you seriously broke my heart into a million pieces

anonymous asked:

Do you know any fics where Yuri unintentionally breaks Victor’s heart. I'm a sucker for angst with a happy ending. Thank you ^^

DO YOU GUYS LIKE TO SEE ME IN PAIN?!??! I’m just kidding! Thank you for these requests! Here are some fics where Victor cries… *goes into a corner and cries for 10 years*

Originally posted by takemetovikturi

Victor Cries

selfish by MissSpock, Gen, 1.9k
“…Aren’t you going to stop me?” He hated how his voice wobbled and cracked, and he had to fight to keep the tears in his eyes.
Yuuri’s brows creased. The mist had cleared from the lenses of his glasses and he looked at Victor with confused, amber eyes. “Why should I? It seems as though you’ve come to a decision.” Role reversal of ep 11. *sobs*

twenty-eight by pageleaf, Gen, 864 words
“…I’m sorry, Yuuri.” Yuuri blinks. “For what?” “I disappointed you.” Viktor’s voice is hoarse. “I didn’t win.” I LOVE THIS FIC SO MUCH

I’m Always Here by queeravocado, Teen, 1.6k
It’s 3 AM. Yuuri’s reliving one of his most horrifying events in his life: the GPF before he met Victor. Victor’s a complete ass, and becomes his number one fear. Turns out it’s a dream, but Victor’s crying his eyes out after what he saw. Victor cries. It’s sad. Happy ending, though!

Talk by future_fishy, Gen, 1.2k
Viktor wasn’t himself today. Yuuri is the best at comforting Victor. Love!

kiss & cry by lostincostco, Explicit, 2.7k
“Oh,” Yuuri says wonderingly. “You’re crying.” Yuuri makes Victor cry, but not in the way you’re thinking…!!!! (this isn’t even sad, it’s just smut.. doN’T JUDGE ME IT’S GOOD OKAY?!)

Stupid Thoughts by future_fishy, Gen, 1.5k
“I’m fine, Yuuri, go back to sleep.” Still that smile. “You’re not, and I won’t.” Yuuri’s serious tone made Viktor flinch, “Please don’t lie to me.” Victor is self conscious about his future with Yuuri????? I’m sobbing?????

Where we belong by ss_blackrabbit, Teen, 1.5k
It’s true that Yuuri wanted to be hated as the man who took Viktor away from the world, but he never meant to take Viktor’s world away from him. Another ep 11 fic! Happy ending.

Comfort by future_fishy, Gen, 697 words
Viktor is upset, and Yuuri isn’t sure how to comfort him, but he tries. I’m totally not crying… *sobs*

A Melancholy Of White by mochary, Teen, 15k
“Yuuko. What’s happening?” Viktor asks sternly. “Did something happen?” “O-oh my God. Viktor-“ Yuuko cries from the other line. “It’s Y-Yuuri. He got into an accident. Viktor, t-there’s blood. P-please come immediately.” It’s then, when Viktor’s heart shatters into a million pieces. ONLY READ THIS IF YOU WANT TO BE KILLED. SERIOUSLY. MY HEART BROKE INTO FIFTY BILLION PIECES WHEN I READ THIS AND I STILL HAVEN’T RECOVERED. Really well written, though, and a happy ending!

Worthwhile by surveycorpsjean, Explicit, 6.2k
In which, it’s Victor that breaks.
So beautifully written. One of, if not my favourite, YOI anxiety/mental illness fic. Highly recommend. So f-ing sad, though.

Holding on for Dear Life by icterine, Teen, 2.4k
It turns out that sometimes heartbreak happens in seconds, unexpectedly – and once it does, there’s no dulling of the senses. Victor’s heart shatters.

Week 4: Sunday, September 17th to Sunday, September 24th, 2017 

Welcome to Week 4 of “Aileen´s Reading List”. As always, I read tons of stories, but picked out the once i loved the most which I am going to recommend down here. I chose 30 fics this week which I thought were amazing and i reread them a lot. i though loved all stories i read. if you want your story to be put on this beautiful list, message me or tag me in it :) i love to spread happiness plus i am happy if you guys are. 


xx-aileen <3 

1. “Clean”  by @reids-corner 

i really enjoyed reading your writing. it was cute and so good. it´s a serious topic, but i really liked the way you handled it <3 

2. Wake Me Up - Spencer Reid by @playlist-reid

this was cute and good as hell <3 i really enjoyed reading it. well done! 

3. Good to Know by @traceyaudette

this was one of the funniest writings i read this week :D i can really imagine hotch in such a conversation like that :) well done! 

4. Te echo de menos by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars

hi, i love you for writing perfect luke stories <3 this one was perfection, can we be friends so you can teach me how to write like this? 

5. In Your Footsteps: Part 5 by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars

bring on the angst <3 i already gave you feedback on your new part of this serie, but i am willing to repeat myself. it was so so good and not what i expected at all. i need them together again. she can not handle this alone. 

6. S5E21 - Exit Wounds by @cm-drabbles

this was so good and funny and idk i just can always imagine this being part of a real episode <3 

7. Moments Series (2): ´Stay`  by @reidimagines

i really loved the second part of your serie :) i think it will turn out really good and i am so excited for what is about to come. <3

8. Loss by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars

i am still hurting from reading this writing. it was so heartbreaking. my poor baby. (but i really enjoyed reading it because angst <3)

9. His Infinity by @dontshootmespence

this was so cute awww. i loved it. can i have a boyfriend like spencer thanks.

10. Paw Prints by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars 

ROXY OMG. i love her. okay besides adding roxy, the story itself was good af. <3 

11. Canine Comfort by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars

same with this one. i love reading stories about luke´s time with the rangers. <3 

12. I´ve Got Your Back by @consulttheoracle

this was literally so good. i am a sucker for emily x sister!reader fics and this one is def one of my favs <3 well done! 

13. Washington´s Payoff by @dontshootmespence

i literally died bc this was the funniest thing ever. it was such a masterpiec. i really liked it <3 

14. A Friendly Face by @omg-imagine

AWWW HOTCH <3 i just reread it bc i love it so much :) really good writing! 

15. Caged - Part 12 by @dontshootmespence

i just can´t help myself anymore. i deeply fell in love with this serie. seriously, every time i get a notification of you updating caged i literally freak it. it´s perfect and i love reading it. <3 (btw is there a masterlist for caged?)

16. two sporks in love // s.r. // by @thefandomsmultiverse

this was so cute and good and very well written! i love it <3 

17. Love Songs - 2 by @traceyaudette 

the chapters are short, but i still love it! i can feel that this serie will rock! 

18. You´re Special  by @butsomeofusarelookingatthestars

awwwwwwwwwwwwwww….like yes, thanks. idk, i´m at loss for words bc i deeply wished and imagined that would be me! 

19. The One After Her: A Relationship in Pieces (Part 10) by @stunudo

i just discovered this serie so i still need to check out all of the previous chapters but i love it! it´s perfect <3 and angst <3 

20. Criminal Minds AU Episode 14: Due Date (Part 5) by @remember-me-forever-silent-angel

omg i love ally so much <3 i really enjoyed reading this part. it was really good. you are such a talented writer. i wish i would be as good as you. it was perfect <3 

21. Office Secret, Ch.9 by @teeswritingescape

let me tell you that this story is confusing the hell out of me. but i am so in love with it <3 

22. Shifting Narratived - Part Five  by @illegalcerebral

you are such a talented and gifted writer :) it´s perfect. i really love this serie and i need to know more about Y/N. <3

23. Heartbreak (Spencer Reid x reader) by @spxcxrrxid

this story made its name all honor like it literally broke my heart reading this but spencer was so good and i loved reading it! well done <3

24. S6E2 - JJ  by @cm-drabbles

idk what´s going on but you guys were killing me this week with your angsty stuff. this one was part of the “squad”. like seriously my poor heart. it broke in a million pieces. idk what i would have done if it would havebeen like this in the show…i think i would have died…a million times…over again.

25. Light at the End of the Tunnel by @dontshootmespence

this was amazing and so well written. it´s such an important topic (which i tend to struggle with too), but you handled it so well. very good writing! <3 

26. Penelope & Derek´s Matchmaking Service by @huh-imagine-that

i just discovered your writing yesterday evening and let me tell you it felt pretty real. like i can totally imagine penelope and derek doing things like this. it was very well written <3 

27. We All Fall Down - Nineteen by @criminal-minds-fanfiction

i really enjoyed reading this part of your writing <3 i am always looking forward to it bc i love this serie. things are starting to get very interesting and i can not wait for the next part.

28. Take It Away by @not-moose-one-shots

a very well written story <3 anxitey is a serious topic and you handled it pretty well! i really really enjoyed reading it. (btw people it´s not cool to steal other people writings. it´s not that hard to actually credit them for their work.)

29. Promises, Pledges and Vows by @dontshootmespence 

i sobbed. this was perfect and pure and overall goals. <3 

30. S6E4 - Compromising Positions by @cm-drabbles​

your drabbles are life. i love them! <3 

A/N: this was this week´s reading list. i hope you enjoyed and i could spread some happiness. have a great week! 

xx, aileen 

Nate Maloley imagine::
🔅Nate’s pov🔅
God I missed her. She has been gone for what seems like forever. Which in realty just meant she’s been gone since last Sunday. It’s only been four days? I hate Thursdays right now. I decided to call her. I needed to hear her beautiful voice. I pulled out my phone and excused myself from the Jacks and Nash. 
“Hello?” Her voice rang like a bell over the speaker. She sounded so happy. 
“Hey baby.”
“Hey Nate. I miss you!” She whined. I couldn’t help but giggle like a four year old.
“Fuck, I miss you too baby girl.” I huffed out. We have never been apart this long before. Since we started dating, three years ago, we’ve always been together. Never apart more than a few hours. But her family decided to take her to Mexico for her graduation gift. 
“I’ll be back soon though baby.” I could hear her smile, it made me do the same. 
“Really, when?” I was so excited I would get to see her again soon. Her beautiful smile, her eyes that could take away the deepest pain. 
“Well, there was a problem with the flights…” She muttered. I started to panic. I couldn’t go much longer without seeing her. 
“W-what?” Tears started to burn in my eyes as the guys walked into the kitchen were I retreated to. They all looked at each other and back at me. 
“Everything okay?” Nash mouthed. I turned away from them and listened.
“(Y/n)? What do you mean?” I could hear her faint breathing. 
“I mean… I get to come home tomorrow, instead of next Tuesday!” She shouted. I jumped off of the stool I was currently on and looked at the guys with excitement. 
“Fuck, baby. Really? I get to see you sooner?” I somewhat shouted at her. Excitement and happiness surged through my veins like a cruel fire.
“Yes baby. I can’t wait to see you. I miss you so much. I hate being away from you.” She paused, and it sounded like she went to another room and shut the door. “I miss you. I miss your smile, I miss your hugs, I miss your lips.” She sniffed. 
My heart broke into a million pieces. “Baby no, please don’t cry. I miss you too. More than you could imagine. The guys hate me. All I talk about is you.” I laughed. “I’m going to let you go princess. I love you, have fun, and I’ll see your beautiful face tomorrow.“ 
The Jacks, Nash, Hayes and I all waited for her arrival. The airport sounded of small chattering, inaudible voices on speakers, and my foot constantly tapping away in anticipation. 
"Dude seriously. She’s going to be here soon. You made us all get up at fucking 4:30 in the morning. We’re tired shut up.” Nash snapped. Jack and Jack grunted in agreement and shifted in their chairs. Hayes was snoring in the corner. 
“Flight 647 is now landing.” The crackling voice rang over the speakers. 
“Guys! That’s her flight!” I got up to look out of the large window. I could see the plane touchdown in the distance. Excitement pumped through my veins, I was finally going to see my baby girl. 
“Nate, calm down.” Hayes says as I walk quickly down the carpeted floors towards the boarding areas. 
“644, 645, 646.” I counted the sections until I saw the one. “647. That’s the one!” I shout as I look at all of the people coming through the doors from her plane. My heart quickens when I see her parents. They both quickly ran to me with open arms. 
“Nate, sweetie, we missed you.” Her mom says as she hugs my waist. I kiss her forehead and hug her husband. 
“Where is she?” I ask grabbing her mother’s carry on.
“She already came out?” Her mother gave me a questioning look. 
“What? No she didn’t. I’ve been here since six.” Worry began to surge through my body when I was suddenly knocked down to the floor. 
“Baby I missed you!” She squealed. My face was attacked with kisses as I put my arms up and grabbed a waist.
“Oh my God.” I grabbed her down to my body. Her warmth spread through my body as I felt her tears drop into the crook of my neck.
“Baby, don’t cry. I’m here.” I rubbed her back as I stood her up. I looked into her eyes and smiled. I finally got to see my baby girl. 

This is for my darling x5sos-smut because she’s awesome 💋

Some changes from Flashpoint I did appreciate:

1. Iris not stepping foot in the West home for months means that she undoubtedly has a place all her own. Odds are (or at least this is my headcanon) that this is her place and it’s always only been HER place and not her and Eddie’s old apartment that she just never left. With that being said I imagine though that by the end of the season it’ll be her and Barry’s place…

2. Iris having her own office, and a nice one at that, especially made me happy. I don’t know what that means in terms of her position at the paper but whatever the reason behind it I love it. I also love the switch up that she’s the one with her own private space at work while Barry is the one stuck sharing his with someone else. It cuts down on sexy time at the Lab but since he’s already (kinda) done that with Patty I’m actually okay with Westallen having a new spot of their own if workplace sexy time is ever on the table. And it should be…on the table, or the couch or against the door…

3. I like Julian, I think he’s a good foil for Barry. He needs an every day adversary because he’s never really had that. Besides that anybody with a quick wit, a sarcastic tongue, and an accent will get me every time. I’m sure sooner or later it’ll become apparent that he’s evil af (paging Dr. Alchemy?) but for right now I’m going to appreciate him just being a normal guy that doesn’t fuck with Barry Allen. And on an even better note if/when Barry realizes that Julian is evil and trying to kill him we won’t have to deal with the shock and despair–AGAIN–when Barry realizes that his ‘mentor’ is actually a psycho killer that’s obsessed with ending him. It’s nice that the writer’s avoided that particular storyline again.

4. Now that it seems S.T.A.R Labs is about to get a little chilly (if you catch my drift) and Cisco may be out in the field Vibin’ with Barry I hope that means that we’ll start to see Barry’s brain click back on and he’ll finally start coming up with solutions of his own and stop using the S.T.A.R Labs crew as a crutch and/or his own personal motivational speakers. I don’t mind the Team aspect of it all, especially since the Wests (as a unit) are more involved, but there is a difference between Barry having a team that helps and him having a team that can only exist because he’s incapable of being the Flash on his own. Its a fine line but hopefully the writers will navigate it better and will let Barry be great on his own more often than not.

5. I didn’t love how quickly they let Iris forgive Joe BUT I did appreciate the fact that even though we didn’t get to see it play out the implication is that it still happened. That in this timeline Iris doesn’t forgive and forget so easily. It was also shown when she told Barry straight up that if he lied to her the thing between them wouldn’t work. Lying and keeping secrets is her hard line. She loves him but she let it be known right then and there that if he was about to start lying and keeping shit from her that there wasn’t going to be a 'them’. She had Barry’s ass shook. That’s the Iris I love to see. Loving and understand but still tough as nails and not willing to compromise on what she thinks she deserves. She forgave her father because she’s gracious but with her prolonged absence from his life (even if we didn’t see it) she made her point that she won’t put up with lies and secrecy from the people she loves.

6. If I ever see Cisco that sad on my TV screen again, I’m deleting the Flash off my DVR. But seriously, I loved that they gave Carlos such meaty material. He broke my heart in a million little pieces but he was so good.

7. Caitlin didn’t get on my nerves. So yay for that. Plus I’m semi almost sorta kinda interested in where this Killer Frost storyline goes. Almost. Maybe. We’ll see.

8. Back to Westallen, from what I gather they’re together, which is great. They have a kiss that hasn’t been erased by Barry 'let’s fuck up a timeline’ Allen *insert praise hands*. But they haven’t exchanged 'I love yous’ yet and nobody knows what’s happening with them. I wonder how long it’ll be before those two scenarios play themselves out?

All in all I think I can get behind the changes made from Flashpoint. It’s not a huge difference but it’s different enough that it allows for stories to be told in a way that isn’t completely predictable. Because these characters have gone through things we haven’t experienced right along with them they are now a bit of a mystery to us. It should (hopefully) prove to be interesting.