds you in a long hug. 

Warren - He’ll tell you a bunch of silly jokes in an attempt to make you laugh and if that doesn’t work he’ll start tickling you which always makes you laugh which makes you feel a lot better and for the rest of the day you both play video games to take your mind off things. 

Kate - She is very understanding she will listen to what you have to say then pull you into a hug, telling you that you are to prefect to let things get you down. 

Victoria - You phone her crying she sees how upset you are and tells you she’ll be right over and ends the call, a few minutes later you hear a knock at the door and open it to see her standing there with bags full of chocolates and soda you explain to her what happened she then hugs you and you both watch movies for the rest of the day.

Mark - The day had ended and you were about to walk of of class when Mr.Jefferson spoke to you asking if you were okay you try to tell him what had upset you but start crying he then pulls you into a hug and you hug him back tightly, after you had done crying you tell him why you were upset he tells you that he is always going to be there for you if you ever need anything. 

Frank - When you’re upset pompidou is the first one to find out the dog will sit next to you and cuddle into you until frank walks in he’ll set down in front of you and holds your hands asking you what had happened you tell him, he then takes you out for a walk to take your mind off things.  

Not the one for me

chapter 1

Ethan dolan x reader

you had been dating Grayson for a while.  But something had changed; the relationship was kind of boring now.  He didn’t show you that he loved you.  You were scared he would breakup with you he was your first everything.  Maybe it was because you were a virgin?? Or maybe he was jealous that you spent a lot of time with your best friend??? What could it be everything was perfect he was perfect.

You called Grayson.  
“Hey… how have you been i missed you!!” you said
“Missed you too….but…uhh.. i have to go” Grayson said
“Uhh ok ? call me when you can” you said
“yea ok bye” Grayson said
As he hung up you heard a girl’s laugh.  

Before you could react you started to cry.  This couldn’t be. You love him.  He loves you but maybe you were wrong. “What was going on me life was together a month ago” you thought.  

You called your best friend Rachel she knew how to cheer you up. Thats why she was your best friend.
“Hey i really need you please come to my house its an emergency” you said
“what is going on ??!?!?! am coming” Rachel said

There was a knock on the door you ran down stairs to open the door.  It was Rachel you let her in. without saying anything you grabbed her arm and took her to your room.
“Whats going on” she said
“I think Grayson is cheating on me” you said crying
“No no no don’t cry” she said
“how do you know he is cheating??” she asked
“He has been distant, he hasn’t been the same and today i called him and some girl was laughing in the background”you said as tears rolled down your face.
Rachel knew how fragile you were and was very protective over you.
“HEY DON’T CRY DO YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE ?? YOU ARE (Y/N) FREAKIN (Y/L/N)” Rachel said
You couldn’t help but to laugh.
“Its ok (y/n) you will get through this and hey I know Grayson he wouldn’t do this he is better then this” Rachel said
“yea you’re right” you said
“put some clothes on so we can go to the mall” Rachel said

You put your clothes on and you guys walked outside
“Dang it ! i left my keys on your bed” Rachel said
She ran back to your house and went up stairs

You waited by her car.  You heard someone yell your name and before you knew it you were picking your self up off the ground.
“WHATS YOUR PRO-“ Before you could finish your sentence you saw it was Ethan (Grayson’s brother)
“OH GOSH are you ok ??!?! sorry i ran into you am still trying to trying to get use to this hover board” Ethan giggled
“oh no your fine” you said
“Hey you know Brianna??”Ethan asked
“yea” you said with a annoyed look on your face. You didn’t like her at all she was just annoying and very conceited but she was Ethan’s best friend.
“She is having a party at her house and i wanted to see if you would like to come”
“umm.. I don’t know but i will text you if i know”you said
“ok great hope you can come…..bye” Ethan said and smiled
“bye”you said

After 20 mins Rachel finally came outside
“what took you so long ?!?!!?”you asked
“Sorry but its not my fault your room is so messy that I cant find anything” Rachel said
You rolled your eyes
“Just get in the car” she said and smiled
You both got in the car and your favorite song was playing (sorry not sorry by bryson tiller)
You both sang with all of you heart  “Girl I’m sorry you not the one for me”
you and rachel giggled she lowered the volume and asked “Why was Ethan there”
“oh he invited us to Brianna’s party”you said
Rachel started to laugh because she knew how much you didn’t like her

You guys arrived at the mall and started to walk to the doors
Rachel put her arm out making you stop and said “look there is Brianna with Grayson!!”
“What are they doing together he knows how much i don’t like her” you said
“Maybe they were are throwing that party together that would make lots of sense since Ethan invited you” Rachel said
“and maybe thats the girl you heard in the background when you called him’ she said
“yea you might be right but why her ??”you said
“Ok we look like two crazy people in a middle of a parking lot” Rachel said
You agreed “yea we should start walking now”
“Which store should we go to first” Rachel asked with a smirk on her face
“Ummm maybe pink” you winked
Rachel had the biggest crush on a guy that worked as a cashier there

You and Rachel made it to the store
“Is he here ??!!?” you asked
“Yea he is he always woks on Saturdays” Rachel said
“wow” you said
You were still thinking about Grayson with Brianna and was he cheating on you?
Rachel pulled your arm to show you the cutest pair of laced underwear with a tiny bow in the front how you like them
“These are so CUTE” you said
“I wanna buy them all” you went on
“Hey buy what ever you want as long as we can get in line and see Bryan (the cute cashier)she said with dreamy eyes
You giggled

You guys walked around a couple of times to see what was in the store. You stopped buy the underwear again to find the cute ones Rachel had shown you.  As you were looking you could hear a couple behind you.
“Get what ever you like princess as long as i can take them off” the guy said seductively

The guys voice sounded familiar.  you just couldn’t put your finger on who it was. So you casually turned around to not seem nosey.  As soon as you turned around you saw the guys hair and knew it was Grayson.

You went up to him and tapped him on the shoulder he turned around and was shocked
“Hey” Grayson said
“uhh..can i help you” Brianna said
“umm..no thanks no one needs help from you thanks though”you said rolling your eyes
“can i talk to you Grayson”you asked
Before you could say anything Grayson said “i meant to call you”
“What do you mean i called you this morning whats going on Grayson” you asked
“I just uhh….i mean i don’t know” Grayson said with his head low
“what do you mean you don’t know !!” you said felling you voice getting higher
“What is wrong with you ! you said you loved me and that this was going to work because we were perfect !!” you said
You were feeling so emotional tears rolling down your face. You didn’t want to him to he you cry. Quickly you wiped your tears.
“DOES SHE KNOW THAT WE ARE TOGETHER STILL?” you said angrily
For some reason tears were rolling down your face but you were angry and you wanted him to know you were.
He wiped you tears and said “Please don’t be mad I do love you”
“Don’t say that you’re lying i really did trust you but i don’t know any more”you said
“I guess its over” you said
“please don’t Brianna we aren’t like that we are just friends” Grayson pleaded
“for some reason I don’t believe you i heard you tell her that she could have what she wanted pair she wanted and that you would take them off of her” you said
“I was lying to her I love you” Grayson said
“Sorry Gray its not gonna work out” you said

“what have i done i love him so much” you thought
You went back to Rachel to find her talking to Bryan so you watched to see if she could get his number or the other way around.  She cam towards you with a smile clueless of what had just happened between you and Gray.  
“OH YEA BABBBBBYYYYY” Rachel said
“WHO GOT HIS NUMBER OH WAIT …… I DID” rachel exclaimed
“whats wrong hun we should be celebrating!!” Rachel said
“Lets got to the food court and i will tell you what happened while you were getting your future husband’s number” you smirked


writers note: thank you for reading hope you liked it !! and was it too long ?

This Isn’t

Have you ever watched a show, dreamed a dream, that was so real, that you couldn’t tell when you were awake and when you were asleep? Have you ever heard a story that you mistook for your own life? 

Is this that story? Are you in it right now?

I had a dream that I was playing a game, and this is that game, and I was a chess-piece on the checker-board and everybody was talking, everybody was making sound, everybody was laughing and praying and looking up towards the sun, but I was the one who could see. There is no sun. There hasn’t been one in years. We’re lost in the darkness of the grey that crawls across the sky, and this is, this is all there is and there is all there ever was. And you can laugh, curse, spit, cry, drown yourself in bad memories or good ones, but nothing changes the slow decay of what’s really happening, not down here, but out there, out in space, out in the larger scope of the universe and we’re just padding through it on quiet little feet.

This is that story. This is that dream. You’re not awake. You’re not aware. 

In a world of silence I am a sublime impression of another world, a memory of your pillow you carry with you through a nightmare that lasts your entire lifetime. And you breathe and you laugh and you stumble and maybe you’ll fall, but here’s the thing: the thing is what you mistook for real, and now reality is coming and baby she’s got hungry jaws snapping and a look in her eyes that says you’d make a real nice breakfast, your fresh young cerebellum all spread out open across toast and that wolf she’s almost on us now. Come on, open your eyes, open your mind, open yourself up to the other, she’s almost got you now and then you’re all inside.

And she smiles.

teddy headcanon #232983502: 

teddy unknowingly mirrors someone’s nicest visible physical trait when he’s really deep in conversation with them because he’s focusing on them so much. if you get him into a really good talk, you might see his eyes change to the color of yours, or his nose morph slowly into your own, or little freckles dust themselves across his face the same way they do on your skin. people caught on to this eventually but never told teddy that he did it because they worried he might stop and it was always a nice little confidence boost when it happened. once, though, a first-year who was insecure about their smile thought he was mocking them and ran off crying, leaving a bewildered teddy in their wake, until an older student found them and upon hearing what was wrong, laughed and explained the situation. that first-year smiled more often and more proudly than ever before for the rest of their life.