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anonymous asked:

Whats your opinion on the headcanon that bakugou is hard of hearing because of how loud his explosions are? If you dont mind my asking

I think I answered this q on this blog already? Maybe? But anyway, I don’t exactly mind it, but I can’t say I share the headcanon myself - for one, because I’m of the opinion that their bodies are built to withstand a safe use of their quirks (a bit like you can’t break a leg by simply walking, you know), so in general I’m not a fan of headcanons that include damages caused by simply doing what their bodies were born to do? 

But also because generally, even under the assumption that his body isn’t made to hold up with his explosions, isn’t it awfully convenient how only his ears take damage in these scenarios? What about his eyes? How come he can still see with no problems even with the continuous exposure to the explosions’ light? How about his hair? How come he can stand so close to fire without it ever being damaged by it? His palms have thicker skin and we know that thanks to his UA file, but what about the rest of his body? How come he can stand smack in the middle of an Howitzer Impact without getting even slightly burnt? When you say “only his ears aren’t made to withstand his explosions” what you’re telling me is that his whole body is tailord to deal with his quirk but his ears, and that just feels unrealistic to me - by which I mean, when this is the scenario we’re talking about, you can’t give the fault of the damage to Bakugou’s quirk. It’s a problem his body has, not a natural consequence of having that sort of quirk. And imho with those premises you sort of end up with a different kind of story, you’re supposed to write it differently - that’s what I think, at least

Anon said: Maybe the reason Baku raises his voice so often is because he can’t hear very well, which isn’t due to his explosions, rather, he was born with bad hearing to protect him from taking damage by them.. and then his other senses are sharper to even it out, and his body can even subconsciously notice air vibrations, resulting in really fast reflexes.

Ah, this is also another reason why I’m not a huge fan of the headcanon - don’t get me wrong! If you like it then go on, I’m not trying to stop anyone from enjoying ideas and possibilities!! But personally I like Bakugou not having any reason to be loud-mouthed and rude, that’s just his personality and how the environment he grew up in made him, and lately I’ve seen the hc used to justify his behaviour more than I like? Bakugou being an asshole is just who he is, and I love it! I love that his life made him like that and I love that he’s working hard to fix that flaw, giving him an external reason, something he has no control over, to justify his personality changes the core of his character too much, and that’s not something I’d ever want to do tbh

And it’s also cool to think that he was somewhat genetically engineered to be better in a fight to compensate for a lack of earing (though again, why only his ears and not his eyes or his sense of tact too), but that goes to cut on all the hard work he put in becoming as good as he is, right? If that’s what you like than who am I to stop you! But Bakugou’s hardworking nature is one of the things I love about him, I don’t really feel like taking away from him all the effort and work he put through the years in becoming as good as he is now

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illusionarypandemonium  asked:

Random request? Just... An octopus in a martini, with a tiny umbrella and everything. Idk, I'm just in a WTNV vibe mood

thank you, this was so much fun to draw! (and I can accurately say it’s something I never would’ve thought of on my own) keep sending in those requests people!

I feel like the octopus should have a name.. idk what do you guys think

5 hour painting, Photoshop.

So many boys and young men who are physically and sexually abused never come forward about it due to the stigma. Child abuse awareness month was in April, but this is something we should always be vigilant about.

Hey guys! I created another collection of quotes from the psychologists. You know the drill! I hope you enjoy these inspirational quotes and find them inspiring too!

Carl Rogers

  • “The curious paradox is that when I accept myself just as I am, then I can change.”
  • “The good life is a process, not a state of being. It is a direction not a destination.”
  • “The very essence of the creative is its novelty, and hence we have no standard by which to judge it.”
  • “The only person who is educated is the one who has learned how to learn and change.”

Erik Erikson

  • “The more you know yourself, the more patience you have for what you see in others.”
  • “We are what we love.”
  • “I am what survives of me.”
  • “Life doesn’t make any sense without interdependence. We need each other, and the sooner we learn that, the better for us all.”
  • “In the social jungle of human existence, there is no feeling of being alive without a sense of identity.”
  • “The way you ‘take history’ is also a way of 'making history.'”

William James

  • “The greatest use of a life is to spend it on something that will outlast it.”
  • “This life is worth living, we can say, since it is what we make it.”
  • “Act as if what you do makes a difference. It does.”
  • “When you have to make a choice and don’t make it, that is in itself a choice.”
  • “Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact.”
  • “To change ones life: Start immediately. Do it flamboyantly.”
  • “Truth is what works.”
  • “We are all ready to be savage in some cause. The difference between a good man and a bad one is the choice of the cause.”
  • “The greatest weapon against stress is our ability to choose one thought over another.”
  • “The art of being wise is the art of knowing what to overlook.”
  • “It is our attitude at the beginning of a difficult task which, more than anything else, will affect its successful outcome.”
  • “If you want a quality, act as if you already had it.”
  • “There is but one cause of human failure. And that is man’s lack of faith in his true self.”
  • “If you care enough for a result, you will most certainly attain it.”
  • “Begin to be now what you will be hereafter.”
  • “The greatest discovery of my generation is that a human being can alter his life by altering his attitudes.”
  • “Action may not bring happiness but there is no happiness without action.”
  • “Human beings can alter their lives by altering their attitudes of mind.”
  • “Nothing is so fatiguing as the eternal hanging on of an uncompleted task.”
  • “Be willing to have it so. Acceptance of what has happened is the first step to overcoming the consequences of any misfortune.”
  • “We have to live today by what truth we can get today and be ready tomorrow to call it falsehood.”
  • “The world we see that seems so insane is the result of a belief system that is not working. To perceive the world differently, we must be willing to change our belief system, let the past slip away, expand our sense of now, and dissolve the fear in our minds.”

Albert Ellis

  • “There are three musts that hold us back: I must do well. You must treat me well. And the world must be easy.”
  • “The art of love is largely the art of persistence.”

Elisabeth Kübler-Ross

  • “Should you shield the canyons from the windstorms you would never see the true beauty of their carvings.”
  • “I believe that we are solely responsible for our choices, and we have to accept the consequences of every deed, word, and thought throughout our lifetime.”
  • “The ultimate lesson all of us have to learn is unconditional love, which includes not only others but ourselves as well.”
  • “Love is really the only thing we can possess, keep with us, and take with us.”
  • “The opinion which other people have of you is their problem, not yours.”
  • “The most beautiful people we have known are those who have known defeat, known suffering, known struggle, known loss, and have found their way out of those depths.”
  • “Learn to get in touch with the silence within yourself, and know that everything in life has purpose. There are no mistakes, no coincidences, all events are blessings given to us to learn from.”
  • “People are like stained - glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in, their true beauty is revealed only if there is a light from within.”
  • “Consciously or not, we are all on a quest for answers, trying to learn the lessons of life. We grapple with fear and guilt. We search for meaning, love, and power. We try to understand fear, loss, and time. We seek to discover who we are and how we can become truly happy.”

Erich Fromm

  • “There is only one meaning of life: the act of living itself.”
  • “The task we must set for ourselves is not to feel secure, but to be able to tolerate insecurity.”
  • “There can be no real freedom without the freedom to fail.”
  • “If I am what I have and if I lose what I have who then am I?”
  • “Creativity requires the courage to let go of certainties.”
  • “Only the person who has faith in himself is able to be faithful to others.”

Alfred Adler

  • “Man knows much more than he understands.”
  • “It is easier to fight for one’s principles than to live up to them.”
  • “The only normal people are the ones you don’t know very well.”
  • “The chief danger in life is that you may take too many precautions.”

Sigmund Freud

  • “Being entirely honest with oneself is a good exercise.”

Albert Bandura

  • “In order to succeed, people need a sense of self-efficacy, to struggle together with resilience to meet the inevitable obstacles and inequities of life.”

Abraham Maslow

  • “What is necessary to change a person is to change his awareness of himself.”
  • “If you plan on being anything less than you are capable of being, you will probably be unhappy all the days of your life.”
  • “If you only have a hammer, you tend to see every problem as a nail.”
  • “The ability to be in the present moment is a major component of mental wellness.”
  • “What a man can be, he must be. This need we call self-actualization.”
  • “A musician must make music, an artist must paint, a poet must write, if he is to be ultimately at peace with himself.”

Karen Horney

  • “Thou shalt free thyself from convention, from everyday morality.”
  • “Life itself still remains a very effective therapist.”

B. F. Skinner

  • “When you run into something interesting, drop everything else and study it.”
  • “I did not direct my life. I didn’t design it. I never made decisions. Things always came up and made them for me. That’s what life is.”
  • “The way positive reinforcement is carried out is more important than the amount.”
  • “A failure is not always a mistake, it may simply be the best one can do under the circumstances. The real mistake is to stop trying.”

Carl Jung

  • “Your vision will become clear only when you can look into your own heart. Who looks outside, dreams; who looks inside, awakes.”
  • “As far as we can discern, the sole purpose of human existence is to kindle a light in the darkness of mere being.”
  • “A man who has not passed through the inferno of his passions has never overcome them.”
  • “In all chaos there is a cosmos, in all disorder a secret order.”
  • “There is no coming to consciousness without pain.”
  • “The word 'happiness’ would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.”
  • “Knowing your own darkness is the best method for dealing with the darknesses of other people.”
  • “We should not pretend to understand the world only by the intellect. The judgement of the intellect is only part of the truth.”
  • “It all depends on how we look at things, and not how they are in themselves.”
  • “Follow that will and that way which experience confirms to be your own.”
  • “Nobody, as long as he moves about among the chaotic currents of life, is without trouble.”
  • “The least of things with a meaning is worth more in life than the greatest of things without it.”
  • “Knowledge rests not upon truth alone, but upon error also.”
  • “Man needs difficulties; they are necessary for health.”
  • “We cannot change anything until we accept it. Condemnation does not liberate, it oppresses.”
  • “Mistakes are, after all, the foundations of truth, and if a man does not know what a thing is, it is at least an increase in knowledge if he knows what it is not.”
  • “The most intense conflicts, if overcome, leave behind a sense of security and calm that is not easily disturbed. It is just these intense conflicts and their conflagration which are needed to produce valuable and lasting results.”
  • “Man is not a machine that can be remodeled for quite other purposes as occasion demands, in the hope that it will go on functioning as regularly as before but in a quite different way. He carries his whole history with him; in his very structure is written the history of mankind.”

the terf who drew trans people being cooked alive, inevitably: omg it was just a sona!!! I would never actually kill and torture people!!!! they deserve it but IIIII would never do it!!!! please commission me I need money and I am dying!!!!! Look how good my art is im a lesbian so I’m part of the community I can be as shitty as I want!!!!!!
her followers, inevitably: you’re being so mean to her she is a lesbian and dying!!!! I can’t believe you won’t let her draw herself boiling human beings!!!! Anyone who says 1 (one) negative thing about her is obviously a tranny and should kill his/herself!!!! You’re all so mean I’m gonna doxx fifty people and then delete, only to come back a month later and act like nothing happened

EXO Reaction to their GF being a well-known song writer and will contribute to their new album

Xoxo, Admin A~

/I don’t own any of the gifs used, unless stated otherwise/


Chanyeol:

*He would totally participate too. Delivering a great product* “Jagi.. we really make a good team. I think we should work together more often. Just listen to this!”

Kris:

*If you are doing the music he’s definitely doing the art* “Come baobei! Look at this, do you like it? It goes well with the new style, doesn’t it?” *Galaxy so excited*

Sehun:

“Heh… so you want me to dance to that hm??? I should’ve expected this… never fail to amaze me” *Imagine something sexier than the even, playboy and artificial love*

Tao:

*Everyone enjoys it in their own way* “Can you please stop distracting me! I’m trying to feel the music inside… ahh…”

Kai:

*Probably will fight until they let him do all the choreos and we will see him smile like crazy while performing* “This is for you my babe”

Xiumin:

*The feels are too strong* “This album is lit! I love it jagi, you did a great job!”

Baekhyun:

“Oh come on jagi! Just a sneak and peek! Please!! I’ll give you a kiss! Anywhere you want!” *Will try everything to get spoilers from you*

Luhan:

*Practices more than usual* “It’s not even out yet and I already love it! I can’t wait baobei!”

Chen:

*This is whim listening to you recording the demos* “AHHH that’s my jagi! Oh yeah, my jagi, oh yeah!”

Kyungsoo:

*He’ll literally replay it over and over again. It feels so personal, like you wrote the songs for him. It feels more real, more like them”

Lay:

“Baobei you did this? Really? This is.. really really good! You deserve all the awards in the world… and not just because the songs are for us. No… it’s just that it is really really good!”

Suho:

*Honestly I thought it wouldn’t be possible but.. he would promote with even more enthusiasm. He would never stop talking about the music, album, concept, the boys and you of course*

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NYCC 2017 - All the Love for Fairy Tail & Hiro Mashima

My greatest wish besides having the chance to meet Hiro Mashima was to personally thank him for Fairy Tail. Ever since the series ended, I have had an overwhelming desire to communicate to Mashima-sensei that I have developed lasting and irreplaceable friendships, a guild of sorts, through Fairy Tail. His series had such an indescribable impact upon me personally and my interpersonal-relationships. This is my unbelievable experience at my first con in my very first cosplay, which of course had to be Juvia Locker, my absolute favorite character!

More beneath the cut - This story is long, even though I excluded many amazing things that others have already reported on! I hope you enjoy the story and the NYCC con images below!

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cassiancalore  asked:

Hello! I don't draw, at all, by I used to paint on canvas and I stopped a while ago. I've been struggling with depression and as a way to figure this shit out I would very much like to get back in touch with my artistic side. I'm just wondering is you have any tips/tutorials for someone who never drew anything ever (and is also left handed if that's important)

Being left handed isn’t important unless you use leaking/inky pens that smudge easily. I have spent a while thinking about this one because I know that depression is a very serious subject.

Something that I have learned from posting art on here for a couple of years is that we should draw for no one but ourselves (commissions aside) Never let the pressure of letting people see your drawings/paintings get to you because it’s something we do for our own enjoyment. One of the few things that gets me down on this website is people who think they are entitled to my drawings. I’ll often get comments on a drawing of a group of characters that are like “why didn’t you draw this character too?” which is annoying because obviously I didn’t draw them because I didn’t want to. Or a serious hatred of mine “their hair colour is a couple of shades different to what I personally imagined so you are obviously wrong”. People can be really shit man so if your depression has anything to do with that, work on trying to block out the people that will judge and be nasty about your art.

Now drawing is fun, it isn’t supposed to be perfect all the time, I recommend getting a sketchbook for only basic, basic sketches. It is so freeing to have something to just sribble in and not have to make things finished pieces in.

I have a couple tutorials here from myself

and I am also going to leave some links to my favourite speedpaint channels on YouTube, as well as my own one. I pick up half my techniques from watching speedpaints.

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCiBeFeUwilbKnT-z4X4CD4g

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCLEVrhumRsK67JkP3G4w5cQ

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCo0dAKk_7dXBNwYPgD2v7Zw

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCzni_F_Z4IUJr77GVw3Z-ZQ

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWgMcluGLnaVpCWmscaFs_Q

https://www.youtube.com/user/Jelopiful

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCWzPFhNUBhTHG_cJ-8tr57w

https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC6-8SFOmgrIrAiDdF8GrFzQ

https://www.youtube.com/user/LarrivaArt

I really really hope this was helpful!!

NEVER LET GO

I wanted to do a simple little design looking forward hopefully for season 4 :)

If you’re going to Red Dragon Con 3 this weekend, come find me! I should have about 250 A3 posters of this design to give away. Keep an eye on my Twitter if you need to find me :) And I might put a few cheap in my Etsy if I have any left on Monday. 

thetrassssssh  asked:

Oh my gooooood!!! I'm not going to pax!! I tried for the last two fucking years and still nothing!! And I bet you're going to say "oh well" or "that's your lost" because you constantly get attention for making chibi's and you're actually proud of your art! And I'm just like forgotten?? I don't know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Sorry for wasting your time!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

1. i’m sorry if you think i’m one of those ppl that does art just to be famous and all that crap, i’m sorry if you think i am. i’m certainly am not and at least trying not to be that person. i do art because its a thing i enjoy the most, a thing where it gave me emotion where i should let it all out, or be happy. so do me a favor and NEVER assumed me as one of those people who’re only in it for the fame, because i despise those ppl tbh.

so pls, if you can.. just… think of me as one of your friend who’re really chill and like to post silly art for a hobby. :)

2. i’m sorry that 2 years that you didn’t make it to see the ppl that you wanna meet. tell you what, at least you have the materials and the “feeling” that you wanna go. i certainly don’t have that “i wanna meet this ppl irl” (sorry jack, mark, tyler, amy <<especially you boo :’’D)  just because.. i’m not one of “those” ppl? i mean like if i did meet em than i’m thankful, but sadly that thing will never happened because “reality”. i guess, i’m just a chill person. i never mind this kind of things, so lucky for you for not being in my position if you wanna meet your fav youtuber, cuz that would’ve sucked.

and.. probs yer not muslim like me, trump ain’t hatin ya as much as he hates me lol, so you’ll have a chance, don’t give up darl! ;D

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DAILYATSUSHI 1000 FOLLOWERS ART GIVEAWAY

SO! I hit 900 followers not too long ago and I was thinking I should do something since I keep missing follower milestones (666 eluded me sadly…)

I never thought I would be able to hit such a high number of followers on any of my blogs, let alone one that revolves around art and humor. I’m really grateful to everyone that follows, sends asks, and especially those of you who leave nice stuff in the tags! I’m always lookin at my tags and any comments mean a lot to me! 

Anyway! 
Rules:

>Gotta be following this blog!
>Reblog and Likes are seperate entries (max. of 2 entries)
>I have a right to refuse the request
>If winners don’t respond within the week, I will pick a new winner
>The art doesn’t absolutely have to be BSD, though it is my preference so that I know the characters
>Will discuss what I can and can’t do privately with winners


Prizes: 
(sorry none of the example art is actually bsd woops)

>1st
Clean lineart of one character, no color
OR
Sketch of up to 2 characters, with flat colors, will be much cleaner than the example shown!

>2nd 
Monochrome bust sketch of one character
or, messy b/w sketch with up to two characters

Depending on how much I’m capable of, there may be two second place winners! 
This will end when I hit 1000 followers, hopefully not too long of a wait! 

Energy Painting

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Energy Paintings

    This is a gift of mine I would love to share. While It can be expressed in written word for you. The way your energy looks, sounds, and moved. It can also move onto the canvas. There is can become easier to see, and as more opportunity for new discoveries of yourself.

  In the past I have done these and was quite proud of what I could do. It is also a perfect time for them to come back into sight. Now in my personal view is a great time for self insight and becoming more intuitive with how your inner workings are.

  Energy Reading

  • It will be Two dollars flat. No matter how much I write, or the energy it takes. It will be a simple rate of two dollars per reading.

   The Energy Paintings

  • The prices for these will vary on the detail of which you want. Starting from 10 dollars to 50. Prices will be discussed in private either through private messages or via email ( kitmoona49@gmail.com ) . Payment plans are always open!

( Examples of my art are on @empathstudio​ )

Any specifics you want me to look for or add should be noted before payment arrangements. Some things are more risky or more draining to do. Once again all things Needed to be told just let me know. I will never judge you.

Holding me back

Prompt: I never felt special. &  No one ever listens. & Do you think I’m scared of a woman? & I just wanna take you home. & Are you ever going to tell him? & It makes me wanna be all yours. & If you love somebody, better tell them while they’re here.

Author: Aya-Fay

Fandom: Gotham

Pairing: Victor Zsasz x reader

Warnings: smoking and drinking

By @briannabrown4878​ ; Anonymouses and @damalseer


Tagging: @animeo2l  @multi-villain-imagines
@gotham-city-tales  @queencobblefreezestuff @myregardstothereader @jokesterwrites @minpov @luciebell-writes @just-a-little-crazy @rawrcoptergaming @taintedmarker @emberandshadow @cobblehearts  @the-teapot-of-fandoms @awteitha @millicentcordelia @tangentasilem @socktrollqueen @miss-harleenquinzel @socktrollqueen @welcome-to-cobblepothell​​   @tangentasilem​​


ASK is open <3

I LOVE HEARING FROM YOU. THAT KEEPS ME GOING.

Requests are CLOSED for now.

Here is my Masterlist. (It’s Up to Date)

New story should be up soon.

Tagging list is HERE if you want to be tagged - let me know.

I do The 100, Gotham and Fantastic Beasts. I also do Bucky Barnes now.


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Cafe 1880

Location: 1186 rue St. Denis

Metro Station: Berri Uqam (or Champs-de-Mars)

If you read my previous post, you would know that I recently bought my Indie Coffee Passport. You would also know that my first stop using the passport would be Cafe 1880…

And here we are! Why did I chose this place as the first location? Partially by gut feeling and partially because it’s on my way to school. I haven’t heard much about this place other than from the passport. Which is why I wanted to try it: pure curiosity. 

My main fear when going here was its proximity to UQAM University. Although being close to a university is great for the cafe, as a cafe crawler I am always scared to show up and find 0 available seats. It’s the worst feeling when you’ve transited for a good 45 minutes only to find out even that little smaller-than-a-laptop table by the bathroom is taken. Especially, I was going to a cafe this morning mainly to work on a Lab Report and I would be “devastated” if I couldn’t find a proper seat to complete it. But I did. No excuse to procrastinate because this place was pretty empty when I walked in. 

I appreciated the seating arrangement here because they had 2 average sized tables with multiple chairs (YAS), many smaller high tables for two and a bar that goes along the window where you can enjoy sunlight. And they were close to plugs: essential when your laptop is old and dies in about half an hour. 

The decor of this cafe was exceptional. Mainly because they had drawn a caffeine molecule on the wall. I should get that tattooed to be honest. The atmosphere of the place is dark since the walls are black and has a few bright accents. One one of the walls, a huge “1880″ is painted in turquoise (like their logo). Gorgeous!

The coffee (AKA latte (I (always) order a latte (woops)) was delicious. Even my boyfriend loved it, and he hates lattes or coffee in general. Don’t worry, I still love him though (gotta accept each others’ flaws). The latte art was very well drawn and didn’t bubble up. If you think that’s a non important factor, please let me know how calm you stay when your latte bubbles before you even take it to your table and loses its prettiness and you can’t even take decent pictures. You won’t be calm. It bothers all of us. Or maybe just me, I don’t know. 

I decided to also get a croissant, which I never do but should because croissants are great and make me feel French (my priorities in life are amazing). A cool thing about their pastries is that they get them from Premiere Moisson, a well known chain bakery in Quebec.

All in all, I loved this location and will be back for sure! UQAM students - if you haven’t been here yet.. do you even go to UQAM?!

Children are afraid of the dark.
Everyone knows that.
They are scared of all the monsters hiden in the shadows, of thier sharp fangs, claws, long limbs slowly crawling from under thier beds when they flick the lights off.

But sometimes…sometimes, children learn that the worst monsters can have a face of normal human. And after this discovery, nothing that could be hidden in the dark seems to be really scary.

Dean learned that after his mom died,they moved to new house, and his father started to drink.
Sometimes he just walked out the doors and didn’t come home for days. Sometimes when he came back, he was so drunk that he couldn’t even stand.
 Dean had to take care of everything. Of his little brother, of the house, of his always-drunk father. He always did everything the best he could. But sometimes it just wasn’t enough, sometimes he did something wrong. And that was when John got angry. So, very, very angry. He yelled, he cursed, sometimes he grabbed Dean’s shoulders a little too hard, leaving ugly, purple brusies on his pale skin.
He never cried in front of his father, he knew that It would only make him furious. 
But when he was alone in his room, he allowed himself to sob quietly into his pillow.
At one of evenings like this, he has met Him.
First thing that he noticed - He wasn’t a human, He looked like one, but… The shadows near him were darker, liquid black that was moving, looking like a living creature.
But that really doesn’t mean that He was scary.

He was more…. awkward standing in the middle of Dean’s room with His too big coat and crooked tie. You could even say that He actualy looked way more scared than Dean did. 
They looked at each other in silence for few long seconds.
’ I…I could read you. A book. If it would make you feel better’
His voice was low, a little rough. But there was a lot of warmth in it, and Dean decided that he likes it.
’…Sure’
The weird not-human man relaxed a little and picked up one of Dean’s books. Dean sat up on his bed, and hugged his pillow.
‘I’m Dean’ he said eventually, because it would be really rude not to introduce himself to someone who wanted to read him a story.
’ Castiel’ the man answered, sitting on the floor ’ It’s nice to meet you, Dean' 


From that night, Castiel became a constant presence in his life. They talked mostly at night, because Cas  felt really bad in the sunlight.
But sometimes, when John was especially mean to Dean, he would made an exception and show up in the middle of the day, throwing something from the shelfs or turning on the tv, radio, and lights all at once. 
He helped Dean with his homework and taught him a lot of things about the stars, the universe, and the history of the Earth. Castiel always had the answers for all Dean’s questions.
 And he was always protecting him and Sammy.
Like that one day…one day when John hit him.

And few hour later, he feel from the stairs, and broke his hand. Dean saw it. He saw how cold Castiel’s eyes were when he was looking at John lying on the floor.  That was the first time when he was really scared of Cas.
And he didn’t talk to him for a week after this incident.
Because John was still his dad.
And Cas couldn’t just hurt someone from his family like this. 

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His eyes were sad when he spoke to Dean for the first time after a week.
'I’m sorry Dean. I won’t do this again’.
It was all that Dean needed to hear.
Because Cas was family, too.



Children are afraid of the dark.
Everyone knows that.
And still, the monster living in the shadows was the one who became Dean’s best friend.


They first met when Dean was not even 5.
When he leaved the house to live with his uncle Bobby with Sam at the age of 11, he manages to tell himself that Cas never was real. Just an imaginary friend .
When his father dies 12 years later and he moves into his old house again, he expect all those bad memories to come back to him.
But he never thought  that when he wake up in the middle of the night from a nightmare, he would saw those familiar, icy-blue eyes looking at him with worry. He never thought that he will see that man agian, looking the same as he looked the first time Dean saw him.
And for sure he never expected to hear that low, gravelly voice again.



’… Hello, Dean' 




let me introduce you to my newest Destiel AU
This was eating me for days, I had to do something with this story, so…
what do you think?
Should I continue this?

#187 - For anonymous

Filling the prompt “One based off soundcheck? Or just the Chill you out-drive though the night to your sisters- jacket as a cover- wake up just to smoke bit”


Expecting to spend your lunch break alone, Van was finished sound check in less than half an hour, early enough to meet you. He’d ducked out, leaving his guitar in Larry’s hands, claiming to be popping out for a quick smoke. They all knew better.

“Darlin’,” he greeted.

You leaned against a brick wall in a side street covered in art and dirt. You shared a couple of cigarettes and mostly just watched each other.

“Think you should just quit the band and come live with me in my bed forever,” you said. He grinned and stepped closer.

“You only like me ‘cause I’m in a band,”

“Not true. I also like you 'cause you share your smokes,” you replied, reaching out for the one in his hand. He shook his head. “Besides, what do you need 'cept me?”

“Nothin’ at all, darlin’. Nothing at all.”

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anonymous asked:

Have you ever had people make fun of you for drawing cats ;oooo My family constantly nags at me to draw something other than cats but I keep telling them to let me draw what I want ;-;

I’ve had some people point out that I drew cats a lot, but never had people make fun of me o: at this stage I know I should definitely be branching out and trying more things, which I am, but I still love drawing cats a lot so I still do it. You do you man, draw what you find is fun! If you’re gonna take on art as a career you should consider trying new things, but honestly I don’t think you have to worry about that yet. Just enjoy drawing ;u;

So while scrolling through my dash last night, I noticed a mutual expressing issues with art envy and by that I mean that they were struggling with their level of ability versus that of others around them. I started to type out a reply to their post when I realized partway through that there was so much I had to say on the matter that all of it wouldn’t fit in that limited amount of space. Even sending an ask wouldn’t even really let me say all I wanted to say on the subject.  

Thus this post is happening. As is, I’ve been meaning to talk for a while now about the art block I spent years fighting and how I finally managed to claw my way up out of that hole. I don’t know how helpful this will be to anyone else as I can really only talk about my own experiences and add a few things that I’ve picked up from hearing other artists speak of the same, but I figure if this does anything to aid anyone else in ANY way, it will have been worth the time to type out.

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