you should be alive to see him now

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A/N: Part II of this Imagine. I also put a request from @dreamwalker08 in there. It just worked together perfectly. Enjoy!

Words: 1958
Warnings: violence, smut (on the battlefield)

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Got7 as the Mafia + How He Met You

[Monsta X] [BTS] [Shinee] [Seventeen] [Block B] [NCT]

|||Anon asked:  Hi! I really liked your mafia monsta x post and was wondering if you could do something similar for got7 and bts?|||


JB/Im Jaebum

Originally posted by jaesbum

  • Built this whole gang from scratch 
  • Has this strong and scary presence around him but he’s actually an angel doesn’t like doing the dirty work himself and instead relies on his other gang members to clean up the mess
  • Even though he himself and his gang is well known around the city he prefers to stay in the shadows
  • Has a reputation of one of the fiercest mafia leaders 
  • And the rumors are true because no one who got on his bad side, got to live to see another day

Meeting you was a complete coincidence as you happened to work in the warehouses where his gang would make deals. You were always told finish up before 9 o’clock in the evening because you might lose your job otherwise and you always obeyed this rule until that day. It took you longer to sort things out than usual and when you were about to leave it was almost 10. You went out through the front exit and were caught up in the middle of two gangs.

“Who the fuck is she?” one man asked.

“I’m sorry, I didn’t see anything, I’m not even supposed to be here, I will never tell anyone, so please-”

“Shut up! You talk to much.” Jaebum ordered. You looked at him frightened.

“It would be better if we just kill her.” the other man spoke again.

“No.” Jaebum said approaching you. He wrapped his arm around your shoulder. “She’s with me.”


Mark Tuan

Originally posted by nochuie

  • He’s not in the gang to do business but rather for the many opportunities to steal, especially cars
  • If he sets his eye on something, there is 110% guarantee that he will get in 24 hours
  • He thinks Jackson is shady and that he’s probably going to try to steal from him so he avoids him like the plague which almost never works
  • Because of people like him, he doesn’t go anywhere (not even to sleep) without his trusted revolver
  • He’s one of the richest among the gang members and likes to show off his precious cars but there will be no hesitation to kill if you as much as touch them

You made the stupid decision of trying to steal from him. You saw his obviously expensive car parked outside one of the clubs and thought that that’s a good catch. However when you drove away with it, expecting to sell it into the black market, Mark himself showed up to buy it from you.

“That’s not very nice.” he said pointing his gun at you. “I really like this one.”

You were surprised the owner of the car found you so fast and just wanted in anticipation to see what will happen.

“But I also find your courage and skills very impressive, not many people dare steal from me, so how about you give me back my car and then I will think what to do with you.”


Jackson Wang

Originally posted by igot17-bangtan-boys

  • No one knows why he’s in the gang and how he got here
  • He just started hanging around and before everyone knew it he was already going on missions and making deals
  • Was very quick to gain everyones trust and respect
  • He doesn’t have a specific job at the gang as he’s pretty much good at anything
  • And he also annoys a lot people so they don’t want to take him with them but he shows up anywhere, anytime at the right moment

He met you when he broke into your house in the middle of the night to interrogate you. He woke you up and put his hand over your mouth to stop you from screaming.

“We need to discuss some things, if you behave I won’t hurt you.”

Pretending to fear for your life you just nodded but if he really thought you were afraid, that was a big mistake on his part. You knew this was going to happen someday sooner or later, so you were ready and as soon as he let go of you, you took the scissors from your night stand and stabbed him in the leg. You took off immediately after that and you have no idea how (with that kind of injury) but he managed to catch up and tackle you outside. He dragged you to the back of your apartment building and slammed you into the wall.

“Naughty girl, what did I just say about behaving? I really don’t want to hurt you but if you don’t tell me everything you know right now, I might have to take you with me.”


Park Jinyoung

Originally posted by jypnior

  • Doesn’t always look like it but will do anything for the gang
  • He’s one of the top and most respected assassins in the industry
  • Prefers to take out his targets silently, that’s why he’s more skilled with hand held weapons like knifes, daggers, axes and so on
  • Most of the time he’s very collected and calm until you make him angry or his emotions take over, then he uses anything he can find as a weapon and not a single person leaves the room alive
  • He has been in the business for so long that he already forgot the number of people he killed

Unfortunately it was your mission to kill him, as you were probably the only person crazy enough to try it. He noticed you even before you approached him but didn’t say anything yet. This situation was very amusing to him as there has been a long time since somebody tried to kill him. You were waiting all night to get the right opportunity when you lost track of him. You were about to go look for him when he appeared next to you.

“Looking for someone?” he asked handing you a drink. “Why do you look so shocked? Did you see a ghost or am I that sexy?”

You were still frozen in your tracks when he got closer and closer to you only to pull your gun from under your dress.

“What were you about to do with this?” he smirked pushing you down on the couch. “I think you should sit down because me and you are about to have a very serious talk.”


Choi Youngjae

Originally posted by huggableyoungjae

  • Specializes in making drug, weapons and other kind of deals
  • Deal making with him is very quick, as he doesn’t like talking with his business partners about anything else but the deal, so that if anything happens it wouldn’t be traced back to him
  • Even though he’s well known in the industry not many people know his real name
  • He’s also the best at smuggling anything in and out of the country
  • If the money is given to him in cash, he counts every single note as he doesn’t trust people that easily

You tried to cheat your way out of the deal by not giving him a couple of grands, thinking he wouldn’t notice but as you turned around to leave he grabbed you by the arm. 

“No so fast sweetie.” he said. “Do you know what this is?” he asked you and you could feel the coldness of the metal press at your waist.

“It’s a gun.”

“Correct! And I would really hate to use it on you.” he stated snatching your bag out of your hand.

“I will take this.” he smiled taking out a bundle of banknotes out of it. “But as you tried to trick me, I  can’t let you go that easily, so I think I will need something more than that.”


BamBam

Originally posted by bamica

  • Any kind of location, a person, any piece of information - he has it
  • Is considered very valuable in this business and many gangs try to bribe him to work for them
  • He has no interest in helping them though and prefers to stick to one group at a time but he’s been in this gang for so long that nowadays he doesn’t even plan on leaving
  • Has many different methods to get the info he needs, the most infamous one of them being torture
  • Needless to say if he gets to use that method, you won’t be experiencing anything again. Ever.

You had no idea how it got to that. Seemingly one minute you were fighting alongside your members and now you were strapped to a chair in an unknown building. Someone pulled you up by the chin.

“I told you to look at me when I’m talking to you.” BamBam said. “Ahh such a pretty face!”

“Don’t touch me!” you told trying to smack his hand from your face.

“I think you don’t understand the situation you’re now in. You see, you don’t have many options. Or rather there is only two: you tell me everything you know and I kill you quickly or I torture the information out of you and kill you anyways.”

“How about neither, you fuck.”

“Ouch! You’re just making it worse for yourself but I admire your courage, how about, just for you, I come up with a third option.”


Kim Yugyeom

Originally posted by thehouseofkpop

  • Was very young when he was thrown into this whole mafia world, still in some sort of training to be a pro
  • But unexpectedly he’s crazy good with guns, his aim is great and his precision is no joke
  • Because of that all the members trust him with their lives and he’s taken on missions more often than anyone else
  • Favourite weapons of choice - long range sniper rifles
  • Often trains other even older than him gang members and can often be seen practicing till dusk

He was surprised to see he missed and only shot you in the leg. As you disappeared behind a building he decided to come finish you off. When he turned the corner you were nowhere to be seen.

“What the heck, she couldn’t have gone that far off, at this point she should have lost a lot of blood.” he wondered when unexpectedly you attacked him from behind. You took your knife out trying to stab him when he rolled you over and now he was the one on top.

“Oh! I see we have a fighter. How were you even able to stand up?” he questioned you. 

“Stop struggling, will you?” he told you pressing his fingers into the open leg wound. You screamed in pain and passed out. He checked your pulse.

“Good. She’s still alive. If we can get her to behave, she will make a strong ally.” he thought picking you up.


A/N: Next up is BTS!! But I still have to finish it 😂 Anyhow, feel free to request more scenarios, reactions etc, I keep up with a lot of groups, both male and female!! 😄

Damn Fine Police Work

Context: In a dark heresy campaign, my Iron Hands techmarine had just shot off the sword arm of an enemy officer charging me with a chainsword. I then crushed his other hand so he couldn’t fight back and dangled him upside down by the foot with my servo arm, attempting to interrogate him for information. At this point the officer is bleeding profusely out of both arms and what little blood is left in him is rushing to his head. My character is heavily augmented with cybernetics and takes a large penalty on any ‘charisma’ based interactions with anyone who is not.

Me (ooc): “I want to ask this guy about enemy troop locations in the area so we have an idea of what we’re up against.”

*critically fails the intimidation check*

DM: “You begin screaming incoherently while shaking him up an down with your servo arm. The mental strain he goes through trying to understand your nonsense while hanging upside down gives him a brain aneurysm and he dies on the spot.”

Me: “Apothecary! I require your skills to revive this important fleshling!”

Blood Angel Apothecary (successfully using his bone drill to perform complex brain surgery): “Don’t you die on me, human! I must kill you myself! The emperor demands it!”

DM: “The officer regains consciousness with the apothecary’s drill still lodged in his skull and immediately begins screaming in pain and fear.”

Me: “Cease your whimpering, scum! Tell us what we want to know!”

*fails another intimidation check*

DM: “The officer, not even knowing what it is you want from him, abandons all hope and begins begging for death. He promptly runs out of blood and dies. Again. No amount of “first aid” can bring him back.

Me (gently poking his corpse to see if he’s still alive): “Hmm…Perhaps I was not frightening enough. I will take this into consideration for future interrogations." 

Our Squad’s Devastator (who has a notably higher ‘charisma’ than everyone else and just watched the whole ordeal unfold): "Hey guys? Not to rain on your torture parade or anything, but uhh… I think I should handle the prisoners from now on.”

The apothecary and I disagreed.

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1. Princes of the Universe – Queen
2. Emperor – PL4YFIELDS, Cryjaxx, Anxious, Rosendale
3. Castle – Halsey
4. Underdog – Imagine Dragons
5. Runnin’ – Adam Lambert
6. Donatella – Lady Gaga
7. I’m A Wanted Man – Royal Deluxe
8. Exile – Slayer
9. Million Dollar Man – Lana Del Rey
10. Call Me Devil – Friends In Tokyo
11. Mama – My Chemical Romance
12. Renegade – Styx
13. Kill The King – Megadeth
14. Emperor’s New Clothes – Panic! at the Disco
15. Centuries – Fall Out Boy
16. Kill All Your Friends – My Chemical Romance
17. A Prince – Jorja Smith
18. Evil Ways (Justice Mix) – Blues Saraceno
19. Glory And Gore – Lorde
20. Exiled – Judas Priest
21. Icarus – Bastille
22. Save Me – Globus

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Meddling

*KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK KNOCK*

“PETER! OPEN THE HELL UP!”

Steve and Tony looked at each other and tried not to smile at the sound of a frantic Wade yelling for his boyfriend.

Ugh. Wade. Peter could do so much better. Peter is an honor student, he’s top of his class, he has a bright future full of opportunity, and he’s Tony’s son, dammit. And Tony doesn’t want his beautiful, perfect child in a relationship with a mercenary. Is that so wrong? Wouldn’t Peter rather date someone with more potential? A doctor maybe? No matter, we’ll cross that bridge when we get to it. As of now, Tony is just going to watch as his brilliant plan folds out.

Steve answers the door and narrowly misses getting punched in the face by Wade’s aggressive knocking.

“Oh, hi, Wade, it’s nice to see you today,” Steve feigned innocence, “Peter is in his room. Can I get you a snack or something to drink?”

“I’m good, Mr. Captain. Thanks.”, Wade grumbled as he walked past Steve and straight into Peter’s room, slamming the door behind him.

Steve and Tony froze and looked at each other in anticipation then scrambled to press an ear to Peter’s door when they heard muffled yelling.

“I don’t even know what you’re talking about, baby!”, Peter yelled back, sounding confused and exasperated.

“Oh, don’t ‘baby’ me! You know EXACTLY what I’m talking about! HASHTAG SINGLE?!?! THAT’S how you’re gonna break up with me?!”

“Wade, I haven’t even posted in, like, a week. I have no idea what you’re talking about.”

“OH! SO YOU’RE TELLING ME. YOU DIDN’T POST THIS FUCKBOY MIRROR SELFIE. AND YOU DIDN’T CAPTION IT WITH A ‘HMU’ ‘EGGPLANT EMOJI’ ‘HASH.TAG. SINGLE.’”

“NO, BABY, I DON’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT THAT POST, I PROMISE-“

“GO TO HELL, PETER! WE’RE THROUGH.”

Steve and Tony ran across the room and tried to look like they’ve been busy in the kitchen this whole time as Wade stormed out of Peter’s room and out of the tower. They decided to wait a few minutes before checking on Peter. So far, everything has gone according to plan and Tony is very happy about it.

After about 5 minutes, Steve gently knocked on Peter’s door,

“Hey hun, can I come in?”

Steve opened the door upon hearing Peter’s automatic lock slide open and found him curled up on the bed, furiously wiping his eyes. Steve smiled sympathetically and sat down on the edge of the bed,

“Hey, big guy. What happened?”

Peter tried not to cry as he rehashed the conversation he had with Wade while Steve pretended he wasn’t listening at the door and heard every word.

“I just don’t understand,” Peter said tearfully, “I never posted that picture. That picture isn’t even of me, that’s not even our bathroom! But Wade wouldn’t listen so now the love of my life hates me.”

“That’s a little dramatic, don’t you think?”, Steve chuckled and Peter couldn’t help but crack a half smile at his dad. Steve tried his best to cheer Peter up, but he couldn’t shake the guilt he was feeling. Peter wouldn’t need cheering up if it wasn’t for him. Sure, Wade is a jackass but he’s Peter’s jackass. If Wade makes Peter happy, who is he to keep them apart? He’s gotta talk to Tony about this, Steve can’t stand lying to his son.

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“Absolutely not.”

“But Tony-“

“Steve. Honey. If we tell Peter then we’re the bad guys. Peter will never trust us again! Let him be sad for now, he’ll bounce back soon enough and it’s like it never happened. It’s for his own good.”

Steve sighed thoughtfully as Tony continued tinkering with whatever the heck he was working on at the moment.

“Look, Tony, I know how much you dislike-“

“I hate him.”

“…I know you have strong feelings towards Wade, but I can’t live with myself after what we did to Peter!”

“Wait. What?”, Steve flinched when he heard Peter behind him.

Tony shut his eyes tight and cursed under his breath before dropping his tools and turning around to face his son.

“What did you do to Peter?”, Peter asked, narrowing his eyes at his parents.

“Nobody did anything to Peter. Go to your room.”, Tony snapped.

Peter turned his attention to Steve, “Pops, what did you guys do?”

“Steve, don’t do it. Be strong.”, Tony murmured.

But contrary to popular belief, Steve was not strong. At least when it came to Peter, that is. His son could give him that look with the puppy dog eyes that say “I trusted you and you betrayed me” and it’s all over. Any willpower Steve has will just vanish.

“We. Um. We sort of… shopped? For your photo?”

“Photoshop, Steve.”, Tony said as he rubbed his temples. He loves his husband and son but man, could they give him a headache.

“Yes, photoshopped. We photoshopped your face to another person’s body. Well, Tony did. And then we… hacked?”

“Yes, Steve.”

“We ‘hacked’ into your account and posted the picture for Wade to see. Well, Tony did. And we made sure the words under the picture would make Wade mad so he you guys would get in a fight… Well, Tony did.”

“Steve. We get the picture, dammit.”

Peter looked at his feet and took a second to process this. His own parents were trying to sabotage his relationship?

“Why? Why would you guys do that?”, he asked.

“We’re really sorry sweetheart”, Steve placed a hand on the side of Peter’s face, “We thought it was for the best. I think now we see that we were wrong, don’t we Tony?”

“Hm? Oh. Uh… yeah. Totally wrong. Won’t try this again anytime soon.”

“You mean that, Dad?”, Peter asked Tony.

“…Sure.”

Peter smirked. He had his Dad in a box right now and they both knew it. He might as well take advantage of this opportunity and embarrass him.

“Then would you mind calling Wade for me and explaining all of this to him? I’d like my boyfriend back.”

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i thought i lost you | jeff atkins imagine

Request by @strawberry-dempsey : Can i have a Jeff Atkins imagine where he survives after the accident and it’s him waking up in the hospital with his girlfriend beside him? x

your p.o.v ━

you were currently pacing the hospital lobby, nervously biting at your fingernails, waiting for any sort of news about your boyfriend, jeff atkins.

you heard he had been in a car accident while on a beer run, and that was it. as soon as you heard the news from one of your friends, you instantly broke down.

they gave you no information, so you tried your hardest to find out what hospital the paramedics rushed him to. after a few minutes of calling different people that were jeff’s supposedly friends, your good friend clay jensen called you up letting you know everything that had happened, and then texted you the adress of what hospital jeff was taken to.

you kept pacing, noticing people were looking at you strangely, though you paid them no attention. all you could think about was jeff and if he was okay.

your poor, sweet and caring jeff. he was hurt, and you felt completely helpless.

about a half hour later, a nurse made their way up to you, asking why you were here and if you needed help.

“no, i don’t need help! what i need is for you to tell me if jeff atkins is okay,” you exclaimed, clearly on the verge of breaking down again.

“i’m sorry ma'am, but-”

that’s when you lost it. your body gave out, hot tears streaming down your cheeks as you collapsed to the floor. “no, no, no,” you cried out, your hands covering your face. “he c-can’t be dead! h-he can’t be.”

“oh god, no ma'am.. you misunderstood what i was trying to say,” the nurse said, squatting down to your level.

your eyes snapped towards her so quickly, “what do you mean?” you asked, feeling yourself grow more sick. your stomach feeling like it was in knots. “jeff atkins, he came in about 45 minutes ago, he’s pretty banged up, but he is okay,” the nurse said gently, trying to ease the pained expression on your face.

you continued to cry, grabbing the nurse and hugging her tightly, “oh my gosh, thank you thank you thank you,” you rambled, clutching onto her tightly.

you felt the nurse tense slightly, but you didn’t care. the love of your life was okay, he was alive, and that’s all that mattered.

you pulled away, scrambling to your feet. “when can i see him?”

“um, i’m sorry but it’s only family right now. like i said before he is pretty banged up and the doctors are fixing him up as much as they-”

“no!” you shouted, “i have to see him, you don’t understand he is my-”

“y/n?” you heard a croaky voice say from behind you, making you spin around. “mrs. atkins?” you gasped, rushing over to her and giving her a hug, before pulling back slightly. “is jeff oka-”

she cut you off, a small smile making its way on her face. “yes, y/n. jeff is alright,” she breathed, her hands clasped around your upper arms. she looked so sad, but relieved.

she let out a hysterical laugh, tears falling down her cheeks. “my son is alive,” she cried, giving you another hug. you felt more tears pool in your eyes, relief running throughout your entire body.

“mrs. atkins,” you started, pulling away slightly, “do you know when i can see jeff? i get that it’s only family right now but i really-”

“y/n, of course you may see him. you’re already apart of the family, plus i don’t think jeff would like that you aren’t here when he wakes up,” she smiled gently, looking down at you with watery eyes.

“he hasn’t woken up yet?” you gulped, your mouth feeling dry. “no, they gave him anesthesia to knock him out because he was in so much pain, he should wake up in a little while though.”

you nodded mutely, not knowing what else to say to her. you really didn’t know what to do in that moment.

you didn’t know if you wanted to cry more or smile in happiness that jeff was alive. you were completely overwhelmed with emotions.

“he is in room 306 on the third floor, in the emergency department if you would like to go up now and see him?” mrs. atkins asked you, a tiny smile on her lips.

your eyes widen slightly, “are you sure mrs. atkins? i really don’t want to intrude-”

“nonsense y/n, please go and see my son, i’m sure when he wakes up your face will be the first one he’ll want to see. oh, and please tell my husband that i am going to the cafeteria to get us some coffee and snacks, it’s going to be a long night,” she sighed, spinning on her heel and walking away.

you sighed, biting your lip and watching as she walked away. you started looking around, trying to find the elevators. it took you a moment to find them, but once you did you hurriedly pushed the button, your left foot tapping against the floor, as you impatiently waited for the doors to open.

as soon as they did, you rushed inside, instantly hitting the number three and waited to reach the third floor.

you heart started to beat rapidly, you didn’t know what you were gonna see or what to really expect jeff to look like.

the elevator released a dinging noise, then the doors finally opened. you stepped outside, looking around and seeing a bunch of nurses and doctors walking around. it looked like a episode of grey’s anatomy, except there was no meredith grey or cristina yang.

you walked up to one of the nurses sitting behind a desk, watching as she typed away on her keyboard. “excuse me,” you said, trying your best to sound polite.

the nurse looked up at you, a small smile gracing her lips. “yes, how may i help you?” she asked you with tired eyes.

“um, do you know where room 306 is located at?” you asked, your foot tapping against the floor again. “oh, you’re looking for jeff atkins?” she asked, her eyes widening a bit. you nodded, feeling your stomach twists in knots again.

the nurse got up out of her chair, nodding her head, “follow me.”

the nurse started walking quickly, not even looking back to see if you were following her, though you kept up with her fast pace.

you continued to walk for a minute, before the nurse stopped in front of room 306. “he’s in there,” she pointed, turning around with a blank face.

“t-thank you,” you stuttered, walking past her before knocking lightly on the door.

“come in,” you heard a deep voice say, followed by some shuffling. you took a deep breath, preparing yourself before opening the door and walking in.

your eyes first saw jeff, making you gasp. he was wrapped in a bunch of white bandages, some dried blood covering the right side of his face. you saw his left arm in a sling, as well as dark bruises all around his face.

you felt tears pool in your eyes again, your hands coming up to your mouth as a choked sob escaped you.

“y/n, i’m glad that you’re here,” a tired voice spoke, making you look over to see jeff’s father sitting in a hospital chair.

“mr. atkins,” you swallowed, tears falling down your cheeks. “h-how is he?” you whispered, walking towards the bed that jeff laid on. “he broke his arm and a few ribs, and they think he may have a concussion,” he spoke sadly. “my son is very lucky to be alive y/n,” he continued, his hand wiping down his face as tears started leaking down his cheeks.

you couldn’t take your eyes off of jeff, your lower lip trembling. you moved your hand towards his hand that wasn’t in a sling, grasping it gently as your fingers intertwined with his.

he felt cold, making your body shiver slightly. you heard a chair squeak, making your eyes snap up to see jeff’s father getting up. “would you mind staying with him? i need to use the bathroom.”

you nodded, “of course, mr. atkins,” you smiled weakly, turning your eyes back towards jeff.

you heard mr. atkins leave the room, and you carefully sat on the side of the bed, careful not to move too much in worry you would hurt your boyfriend.

you sat there for almost five minutes, just staring at your boyfriend and lightly rubbing his hand with your thumb. “i thought i lost you,” you whispered, fresh tears falling down your face for the hundredth time that night. “i can’t…i can’t even imagine living without you,” you choked, squeezing his hand as gently as you could.

“i love you so much jeff atkins, you’re my whole world. you are…the love of my life,” you said, leaning down and pressing your soft lips against his. “please baby,” you mumbled against his lips, your salty tears mixing in with the kiss. you pulled away slightly, “please wake up for me,” you begged, feeling your heart ache.

you felt his hand lightly grip yours, making you pull away instantly and look down at your locked hands.

“j-jeff?”

you heard your boyfriend let out a small groan, his body still again. “baby, are you waking up?” you asked, your eyes widening as you watched him. “y-y/n..?” you saw your boyfriend’s lips move, mumbling your name so softly you barely heard it.

your mouth hung open a little, before you snapped it shut suddenly, not knowing what to do, but then you started rambling to him. “jeff, baby. i’m here, i’m here,” you gasped, moving as close as you could to him, you placed your other hand across his chest, feeling his strong heartbeat.

that’s when it happened.

jeff’s eyes slowly fluttered open, his head turning towards you slowly, his eyebrows furrowed. “w-where am i?” he asked, his voice cracking.

“shh baby, don’t speak, i’m gonna call the nurse,” you shushed him, about to get up and call the nurse, but you felt jeff’s hand squeeze yours as tightly as he could with whatever strength he had.

your eyes landed on him again, your face showing concern. “what’s wrong, jeff?” you asked, carefully sitting back down on the bed. “are you in pain baby?” you asked him worriedly.

you saw him grin slightly, looking up at you with tired eyes. “just don’t leave me,” he whispered, his hand moving towards your wrist, before lightly tugging on it. “come here,” he continued, his eyes fluttering close.

“i’m right here jeff, i’ll never leave you,” you smiled, leaning down towards his face again. you were careful not to put any pressure on his chest, in fear of hurting him. “i love you,” you whispered, pecking his lips softly.

his eyes opened again, a soft hum escaping him. “i am so in love with you,” he whispered, looking at you with heavy eyes. you blushed, feeling his hand let go of yours before coming up to run his fingers gently down your wet cheek.

your eyes fluttered closed, as you leaned into his loving touch. “do you remember what happened?” you mumbled, opening your eyes to see him open but then close his mouth.

“i was in a car accident, wasn’t i?”

you bit your lip, nodding once before looking down at his white hospital gown. your eyes started to burn, your throat feeling like it was closing up as you kept thinking about the accident. “you could have died jeff,” you finally choked out, your head falling into the crook of his neck.

you felt his arm wrap around you, “hey, hey,” he whispered, his heart aching at the sight of you. “y/n,” he spoke, rubbing your back softly. “i’m alright, i promise. i’m not going anywhere,” he said, trying to reassure you.

you continued to cry, your tears making his neck wet, but he didn’t mind. jeff knew how much you loved him, and he couldn’t imagine how you reacted when you heard the news about his accident.

his heart ached for you, tears pooling in his own eyes as he heard your soft, little cries. “i love you, i love you,” he repeated, kissing the top of your head.

you lifted your head up, your face red and stained with tears. you sniffled, “i love you,” you whispered back.

he smiled at you, moving his good hand towards your face again and wiping away your tears. he let out a sigh, “i should have never went to that stupid fucking party,” he grumbled, his hand caressing the side of your face.

“i told you that you shouldn’t go,” you said, letting out a small huff. “i had a bad feeling about it,” you said angrily. “but you didn’t listen to me.”

jeff frowned, “i know, i know. i’m sorry i didn’t listen to you, love. i should of just stayed home, like you did.”

you bit your lip, then gently rolled off of the bed. “where are you going?” jeff asked, his voice sounding a bit panicked. “i’m not going anywhere baby,” you assured him. “i just figured you were uncomfortable with me being all over you right now.”

he shook his head, “no, come back and lay with me,” he pouted. you let out a little giggle, making him huff and roll his eyes. “what?” he questioned.

“nothing, nothing,” you laughed, shaking your head. “won’t it be uncomfortable for you though?”

“i don’t care,” jeff told you. “just lay with me, please,” he pleaded.

“alright, just let me know if you feel any distress,” you said seriously. jeff snorted, but nodded nonetheless.

you made your way back over to the bed, before carefully laying down next to him, making sure you weren’t hurting him in any way.

he nudged your shoulder a bit, making you look over to him. “what is it?” you asked worriedly, about to get up.

“lift your head up a little,” he said.

you tilted your head slightly in confusion, hearing jeff release a small chuckle. “i want to hold you.”

“oh!” you said, smiling. you lifted your head up, feeling jeff’s arm slither it’s way underneath your neck, before wrapping around you and pulling you closer against him.

“is this okay?” you whispered.

“it’s perfect,” he spoke tiredly.

you both laid there for about three minutes, hearing jeff mumble out a tired ‘i love you’, before you heard his little snores.

you laughed quietly to yourself, feeling thankful that the love of your life was going to be okay.

♡ ♡ ♡ hope you enjoy this imagine! it took me like two days to finish it being that this imagine was actually hard for me to write…anyways, a new imagine should be up by this weekend!

though all to ruin fell the world {a shallura fic}

{this post} gave me Shallura feels, so here, have a random au


He comes to them as a child - six years old, wide-eyed and open-mouthed. An orphan whose parents died in an accident that he should never have survived. But he did, which is how the Altean ambassadors discovered his gift.

It’s only supposed to exist in Alteans. No one knows what to make of it. But the boy has magic, and he’ll need teaching, so he comes to stay at the Castle of Lions.

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Aged seven, he asks Allura to marry him.

“When I’m big, I’ll marry you,” he says, as if offering a generous favour. He’s a sweet good-hearted child, and Allura’s just on the cusp of adulthood, still fresh-faced and willowy and uncomfortable in her own beauty. But little Takashi gazes at her like she personally hung every star in the cosmos with her own two hands, and she can’t help but smile fondly at the earnest expression on his face.

“Oh, you’ll marry me, will you?” she asks.

“Yes. If you want me to.”

“Why don’t you ask me again when you’re big, hmm?”

His smile could light the stars on fire, even then.

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Help Me Get The Girl part 14 (Grayson Mini-Series)

Description: Grayson seeks out your help to get your friend to fall for him.  In exchange for your help, Grayson promises to take care of your freshman brother when it comes to being bullied.  What you two didn’t know is that even though helping each other would ideally be beneficial, there would be a series of events that would make you two question whether this was a good deal or a disaster in the making.

Word Count: 2,675

Warnings: Language.

A/N: HERE IT IS! Here is the part where you figure out who the reader ends up with, but it’s also the part that may upset some people.  After the final part which hasn’t been written yet, there will be an author’s note with an explanation, but for now… ENJOY!


Your POV:

“How are you going to tell him?” Nicole asked as we stopped at my locker.  “Like, do you think he’ll be ecstatic when you tell him or do you think he’ll be like, ‘yeah I expected that’.”

I chuckled, “I don’t think he’d ever say that he ‘expected it’, that’s just not his style.”  

“It might become his style once you tell him that you love him.” she snorted out as she twirled away from me.  

Placing my hand on her shoulder I whipped her back around, “Goodness, be quiet!  You don’t need to be so loud about it.”

She raised an eyebrow, “You finally figured out how you feel!  It’s been two weeks of contemplation for you!  Love is a magnificent thing and you should be loud about it.  SHARE IT WITH THE WORLD!” she threw her arms out, causing a scene in the middle of the hall.

“Bye.” I grumbled as I walked in the opposite direction of her.  Making my way towards the freshman hall, I finally spotted Grayson at his locker which was located in that area.  Leaning against the lockers I waited for him to notice me; once he did I gave him a soft smile, “Can you meet me on the bleachers after school?”

He greeted me back with a grin, “Sure, why?”

“I just need to tell you some things.  We need to talk.” I told him.

He eyed me curiously before shutting his locker.  He ran a hand through his hair, “Yeah, okay.  By the way, have you seen Nicole?”

Furrowing my eyebrows at him I responded, “Yeah, I just left her back at my locker because she was annoying me, why?”

Letting out a frustrated sigh he leaned in and whispered, “She pick pocketed my phone out of my pocket and sent herself a picture.”

With a sly grin I asked him, “What picture?”

He shook his head, refusing to tell me what it was.  All he said to me was, “It’s just an embarrassing picture that could ruin my social career that’s all.  She’s a little shit, ya know?”

“She tends to be, yeah.” I glanced around the hall aimlessly, “It’s been two weeks since you met her, you should have realized that she was going to cause you trouble from the beginning.”

“That’s true.” he agreed.  “Well, I have to get to class.  I’ll see you at the bleachers after school.” he leaned forward, pressing a light kiss against my cheek.

There were so many thoughts running through my mind.  How would he react?  What would he say?  How can I calm myself down so I’m not so nervous?  These questions had haunted me in my sleep and I was surprised that I had somehow managed to keep my cool on the outside while on the inside there was an internal battle of whether or not to even go through with any of this.

When Grayson was out of view I leaned my head back, hitting it harder against the metal than I had anticipated, but the pain I felt was nothing compared to the pounding confusion in my brain.  Nothing would ever compare to the jumbled mess I was.


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“Y/N!  Y/N, WAIT UP!” I heard Ethan yell from behind me as I exited the backside doors of our school.

“ETHAN!  OKAY!” I yelled back jokingly.

He was jogging towards me when I turned around, a bright smile stretched across his face, “I wanted to know if you’d like to go grab some ice cream.  I’ve been craving a shake all day.”

Looking over my shoulder in the direction of the football field I knew that I wouldn’t be able to join him.  If I didn’t take care of it then, I wouldn’t take care of it ever.  That’s just how I work.  If I don’t do it right away, I don’t do it at all.  It’s a flaw.

“I can’t right now.  I have something to do.”

Ethan’s expression changed to disappointment, his body stiffening, “What are you doing that you’re leaving out the back of the school?”

Contemplating whether I should dodge the question or tell the truth, I decided to go with the latter.  Ethan could always tell when I was trying to get out of something, so if I tried to distract him or change the subject, he’d know.  “I’m going to meet Grayson at the bleachers to talk.”

His body slumped a bit, almost as if he had been defeated.   His hands wrapped around the straps of his backpack, his knuckles turning white from his grip, “Why do I feel like I’m not going to like the outcome of this talk you’re having with Grayson?”

“Ethan, don’t do this.  Not right now.  Please, just come to my place at 7:00 and we can talk also.” I said, my voice quiet and gentle.

Turning his head to the side, taking his bottom lip in between his teeth, Ethan gave me no verbal response, only a curt nod.  He turned to walk away only to stop abruptly and face me again.  Taking a couple steps forward he softly placed his hands on my cheeks and pulled me in closer to place a feather like kiss on my forehead.

Pulling me in completely for a hug he whispered into my hair, “Let me hold you right now, just in case this is my last time I can do so freely.”

“E, I have to go,” I squeezed him back, “I’ll see you tonight, okay?”

Stepping out of his arms, I slowly backed away while I continued to hold the eye-contact we had.  His hand gave me a short wave which I returned before facing away from him to continue to the bleachers.

Once I got there I walked up the stairs to see Grayson on the top bleacher near the pressbox.  His back was leaning against the fencing while his fingers tapped away at his computer screen.  His grin stretched from ear to ear and I could tell he was internally laughing at whoever he was texting.

It was hard to walk up the bleachers quietly, so before his attention could be gained by the booming sound of my feet stomping against the metal seating, I yelled, “Hey, stranger! Long time no see!”

His head snapped up, his smile beaming in my direction, “It’s been years!” he laughed, shoving his phone back into his pocket.  He patted the seat next to him, “What’d you want to talk about?”

Sitting down I gave him a knowing look, “I think you know what I want to talk about.”

He shifted nervously, “I’ve been waiting for this, yet here I am… scared as hell.” he spoke truthfully.  “Whether it’s what I want to hear or not, I know that it will be closure for me, but I don’t want to feel the hurt I know I’ll feel if you don’t have the same feelings for me as I have for you.”

With a huge sigh, I finally took the leap, “We are here in this moment all because of the deal we made.  You protect Theo and I help you get Grace, but now,” I took a deep breath, “Theo has been hospitalized and placed in online school, Grace is no longer in the picture, and we’re having a talk about what we feel for each other.  This was never a part of the plan.”

“I know.” he mumbled, his eyes locking with mine.

“Grayson, you and I both know that only a few days into our deal that there was something brewing up between the two of us.  Being around you sent a warm sensation through my body and your touch made my pulse race to the point where my chest hurt.  But what hurt more than that pressure in my chest, was the fact that I wasn’t the one who had your heart.  I may have had part of it, but I didn’t have the whole thing.  It’s hard to love someone when they aren’t fully there.”

“But I am!” he raised his voice.  “I’m here and I’m yours!”

With a sad smile I shook my head in disagreement, “No you’re not. Even with Grace out of the picture… I’m still not the girl who your heart truly desires, I’m the girl that your heart is in love with the idea of.”

“No, Y/n, you’ve got it all wrong.  What I feel for you is real, and it’s not an infatuation, it’s not me being in love with the idea of you!  I want you, and all of you.  I want you to have all of me in return.” he grabbed my hand.

“Grayson,” I pulled my hand away, setting it in my lap, “Grayson, I can’t be loved only when it’s convenient for you.  I can’t be your backup, and that’s exactly what I was.  I know that you didn’t mean to do it, but you did.”

“No…” he tried to cut me off.

“Grayson, it’s not anyone’s first choice to be second best.” It was then that he got quiet.  “It may seem selfish for me to say this, but I deserve better than that, Grayson.  You gave me too many mixed signals, it was me one day and Grace the next.  That’s not love.  That’s being a teenager who hasn’t quite figured out what he wants and that’s okay.  We’re still learning and we’re still growing–we’re going to make mistakes.  There is one thing that I know isn’t a mistake though.  It wasn’t a mistake that all of this happened.  We were meant to go through this so that we would learn that love isn’t easy and it can be deceiving.  You and I, this was our moment of preparation, life just hit us a bit harder with it than we ever expected.”

“Yeah,” he nodded, “It knocked the wind out of me.”

“Grayson, we weren’t ever meant to be.  There was never going to be a time for us.  You know it and I know it.  A couple weeks ago Theo told me that he knew he was in love because his bones ached when he saw Layla, but the ache was a good one that reminded him that he was alive and she was the reason for it.  I don’t think I’m that person for you, Gray.”

His head was hanging now, his thumbs twiddling.  His shoulders looked heavy as his eyes blinked rapidly to fight the tears that were threatening to spill over.  Already on the verge of crying myself, seeing him made the tears start to run down my cheeks, my lips curling in.  

It wasn’t meant to be this hard, but I should have known that it would be.  This journey that I had gone through with Grayson was an emotional rollercoaster that made me feel and realize things that I never thought I would have to at such a young age.  There were positives along with it though–there were so many positives.  I learned that I deserve so much more than being loved when someone needed someone to love rather than when they truly did love them.  I learned that not everything is going to be an easy journey, and I also realized that I struggled to completely fall in love with Grayson because I had already fallen in love with someone else.

And it was time for me to tell him.

“You’ll be okay, Gray.  I know you will.” I said, rubbing my hand up and down his arm, “You’re going to find someone that makes you forget about me every time you look at her, because you can’t stop looking at her long enough for you to think about anyone else.”

He let out a light laugh, “I hope you’re right, because right now… it feels like there’s a knife stabbing through my chest.”

“Trust me, once you pull out the knife it will heal.” I told him, standing up.  “The healing process might start a bit faster if you answer Nicole’s text that had you smiling like a child on christmas before I got up here.”

His mouth dropped open as he faked shock.  This boy was so damn clueless sometimes.  “You don’t even know that I was texting her!  I wasn’t smiling like a child!” he defended as he fished his phone out of his pocket.

“Let me see your texts then!” I challenged.  When he stared at me, ignoring my request I raised an eyebrow, “It’s okay to talk to her, Grayson.  She likes you.  Don’t let me hold you back.”


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Theo nearly broke my door off the hinges as he barreled into my room.  He stumbled, nearly falling down as he came to stand in front of me.  “He’s here!  You told me to tell you when he was here and he’s here so he should be coming up here soon because he’s here!”

“Theo, all you had to say was, he’s here.” I informed him before standing up and pushing him out of my room, “Go let him in and send him up.  Thanks.”

“Don’t push me, gosh.” he dramatically rubbed his shoulder like I had bruised him, “I’m letting him in and then going with mom and dad for dinner.  They’re taking me out for getting an A on my first math test in the online school I’m in.”

“Cool, congrats, bye.” I rambled, pushing him out of my room completely.

I started to pace around, knowing that the moment he came through the door he was either going to be completely calm or he was going to be in panic mode.  It was the latter when he walked in.  The look on his face screamed “let’s get this over with” while he tried to keep his body calm.

Ethan stood right inside my door, shutting it quietly behind him as he just stared at me.  My first instinct was to freeze under his glare, my muscles tensing while I waited for him to say something, but he didn’t.  He simply stood there with his fists clenched to his sides.

“Hi.” I squeaked out, completely anxious.

“When’s the wedding?” he snapped, his tone similar to the one he used when he freaked out on me in the hall after Corrin claimed I slept with Grayson.

“Wedding?” I repeated in a questioning voice, “Are you proposing already?”

He took in what I said and contemplated it for a second before realization quickly flashed across his face only to be overtaken by the cutest, widest smile I had ever seen.  That smile that I had fallen in love with.  The smile that brightened up my darkest days.  The smile that made me think and say cheesy, romantic things.

“Wait…” he walked over to me, placing his hands on my cheeks as he had done earlier, “Does this mean that- that you,”

“I love you.” I confessed, barely above a whisper.

“You love me?” he asked for reassurance.

“I do.” I told him.  “I do, I do.  I love you so much.”

Not a second after those words left my lips, he kissed me.  He kissed me hard and deep, yet slow.  His thumbs brushed my jawline as he slipped his tongue into my mouth, his taste devouring me.  It was like honey rolling onto my lips–sweet and satisfying.

“I love you.” he mumbled against my lips, his left hand moving around to my lower back to pull me in closer.  He was kissing me like his life depended on it, but I wasn’t complaining.  I had missed his lips, his touch.  “I’ve always loved you.”

His lips started to pepper kisses along my jawline, working their way down my neck to my collarbone where he began to suck.  “Ethan…” I groaned as my head dropped back in pure ecstasy.

He hummed against my skin, placing one more kiss where he had left his mark before pulling back, looking me straight in the eyes and using a dominant, demanding voice to say one word.

“Bed.”

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I’ll remind you

Pairing: Dean x Reader

Warnings: angst, slight swearing, death of a child, some fluff 

Word count: 2090

Summary: After a hunt gone terribly wrong the reader reveals a little secret to Dean to comfort him.

A/N: Omg guys I almost cried while writing the first half of this. Btw if someone already wrote a fic like this I’m gonna die. I was so proud when I had this idea lol. Gif is not mine [x] 

Silence. Silence was surrounding you; it weighed heavy on your chest and made you feel helpless and lost.

Dean drove the Impala through the dark night without saying one word. His grip on the steering wheel was so tight that you could see his knuckles turning white. The only sounds you could hear were the engine of Baby and the rain which drummed wildly on the roof of the car. Sam was fast asleep after the exhausting hunt you guys had just finished. You on the other hand couldn’t sleep; you were trying to focus on which raindrop would make it down the window, you were staring at, the fastest. Images of the hunt that had gone terribly wrong flashed through your mind. Tears burned in your eyes, blinking them away quickly you tried to think of something else.

This time it was really bad. It had been a kid. Jake Simmons.

The three of you had tried everything to save him in time before the vampire who had captured Jake and his parents, who were dead long before him, could hurt him.

When you had arrived at the nest it was too late. The little boy, who was no more than five years old had laid there on the cold floor of an abandoned warehouse. His clothes were all bloody and his teddy bear was a few feet away from him, also stained with blood.

Every time you closed your eyes, the sight of his lifeless body would send shivers down your spine.

So you silently sat in the backseat, with Jake’s bloody teddy bear clutched in your shaking hands, while trying to ignore the urge to cry uncontrollably.

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*: ・゚✧   necromancy sentence starters

warning: there’s going to be dark / potentially upsetting themes revolving death / loss / resurrection in this one.

  • “ i heard you could bring people back from the dead.”
  • “ is it true that you can communicate with spirits?”
  • “ so, how does it work? do you need my blood as a sacrifice or something…?”
  • “ i don’t care about the dangers! just bring him / her back!”
  • “ but if i died, how can i be alive right now?”
  • “ you… brought me back to life…?”
  • “ i just need to talk to him / her one last time.”
  • “ does it hurt them to be resurrected?”
  • “ if i’m dead, then how come you can see me?”
  • “ you don’t understand! i… i’ll never be happy again without him / her. please!”
  • “ is there, you know… any side-effects to this?”
  • “ you’re not actually serious about bringing them back, are you?”
  • “ this is wrong. death should be final.”
  • “ do i look like someone who cares about that? i just want them back!”
  • “ they say the dead can tell the future. i want to know my future.”
  • “ but they were dead! this can’t be real. it’s just some trick.”
  • “ i know they say what’s dead should stay dead, but… if you really can bring them back, then please, make an exception.”
  • “ this isn’t just any type of magic you want me to use. this is dark magic.”
  • “ you don’t want me to bring them back. a lot of things could go wrong if i try.”
  • “ are you sure you want me to bring him / her back?”
  • “ i won’t do it. i’m sorry, but what’s dead should stay dead.”
  • “ if you want me to, i can contact the spirit world for you.”
  • “the dead make good soldiers.”
  • “ the dead can’t disobey orders.”
  • “ the dead can foresee the future.”
  • “ the dead knows secrets not known to the living.”
  • “ the dead should be made to serve the living. not the other way around.”
  • “ begone, or i will add you to my army of the dead!”
  • “ rise from your grave!”
  • “ death is just the beginning.”
  • “ i always found the saying ‘what’s dead should stay dead’ to be overrated.”
Balance | The Prequel | Damian Wayne x Reader

Description:  One of the many things that set you and Selina apart was the strict difference in moral focus; Selina did everything she did for herself and the rare few close to her, while you did what you did for the people, even if only certain people knew that.

Request:  i’d like to request a prequel (or even a continuation) of your damian x cat/batgirl!reader story! i really like their dynamic and i’d like to read more about them. you can take it anyway you please i just enjoy your writing

Words: 5250 (don’t judge my love for Damian Wayne, he is my husband)

Notes: Yo, so I love the idea of prequels? I love how prequels end? I don’t know why… I just do. It’s like fitting in the finale piece of a puzzle, or maybe putting in the finale pieces of the side of a puzzle and seeing the complete image, even if you already kinda know what it is. =D

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Bruce said to keep an eye on her, just in case her activities at Gotham Academy weren’t strictly academic. The task was easy enough; no one questioned when his eyes followed her form around the room, as most thought that he just had a crush. But Damian Wayne didn’t have a crush on Y/N L/N—AKA the thief Catgirl—and he never would.

It is a little surprising, just how normal your life is. You had friends at your school. None of which knew your identity, as no one in the school beside him and you did. You were a dedicated student, something that Damian wasn’t shocked by. You always seemed to be more intelligent than you let on during your battles, especially in the little ways you tricked him, and the home-made gadgets he’d find when he tried to arrest you. Emphasis on the word tried. Often, you were too fast or too clever, and he would make the mistake of underestimating you. Damian doesn’t know that he’s making this mistake at this very moment.

The bell chimes and your teacher dismisses the class. You are one of the last to leave, collecting your binder and pencil case, running your tongue over your lips as you reviewed that day’s lesson in your mind. Damian’s eyes are automatically drawn to the action. You smile and take off to your locker, and he swallows absentmindedly as your long legs disappear around the corner.

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seasons don’t fear

an: Lord have mercy on my soul. This is for @killians-dimples for reminding me of the hollow of Jon Snow’s throat, @gentlesleaze for saying “ofc u r” when I told her I was writing jonerys fic, @captain–kitten for making me ship this even more than I already did via tags and @this-too-too-sullied-flesh for assuming I was writing angst.

He is gentle. It comes as a surprise, to her, after seeing the way he wields a sword, the intensity of his gaze, the permanent brood he wears like more armor. But his hands, calloused and rough, glide over her skin softly, and his lips press against her with a softness she’s not entirely sure she’s ever experienced before. 

It is disconcerting - odd and strange and unexpected, and yet, it reminds her of the way his gaze would dart away from hers when caught looking; the way he’d turn his head up and look at the sky when he was uncertain. 

The intensity of him though, that she’d expected. The way he moved, the way he looked at her, the shift of his face and his eyes and his body over, under, around hers. Even now, curled against his side, her fingers daring to trace up over his belly towards the scar on his chest, the strength of his gaze feels as though it might glare a hole straight into the side of her head.

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Abandoned

Imagine: being the only surviving child of Cersei and Jaime Lannister. (takes part during the last episode of season 7)


Originally posted by mannyjammy

You had hoped that this meeting would have gone in a different direction but it didn’t. What you witnessed…that thing attempting to grab at your own mother was horrifying and to think that there were more of them was terrifying. You would have liked to not believe Jon Snow and his claims of an undead army heading this way but the threat had been proven real.

And you have never been more afraid then now.

But your mother…your mother’s paranoia had gotten the best of her. When Jon had foolishly admitted that he had already bent the knee to Daenerys…your mother was not happy and ended the meeting quickly much to the shock to you and your father.

“Mother, we cannot ignore this!” You defiantly stood up to her because you were the only one who could without getting serious and lethal consequences’. To see the devastation on Jon’s face as your mother walked by without a care was almost gut-wrenching.

You knew Jon and you liked his person. You only had a few weeks in Winterfell when your legal father, Robert, traveled there to name Ned his Hand and you had grown close to the Stark children—practically Jon and Robb (your father even proposed a marriage between you and Robb but your mother refused and gave your father Joffrey instead) but now with Robb gone—his death would always haunt you because you did everything you could to stop your murderous brother from butchering him in such a cowardly way.

You weren’t a demented lion like your father or your younger brother. You were a soft cub like your sweet little brother sister. You knew when to be fierce and when to show compassion—it was what separated you from the rest of your family.

Your mother and her guard moved forward and your father was quick to follow.

Brienne, the woman who managed to deliver your father back home, was quick to interject and to try to talk to Jaime into talking sense into Cersei.

Your mother paused and looked back at you angrily. Her eyes were fierce like any mother lioness but you were not fazed. You remained where you were and held up your head high and angrily said, “If they could not defeat those monsters what makes you think we can? They have dragons and if they couldn’t win with those winged beasts,” You gestured towards the two dragons flying in the distance, “What makes you think we can?” You didn’t care that you were showing the wedge between mother and daughter and showing potential weakness in front of the enemies—could you consider your own Uncle your enemy?

“We will always find a way to prevail.” Your mother said in a strangely calm voice—not looking bothered by your burst of anger and defiance.

You stared at her with barely concealed disappointment as she left you with the others. She knew you wanted to stay and speak to Jon. She could care less about you socializing with the enemy because now there was another enemy more capable of ending the Lannister house.

Your father and Brienne exchange words—Brienne desperate to sway your father but your father brushes her off and continues to follow your mother. You stare after the black cloaked figure of your mother and feel the deep emotion in the air. They are frazzled and even scared.

You could feel the Dragon Queen’s stare on you.

Jon turns to you and you walk up to him. Without a care, you give your friend a hug—something you have been longing to do for so long. Jon isn’t surprised by your affectionate display—you were still the wild, wide eyed Lannister Princess that ran through the forest with the Stark direwolves because you never felt so free. He embraces you and feels a familiar comfort he felt when he first saw Sansa at Castle Black.

“I am so sorry,” You breathed trying not to tremble well aware of the stares on your back. He smells exactly like the North…how was that possible? “I cannot express it enough.” You say thickly as you pull away from him—he no longer looks like the young lad he once was so long ago. His face has hardened and his eyes were darker. There was this…strange feeling about him. Like, he wasn’t completely himself.

Jon gives you a small smile, “An apology from you is very well accepted. I know you did your best to try to stop it, Y/N.” He reassures you that the bond between you two was never damaged, “In fact I was more worried about you. With your loud, blunt mouth I was surprised your mother or Joffrey didn’t lock you up for good.” He dares to tease.

You breathlessly smile and shake your head as the man who stood next to Jon spoke, “I wish you hadn’t done that.” This man looked very familiar, who was he? 

Jon had this sour look on his face as if remembering the grave mistake he had done.

Daenerys got up and walked towards the both of you—she shot you a unsure glance but spoke to Jon fiercely, “I am grateful for your loyalty, but my dragon…” She looks at you now and you have a feeling that you weren’t meant to hear her words.

“She can be trusted.” Tyrion speaks up quietly.

“Can she?” The girl doesn’t look that much older then you and she’s glaring at you now.

You stare back unfazed, “Trust me, I want nothing more then to end this fucking war. I’ve had my fill on death, alright? I won’t tell my mother anything you say because honestly, it wouldn’t change anything.” You say harshly not caring who you were speaking too.

She looks clearly taken back by the way you speak.

Tyrion sighs and he is now beside you, “You still have that terrible mouth on you.” But there is a gentle, loving smile on his face to show you that he is teasing.

You grin at him—happy to see him alive and well. “Well, it’s part of my charm.”

Daenerys isn’t pleased by the obvious bond between you, Tyrion, and Jon but she continues, “If this is all for nothing then he died for nothing.” There is a glimmer of grief in her violet eyes and sorrow in her voice.

You stare between her and Jon with narrowed eyes before concluding, “That’s why you only have two dragons with you. The other died by the hands of those monsters?” You are sick to your stomach and as the Queen glares at you…you feel nothing but sadness for her, “Then we’re definitely fucked.” You muttered, “I offer you my condolences, your grace.” You added with a respective tone.

The silver-haired woman looks unsure how to proceed—the last thing she expected was a Lannister that wasn’t Tyrion to be kind to her. Perhaps this lion was different.

“I’m pleased you bent the knee to our queen,” Tyrion speaks in his usually drawled out voice, “I would have not advised it, had asked.” He gives him a stare of annoyance, “But have you ever considered learning how to lie every now and then?”

“Just a bit?”

Jon stares at him with obvious offense, “I am not going to sweat an oath I can’t uphold,” He rightfully states and you only feel your admiration for him grow, “Talk about my father, if you want, tell me that’s the attitude that got him killed. But when enough people make false promises, words stop meaning anything.”

“In the end, there are only better and better lies.” You spoke quietly making Jon nod towards you in agreement.

Tyrion looks defeated, “And lies won’t help us win this fight.” Jon ends looking unbelievably stressed out. You feel for him because now he was the one left to clean up this shit mess that our parents left us.

“That is indeed a problem,” Tyrion muttered, “The more immediate problem is that we’re fucked.”

You nod in agreement and said, “I’ll drink to that.”

“Why are you here again?” Daenerys glares at you as if your presence was becoming bothersome to her.

“You shouldn’t be fucking drinking.” Tyrion scolds with a scowl.

“I am here because I wanted to speak to Jon and my uncle, is that a crime, your grace? Does my Lannister appearance bother you? Are you going to burn me alive?” You sassed glaring back at her, “Geez, and you wanted to make an alliance with my mother with that bloody attitude?” You scoffed as Daenerys scowled at you fiercely.

“I always did like her.” the Hound commented giving you a proud look, “Always gave that little shit hell.”

“Does everyone here apparently favor her then?” Daenerys bit out angrily, “We have bigger things to worry about!” You roll your eyes but agree, this was no time for such games.

“Is there any way to change that stare of affairs?” The man with a rugged accent questioned.

Tyrion looks out towards where your mother and father had left, “Only one.”

“Hell, no.” You step up and glare at him, “You’re fucking crazy. She’d slaughter you.”

“That’s why you’re coming with me.” Tyrion speaks with a sigh, “I never thought I’d use my own niece as a shield, how low can I go?”

**

“You don’t have to walk us there, you fat shit.” You hiss turning to look over your shoulder to glare at whatever the fuck the Mountain had turned out to be—or whatever Qyburn had done to him.

He only kept walking without making a second sound.

“Do I even want to ask about him?” Tyrion looks scared of him and he should be. He’s in a dangerous situation right now.

“No.” You mumbled, “I liked him better when he was…alive.”

There was only tensed silence as the three of you walked towards your mother’s office. Your father appears looking very displeased to see Tyrion. They exchange a few words about being idiots and goodbyes. You roll your eyes and reply impatiently, “Can we stop acting so dramatically? Tyrion is not going to die. That’s why I am here.”

Your father looks at you, “Your mother won’t like that.”

You shrug, “Have I ever given a shit?”

Your father frowns, “I honestly don’t know where you got that blunt mouth from.”

“I am my own person. I shouldn’t be compared to you or my mother.” You remarked a bit sourly. You had always known who your real father was ever since you were ten. It was always blatantly obvious because you looked nothing like Robert. Your younger siblings never caught on though, you guessed it was because they were stupid.

Jaime shook his head with a small smile before stepping to the side.

Tyrion stared ahead unsure what fate awaited him. He knew if it came down to it, he would not risk your life for the sake of his. You entered her room with bothering to knock and saw her sitting at her desk. She eyes you but then her eyes land on Tyrion.

You take your seat and remain quiet knowing it would be wise not speak.

“I shouldn’t be surprised, I suppose. She’s your kind of woman—a foreign whore who doesn’t know her place.” You groan at the immediate insults hurled at Tyrion. Your mother pointedly ignores you.

There are words being exchanged. Your mother’s eyes growing with hate and anger towards your uncle for killing Tywin—your grandfather. Her eyes grew watery as she spoke about Myrcella and Tommen. Your heart clenched at the mention of them but you knew it wasn’t really Tyrion’s fault.

Tyrion suddenly said, “I will always be a threat…so put an end to me.” His words sound tired and desperate and you stare at him shocked.

You don’t miss the murderous look on your mother’s face as he suggest that she end his life—just like she always wanted to do. He continues to fuel her hate and anger reminding her of how she was motherless, fatherless, and two of her children were dead. You could see the look on your mother’s face—she wanted to kill him.

For once, you are speechless. Your mouth is dry because you couldn’t have predicted that your uncle would go for this. Tyrion stands in front of the Mountain and demands your mother to kill him.

But then…your mother is looking at you and seeing the horror on your pretty face…and she can’t bring herself to say the words. You were…her last surviving child…although there was one in her belly…you were her first babe. Seeing such a look on your face…she couldn’t do that to you…as much as it killed her to admit you loved Tyrion fiercely and Cersei feared the repercussions if she did kill Tyrion right now.

The last thing she wanted was you, her precious daughter, to hate her.

Cersei growls and looks away.

You let out a sigh of relief while Tyrion remains surprised. He looks at you and knows very well that you were the only reason why Cersei didn’t butcher him.

**

Tyrion had convinced your mother to reconsider. Eventually, your mother gave her word that their war would be pushed aside to fight in the real war. You were thrilled to hear her words because it meant that the future for you and your family wasn’t so bleak. You were happy because the child in your mother’s belly would have a chance at living.

But then everything came crashing down that same night.

You were asleep in your chambers when a voice and someone shaking you woke you up. You groggily opened your eyes and saw your father hovering above you. You were confused and dazed—taking into account that he wasn’t wearing his usual armor.

“Papa?” You mumbled sitting up.

Your father sat down on the edge of the bed with this sad look on his face, “I need to tell you something before I ask you to make a difficult choice.” He says caressing the side of your sleepy face. He was leaving but he had to take you with him…he knew what would happen if he were to leave and you were to stay. He couldn’t leave knowing how Cersei would act towards you –obsessive, paranoid, and by her side at all times.

But he knew you just as well as he knew Cersei…you wouldn’t allow it your mother to coddle you and obey her commands especially after he leaves. You would defy her, rebel, and make your statements known which something that Cersei wouldn’t tolerate now.

He couldn’t leave without you because it would mean your death.

Something serious was happening. You were fully awake now and peering at your father through the darkness—the only light coming from the moon outside your window. “What’s wrong?” You questioned with a frown.

Your father swallows thickly and tells you, “Earlier this morning, your mother advised me that we wouldn’t be riding north anymore. That she intends to betray Jon and the Dragon Queen and let them deal with the white walkers.”

You frown, “She’s insane. If they can’t stop them, we can’t either.”

He nods, “It is what I told her and she told me that Euron didn’t flee like we had thought…he went to ferry the Golden Company across the sea and back to Kings Landing.”

Why would your mother conspire with that mad-man Euron and not your father? Was her paranoia getting that bad that she didn’t trust your father now? “Was it because you met with Tyrion without her consent?” You asked with disgust.

He gives a curt nod, “That’s not the worst of it.”

You see the dreadful look on his face, “When I told your mother that I intended to ride North to keep the promise I made…” He blows out a heavy sigh and you see his shoulders drop, “I tried to walk away from her…but that monster got in the way.”

Your heart almost stopped beating. Anger rose in your body, “She did not.” You stood up with the Lannister fire in your eyes, “Tell me she did not do it.” You said through gritted teeth.

Your father looks down at the stone floor, “I was in disbelief and when I told her to order that thing to kill me…she only nodded after a few seconds.” He looks shaken up by the ordeal and you could understand. Your mother and father loved each other even when it was wrong in every sense and through it all they always stuck with each other.

For your mother to have gone this far by having that thing cut your father down…

“And then what happened?”

“He took out his sword; ready to cut me down but for some reason…nothing happened. I walked away in complete disbelief…I can’t believe your mother would…” He shakes his head with disgust and anger, “After everything…”

You swallow the lump in your throat, “So, you’re leaving?”

He nods, “I made a promise. Besides, next time I won’t be so lucky. Cersei has made her intentions clear to me.” He says looking very anguished.

You stare at your father with uncertainty and ask thickly, “And what about me?”

“I cannot force you to come with me—“

You were not stupid and knew what would happen clearly and quickly once your father abandoned your mother, “I am coming with you.”

It wasn’t a hard decision for you to make. You always knew that her paranoia would get the better of her—her twisted nature would always win. This woman was not your mother anymore. No mother would give an order to kill the father of her children. She didn’t give the order to kill Tyrion but did so with your father? It was unacceptable. Not that you wanted Tyrion dead.

Your parents had faults, yes, you would admit. You were a direct result from one of those faults. Your heart was heavy with emotions and you couldn’t believe this was happening. How did things turn so bad? You looked at your father with grief, “Do you think this all happened because you pushed Bran off the ledge?”

Your father isn’t surprised that you know—you were always a very clever lion, “Perhaps,” He murmurs with guilt and he closes his eyes as if disgusted with himself, “But now is my chance to try to make things right…as much as I can.”

He opens his eyes and looks at you with hope, “I have to do what I can to make sure that there is a future for you…a better one then the one you have now.”

Originally posted by jaimewinterlion

This was just something I’ve been dying to write. It’s long and boring, I know, but I really like it c: There are no other parts for right now. Maybe I’ll add a part two when we see Jaime in the next season!

Addewid (XIV)

Author: kpopfanfictrash

Pairing: You / Kai (Jongin)

Rating: PG-13

Word Count: 4,313

Genre: Fey!AU + Series

Summary: You cannot appeal to my better nature, for I have none. I am not human, little one.”

You’ve always known you were different. You’re able to see them, after all, able to see the Others. You’ve also always ignored them. Until the day comes where you’re forced to make a choice - one that throws your world into chaos. And sends you down a path you might never return from.

Originally posted by intokai

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Accidents Happen (Episode 9/?)

Peter Parker x Pregnant!Reader

A/N: Thanks for having patience, loves! Sorry it took so long! Enjoy!

Warnings: Teen pregnancy, violence, blood, general gross bloodiness, etc.

 Accidents Happen Masterlist // Main Masterlist



“Yours.”

Well, shit.

You just couldn’t catch a fucking break, could you?

“How the hell can HYDRA hack into FRIDAY?” Peter asked Natasha, pulling his cellphone out of his pocket for the flashlight, as well. “I thought Tony made sure that couldn’t happen.”

“I have no clue.” She shook her head. “Whoever they have is good.” She turned towards the common area, “If you’re going to get May, she’s on the party floor, still. She was playing pool with-”

Natasha was cut off by a large BOOM!

The windows in the building shook – but, luckily, the building was incredibly sturdy.

Natasha swore under her breath, digging in her pocket and handing Peter a comms unit, “Now they’re in. Get moving.”

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i have zero (0) gifs to prove my points here but the more i watch mizumono the more tender will’s expression towards hannibal appears to me. just think about it for a second - pretty much the only thing will can still hold against hanni at that point is murdering abigail. he’s all but forgiven hanni, but there loss of her is something he can never ever forget.

and then there she is. alive and just shy of whole and right in front of him. hannibal didn’t kill her. the truth is finally laid out for everyone to see. can you imagine what’s going through will’s head when he sees this?? to me, his guilt for lying to hanni is multiplied by tenfold because now he doesn’t have any reason to hate hannibal, not any reason he hasn’t probably already gotten over.

and when he turns to face hannibal who should have gone already and meets his eyes - it’s the most electric look that ever passes between them. will looks so utterly amazed and grateful and in love in that moment, and so scared that hannibal will get caught if he stays any longer. he’s utterly, unabashedly open with his feelings in just one single expression and honestly i talk about mizumono way too much but it’s such an important episode how can i not

Insidious (3)

Originally posted by dazzlingkai

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 4 | Part 5

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It’s been a week since I’ve been living in Kai’s house. In all honesty, I thought that I would have a lot to complain about by now, but I didn’t. It wasn’t as bad as I initially thought it would be.

I’ve been keeping my word. I don’t ask him unnecessary questions and have given him no reason to be suspicious of me. I prepare breakfast every morning and dinner every night. I clean to keep my mind off things and since his house is really big, it keeps me busy. I’ve started to feel sort of like a live-in maid, but I’d prefer that term than being labelled a hostage.

As much as I feel safe in this house from the other gang that apparently wants my head, it’s not ideal for me to stay here. I don’t want to live like this for very long.

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Not Pete

Nobody asked for this. But here it is anyway. 

It’s my birthday in two weeks and I’m not excited at all, so here it is me trying to forget it.

There’s fluff and there’s smut, which, I guess, makes this a flut. It’s more bullshit. Which you guys seem to like, so there you go. 

Much love. 


All the words she had prepared to throw at him, thought out in the height of her worry, anger and righteousness, slipped right off her brain when she saw him again, barely two weeks after the whole mess at the hotel.

She was sitting at the window seat of a nice coffee shop in Brooklyn, typing down notes on her phone from the interview she had just walked out of, waiting for her latte to be ready so she could go home, when there he was.

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slow fall home

A story of Cas and Dean and meeting in barns. (Also my very belated 12x23 coda).


Castiel stands outside a barn.

If asked, he could recite the exact latitude and longitude of where he stands. He could break every sigil etched on the walls inside. He could snap his fingers and watch the building fall down before him.

 He does none of that. He simply begins to walk.

 His landing wasn’t perfect; his vessel still feels… off. The barn door slams inward without his giving much thought to it, the lights crackle and burst around him without his notice. He’s only looking at the man at the end, the one with the raised gun in his hands and the raised handprint on his shoulder, hidden just beneath his t-shirt.

 Dean Winchester shoots him in the chest, and Castiel feels nothing.

 Dean Winchester stabs him through his vessel’s heart, and he simply pulls away the blade, dropping it on the ground.

 “Who are you?” Dean asks, and Castiel detects the note of fear there. He doesn’t care if this man is afraid. He answers with his name. Dean asks what he is, and he tells the truth, because what else is there to say? Isn’t it obvious?

 “I’m an angel of the Lord.”

 “Get the hell out of here,” Dean says. “There’s no such thing.”

 He’s put off somewhat by Dean’s disbelief, by his combative nature. This is a man rescued from the Pit on the orders of Heaven. He should be filled with faith, brimming to overflowing with gratitude to God above and the angel before him.

Castiel begins to think the “Yeah, thanks for that” which preceded the stabbing was not sincere.

But he doesn’t need a heartfelt thank you. He doesn’t need Dean to look at him in awe, though he wants it enough to show off his wings. What Castiel does need is for this man to listen to him, to accept that he has a purpose. A purpose from Heaven, a destiny to fulfill. He’s a soldier in the war to come.

Dean asks, “Why would an angel rescue me from Hell?” and Castiel begins to think they’re making progress.

“Good things do happen, Dean.” That too should be obvious. The man stands before Castiel whole and alive, when mere days before he was flayed and torn, rotted to the core, black smoke starting to froth at the edges of his soul, bloody blade in hand, the product of four decades in hell.

“Not in my experience,” Dean says, with a clear edge to his voice that Castiel recognizes. He’s been briefed on this characteristic of Dean Winchester, the self-hatred that lives deep within his bones, not born there, but nurtured by a difficult childhood, thriving under the heavy hand of his father and the heavy weight of a hunter’s life.

He believes he’s expendable.

Dean doesn’t think he deserves to be saved, and Castiel doesn’t bother to tell him that he’s not really here to save him. He’s here to move Dean from the flames of Hell to the battlefield on Earth, to facilitate Dean’s transition to warrior of the Lord.

This is a mission. Dean is a mission. If he’s turning out to be more difficult than Castiel thought, well, he’ll discover some way to persuade him to be more amenable. Bring up Dean’s father, maybe. Threaten to throw him back into the Pit, possibly. It doesn’t matter what the tactic is, so long as complete compliance is achieved eventually.

“Why’d you do it?” Dean asks again.

“Because God commanded it,” Castiel responds. “Because we have work for you.”

Then he flies. He’ll come back to Dean when he needs him.  

///

Cas stands inside a barn.

When asked if he’s good, he says, “I guess so.” He can recall the burning acid in his stomach, the fear as his body’s organs turned to rot, the choking sensation of bile pouring out of his mouth. He can still see the terror in the Winchesters’ faces; the self-hatred, the belief of responsibility in Dean’s.

He tries not to think of that. Dean says, “Let’s go home,” and so he begins to walk.  

The healing came suddenly, but his body still feels… off. Dean pushes the barn door outward, and Cas slowly walks through it. Dean’s looking at him, a certain sadness in his eyes mingling with relief, and Cas doesn’t know what to say. He resists the urge to touch Dean’s shoulder. He’s not dying anymore.

He told Dean he loved him, in front of everyone, and Dean looked away.

Funny how love feels akin to a stab through the heart, just the way every cliché human love song claims.

“Are you —” Dean starts to ask him something, and Cas hears the lingering fear in his voice. Sam and Mary walk around them to the Impala and Cas waits in silence for Dean to finish his question, but the other man just sighs. Cas imagines the question to be something along the lines of can you drive yourself home?

“My grace is fine,” Cas says. He smiles weakly. “I’m still an angel. I’m all right.”

“Like hell,” Dean says, suddenly combative. “Don’t give me that crap. You almost died.”

Cas startles at the vehemence of this statement, the anger in Dean’s eyes. He’s never quite sure what to say to Dean, the right words to string together to avoid his ire. Cas is all right. He’s still standing, still useful.

Cas begins to think that perhaps Dean didn’t want Cas to confess his love while dying, to add another weight to Dean’s chest.

But he doesn’t need love in return, he tells himself. Cas doesn’t need Dean to tell him sweet things, to drive him home. It’s enough that he cares, enough that he asked Cas back to the bunker. Maybe he’ll allow Cas to stay for a few days, until his body stops trembling in ways he can’t seem to control, until he’s back on his feet. Back to being useful for the battles to come.

Dean says, “Cas. C’mon, man, talk to me,” and Cas wonders what Dean wants him to say.

“I can drive myself back, Dean, it’s fine.” Dean looks at him oddly, almost like he’s hurt. “Look, I’m whole. No more goo.” He tries to smile again, and Dean still refuses to smile back. “I’m healed.”

“Whatever, man,” Dean says, with a clear edge to his voice that Castiel recognizes. He still doesn’t understand what he’s done wrong. He worried Dean, he knows, but he’s healed now. He can still be of use. He doesn’t need to be coddled like the child he never was.

He’s not useless.

Dean turns to walk back to the Impala, and Cas doesn’t bother to call out “You’re welcome to ride with me,” though he wants to. Cas’s mission is to watch over the Winchesters. He doesn’t want Dean to have to worry, to think he needs to be the one to watch over Cas. Cas is a warrior. He’s used to battle wounds.  

But this, watching Dean walk away, this feels like a particularly deep wound, a wound not caused by any lance. It’s turning out to be more difficult than Cas thought, to not expect Dean to say something. To not have it acknowledged that yes, Cas may love all of the Winchesters, but that first admission belonged to Dean and Dean alone.  

As he reaches his car, Dean turns and asks, “Are you following us back?”

“I don’t know,” Cas responds, feeling lost and adrift. “I… I have some work I need to do, looking for Kelly. You can call me the next time you have a case.”

Dean’s jaw clenches. He gets in the car, and the Winchesters drive away. Cas stands outside the barn, wondering when he’ll be needed again.

///

Cas wakes in a barn.

He doesn’t know where he is. He sees the sigils on the walls, but they swim before his eyes. He waves a hand in front of his face, shocked to see his fingers intact and whole, flesh not yet withered off the bone.

He tries to sit up. He can’t. If he wanted to walk out of this place, he’s not sure he could.

His body shakes, his vision tilts. Cas feels so… off. He hears a door slamming, and he tries to turn his head. The lights in this barn blur together, but he can see a man moving toward him. Cas lies still on the floor and wonders if he should feel afraid.

Then the face of Dean Winchester forms out of the blurred lights, kneeling next to him, and Cas starts to cry, though he doesn’t quite understand why.

Dean reaches out to hold his face, breathlessly saying, “Cas, oh thank god,” and Cas leans into the touch, his heart pounding in his chest.

“You’re alive,” Dean says, voice wavering, and Cas can hear the relief. He’s not sure what happened, why they’re here, and Dean asks him a question that only rings in his ears. He tries to speak, but his mouth feels dry and his words clog up his throat.

“I’m —“ he manages, thinking that alive sits on the tip of that sentence. He remembers Lucifer, remembers the blade sticking out of his chest, now.

“The hell spawn gave us a spell,” Dean says, still sounding choked. “He said it would bring you back, and I… God, I begged and begged him for it. It took so long, I didn’t think you would ever…”

He’s shocked to see Dean crying now as well, his usual smirking countenance replaced by a torrent of tears. Cas should be trying to comfort him, but his lungs are swelling as they take in air, trying to breathe past the tightness in his chest, choked by this display of grief finally ended. His heart overflows with love for the man before him.

Cas feels like he’s beginning to see the real Dean, the Dean who would walk up to Lucifer’s son, the most powerful being on the planet, and ask for Cas’s life.

And he needs to touch Dean. He reaches out to run his hand through his friend’s hair, and Dean looks at him, smiling faintly through tears. Cas needs to know everything, what he’s missed, what the spell was that brought him back, but right now his only purpose is to make Dean Winchester smile again.

Dean asks with a shaky voice, “Do you recognize where we are?” and Cas moves his head stiffly, looking around. “He — Jack, he said you’d come back to the start.”

He smiles. It’s so obvious, now. “Good things do happen, Dean,” he recalls aloud as he takes in the barn’s gray walls, covered in wards, lights still busted out. Dean smiles, too, just barely, but it’s a beautiful sight, pure and perfect.

“I guess sometimes they do,” Dean says, something in his voice that Cas recognizes, a love that Dean may never be able to put words to, but Cas understands it now. Dean is more difficult to read than most, but he loves deeply, to his bones, and he only tries to bring back those he desperately needs in his life.

He’s not expendable. Not to Dean.  

Cas spent all this time not sure he deserved to be saved, and Dean saved him anyway. He runs his hand through Dean’s hair, and Dean leans in toward him, sighing quietly when their lips touch softly, reverently, completing a transition from antagonists to allies to friends to… now. And something more. Something new.

This is a mission. Dean is a mission. He turned out to mean everything to Cas — difficult, obstinate, frustrating, but also caring, courageous and extraordinary beyond words. Cas will discover how to love this man properly with the new life he’s been given. They’ll find a way to work past their hindrances. They’ll find a way to live together. It doesn’t matter how, just that Cas is sure in this moment he’s never wanted anything more than he wants Dean.

“Don’t ever do that again,” Dean says when he pulls away, hands still cradling Cas’s face. “I mean it this time, Cas.”

“I won’t,” Cas says softly. “Because you commanded it.”

And they’re there when they need each other.


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