you will always kill it

anonymous asked:

consider: kageyama x kenma (pls dont kill me ;-;)

why would i kill you omg setter x setter always works for me!!! kageyama with a massive crush on kenma and he keeps bugging hinata and asking questions about him and hinata is like omFG eNOUGH already i’ll organise a date for you will u pls shuddup

It actually kills me when we don’t talk, it kills me when you ignore me, it kills me when you’re busy with your life.
Sometimes I still get these urges to contact you.
It feels like pure desperation…  Like my skin is crawling and my eyes are burning and I just want you back in my life so badly….
And I don’t know why? Where these sudden urges come from?
Why do I still do this, even after all this time?!
It’s like I'm getting out, I'm almost clear…. and then suddenly I feel like I would do absolutely anything just to have you back in my life again.
Even for a single moment…. Just to see you, talk to you - ANYTHING!
It’s like I don’t WANT to be out, I still want to be in love with you because in my mind, loving you equates to happiness and I just want that back… just for one second.
But I have to remind myself it’s not healthy. 
Loving you is not like it used to be - it's not real anymore.
It’s not happy, it’s not positive…. and it’s gone and I can’t go back.
All I can do is put the phone down, blink back the tears … and keep moving forward.
—  Ranata Suzuki
"War without fire is like sausages without mustard." — Jean Juvénal des Ursins

(This is from the same campaign as this horrific accident:

As well as this bit of self-deprecation:

(After the inquisition attacked our place of business and forced us out of our home, we picked up our gunslinger and fighter's two new characters, an enterprising assassin and a (heavily inspired by Jason Voorhees) childlike serial killer bloodrager, respectively, then began planning a counterattack on their stronghold…)

Assassin: Well, we can burn them out.

Cleric (ooc): …Heh. Heheheh… Hahahaha! You laughed at me, they ALL laughed at me…

Bloodrager (ooc): Are you going to do the forest fire part 2?

Cleric (ooc): “Forest Fire II: This Time, It’s Intentional!”

Assassin: So, if that’s the plan, we’re going to need some arsonist’s tools.

Cleric: Hold on, I’ve never deliberately committed arson before. Let me write this down.

(What followed was a serial killer and an assassin teaching a lawful good cleric how to commit arson, describing the finer details of key locations, cutting off escape routes and so on, taking notes all the while. Then when we met with our boss to discuss our plan of attack…)

Bloodrager: We’re gonna teach [Cleric] how to start fires real good!

Boss: Congratulations, you’re an aspiring arsonist.

Cleric (Semi-sarcastically): Hooray!

When you notice shattering gems is not exactly killing them…

Is more like breaking them apart so theres little pieces of their mind spread around and they can still regenerate portions of their bodies to look for the others and be whole again…

Why no one is talking about that?

I wonder if you ever felt like I abandoned you….  
If you ever thought I should have fought for you…

The truth of it is I never left.  
I’m still here.  
And I do fight for you - every single day.   
Not to win you…. not to trap you or cage you…  
But for your happiness.

I wage war on myself day in and day out for you.  
Tearing strips off myself, swallowing hatred and tears….  
So if you hate me because I abandoned you…. don’t worry…  
….. I hate myself for it too…
—  Ranata Suzuki

Tom is your Tom problem.


[2] quotes: 3x09 - come back to me.