you were the best of them all

Also. Please know that I want to fight Pledis forever and always for how they treat both Nu’Est and After School. :)

eeddis  asked:

I've just realized that depending on how you're doing the salt thing I could be gentry-proof because I have a heart condition (Postural Orthostatic Tachycardia Syndrome) that requires I eat a LOT of salt. (Other electrolytes too--which makes me wonder, is it only table salt in your 'verse or do other salts work too?) My tears are actually so salty that it's painful to cry. Best of all, POTS is common in young adults--about 1% of teens have it and plenty college age people never grow out of it.

Only crystalline salt would keep them at bay; tears, soy sauce, brine, and other liquids wouldn’t. But on the other hand, if you were dedicated enough to collect your tears and simmer them down till only the salt remained, I imagine that would be far more powerful than pink Himalayan whateverthefuck.

Behind the Mask

You adore butterflies,
Then you became one.
Camouflaging your sorroundings,
Trying hard to fit in.

As you try to blend,
You forget who you are.
You were once unique,
What made you change?

They believe they know you,
The patterns you show them.
They judge your behavior,
not knowing that you’re acting.

How would they know?
You’ve been the best puppet.
The best actress,
No traces of script.

Why do you have to keep it all in?
Aren’t you full yet?
Sooner or later you’ll burst,
and naught might left with you.

How many faces have you shown them?
How many of those were true?
It makes it harder for you to trust
when you can’t even trust your own.

Mystery Man - Part 1

Originally posted by getlayd

Word count: 1043

“Your dimples are so cute; can I touch them please?”

“(Y/N) wake up you’re dreaming about him again!”

Your best friend was leaving later on that day after coming over to visit you in this amazing new flat for the first time. You have lived here for at least a month now and had recently graduated. The area you were living in was beautiful, one of the most expensive estates in the area, thanks to your parents. Your parents had this flat all payed for as a gift of your graduation.

Living on your own was never easy. Having a gap year enabled you to find your feet but you were never one to have much patience. In your case, things are easier said than done. Things almost never get ‘done’. Living independently means you only have one pair of hands to do an endless list of jobs. For you that wasn’t good enough. But you had to find a way to manage.

A gap year seems like the best option right now. The past year hadn’t been as successful as you’d hoped (apart from your degree) with the sickening memory of a broken relationship lodged in your mind. Your ex-boyfriend Chanyeol cheated multiple times and later on was commonly known as a player, much to your amazement!

Having a failure of a past relationship made you realise, perhaps that was never love. Perhaps it was just an act of desperateness. You were yet to find your first love. Your true love.

Trusting any man was now difficult for you. If you couldn’t see straight through them, you would suspect fault. Even if it was a gentleman who would often offer to buy you a coffee in your local coffee shop.

There were many things that made you feel uneasy and jittery. One case being: A very handsome young man had recently moved into the flat above yours.

This young man was tall, muscular, handsome and overall healthy looking. You would often pass him down the road when you were putting the recycling out and he was coming back from a late nights work at the office (you could tell by the well looked after suit he was sporting).

The flats were of a good quality and came with a good price but it still baffled you as to why such a charmer of a man didn’t have an expensive car or lived somewhere a hint fancier. He looked like the type of person to own a Ferrari and live in a mansion. That’s one thing you had come to learn since seeing him around. Never judge a book by its cover.

He is the reason why you never get things done. You are mesmerised by such a mystery of a man.

You are knowledgeable, confident and have a nursing degree under your wing. Doing so well through your education gave you a new lease of life to get to where you want to be. But in your own time. The world isn’t waiting for you; you decide when it is your time to shine.

Your job was mostly switching from patient to patient, serving drugs that would get them out of that hospital and back on their own two feet. This term was often over exaggerated. In medical terms it should be known as medication as that seems or realistic and sensible. But in your world, drugs are all anyone seems to know of. Some scare people, some pleasure people and others improve people’s lives.

Drugs leave people addicted and wanting more. Drugs are dangerous but some are good. This mystery man was your drug. Prescribed to you from the heavens above. No doubt about it.

A few weeks later since your best friend visited, you had your first encounter with the man that appears just a walking mystery in your eyes.

The sun was shining and the birds were singing. It was early in the morning and you were going for a morning jog. You had your headphones in listening to one of your favourite Spotify playlists and more or less concentrating on the rhythm of the music being in sync with your steps, rather than focusing solely on direction.

You felt a sudden gush of wind as you stopped running. All the while, the music was helping with synchronisation you weren’t focusing on your surroundings. You heard a faint gasp as your music was still blasting through your earphones. It came to your realisation that you had run into someone.

Standing less than a metre away from you was the man you were dreaming of almost every night.

“Hello there, are you alright? My name is Yixing by the way. I’m ever so sorry, I haven’t had the time to introduce myself properly. Pretty stupid of me as we are practically neighbour’s” Yixing chuckled nervously.

“Why does he seem nervous? How does he know we’re neighbour’s? Fuck, does he catch me peering out the window? I feel so bad. But I don’t know him properly. I need to do something though. Fuck it, I need to be polite”. Thoughts were running through your head as you were thinking precariously about your next few words.

“Hi. I’m (y/n). It’s okay, it’s me who should be apologising. Um. I’m sorry for running into you, I was stupid and wasn’t looking where I- “. You were lost for words as Yixing placed a careful hand on your shoulder.

Even from just a teeny tiny hint of contact, you couldn’t deny that you felt a tingle down your spine.

“Love, listen. You don’t need to apologise and you are not stupid. No one was hurt and hey at least now we have introduced ourselves, haha”.

The weather was worsening the longer you stood gaping at his twinkling eyes. You felt raindrops land on the tip of your nose and didn’t want to stay in the cold much longer.

“I’m glad that’s out of the way then. I have only been living here a few weeks longer than you have I think. Also, shouldn’t we get going? It’s freezing” you blushed as you spoke. Yixing placed his coat around your shoulders and started to lead you home with a firm grip on your back.

~

This is the first part of a mini series! Hope y’all like this and look forward to the rest!

anonymous asked:

hc + children + dethklok? (take the prompt how you want :0)

I’m choosing to interpret this as how they were as kids because we don’t actually get to see all that much of baby Dethklok and THAT’S A FUCKING CRIME.

Nathan - One of those kids who like never spoke at all (mostly based on the one bit in Dethgov where you see him as a kid). He started talking at about age six or so, so… it’s all good? I guess? He’s obviously had the best childhood of literally any member of Dethklok (to be fair, not exactly stiff competition in that department).
His parents were super supportive of his music career, even if they can’t understand what the heck he’s saying, cause that’s just the kind of parents they are. He’d clash with them from time to time throughout adolescence, but not over anything really major, mostly normal teenage stuff. 

Murderface - Okay so. This is 90% inspired by my good pal @murdertooth-records stories about Murderface, of which there are many. Specifically, Loved, which… you need to read if you’re into Murderface suffering (who isn’t?) Big warnings for child abuse, suicide attempt, and self-harm, other warnings in tags.
So, Murderface is the one we see the least of as a child. The only bit we see of him is as a tiny, potato-shaped infant, with his parents’ murder-suicide going on in the background. Just based off that, and the way Stella (who I’m assuming raised him, who else would) treats him anytime she’s on screen, it’s no stretch to say his childhood was shitty.
He was bullied as a kid for everything from his abrasive personality to his face to his weight to how dirt-poor his family was. He grew up somewhere in the deep South, maybe Georgia (based on his Confederate Flag boxers that he sleeps in), and the people down there are not kind to anyone different in any way.
Watching Dethmas for the first time put into my head the idea that Murderface is trying and failing to reconnect with some sort of religious upbringing, which, as a queer Catholic, I can totally understand. In that episode, he’s way more reserved than he normally is and actually seems to try to want to work shit out. Basically, what I’m trying to say is that he had a super-conservative, super-religious childhood, and that’s why he’s so sexually repressed.
He really liked animals as a kid (and an adult, although he’d never in a million years admit it). He tried to keep a variety of pets when he was little, but Stella always ended up either throwing them out the door or just straight-up killing them. He kinda gave up on pets after a while.
He was probably really fat as a kid, but when we see him in flashbacks he is weirdly skinny. I’m assuming he’s around 17 or 18 in those, so he kinda just shot up like a weed with his growth spurts and just. Lost a bunch of weight.

Pickles - Look, I just. I love him so much.
So I feel like our guy Pickles is also not doing too well on the “supportive parents” front. I headcanon him as a trans guy, and a lot of that will tie into this. In Motherklok, Pickles’ mom isn’t proud of him no matter what he does. He makes billions of dollars in the music industry, she says he doesn’t have a “real job”. He gets a “real job” as a realtor, and she’s still pissed at him.
She won’t accept him as a musician, she won’t accept him as a realtor, she won’t accept him as anything but female.
He probably had a shit childhood, but… a normally shitty one, as far as shitty childhoods go. Awful older brother, awful, transphobic parents, early-onset alcoholism - not too great for anyone.
I kind of see him as being… honestly, a surprisingly sweet kid. He’d try to make friends with everyone he could, but that very quickly stopped once his home life grew worse and worse.

Weirdly, I have very few headcanons for Toki and Skwisgaar’s childhoods, even though Toki is by far my fave. Or maybe I’m just burned out from writing a short essay on William Murderface. Whoops.

In conclusion, read Loved by @murdertooth-records and suffer as I have.

anonymous asked:

It's been said by Iroh in LOK that Aang and Zuko were best friends but I really wished they showed that more, I loved The Fire Bending Masters episode it was funny and showed them bonding, but that was really all we got, I didn't read too much of comics so maybe you can correct me here but Aang agrees to kill Zuko.. and their relationship in comics is just them admitting mistakes and not really showing any signs of them becoming best friends Zuko could've had more with every character tbh...

Iroh: You are going through a metamorphosis, my nephew. It will not be a pleasant experience, but when you come out of it, you will be the beautiful prince you were always meant to be.

Yeah, you are not missing much in the comics. It all goes back to why I hated the scene of Zuko being Roku’s great-grandson in The Avatar and the Firelord. In Book 2, they made a point that Zuko was an innately good person, and that his personality got distorted because of his abuse and the way he was raised. But after his metamorphosis, he would be the person he was always meant to be. The Zuko after his fever is the real Zuko. That is the person he was always meant to be.

Iroh: Evil and good are always at war inside you, Zuko. It is your nature, your legacy.

In Book 3, they totally retconned that and now Zuko is just innately conflicted. Bryke probably needed a reason to explain why he became a villain again after his metamorphosis and they came up with this. Good and evil are always at war inside of him, and he is always subject to going bad. Like he did in Ba Sing Se. The powerful message of friendship between Aang and Zuko that the episode was foreshadowing was ruined by the ending scene. And it sets a precedent for why Bryke make him a villain again in the comics.

Zuko: It’s okay. I used to think this scar marked me. The mark of the banished prince, cursed to chase the Avatar forever. But lately, I’ve realized I’m free to determine my own destiny, even if I’ll never be free of my mark.

Zuko said he was free to choose his own destiny. He seemed like he wanted to live a different life and he has had an inner transformation. So why would he then betray his uncle and attack Katara right afterwards? Why his inner conflict! It’s his “nature and his legacy”! Perfect!

Then instead of actually developing Aang and Zuko’s friendship, we get garbage like this where Zuko is placed into conflict with Aang once again. Good and evil are always at war inside of him,after all. He has no free will. I was SO disappointed by this. When I read that Ehasz wanted to deepen Aang and Zuko’s friendship and how Zuko was related to Kuzon, I was so sad. Aang telling Zuko about Kuzon was one of my favorite moments in Book 1. I liked the little bit in The Firebending Masters, but that hardly seemed like enough considering that the entire show constantly showed how Aang and Zuko’s stories ran parallel to each other.

Aang and Zuko’s friendship does not really get developed in the comics. He does try to kill Zuko after making some stupid ass promise. Instead of focusing on the relationships between the characters and strengthening them, Bryke chose to focus on contrived drama to keep everyone in conflict. I am sure they think that makes for a more exciting story when everyone is constantly at odds. Such a different vision than Ehasz.

You drew your own gemsona for fun, as many Crystal Gems are prone to do. She is the best character, and you wish you were her. Oh wait, you are her! Your wish has been granted. Probably as a special boon for being so great at everything.

Her name is Bloodstone, scourge of commoners and Diamonds alike, and worst nightmare to silly RUBIES everywhere. She has accumulated more replica anime swords and gained more friends than any member of the QUARTZ class ever. She gained all the friends. All of them.

Yeah!!!!!!!!

anonymous asked:

Hello, I want to say that I cannot live any longer in the good old days. They're definitely gone and it hurts me to watch them, bc. they were my joy. I'm in the here and now. And honestly I don't like what I see. T2 is about 3 weeks ago and all looked like a little reveal. But today? A change of 180°. No more trust in anything or anybody of OL, to many lies, to much manipulation. They wanted to get rid of me as a shipper, they won. Wishing you only the very best. Thks.

Thanks anon. Yes!!

Well, the lads didn’t win at the Brits this year but must say I’m so fucking proud of them! We all know they deserved to win the other night, was a sad moment but let’s see it this way: They were nominated for such a prestigious award and I think that’s really great tbh. Obviously, it would have been amazing to see Blossoms as the winners but they don’t neeed an award to show people they’re the best. I love their music, I love them and that’s something to feel proud of. Stockport’s finest boys, you’re the GREATEST band X

anonymous asked:

wait so Jason and polly were in love?

Maybe. Clearly Jason was a player, he scored girls in that journal too, Polly being one of them. But it does look like he was going to fake his death and run away from home, to where, no one knows for sure yet but best guess is to find Polly. 

The grandma did say Polly was given a family ring so it looks like they were engaged but since neither of the parents liked the other’s family because of an old timey feud I can’t image the Blossom’s or Coopers allowing that to happen. Apparently when you murder someone’s grandfather and steal all their money that can lead to some people holding grudges, who knew? 

Originally posted by openmindeddating

unicorn emoji reviews

bright! colourful! a victim of apple’s love of the blur tool and gradients but shes doing her best! 3/5

a sturdy boy with a golden horn! a bit plain but otherwise charming! 4/5

this guys a bit of a show off, the kinda guy who shows up to a party uninvited and starts telling you stories of all the princesses hes granted wishes for and then gets mad when you ask him to leave. 1/5

just a simple unicorn trying to get by, soft and kindhearted!! she’ll share her magic with you and not ask for anything back, if you’re lucky she’ll show you were to pick the best berries 5/5

soft and cute but all i want is for them to please stop staring at me 3/5

the kind of unicorn that can only be summoned by gay wizards in the most dire of situations. hes also gay 6/5

a minimalistic and bright pal, their stare might be cold and dead but thats just because theyre planning a really great surprise 4/5

a punk lesbian unicorn, she listens to thrash metal and captures the hearts of every gay horse from here to venus 5/5

this unicorn is perfect in every way. elegant, graceful, ethereal. she’s perfect 10/5

4

Merry Christmas!! The zine these drawings were originally meant for kind of fell through so I decided to post them today as a gift to you all instead. The theme was about giving kindness and helping out the community, what better time to share them than the holiday season!

Out of all of them, the Marinette and Alya one is my favorite. Which do you guys like best? :)

go vote for YOI!!!

the crunchyroll anime awards are taking votes now!!! Please go support Yuri on Ice! It’s been a wild ride and now you can vote to show your love for the anime and it’s characters, scenes, and music. ((WE GOTTA WIN)) 

Yuri!!! on Ice is nominated for:

anime of the year !!!!!

best boy (our boy yuuri <3) 

best animation (i mean,,,, the intimate scenes were done really well)

most heartwarming scene (it’s the kiss!!!)

best couple (throw that in the anti’s faces)

best opening (time to make some history y’all)

best ending  (you only live once so use it to vote lmao)


let’s make another big impression on crunchyroll (bc we crashed them for the finale) and make some more history!!! <3 <3 

Hunk: Hey, quick question? 

Lance: Shoot.

Hunk: Are we even sure that the mice are mice?

Lance: Well… I mean… when we got here they looked like mice so I guess we all just kind of assumed that they were mice? Which, when you think about it, is honestly kind of weird. ‘Cause the mice are 10,000 year old aliens dude… which kind of implies that mice are universal?? Like, Altea had them, and Earth has them. What are the odds of that? We’re a gazillion miles from home, but we still have mice. What could that mean? … Dude. Are the mice actually mice?

Hunk:

Hunk: Gonna be honest with you, I meant for this conversation to go a completely different way, but what you’re saying is really cool and now I’m interested in discussing this as a group.

Lance: Aw, thanks buddy! But what were you gonna say?

Hunk: I was gonna say that, are we sure the mice are actually mice? Because it feels like every time we tell them something, they……… rat us out!

Lance: 

Lance: You’re awful.

“And it was pretty much the best underwater kiss of all time.”

Can I just say, that I absolutely love these two? I love Percy and Annabeth, I love them in the first series because they were best friends before they became romantic. I like that they like each other for their personalities, and Percy loves how Annabeth fights. I just love these two, protect them <3

Currently started reading the Heroes of Olympus, which I have not read yet… so this should be interesting! (NO SPOILERS OR I’LL HUNT YOU DOWN…)

It’s December?! 🙀

And to think last week I was surprised it’s Sunday already. Where was I for the last few months?

I’m guessing last week you were all too busy with Thanksgiving and all that since we had only five (I think) top recipes. But you really compensated this week, so - long post ahead! 😅


Interesting and fun stuff

Recipe lists

Food days


Top recipes!

Vanilla Extract Recipe

SPIKED SLOW COOKER PUMPKIN PIE HOT CHOCOLATE

HOT FUDGE CHOCOLATE PUDDING CAKE

SLOW COOKER CREAMY TORTELLINI SOUP

COOKIES ‘N CREAM OREO CAKE ROLL

Zimtsterne (German Cinnamon Star Cookies)

GARLIC BUTTER PIZZA PULL APART BREAD

Red Pepper Sauce Pasta with Spinach and Feta

HOLIDAY SUGAR COOKIE BARS WITH CREAM CHEESE FROSTING

THE ULTIMATE OREO CHEESECAKE

THIN MINT OREO BITES

Salted Dark Chocolate Cookie Butter Cups

SALTED CARAMEL APPLE PIE (VEGAN)

The Pizza-Inspired Pot Pie You Absolutely Have to Make

Peppermint Meltaway Cookies

Roasted Potatoes and Kielbasa (One-Pan Recipe)

Impress Your Friends With a Classic French Dessert

no bake brownie batter truffles

THICK ITALIAN HOT CHOCOLATE

SPINACH DIP STUFFED CHICKEN

Chocolate Christmas Smash Cake

Red Velvet Blossoms

Triple Layer Brownies

RED VELVET POKE CAKE WITH CREAM CHEESE FROSTING

Skinny Chocolate Peppermint Quick Bread

Authentic Homemade Indian Chai

anonymous asked:

Hey uh.. not to bother you by any means.. but can I get a link to those tips for drawing people crying you did once?? I looked through all the tags and couldn't find it myself, sorry..

Oh, it’s no bother! http://whatisthiscutenonsense.tumblr.com/post/147379834506/eruhamster-retroautomaton-some-crying-tips 

But honestly, I’m not actually too happy with those anymore. They’re pretty old. I still sort of hold the same value when I draw them, but here’s some more updated tips, if that’s alright. 

One of the biggest complaints I got with those tips was that just a single tear is good enough. Well yes and no. Tears are just a helpful tool, and of course not everyone cries the same, so yes, a single tear can be just as impactful, as long as your emotion and context carries the message. 

On the opposite end of the spectrum, there’s heavy crying. And this can take many forms. Again, the face has to carry the intensity of the emotion; the tears are just there to emphasize it. More intensity, (for some people) does tend to include more liquids and leaking. 

And of course none of it has to be perfect or even. As I love to touch on, crying is messy and ugly. It brings out the most strained emotions. So none of it has to be symmetrical to get the point across- if anything, it gives it more movement. 

I of course draw in a more cartoony fashion, so if you did want to go on the more realistic end of the spectrum, you can focus on the actual physics of tears and how act and react on the face. More realistically, they come from the inner eye, and are much smaller. They tend to fall in wayward paths, slowly, but  sperraticly, and in droplets or thin streams. You can also add streak marks and flush up the face, depending on the subject. 

I’m glad you liked my old tips, and I hope these new ones help! 

in all seasons of skam, this was one of the moments when jonas’ friendship felt the strongest. because you can see how genuinely worried he is for isak. isak, the best friend he’s known for years, the best friend he grew with. and it’s so obvious jonas has always cared for isak, it was obvious back in season 1 when he asked eva if he could join them at the cabin so he wouldn’t be alone, because he knew he and eva were pretty much his only friends, and he tried to not make isak feel left out. it was obvious when isak’s dad ran off and his mother wasn’t doing well at all, and jonas stayed with him so he wouldn’t have to be so alone, face everything alone 

jonas knows isak, knows how isak usually behaves, knows that isak doesn’t go around pushing people like that, especially not a friend who was simply teasing him. in that moment, jonas doesn’t simply feel like isak is not behaving like his usual self. it’s more than that, jonas feels, sees that he’s losing isak, the isak he knows, and that isak is also losing himself. and it’s scary when you don’t recognize the best friend you’ve learned to understand and grown to so genuinely care about, the best friend whose well-being means so much to you. and you can hear the fear in jonas’ voice, in the way he curses, you can see it in his eyes as he tries to hold isak’s gaze, tries to read his face, tries to understand what’s going on. jonas is not angry and pushing isak away, he’s worried and trying to hold on to him as best as he can at that moment. because this is not only scary for jonas, it’s confusing as hell, he’s not used to seeing isak like this, i don’t think he’s ever had to deal with isak behaving like this 

and he tells him, in the next episode. that no one’s angry at him, that they’re just worried about him. he tells him that he can come talk to him, because i think that’s what they’ve always done. jonas knows he can’t force isak to open up, knows that isak will usually reach out to him when he’s ready, at his own rhythm. and this is why when isak finally makes the first steps to talk to him, jonas sort of immediately feels some sort of relief. and this is part of the reason why jonas reacts to isak’s coming out the way he does, like it’s no big deal. because it is no big deal to jonas. it’s no big deal to him in general, but especially in that moment, because he sees that his best friend hasn’t slipped away like he feared he might, that his best friend is here and that’s honestly all that could possibly matter to him