A/N: I missed writing Dean, so this happened :) Hope y’all enjoy! Let me know ^^
Five Years Old There is a new kid in your
kindergarten class. He’s quiet, has freckles all about his tiny face, and wide
green eyes. He stands next to the teacher as she introduces him to everyone and
you smile widely when you realize that the only open seat in the classroom is
the one next to you.
A new friend and you’re thrumming
with excitement as he takes his seat next to you.
It is easy to want a guy who will move mountains for you, but what about praying for a guy who believes that God can move those mountains? We live in a society that says “wait for a man who does everything for you,” but maybe we should search for something more, ladies. Maybe we should wait for a man who puts Christ first, seeks His Kingdom first, and because of his love and devotion to our Redeemer he loves us accordingly.
So yes, find a man who holds the door, buys you a meal, and asks how your day was. Find someone who makes you blush, cares for you, and treats you special. However, wait for a man who seeks Christ’s approval above yours. One who follows Christ and not you, the world, or himself. Look for a man who strives to have the same characteristics as Jesus. Look for someone who worships Jesus through his actions.
Wait for that… Don’t settle just because you want to feel wanted. Don’t settle because you may have found a “good guy who puts you first.” Wait for a man who doesn’t put you as his foundation. Wait for a man who is planted on our God, our rock– and together you find each other because both of you made the Lord your foundation. Find a guy who pushes you to notice Christ. Find a guy who pushes you to put Christ first. Find a guy who leads by example, and reminds you that Christ is ultimate the person you should be imitating.
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You were very successfull in USA, you were in the industry since you turned 18, you were loved by many people worldwide mostly cause you kept it real, you didn’t try to be the sweet girl or the sexy one or the goofy one, you were all of them. You showed different trypes of yourself, your latest album called ‘voices’ was a huge success, people loved how you played around with all different kinds of emotions, that’s why it was called 'voices’ because people have all kinds of voices in their head and you didn’t just stick to one.
But you felt like you were getting comfortable. You wanted a challenge, yes you did get challenged cause being in the spotlight is a daily struggle, but you were getting used to it. A concert in Korea turned everything around, it was so different and you quickly noticed that not many foreigners made it big in this country. It took a full year for you to get realeased from your contract in USA and get signed in a company in Korea called YMC
You were very happy, but not many people were. Korea was a very competitive country and very strict with their bussiness, especially when you are a foreigner. Being called a “koreaboo” and stuff like that had become an everyday thing. You were very close to giving up and going back to USA, that was when you met Jay.
You could swear that you had never met such a positive person. He was very welcoming and helping, he knew how hard it could be for an artist that had nothing to do with this country and tried to find success. So he welcomed you with open arms, you collaborated on a song called “Still killing it” and it was great, you enjoyed his company and you decided that just because your song ended, that does not mean your friendship would
Jay had a very special place in your heart, like you had in his. You loved to talk to him, to get his opinion for everything and just be silly together, you understood each other and your bond started growing daily. Sometimes you questioned your motives, they were plenty of times that you caught yourself imagining stuff that were not what firends do, you felt that warm fuzzy feeling when he hugged you, you had a smile whenever he called you beautiful, you felt nice when he hid his face in your neck when he was tired and hugged you to find comfort.
You were extremely happy when he told you that you would appear together at a hiphop special that the variety show 'happy together’ was doing, with you it would also be Dok2, Bobby, Cheetah and Kittib. Of course you chose the dressing room that was next to his.“Come in"You said when you heard a knock on your door. He walked in with a smile and approached you and gave you a kiss on the cheek.
"You’re ready babygirl?”
“Yeah they are just finishing my hair”
“I like your lipstick, it brings out your eyes”
He complimented you. You smiled and winked at him. Recently the feelings that you usually brushed off were getting stronger and it was scaring you, you’ve seen how girls come and go and you did not want that to happen to you.
You walked in all togehter and because of your heels and your sore ankle made you trip, but Jay who was of course right next to you caught you and pushed you next to his body
“No, stay with me girly”
He said and posed, making it a bit comedic and acting like nothing happened. You posed next to him while others laughed, you giggled and went to your seat
“That was a quick save”
One of the MC’s spoke. You smiled and nodded
“Yeah, that’s why I hang out with him”
The interview kept going and it finally your turn came.
“So you have a second album coming up, what are we expecting from this one?”
“It’s more of a fluffy vibe to it. Since my last album was very bold and seductive, I wanted to show a different side of me”
“She has slippers with bunnies on them”
“Hey, you weren’t supposed to say that”
You said and covered Jay’s mouthed. He licked your palm- knowing that it will gross you out- and you yanked it away
You rubbed your hand on his shirt, making the saliva he left get rubbed on his shirt
"Aren’t they adorable?”
Dok2 pointed it out, and everyone nodded their heads
“I am adorable, he is gross”
“really? then why do you call me everytime you are sad? 'Jay I need to talk to you, I am upset, please Jay’ ”
He said in a high whiny voice, immitating you. You slapped his upper hand and desided to turn the tables on him
“Cause I feel bad for you and I want you to feel like you have friends”
He put you on a headlock, getting a wild reaction from not just you but from everyone, some of them even laughed at the silly view
“Take it back”
“Jay let her go, her managment will sue us”
The MC said. He let you got and you slapped him in the face this time.
“You idiot, that really hurt”
“I am sorry bunny”
He used the nickname he had for you and kissed your cheek. Everyone aww’d and you just pushed him awayDuring the rest of the interview you couldn’t help but question your feelings. Was this really just a friendly game? or did he also have some other feelings for you? was it worth the risk?
“So as you said, you are a very sexy and seductive artist? Does that scare guys away?”
“Sometimes. Some men was a very normal and cute girl, I like to wear tight clothes and show my curves, if a guy can talk about sex then why shouldn’t I do it?”
“That’s why I also approached her. She has that amazing and unapologetic attitude, she is also a straight boss, no artist would do what she did and go to a totally diferent country and start from scratch.”
Jay chimed in. You leaned your head to his shoulder and looked at him with puppy eyes
“Awww so you do love me”
Your smile dropped and you pulled away from him
“You just ruined a perfect moment”
You didn’t wait for him, you jsut went back to the dressing room as fast as you could. He noticed that, he had to admit that it bothered him, he wanted to talk to you. For a week now he was pep talking himself to talk to you, he couldn’t keep the act anymore, to him you were never a friend, he just never knew how to talk to you like a girlfriend, you made him nervous and protective. He was even overprotective towards you when it came to him, he knew his reputation and how he portrayed himself in the public, how could you trust a man that on it’s latest mv had a girl on his lap and on a bed? He thought he was protecting you, but in reality you jsut putted yourselfs in a torture
“hey, you weren’t really hurt by the headlock right?”
“No, I’m fine don’t worry about it”
You avoided eye contact as you took of your bracelets. The both of you could feel the tension growing, he had to put an end to this
“Let’s go out”
“I’m not hungry Jay
”“No, not like that. As a… date”
That got your attention. You turned to him completely stunned, you opened your mouth but nothing came out
“I…. um…. what?”
“I like you (y/n), I don’t want to be your friend, I never did. I want to be your man, I am sorry but I cannot stand on the side and just let other guys to touch you-specially after that Chul guy- and…. I want to be that man”
You smiled at him. Seeing him so upset over your ex boyfriends, he never liked Chul, he thought that he was stuck up and arrogant. You ended with him on friendly terms but Jay never stopped complaining about how he treated you.
“You are so cute”
He raised his eyebrow, not expecting you to say that. You walked to him and wrapped your arms around his neck, he automatically wrapped his around your waist.
“Should I wear my bunny slippers on our date?”
“Ohhhh girl you trynna seduce me, with those sexy ass slippers”
The crowd was going wild. Jared was shaking it for his and Jensen’s entire panel to see. You started to get a tinge of jealousy when you saw some of the girls trying to reach up to him from their seats, acting like they were spanking what was truly yours.
Jared didn’t know you were at the panel. You told him you couldn’t make it, but the truth was you wanted to surprise him. Not only with your presence, but what a certain surprised that you thought you should tell just between the two of you, but they don’t call it the SPN Family for nothing.
You came up behind Rob back stage. “Technically, that belongs to me.”
“Y/N Padalecki, what the hell are you doing here?”
“Came to surprise the special man in my life.” you showed him something, and winked at him. His eyes lit up as he handed you a mic.
Your voice boomed over the crowd from backstage. “Trying to impress someone, hon?”
Jared and Jensen immediately stopped what they were doing and looked all around, the crowd going quiet, then exploding into cheers and applause when you emerged from the curtain. You didn’t have to walk far before your loving husband embraced you and kissed you, making the crowd even more restless.
“Get a room, you two!” Jensen said. You merely stuck your tongue at him, and he returned the gesture, before smiling and hugging you.
“Y/N what are you doing here?” Jared said into the mic.
“I know I said I couldn’t make it, but it would’ve spoiled the surprise. A surprise I wanted to share with everyone here. After all, we are all family here.” the crowd went wild again.
You continued. “We both wanted to surprise you.”
It took Jared a second to realize what you said. “We?”
“Yes, Jared. We.” That’s when you took out a slip of paper, revealing the tiny little blimp currently swimming inside your womb.
Jared lost it. He picked you up and spun you around. Then faced the crowd, showing everyone the ultrasound photo, holding it up high for everyone to see. Everyone suddenly forgot that 5 minutes ago Jared was practically twerking in front of them.
It took a good minute or two for the clapping, hollering, and cheering to die down before a tearful Jared said “I’M GONNA BE A FATHER, Y’ALL!!!”
“Hope is a far cry from a French Quarter fortune teller”
a French Quarter fortune teller
a French Quarter fortune teller
a French Quarter fortune-
OH RLY KLAUS
WELL if you hold the Quarter and its witches in so much contempt why the fuck are you in New Orleans trying to establish some empire or whatever the fuck your family has been doing for the past few seasons hmm????
GOD i swore i wouldn’t rant about this show and it’s bald faced anti blackness because WHAT WOULD BE THE POINT but goddamn “french quarter fortune teller” was the last mfking straw.