you think it can't get worse

I'm sorry

for all the times I can’t think of a things to say
for when I talk too much about things you clearly don’t care about
for when I don’t put in the effort we both know I could
for when I make it worse
for responding too quickly
for singing too loudly
for laughing too obnoxiously
for letting myself get so fat
for being too clingy
for not understanding
for trying to understand
for bothering you when you’re busy
for over reacting
for being bad at everything
for messing everything up
for not being able to hold a conversation

I’m so infinitely sorry for being me

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per several conversations i had today & in case anyone else is interested: varric’s flirt option post “night terrors” in act ii

This. This is what you do best, and the worse thing about it is, the person you’re pushing away doesn’t understand why you’re doing it, even though they may know the situation that’s going on, they just don’t get why you push them away. You say you need time and space but does that ever really work? You’re just hurting the person you care the most about more and more. They don’t understand that you just want them to hold you, and tell you everything is going to be okay! Because maybe you’re a little too far apart for that at the moment but when you’re near each other, she just doesn’t get it. She’s hurt because she never thought the person she cares so damn much about, could ever hurt her. Her expectations were set to high, she was let down and she was hurt. And right when you think you’ve had enough time and you miss her and you need to talk to her so you want to text her or call her even, don’t. Because I promise you shes still hurting and now she needs time. She needs to realize that things won’t be the same and that they never will be like that ever again. She’s afraid things are going to get worse. She’s afraid that you’ll leave her for good next time. That you won’t come back you will just forget about her. She can’t go through that pain again. She never really stops hurting, she just pushes it to the side to try and fix things and hopefully it will get better. And eventually when you guys talk again, you’re both praying to God that everything works out because you need each other. And I pray to God that everything will work out.

8

Episode 8 of Mob Psycho 100 got me right into my lungs!

I had a hard time breathing properly watching my child being overly cute then.. then.. gets beaten like that! I JUST CAN’T!!

And worse is.. i bearly read the manga! So I literally don’t know what will happen next! AAAAARGG!!
I’m so TRIGGERED TO READ!!

YOU THINK I SHOULD GO READ IT OR JUST WAIT FOR THE NEXT EPISODE?!! DX *in such a dilemma*

celesteduval  asked:

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. I want to protect you. I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. I would lie for you. I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. I would hug you. I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. I would kill for you. I would trust you with my life. I would trust you with my most precious belonging. I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

i think Yang’s state gets all the more tragic when you really analyse her backstory

like, it’s clear that while the loss of her arm is devastating, she’s as hopeless and crushed as she is because Blake left her without explanation

and that’s just another person leaving or being taken away and leaving Yang behind

there’s a lot of abandonment and self-worth issues there, but here’s the worst thing when it comes to Blake

remember that meta that was floating around a month or two ago, about how Blake chose Yang to be her partner? like it was a deliberate, conscious decision, she followed Yang and made sure she was the first to make eye contact with her in the forest

as far as we’ve been told so far by the show, Blake was the first person to ever choose Yang - i mean family’s family, in a loving environment there’s still the fact that that’s expected - you expect your family to care enough about you that they’ll stay with you because they’re your family, they’re supposed to (and historically that’s proven to be shaky at best to Yang)

but Blake chose Yang and now she’s left her just like Raven did, not even waiting for her to be aware of what’s going on before high-tailing it, offering no explanation and leaving Yang to rely on others to tell her what happened

it’s not just history repeating itself, it’s compounded by the fact that the first person who was no under obligation to stay by her side but did anyway left in the same way her mother did

Wow I think Once has broken their record for horrible portrayals of classic Disney Characters. Hercules and Meg have gotten the shortest end of the stick I have thus seen so far. Also THIS IS HOW THEY WROTE MEG? THE QUEEN OF SASS IS REDUCED TO A CRY BABY THE ENTIRE EP? I still don’t know how I continue to watch this show but honestly at this point if I was John Lasseter or whoever I would have it pulled for damaging the brand.

Fairy Tail ships and why they aren’t canon yet (according to the characters themselves)

NaLu

Natsu: Well I don’t know, Lucy is my teammate and all. Not that I would mind or anything she’s pretty attractive and stuff.
Lucy: Wha… what do you mean, me and Natsu? *blush*

Gruvia

Juvia: Juvia thinks that Gray-sama is just shy and will come around once he feels ready.
Gray: She’s more trouble than she’s worth. I don’t even know why I keep saving her, or caring for her, or touching her breasts. I’m a tsundere ok?

Jerza

Erza: Well he’s obviously not ready for a relationship yet.
Jellal: I can’t be with Erza before I atone for everything I’ve done.

Gajevy

Levy: Well he obviously doesn’t like me! I even kissed him and he doesn’t seem to care.
Gajeel: Well, it doesn’t seem like she likes me at all.

ElfEver

Elfman: What?! Of course we’re not a couple! Where did you get that idea?!
Evergreen: Me and Elfman?! That’s ridiculous! Who told you that? I bet it was Bickslow!

I threw up in the bathroom after we were done talking
and I’m not trying to put the blame on you but it has no place in my hands
and I get that you don’t “do” promises but this one wasn’t even that hard to keep
all you had to do was keep your mouth shut once I was gone
but I guess that was too hard I mean why keep this to yourself why not tell everyone
why not announce it over the intercom and write “SLUT” in permanent marker on my forehead
I mean that was your intention right you were too caught up in your anger and you had to find someone to take it out on and why for once in your goddamned life would you choose to do the right thing
when instead you could just betray the one person who’s ever trusted you for more than a whole fucking minute.
—  When boys tell you they can’t keep promises, trust me, they aren’t lying– Lily Rain