you the one that i think about always

anonymous asked:

can you help me find some fics where stiles meets derek in full wolf form and thinks he’s a dog? i’ve read a couple short ones and its always so cute bc stiles has no idea

The most popular one I know is What I Did On My Summer Vacation by grimm:

There’s something weird about Beacon Hills that Stiles can’t quite put his finger on. The way everyone in town knows his name the day he arrives. The way they insist the melancholic howling that echoes through the forest every night is just a dog. The way his dad denies getting a dog, even though Stiles comes home to find one sprawled across his bed, some big black thing whose eyes gleam red in the right light. The way that massive oak tree out in the woods vibrates under his touch, pulsing with sickly life.

There’s something weird going on in this town, and Stiles is determined to get to the bottom of it.

My personal favourite one is  Actual Puppy Derek Hale by tylerfucklin (Zimothy):

Derek didn’t know what was worse: the hunters, being trapped as a wolf, being hit by a car, or the fact that he had somehow become some kid’s pet dog for the unforeseeable future.

I know I have read a few one-shots or shorter fics with this trope too - it’s one of my favourites! - but I’m struggling to remember what they are. (Note to self: bookmark stuff, Emma. It will come in handy.) Lucky for you, there are other people on this site who do take note of what they read. There is this rec list by @bleep0bleep that you might want to check out! 

I’m also going to tag @dontgobrienmyheart @sterek and @littlerosetrove because they are all great with fic recs (Rose has a ton, all catalogued I am sure) and I know Billy has a personal love of wolf!Derek (which might, hopefully spill over into the mistaken for a dog!Derek category).

If anyone else has recs for this trope, please feel free to reblog - nonnie and me would be most grateful! 

So I went to see Justice League...

But before I continue, I would like to make it clear that I am not a film critic so this will be all over the place. I promise NO SPOILERS.

First thing’s first tho - When the movie ends, do not leave right away. Wait for the post-credit scene. You will not be disappointed. I was stoked. One of my favorite villains - to some who knows me will know who I’m talking about - is in this scene and I am very happy.

Now onto the film - I’ve always been a DC fan so I am a bit biased. I’m not going to say there wasn’t anything I didn’t like about the film - There is ONE THING but it’s not the acting, not the storyline, not the dialogue. Everyone’s great in the movie. Even Miss Amber Heard - She’s awesome. But this one thing I think really distracted me in the beginning but I got over it. And yes. I’m talking about Henry’s CGI :/

BUT - the rest of the film - At least to me is brilliant. Each characters I think were given enough scenes that we got to know more about them. JL in my opinion is a good base for the stand-alones coz this film made you care about each one of them. I just cannot wait for part 2.

The entire movie for me was very entertaining. I love seeing the Amazonians - And during some flashbacks, we’ll see some characters that is definitely gonna be in the next JL film/s. Definitely. 

We saw a lot of action in the trailers but I was really happy that most of the things we saw on the trailer were just BITS. There’s so much MORE especially when they are all UNITED [wink wink.]

I’ll give you this tho. All Barry scenes are both priceless and precious. He’s absolutely a favorite. He’s the one you’d want to protect ha And his scenes with Supes are my favorites… 

So, yup. It was great, it was entertaining. There’s one small detail that almost distracted me but I can forgive it coz I mean, come on, JUSTICE LEAGUE on the big screen. If you’re a DC fan, you will love it! Go get your tickets and see it! I know I’ll see it again sometime this weekend :)

Enjoy your evening everyone!!



Miss Prince kicked a lot of asses in this movie. She was great as always.

Richie Tozier hasn’t spoken a word to anybody since he came to Derry in the middle of the school year. Until he talks to Eddie Kaspbrak.

Previous chapters: Chapter one. Chapter two. Chapter three. Chapter four. Chapter five.

Chapter six.

The songs are hard to read into, but Eddie tries. At least there’s one thing Eddie knows for sure: Richie likes him. Why else would Richie put songs with lyrics like you’re the one running through my brain and oh man you’re making my crazy on the mix? Unless it’s some kind of sick joke, but Eddie tries not to think about that so much.

(its not a joke)

(he holds my hand)

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About Shipping and Respect pt.2

It’s been forever since I wrote the first part but since it seems like the topic is now more relevant than ever since BTS just pretty much collectively came out of the closet, here’s part two. 

Since Namjoon’s words apparently, somehow – although they were very specific – did not seem to convince everyone that it was, in fact, a coming out, here’s sort of a recap/explanation of what was being said: 1) by the use of the plural ‘you’ the question ‘what does true love mean to you?’ was specifically directed at the members of BTS, 2) Namjoon understood the meaning of this ‘you’, and confirmed that the interviewer and the interviewee were on the same wave length by using ‘we’ in his answer, 3) followed immediately by a description of their personal feelings towards a situation where they do not have a boyfriend or a girlfriend. Meaning there’s at least one member who either has or potentially would date a man, at least one member who either has or potentially would date a woman, and possibly a member or members who’d be fine with either. Hence, although no one came out individually, they did come out as a group that does not consist of seven straight men.

But what does this have to do with shipping? Well, that’s the thing. It shouldn’t. Yet, it does. But before I continue, I want to make something clear. I’m myself both a shipper and critical of shipping and shippers, especially when it comes to the so called fujoshi culture and/or shipping real people. I’m also critical of those who judge shippers without knowing what shipping means to them. Because there is diversity. I’ve seen anti-shippers being very vocal about how much they hate some shippers and then it has turned out that these people have been doing the exact same thing – they love seeing love around them; they have just defined shipping very differently and judged each other based on the label.

Anyway, I want to talk about the difference between shipping and supporting. The reason I want to bring up this topic is because 1) these two things often overlap, 2) shippers and anti-shippers alike can’t always tell these two apart, which I think is part of the reason why shippers are being demonized (especially after Jungkook’s G.C.F. in Tokyo video), and 3) because support is what BTS needs here, not shipping.

I’m not telling anyone to stop shipping, (although I do suggest everyone take a good look at how they’re shipping what they ship), I just want to talk about how important it is to understand the difference between us and them. If your reaction (the public one that you choose to publish by commenting on BTS’s tweets, for example) to Namjoon’s words is something like ‘does this mean my ship could be real? That makes me so happy!’ you’re not showing your support. You’re showing your happiness about what THEY could potentially be giving YOU. This is taking the main focus from their decision to be open about something very private AND the LGBTQIA+ issues related to it, to something that revolves around the shippers’ personal gain. 

You can support something that you ship. Shippers caring more about their ships than respecting the inspiration behind them isn’t always the case. And as long as you aren’t hurting or exploiting anyone, it’s fine that your ship is important to you. It’s just not something they need to hear. Because that simply doesn’t have anything to do with them. The real people and the people in fanfiction aren’t even related. Those characters are our creations. So if you’re about to write a supportive comment that they, the real people, might see, try to see whether it benefits you who wants something to be real or if it really is something that can be seen as supporting the LGBTQIA+ folks.

Then there are shippers who are interested in LGBTQIA+ (or gays only, sadly) in the form of fiction but do not accept Namjoon’s words or Yoongi’s lyrics or the different options of what Jungkook’s video might mean. Perhaps BTS being non-straight suits their purposes only when it’s fiction or only when it means a certain ship is ‘real’. And shipwars make all of that much worse. That isn’t what should be dominating the discussion regarding their possible orientations or love interests.

Homophobia and shipping is a ridiculous combination and I can’t help but be incredibly bitter about the fact that it’s a thing. And if it’s not because of good old-fashioned heteronormativity, it’s mostly because people either can’t tell the difference between shipping and supporting, between our needs and theirs, or they simply don’t care.

I highly doubt that what Namjoon said in that interview will be the last we hear of this topic from them. They need to know that we’re listening, that we’re here for them and whatever homophobia they will most likely face from now on, at least it’s not coming from us, regardless of what we do or do not ship, and regardless of whether we’ve been paying attention to all these hints leading to this point since the beginning or are starting to consider this whole thing only now.

Let’s not push them back into the closet.

anonymous asked:

omg #1 for el and hopper, i can totally see her being sassy and being like “dad stop this skirt is FINE, ur exaggerating!!”

#1: “The skirt is supposed to be this short.”

thanks for the prompt anon, hope you enjoy :)

It was just luck that Hopper happened to look up from his newspaper as El passed by on her way out the door.  She was fifteen now, and allowed to go out as freely as any kid, which she relished. Hopper just liked how happy she was. What he did not like, however, was the miniskirt that her oversized t-shirt was currently tucked into.

“Uh, what are you doing there?”

“Meeting Max. I just told you.” True, the redhead was outside practicing skate tricks as she waited. “What?”

She had that look on her face, the one that wasn’t feigning innocence, it was innocent. The same look she had when he told her that her bedroom door was to remain open when Mike was over or that while, yes, he was allowed to swear, she was not.

“Don’t you think the skirt is a little, er…short?”

She glanced down at herself before cocking her head in confusion.

“It’s Nancy’s. It’s supposed to look like this.”

“Well, don’t you think it’s a little…inappropriate?”

“We’re just going to arcade. I’m not going to be running around.”

Hopper sat back, unsure of what to say next. He didn’t want to be one of those fathers who policed their daughters’ clothing choices, but on the other hand, what was wrong with overalls? El turned back to the door.

“I have to go. Max is waiting.”

“Is Wheeler gonna be there?” He called after her in a last-ditch attempt.

“I’m leaving!” She replied as she slipped outside.

He thought about calling Joyce for advice, but he knew she would say what she always said: “El is a smart girl and Mike is a very nice boy and none of those kids are scoundrels like you were at that age.”

Instead he went back to his newspaper.

98# Soft Klance of the Day:  Lance likes rambling about his life on Earth a lot, including the farms his family owned.
“I think my favorite part was the sunflower field though.” He laughs warmly. “I used to get lost in it when I was a kid, they were gigantic.”
Keith smiles as he listens in attentive silence, imagining Lance as a child near a giant flower.
“Sunflowers are kind of romantic, don’t you think?” Lance rambles. “It’s like they are always chasing the sun, as if in love with it, and then they grow with that love.”
“That’s one way to see it.” Keith muses. “A bit less romantic if you consider the bees.”
“What’s wrong with bees? They are nice!” Lance protests.
Keith narrows his eyes. “Yeah but well, they are just tiny and really fast? You can’t fight back it’s-”
“You want to fight A BEE?!” Lance raises his voice in amused surprise.
“I mean- look all I am saying is that-” Keith is unable to continue as Lance starts laughing too loudly to listen, Keith rolls his eyes, a smile on his lips.


The West Wing | 2x3 | Midterms

BARTLET: I like your show. I like how you call homosexuality an abomination.

JENNA JACOBS: I don’t say homosexuality is an abomination, Mr. President. The Bible does.

BARTLET: Yes, it does. Leviticus.


BARTLET: Chapter and verse. I wanted to ask you a couple of questions while I had you here. I’m interested in selling my youngest daughter into slavery as sanctioned in Exodus 21:7. She’s a Georgetown sophomore, speaks fluent Italian, and always clears the table when it was her turn. What would a good price for her be? While thinking about that, can I ask another? My Chief of Staff, Leo McGarry, insists on working on the Sabbath. Exodus 35:2 clearly says he should be put to death. Am I morally obligated to kill him myself or is it okay to call the police? Here’s one that’s really important, ‘cause we’ve got a lot of sports fans in this town. Touching the skin of a dead pig makes us unclean, Leviticus 11:7. If they promise to wear gloves, can the Washington Redskins still play football? Can Notre Dame? Can West Point? Does the whole town really have to be together to stone my brother, John, for planting different crops side by side? Can I burn my mother in a small family gathering for wearing garments made from two different threads?

What A Destiny

Jason Todd x Reader soulmate au

Summary: You’re not from this universe, yet you somehow ended up here… in a universe you’d always wanted to escape to, yet feared the consequences of. You’re not here by mistake but who’s to say?

Warnings: None, really… reader has a migraine.

A/N: So this is an idea I’ve been pondering over for awhile now. I’ve always thought of this but then came up with a story for the thoughts and made it even better by making it a soulmate au. If you know SPN then you know my idea was based off the idea of: Reverse French Mistake. Also, please tell me what you think cause I honestly don’t really know where this is going plot wise after about three chapters so… yeah. Idk if I’ll post another if no one’s interested.

I have no idea how I ended up here… 

As the lights seemingly screech continuously, never seizing to emit their almost blinding light I try to focus on my surroundings to push the migraine from the front of my mind. If I focus on something else other than the pain then maybe it’ll start to fade away. Squeezing my eyes shut, I reach up to press at my temples, rubbing away at them.

The door slams against the wall as it opens harshly fast, squeaking on it’s hinges. I don’t have to look to know who’s walking my way, at this point if I hadn’t figured out which footsteps belonged to who I’d quite frankly be worried.

I hear the distinct clatter of pills being placed down on the steel table in front of me, along with the class clinking as it’s set down with the pills. “Can we really not dim the lights?” I whine as I open my eyes to no surprise. This had been happening for what I guess would be months now at this point. The same thing, over and over again… repeating. First they’d come up with questions, new ones, about different people and would come back and send someone in with the pills and water. It was usually him… the one I didn’t feel the most comfortable talking too. 

“No… they’re purposefully bright to get criminals to talk, so there’s no way to dim them, and… we don’t have anywhere else to put you. I understand this is an inconvenience for you, and us as you’re not at your best, but I just need you to answer some more questions.”

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anonymous asked:

Do you think that the members will get/are jealous of Jackson?

It’s one of those questions I’m not able to answer like ‘Do you think x is dating?’ or ‘What do you think x member feels about something?’ simply because I can’t enter members’ minds or predict the future 😅 

Members always emphasized their friendship so I think they support each other. Jackson mentioned GOT7 at EMAs even though he attended as a soloist representing China, I think they’re dear to him. They’re also ambitious people who spend all their free time on learning and improving. JB has Paradise Team and his songs were chosen for Japanese and Korean title tracks. Bambam is into filming and editing. Yugyeom practices dancing and releases new tracks on Soundcloud. Jinyoung has composing and acting. Youngjae is serious about singing and composing.

GOT7 is a group where each member has something he’s good at.

I’d like to personally respond to the allegations made against me

First of all I would like to emphasis that I have always been a strong supporter of the belief to trust the abused before the abuser. So this has been a particularly hard pill to swallow. I understand why one would quickly jump to conclusions on who to blame here. And yet, I am saddened and terrified by the amount of hate and death threats I have been receiving.

I have not at any given moment, ever, actively sided with anyone who to me appeared to be an abuser. In any form. Never would I stay silent in a situation where I were to witness any kind of harassment or wrongdoing. NO matter what relationship I’d have with that person. I am a very honest person who puts kindness first. I have met many of my mutuals on here in real life and hope they can testify. But, in the end we can all just trust our own judgement.

What I can say about these accusations is that they are NOT TRUE:

The person who is accusing me (and a handful of others) of these things has never been open about their real age towards me (or any other of said group). The whole time I communicated with that person I was of the belief that they were in their early twenties. At no point did I know or think I was interacting with a MINOR. I have only learned of their real age months after I have already stopped talking to them all together. So to accuse me of actively looking the other way when a minor was being harassed is neither true nor fair to claim in any way.

There has not been any form of harassment in the group chats I have been part of.

Never have I witnessed Addy harassing anyone, not said accuser and not anyone else.
However, said person on the other side has later admitted to be a pathological liar in various situations to many different people.

By now there are posts going around that can verify these points with screenshots. (I also have proof of this. If you are interested and want to see them, contact me off anon)

I know I cannot change anyone’s opinions on these matters, but since I’ve not just witnessed but now been falsely accused of such serious accusations ALL I CAN DO is to ask you to think critically about everything you read. Actively consider what you see on Tumblr, what you like, reblog and share with others, who you are actually following and who you blindly believe. Such accusations can have a life changing impact on everyone involved.

I know this is a lot to ask for and yet of such vital importance.

To me, this is an attack on all the progress we as a society seem to have made in the past months. This is an insult to those who truly struggle in life because of past abuse.

So before you blindly repost things: Think of those affected and hurt by harassment and abuse. Think of those struggling with self hatred and suicidal thoughts. But also think of those whose life have been turned into hell by being wrongfully accused.

But please, whatever you decide to do: treat PEOPLE with kindness.

reputation (track-by-track review)

…Ready for it? - This was a good song on its own but it really excels as the start of a story that the rest of the album slowly picks apart. It’s Taylor in villain mode. She’s anticipating games, stealing hearts, lots of toxicity….but in between (in the middle of her dreams like we see in the concept of wildest dreams, small perfect moments to reflect on in the midst of a train wreck). This dichotomy of taylor’s hard ruthless persona mixed with the tender embrace of a lover is not about making a broad stroke cartoonish point about her reputation like blank space did. Instead, it’s embracing both these things in the song as a way to show that the two can coexist, a theme that runs through most all subsequent tracks. A great album opener to set up the concept and contains some of taylor’s best throwaway lines (seriously!! She makes the “burton to this taylor” look easy) but overall it’s sonically jarring as a stand-alone and requires getting used to the clunky transition.

End Game - This song was a standout when I first listened to the album. There is this larger than life Taylor singing about her reputation and how a potential other person might fit into that. Again, there’s an insinuation of tricks and games but her lover calls her bluff so she adresses him upfront in this song. She’s struggling to put up this guard again, warning him of the drama and how she’ll probably end up hurting him. She wants to be closed off, unaffected but there is an underlying vulnerability in the way she confesses that she ultimately does want that happy ending after all. The fascinating part here is that Taylor is literally setting herself up for disappointment. She’s expecting this guy to fail because it’s not easy being with her but she just wants to make it clear that she doesn’t want him to fail. Again, she’s trying to gain distance and not get too emotionally attached but you get the feeling that whoever is playing with her is not buying the bullshit. They’re gonna stick around and this song is basically like, well good luck!!

I Did Something Bad - Arguably one of the most feminist songs Taylor has ever written. This is Taylor admitting she “did something bad” in the views of the world, but she herself has noooo regrets. She wouldn’t go back and choose a less controversial course of action just to appease the court of public opinion. Women have so limited choices in how they can react to impossibly difficult situations that it’s refreshing to hear Taylor embrace this unapologetic attitude. She’s imperfect! She does bad things occasionally! She’s a human being! So fuck off, world.

Don’t Blame Me - Again, I think Taylor’s self-perception really took a hit in the last few years. She was anticipating blame and slutshaming for any new relationship she entered into but after all that was said and done, she refuses to give in to it. She wasn’t going to go the pre-1989 route and take an extended break from dating for the sake of her image. She was going to be with this person, she was going to let him love her, she was giving herself permission in this song to love him. That’s a religious experience in itself. The moment you say, “fuck it” and just ravish what you have.

Delicate - When the autotune surfaces, it almost makes me cry. The distortion of her voice is such a brilliant effect in this song because instead of being robotic, it reveals a heartbreaking vulnerability like she doesn’t want you to know how scared she is but she is starting to thaw, she’s starting to care, to hope against hope and there’s such a fragility here. Some of her BEST songwriting ever. So subtle, so brave, so effective.

Look what you made me do - There is a comical edge to this song that tips into blank space territory but in the context of the album it reads as someone whose reputation literally looms terrifyingly large over her life. So she has to kill it. Theatrics are high. I think all the songs that address the public “feuds” or whatever are like meant to be a performance for small children. It’s brilliant because that’s exactly what people want from her but they don’t realize that it’s taylor who is laughing at them instead of taking aim at any specific target. She’s just relishing being extra and I love it. It makes for gr8 entertainment.

So It Goes…- the ellipses are a curious little thing in the two songs that contain them. The most compelling thing about this album is that a recurring theme follows us to the end. In this song, pessimistic Taylor resurfaces. She’s trying and failing to pin this relationship down in Wildest Dreams territory. She acknowledges that there are logistical issues, tricks and illusions required, some difficulty being together–but when they’re actually TOGETHER, it’s simple. It’s not fatalistic because I feel like there’s no distance here, no remember mes when i’m gone, no looking at herself from a detached pov. She wants it all but she’s still not letting herself believe in the future quite yet. Again, she’s focused on the here, this one moment that may take planning and coordination but so it goes…

Gorgeous - It’s probably my least favorite. It’s coy and cutesy and I get that that’s what she was going for but to my ears it sounds more pepto bismol than bubblegum.

Getaway Car - This is also just….not my favorite. I feel like people already have so many preconceived ideas about the subject of this song that they use the lyrics to reaffirm their own opinions. And the song lets you do it! It’s pretty vague and unfeeling, almost like taylor didn’t want to talk about it or dwell on it at all. She’s definitely looking back on a failed relationship that probably should never have happened in the first place. I feel like she’s singing through gritted teeth here, I want her to really give it to us but this is one of the few tracks that feels regressive to the 1989 era. It clips words, accomodates, it’s lazy storytelling and something I could hear any popstar sing. (Shrug) I guess some people like that.

King of my heart - And here we have the turning point!! Taylor no longer wants the lone quiet moments in her room anymore. She’s acknowledging she really fell for this guy. The soaring melody lands like a REAL shotgun to the heart because it took her 10 tracks to get here. This is a love she’s earned. Unabashedly, over-the-moon in love is something we haven’t seen from her since state of grace. It’s a cathartic, big moment not only because it takes her a long time to arrive there but because this is what she’s yearning for in all previous tracks but won’t give in to the possibility of it being a reality. She makes the quiet moments in this a triumph rather than tinging it with sadness by anticipating an ending. It’s the antithesis to Wildest Dreams. A rebirth of sorts. The album is like working the opposite trajectory of Red. She started heartbroken and slowly started letting herself feel FULL COMPLETE HAPPY things. So we’ve arrived.

Dancing with our hands tied - This is like So it goes… but from the other side. The relationship in this is established already, now they’re facing their first tests and obstacles as a couple, not as individuals. The “hands tied” part could refer to these obstacles or the fact that they’re in this together. It’s A+ songwriting because it works on both levels. Here we see a shift where Taylor is anxious about things that may affect their lives but she recognizes that this is her own anxiety speaking and that even if it came to an end, she’d do it again. Her fears will always be there but maybe it’s worth holding on to what you have rather than give in to them? 

Dress - This is Delicate’s older, more direct sister. The sensuality in this is confident and unapologetic. He’s not just a friend, they aren’t just “hanging out” and sex is a great way to mark that turning point in a relationship, to convey what you continue to mean to one another. It’s the answer to the question that Delicate is asking, except the question isn’t necessary anymore. She’s letting herself say all the things she wanted, she’s stripped of her guard, she’s just a girl buying a dress and knowing that the other person will appreciate it. What a gift that is.

This is why we can’t have nice things - I love this song. Theatrical, funny, spoofy taylor sees last year for what it was: a circus. Instead of depicting this as some kind of horrible, catastrophic ending like in the beginning of the album, she gave it distance and lowered its significance in her life. She acknowledged what it gave to her: reality. And that reality couldn’t be conveyed without a balls-busting, hysterical roast of all the drama.

Call it what you want - My favorite pre-release. It improves even more in the context of the album. Gone is the worrying, the anxiety, the contradicting emotions and games. It’s a moment well deserved for the girl who has learned to accept things and let people into her heart, body, and soul over the course of a year. The references to all the loss in her life bears testimony to her shifting priorities. “All I think about is karma” is exchanged for “it’s alright” and cozy fires in the embrace of someone who knows the whole you. Not just an incomplete image.

New Year’s Day - one word: brilliance. The song feels like both an ending and a beginning as only the best songs can. The party may have ended, but a whole new year just began. It’s that choice of using this dichotomy that makes Taylor the songwriter she is. The best writing is always in the smallest of details and those are the choices that listeners take for granted because they blend with our own experiences so well. In this song, the quiet tender moments aren’t building towards a tragic end or resolution…they ARE the ending. Those small moments that she spent the whole album trying to protect from even herself are what end up saving her. 

anonymous asked:

I have no idea where it came from, but what do you think about Gaara/Kiba?

OH MY GOD YES. This has always been one of my ships, tbh, because as much as I love Gaara/Naruto I feel Kiba is a character who has the potential to be a lot more…ruthless? Dark? And it adds a really, really interesting edge to the dynamic. Kiba and Gaara together would be one of those utterly terrifying power couples who people don’t expect it from, but who conquer and rule anyway. 

…and fuck, now I want an arranged marriage AU. What have you done. 

anonymous asked:

Hi, do you have the quotes from Billie Joe, I think, about people with Green Day t-shirt, the one who said "what's wrong with that person, it goes deeper than that" Thanksss

“And for our fans, they’re just crazy people anyway. I always look at people in a Green Day shirt, and I think, ‘What’s wrong with that person? What kind of hang-ups does that person have?’ Obviously, it’s not just the catchy songs, it goes deeper than that.”

anonymous asked:

Prompts: "love is just another word for fascination" ---- "tell her I didn't cry"----- "the girl I've heard so much about"

Heyy, so i think i’m gonna do the second one. I hope you enjoy it. Xx 

Harry kind of sensed that it would hurt like that. He knew it from the moment Y/N walked in his life and stole his heart. But what he didn’t know was the way everything would end. And here he is now, realizing what was written on the pages of the book he was trying to read since an year.

It was hard to get her attention first. She was always around so many people, always the brightest one of them. She sparked with a different color of light and this was the thing that pulled him to her like a magnet. And he wanted her so that was what mattered the most.

When she started going on walks with him and showing him what was she like when she wasn’t the star of the night, that’s when he fell in love with her. Cause she wasn’t just another girl, she was the girl who growed flowers in his sould and found a place in his heart, then took it whole.

Everything was magical. From the first kiss their shared to the last - the one on the airport. She was crying in his arms, her face was buried in his chest while he was whispering promises in her ear and saying her name to make her look at him. When she did, she made it ten times harder for him not to just curse and take her to their favorite place, not giving a single fuck about the flight.

“I-i want you t-to…” she took a shaky breath and bursted out in tears once again. All of this was so fucked up. “Just be happy, okay? Don’t think about me, i’ll be alright. And i’ll come to visit you from time to time so if you… If you find someone else, it’s gonna be fine. J-just be happy, just promise me that. You’re going to do it, right, H? Please, do it for me.”

He couldn’t promise it to her, not when he knew she was going to be away from him for seven months. So the only thing that was left to him, was to kiss her. And that’s what he did, grabbing her jaw and pressing his mouth to hers in a try to make her shut up. He didn’t want to listen to all of the promises and questions anymore, they were making it so, so hard not to cry too. So he kissed her with everything he had - with all of his passion, with all of his hearth and soul. Because it was so damn good to taste her lips and to play with her tongue, to feel her body shiver against his own.

Then it was time for him to go. And even thought she didn’t say it, he knew she wanted to scream for him to stay. Her eyes were red and swollen from crying, her hands were holding on to him and she almost collapsed in his hands the moment she heared the voice from the speakers. But somehow he found the strenght to remove his hands from her and to step away from the heart-warming her. The coldness of the air almost made him come back to her. But she made it easy, deciding that it was enough for both of them. They couldn’t just stay there and cry for each other, they have to suck it up and move on with their lifes. So that’s what she did - said goodbye and turned her back to him. That was enough for him to get the picture. She wanted to make it easier, and that’s why he got on the fucking plane. Because it was best for both of them to just say goodbye and let each other go.

But today his friends are going to visit him in college and he know what they’ll see and what they’ll tell her when they get back to Chicago - how heartbroken he is. Zayn and Louis don’t realize it first, but Niall and Liam do. From the moment they see him, it is clear obvious for them. All of them hug and laugh in the car. But to the time they get to the campus, the jokes are gone and they hurry to catch up with each other.

“So, how are you?” Louis asks, not knowing if he should or not. “Do you get used to the feeling of not having her beside you?”

Harry just shakes her head and unlocks the door to his flat. He sees the looks Niall and Zayn share, but doesn’t say a word. He’s scared for all the things they have to say to him. Because she told him not to worry if he finds another girl, but what if she found another boy? What is going to do? Will that ever be alright?

“She still sleeps with your sweater, bro.”

This is everything he needs to hear. And suddenly it’s all alright. It doesn’t matter how far away she is from him or when he’s going to see her again. She still loves him and this is the only thing he’s going to think about at night.

“Did you take some of her underwear for the lonely nights, you know?”

Harry laughs and pushes Liam of the couch they’re sitting on. The thing is that he misses her in more of one ways, but he didn’t take a picture of her naked body or some of her bras. And he still doesn’t know how he’s going to cope with those kind of nights.

“How is she dealing with the whole thing? When we talked on Skype she told him that college is not that boring, but… Does she hangs out with her friends like before? You know how she always was on the important occassions and the pajama nights?”

“Still every damn Friday night, don’t worry. How are you?”

He just shrugs and inhales deeply, trying not to fall apart in front of his best friends. The things is that he did it, he stayed calm for the rest of the day when they played video games and football, but when it was time for them to leave… He bursts out in tears just like Y/N did and tries to assure everyone that he’s alright.

“I’ll see you on Christmas, guys” he smiles and rubs his eyes, almost reaching to hug them. “And tell her i didn’t cry, alright? I don’ wan’ her to think that i’m a cry-baby. Tell her that i’m happy and preoccupied with exams, this has to do work. You’re going to do it, right?”

All of them nod, but all of them know this isn’t going to happen. She needs to know how he really is and no exams shit is going to make it alright for her. She’s going to take every drop of informations and this is the thing he loves about her the most. No matter how hard he pretends to be okay, she’s going to call him on Skype tomorrow morning and to tell him that she loves him. Just so he can know she’s a half a heart without him too.

never, never feel obligated to give personal information/photos to someone online or stay in contact with them, especially if you’re a minor. it’s gross to lord over an underaged person and make them feel powerless, sometimes even without their awareness; to take advantage of them. i know we all laughed it off when our parents told us about the creeps on the internet, but you always have to stay wary because they’re definitely out there, often right under our noses.

it’s so fucking terrible to think that people feel as if they’re in a safe space/fandom, only to have that uprooted from underneath them by one vulture. no one deserves to be put in a position like that.

anonymous asked:

supernatural my passion since 2006 &for12 years never lost my passion,through all these years always suspected there’s something weird with j2 relationship ,my question is why they never put boundaries about these rumors and to the fandom like any normal person facing rumor so what they want ? What? &I think it’s easy like not being together all the time not doing what they’re doing & please don’t tell me they don’t read all what we’re talking about (Bu..hit) cause they’re I’m pretty sure

Hello, dear anon!

Good question. I think I have the answer, as this is something I used to think about a lot back when I first came to believe that our lovely gents are indeed secretly a couple.

See, they haven’t been confronted up front on the nature of their relationship. There was this one time when a fan wished Jared good luck in his pursuit of Jensen, but aside from that, our side of the fandom has been able to keep things respectful. I have no doubt that they’ve been passed some discreet notes and fans have leaned in to whisper things at them at cons, but so far, nobody has made public claims that they would had to address right there on the spot.

I’m sure you remember that fiasco with Ted Casablanca several years back. Him being a gossip journalist, his claims were easy to sweep under the carpet, or would have been if D hadn’t decided to interfere. It’s always a wretched idea to take on these rumours (unless they get out of hand with their popularity) because by doing so, they automatically gain authority.

Imagine if one the J’s were to link to one of my posts in a tweet, commenting that I’m mistaken - do you think I’d gain a lot of new readers and therefore whatever I wrote about would infect some of those people with a sense of doubt? Yeah, it wouldn’t make sense for them to do so. Should respectable media write something of the same nature, over and over again, it might be worthy of a retort because so many people would have already come across these speculations.

I agree that they’re well aware of what’s happening in the fandom - that much is painfully apparent - but I feel it would be unwise of the J’s to directly address the gay rumours surrounding them because they’re mere whistles in the wind. Do you know the old Shakespearian saying, “The lady doth protest too much, methinks”? That is how the situation would look, should they adopt vigorous denial as their approach.

I hope that none of us give them a reason to either confirm or deny in the future as well. The fandom may be stormy, but my fellow J2 hats haven’t let me down in a major way yet. Let’s keep it that way. Thanks for your question, sweet anon! I hope your wait for the weekend won’t be too long and tedious.

Originally posted by jaredbottoms

mx reaction ; plushdoll

req.  Hi! May i request for a MX reaction where their S/O makes a plush doll of their animal form to give to the boys as a present, please and thanks! ^^

a/n: well this ended up being some kind of drabble-scenario thing… it’s long but i had a lot of fun doing it so i really hope you enjoy!! ♥

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neopixiesims  asked:

Does this mean that we pronounce your name like Dasha?!

What? 🤔 No, you pronounce Daria like Daria and Dasha like Dasha 😊 Dasha is some sort of a nickname for Daria, like Dick is for Richard and Bob is for Robert. Although in real life no one calls me Dasha, they call me by some other nicknames, and I’m long used to my foreign friends calling me Daria. It always makes me think about that TV series called ‘Daria’ and these are some of the great memories 😁

anonymous asked:

I thought my mom was coming around to me being a bi woman, but when I talk about liking/ dating women she always says something like "alright, but your still considering men, right?" We're really close otherwise, but it sucks feeling like she's only okay with my identity if I seem straight. (And the whole bi woman always end up with men crap) On the one hand, I don't want to argue with her about this and make her feel like I'm pushing her to have my POV, but I also won't exclusively date men

I don’t think telling your mom that she’s making you feel uncomfortable and invalidated is in the same universe as pushing her to have your point of view. And you’re right to feel uncomfortable. It must hurt when your mom says that, like her acceptance of you is only conditional. Standing up for how you feel isn’t something to feel guilty about. If you think she’d be open to a conversation, I’d encourage you to talk to her. I think it helps if you focus on how you feel rather than a political or philosophical angle. You deserve to hear her say “alright” without her following that up with a “but.”