you shouldn't miss people that don't miss you

Voltron Season 3 Stream?

So I finally figured out how to stream the Season 3 premier, so would anyone be interested in watching it with me tonight, like right when it premiers? I would love to watch it with anyone who wants to! 

I Hate U, I Love U sentence starters
  • "Feeling used, but I'm still missing you."
  • "It hurts me every time I see you."
  • "I hate that I love you."
  • "I can't put nobody else above you."
  • "You want her, you need her and I'll never be her."
  • "I miss you when I can't sleep, or right after coffee, or right when I can't eat."
  • "I miss you in my front seat."
  • "Still got sand in my sweaters from nights we don't remember."
  • "Do you miss me like I miss you?"
  • "Fucked around and got attached to you."
  • "Friends can break your heart too."
  • "I'm always tired but never of you."
  • "If I pulled a you on you, you wouldn't like that shit."
  • "I type a text but then I nevermind that shit."
  • "I got these feelings but you never mind that shit
  • "You're still in love with me but your friends don't know."
  • "If you wanted me you would just say so."
  • "And if I were you, I would never let me go."
  • "I don't mean no harm, I just miss you on my arm."
  • "Wedding bells were just alarms."
  • "Caution tape around my heart."
  • "You ever wonder what we could have been?"
  • "You said you wouldn't and you fucking did."
  • "Lie to me, lie with me, get your fucking fix."
  • "Now all my drinks and all my feelings are all fucking mixed."
  • "Always missing people that I shouldn't be missing."
  • "Sometimes you gotta burn some bridges just to create some distance."
  • "I should stop reminiscing."
  • "I learned from my dad that it's good to have feelings."
  • "When love and trust are gone, I guess this is moving on."
  • "Everyone I do right does me wrong."
  • "I watch you watch her, like she's the only girl you've ever seen."
  • "You don't care, you never did."
  • "You don't give a damn about me."
  • "How is it you never notice that you are slowly killing me?"
Advice for the Signs 3
  • Aries: you shouldn't have to prove your worth, start by knowing your worth.
  • Taurus: stop treating everyone like they owe you something.
  • Gemini: putting too much energy into one thing is unlike you and unhealthy. Stop doing it.
  • Cancer: trust your intuition, it's a gift you were blessed with for a reason.
  • Leo: you haven't lost your sparkle, that's all your mind playing tricks on you again. Tell it it's wrong. Fight back.
  • Virgo: no one means to talk, or walk, all over you, but you shouldn't let them, either.
  • Libra: you can do wrong, own up to it. Simple as that.
  • Scorpio: meditate and dream, dedicate one day to it. Forget about everything else.
  • Sagittarius: make a list of everything that means something to you. Have you taken a moment to appreciate the beauty in what you've written down? Consider it.
  • Capricorn: talk to those people you miss, and you'll be surprised how much they miss you too.
  • Aquarius: practice what you preach or don't claim it's what you stand for.
  • Pisces: love hard, but keep your eyes open.
My conversation at the hospital
  • I just had a vague memory of a conversation I had with a little boy when I was in the hospital in January. He was like seven or eight and I was all jacked up on IV dips and stuff so I told him what I tried to do. It went something like this...
  • Me: Hi little one, why are you in here (remember I'm not really all there at the time)
  • Him: I tried to help my mommy cook the spegettie and the really hot water fell on me.
  • Me: Oh my goodness how do you feel?
  • Him: I'm great, I just can't really feel my arm and I miss my daddy
  • Me: I miss my family to.
  • Him: why are you here?
  • Me: I tried to leave
  • Him: Leave? Like you wanted to go see god?
  • Me: Yea like that
  • Him: How'd you do it? I know the ways...I know I shouldn't but my auntie did the same thing
  • Me: I'm so sorry, I took a bunch of my Mommy's happy pills.
  • Him: Happy pills hmmm. So you aren't happy?
  • Me: Not really...
  • Him: I don't understand this Shay. People have pills to make them better and feel good. Happy pills. But when you really feel bad and want a lot of happiness, you can't just take them all, cause then everyone will think you want to be so happy that you wanna go see god. But if you do that I was told you go to....um (whispers) hell.
  • Me: (his name), you are so wise. You have no idea
  • Him: I don't know what that means but I have to tell you something before the mean guy comes back so I can sleep.
  • Me: ok
  • Him: You know you are really pretty right? Don't answer that. But you are. You are the kind of girl my older brothers would go all heart eyes over. I heard you sing last night, it was beautiful and sad. Like you. But it made me happy. You didn't know that. But you make people happy Shaylynn. I don't think God would want you up there just yet. I heard the Nurse say you'll be leaving this hospital soon yesterday to the nurse who had to watch you sleep. Now that made me sad because you're my new friend. Can I ask you to make me a promise?
  • Me: *crying*
  • Me: y-yes
  • Him: pinky promise me you'll spread all the happiness you can. You will be happy seeing all the people you make happy, trust me. My mommy says that sometimes. And she's usually right about these things.
  • Him: *gets up to give me a pinky promise*
  • Me: I promise.