I just wanted to express how thankful I am for being in such a kind, loving fandom and although I’ve only been here for a couple months, I’ve made so many amazing friends and mutuals. You guys really are the best. It’s made me so happy and I’m always excited to see you all on my dash. I love you all, thank you for everything! I’m gonna go cry now
☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆ ゜・。。・゜☆
@hufflepuffholland Charissa, I don’t know where to begin, but I think you know how much you mean to me, thank you for being such an amazing friend and I’m always thinking about you no matter what. You make me wanna be a better person and I can’t wait to meet you someday!
@tbholland Meg, I just wanna say i love you from the bottom of my heart. Thank you for being so supportive and I love the way your little messages and reminders light up my day. I’m truly blessed. I love you!
@quackmom Hi Sydni, thank you for being supportive and positive, you’re always reminding how important it is to take breaks and be ok with being ok, I’m forever grateful for you and I just want you to know you mean the world to me!
@honeynutholland michelle! wow can I just say thank you for being an amazing friend, you’re always there for be and ready to talk. I love that we can always pick up a convo from where it left off. I love you so much and you’re the sweetest. I can’t wait to meet you when I go to Canada!!!
@arachnid-kid Isabel, you’re honestly the sweetest and I’m so glad we became friends. I love you and the energy that you generate. I feel grateful that we got to know each other because I’m sure my life would’ve been dull if you weren’t in it!
@dej-okay dej, I’m so glad to know you because you’re so sweet, always thinking of others and making them feel better. I can’t imagine the fandom without you, really nothing could make me happier knowing that you’re happy. I love you thank you!
@tomhollandxreader CORA you’re one of the sweetest people I know and I’m not joking when I say that you’re honestly someone I look up to a lot! I love you sm thank you for being on my dash and thinking of me.
@planet-holland hi kayla, you sweet angel. Thank you for being a good friend and always there to support me. I love you and you’re one of the cutest people I know. I hope you’re happy and hydrated, and my inbox is always open for you
@screamholland mary liz, you are beautiful. absolutely beautiful, both inside and out. You’re amazing and wonderful and I love seeing you on my dash because it makes me incredibly happy when you are. I’m always here if you need to talk about anything!
@hollandroos soph YOU’RE MY STRAWBERRY SHORTCAKE! I love you so much and I love seeing you and seeing your presence because it makes me happy and I just imagine fluffy, pink clouds around you because you’re the sweetest.
@lovelyimagines: tori, I’m gonna cry because I love you so much!! thanks for being here when I needed it and I’m always gonna say I love your smile it’s so radiating and makes me entire day light up when I see you on my dash. Thank you for being a positive angel.
@peterplanet hi Grace, you’re amazing and wonderful and I’m glad we got to know each other. You’re super sweet and I can’t imagine my dash without you. Thanks always and I’m here for you whenever you need it!
@dearcindymoon ZOë, you’re so sweet!! please continue being such a wonderful and amazing person, I’m really glad to know you and you make me smile all the time with your sweet posts. I love you!
@parkerroos lyss i can’t believe I almost forgot but you’re literally the best angel on this site WOW you’re my fellow sam girl and seeing you on here makes me SO happy!! I love you so much and you make me smile literally any time we interact!!! than you for thinking of me!
@loverholland hi becca you’re really an inspiration, thank you for being such a wonderful positive presence on this site and GOD can I just say that whenever you post anything I wanna cry?? you’re so kind and sweet and thank you for always thinking of me!
I wish I had time write about all of you amazing angels, but if you’re on this list just know that you make me SOincredibly happy and I only wish for every happiness to all of you. Thank you for being so wonderful and supportive and overall, absolute angels. *EDIT I may literally just write about all of you?
Sweet baby Jesus. Where do I even begin?? Lisa has been my brain child since season 2 of DD ended and it wasn’t until September that I finally just said “fuck it” and made her blog. Now, here we are, 100+ followers later. I have met so many good friends here, honestly! I don’t know what I would do without some of you being as great as you are. I am so so thrilled that I met my first milestone and I can’t wait to see where everything goes from here. Because of this, I am making my completely biased list of people here. Below are three categories: The New Family, The Trusted, and The Targets. You’ll see what I mean when you get there.
On an ordinary day of my ordinary life without dark clouds over my head, full of energy and optimistic feelings I am talking to myself:
“Ha, Kathi, you don´t need likes or reblogs to push your self-confidence ;) you are a good artist and you learned so much in the last year! You are SO COOL GIRL!” *pat´s her own shoulder*
On a depressing, down pushing and emotional unstable feeling day of my ordinary life I am talking to myself:
“T______T please, guys, I need your help to come out of this hole and try to live on! I need your support so that I can say to myself that there is something I am worth living! It´s not because I am a shitty bitch who yearns for attention and likes and followers! It´s so that I can see that the thing that I am doing (drawing) is good enough to get your like and love. So that I can see that I am good in at least ONE THING even if I am hating myself for everything I am. It feels like that little “love” is not only for my drawing, it gets through to myself.” *builds a castle out of blankets and hopes for the day to pass*
So my husband and a couple of his collegues are working out of town the past few days. it’s a two hour drive from our home and today the Wife of one of my husband’s colleagues calls me on the phone.
Her : They’re really busy these few days, right?
Me : Yeah, they are. i miss him.
Her : Come on, everytime they take a break, Dave always goes home to you, my husband’s told me that.
Her : You must really have him on a short leash… ha ha ha… is he that scared of you?
Me :……ummm, sorry?
Her : Why else would he like drive back and forth even in the middle of the night just to spend just an hour or two with you? That makes no sense.
Me :…. excuse me?
Her : i mean like, my husband hasn’t even been calling me these three days because he’s really busy and yet, somehow your husband can come visit you? How does that work?
Me *inside my head * : bitch i don’t even blame him wtf….
Her : Maybe if your husband wasn’t slacking off and running back and forth to you, my husband can come visit me, i mean, just saying. You guys have been married for like five years right and you even have a kid…why do you act like newly weds …it’s just ridiculous….
Me : Or maybe your husband just takes longer to get his job done because he’s an idiot.
Wishing my oldest and dearest tumblr friend @takadasaiko a very happy birthday. You deserve to have the happiest of days today. Enjoy it with those you love and care about it. Stuff yourself with turkey and too much pie (but hope there is a birthday cake somewhere for you). And know no matter you’ll always have a friend in me. I hope you have a very happy birthday (or maybe a Bobolicious one - if that wasn’t a word before now it is).
Full list of references in Taylor’s LWYMMD music video (in order)
Nils Sjoberg gravestone - The pseudonym she used when ghostwriting TIWYCF with Calvin Harris
Bathtub full of gems - Referencing what Taylor said about her persona in Blank Space music video (“like she jets sets around the world, collecting men and she can get any of them but she’s so clingy that they leave and then she cries in her marble bathtub surrounded by pearls’”)
Single dollar in bathtub - Sexual assault lawsuit trial against David Mueller where she countersued for $1 and won
Throne of snakes - Kimye/Famous phone call incident, aka “Taylor Swift is #Exposed as a snake”
Et tu brute? - Reference to Shakespeare when Julius Caesar was betrayed and stabbed in the back by someone he thought a friend (Katy Perry & stealing dancers incident?)
Car crash scene - (“Driving a Maserati down on a dead end street”) 2014 Grammy’s when she was made fun of for thinking she won Album of the Year (aka Red should’ve deserved a Grammy)
Car crash outfit/look - Resemblance to Katy Perry; reference to her feud with Katy (plus, a possible dig at her having 0 grammy’s while taylor has 10)
Robbing a bank called “Stream Co” - Taylor’s battle with Spotify/streaming services, for which she was called “money hungry” and “greedy”
Army of mannequins scene - Criticism of her group of famous friends aka “girl squad” being a cult of all skinny, pretty white girls/models
I <3 TS Shirts of Male Dancers - Referencing Tom Hiddleston wearing a I <3 TS shirt; referencing the media mockery of her relationship with Tom Hiddleston
[END SCENE WITH 15 TAYLORS]
Her Surprise Face (“stop making that surprised face, it’s so annoying” “you can’t possibly be that surprised all the time” ) - Reference to people making fun of her for looking so surprised/shocked at award shows
“What’s with that bitch?” “DON’T CALL ME THAT” - Reference to Kanye’s “Famous”; how she was never told that he would refer to her as “bitch” in the song
“Oh, stop acting like you’re so nice, you are so fake” - Reference to criticism of Taylor being “fake” and not the friendly/nice/sweet girl she “poses” as
“Oh there she goes, playing the victim, again” - Reference to common criticism of Taylor always “playing the victim”
“Getting receipts, gonna edit this later” - Reference to Kim K’s (clearly edited) recording of phone conversation between Taylor and Kanye
“I would very much like to be excluded from this narrative” - Reference to Taylor’s response to Kim K’s recording
Okay so yeah, of course I love the idea of Draco changing his last name to Potter once he and Harry get married. Of course I love the idea of them hyphenating, and all the drama that ensues when they argue about which name should go first. But you know what I really like? What doesn’t get nearly enough thought IMHO?
The mere concept of Harry Malfoy.
Harry Malfoy, nauseated by the fame that came in a package deal with the name “Potter,” fame he never asked for, changing his to that of the person he cares about most.
Harry Malfoy, searching his husband’s eyes for approval before signing the legal documents to have his last name changed and finding just that and so much more. Finding hope and adoration and love. Real love. The warding-off-killing-curses kind of love. Harry holding onto that moment as tightly as possible.
Harry Malfoy, practicing his new signature for hours on end with every spare piece of parchment he can find, and finding an innocent sort of joy in the way his “M” melted perfectly into his “a.”
Harry Malfoy, a reinvented version of himself, finding the strength to move on from his past and sleep through the night without being afraid something might come for him.
Harry Malfoy, being able to breathe in his own skin again because he’s finally been granted the fresh start he’s always wanted.
Harry Malfoy, a name that has never plastered newspapers, has never been on the wanted list, has never been hunted by Voldemort, has never been spat out of the mouth of his aunt and uncle, has never been.
Harry Malfoy, the first page of a journal that is yet to be filled with love poems and stories and happy memories.