you seem rather pleased about it

anonymous asked:

"Don't let go of my hand through this, please!" with Mikey!!!!! Thanks :)

From that first meeting you knew your favorite from the band was Michael.  Not in the sense of romance, but rather you got along with him right there at the start.  The other boys you could easily have a laugh with, or enjoy a day out together– they were fine, but Michael and you clicked.  Which was good, for your agent anyways, who had hoped you would have some type of connection with one of them.  

It took only around twenty minutes in a scheduled meeting for the agents to ramble on and somehow come to the conclusion that the two of you should date.  Not actually date, but in the public eye it would be best to be a couple.  You were an artist beginning to showcase your talent to bigger audiences when you met the boys through a few song writing sessions.  And what better way to become better known than to be a part of a celebrity relationship?

“This is still weird as hell.” You admitted, eyeing the outside world from a tinted window in the tourbus.  “And I feel like I’m using you.” 

“You are.” Michael said lightly, chuckling when you bumped him with your hip and let out a huff. “I’m kidding.  It’s not a big deal, besides it’s not like it was your idea.”  You sat back down beside him, looking around as security discussed how they would get everyone inside.  “Plus, I’m “dating” a really hot girl so I can’t complain.” You rolled your eyes,

“Michael,” You giggled and turned to look at that playful smile of his that always managed to set your worries at ease. “You’re right, you’re in a win-win situation.”

“That’s the spirit.” You both were about to laugh before thumping was heard against the outside of the bus.  As one of the guards came back in a frenzy of noises varying from calling names to excited screams made there way inside.  Nervously, your lip came between your teeth as the news of a gate being open was told.  The fans outside were definitely growing at a steady rate similar to your heartbeat at the idea of having to get through them all to get inside.

But without words having to leave his lips, Michael managed to start calming you again.  His hand covered yours the moment he saw all the fear brewing, followed by eye contact.  A smile was nowhere to be seen on his face, but everything you looked into showcased the determination to make you feel safe. “We’ll be alright.” He said holding back any type of worry he may have felt himself, and gently squeezed his hand around yours.  “It’s not a long stretch inside.  I’ll get you in there, okay?” Softly you inhaled, glancing back outside for a moment before Michael called back your attention to him by saying your name.  And when your eyes locked with his again, you knew you really believed him.  

“I’m thinking we’re gonna be the ones doing the real job at getting you guys in there.” One of the security spoke up, jokingly and a little unaware of how terrified you had been.  Michael chuckled a little at the comment and stood up,

“Yeah, I guess I’ll just be walking.“  But you knew he would be doing a lot more for you than that, even though it may seem like nothing to anyone else.  As the rest of the boys came up to the front of the bus, you joined in standing, deciding without thought to interlock your fingers with Michael’s.  You wondered for a moment if he would be holding your hand had you not been his pretend girlfriend.

“Please, don’t let go of my hand through this.” You requested to hid back under your breath.  Taking in a sharp breath as the doors opened and everything became so much louder, you began to bite your cheek, halting as you glanced up at Michael who looked back at you for a second, a small comforting smile framing his expression.

“Won’t let go until you tell me to.” And it was that sentence that had you believing it wasn’t just for the image– Michael was doing this just for you.

'Here' lyrics as the signs
  • I'm sorry if I seem uninterested, or I'm not listening, or I'm indifferent:Taurus, Leo, Libra, Scorpio, Capricorn
  • Truly, I ain't got no business here, but since my friends are here I just came to kick it:Aries, Gemini, Sagittarius, Pisces,
  • really, I would rather be at home all by myself, not in this room with people who don't even care about my well-being:Leo, Virgo, Capricorn, Aquarius
  • I don't dance, don't ask, I don't need a boyfriend, so you can go back, please enjoy your party:Aries, Taurus, LEO, Libra, SCORPIO,
  • Aquarius
  • Excuse me if I seem a little unimpressed with this:Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn
  • "An anti-social pessimist", but usually I don't mess with this:CAPRICORN
  • But honestly I'd rather be somewhere with my people. we can kick it and just listen to some music with the message:Cancer, Scorpio, Capricorn, Aquarius, Pisces
  • And we'll discuss our big dreams, how we plan to take over the planet:Aries, Leo, Libra, Capricorn
  • I'm standoffish, don't want what you're offering, and I'm done talking:Leo, Scorpio, Pisces
♫ Owl City Starters 1/2 ♫
  • ❝I’ve never been so afraid.❞ 
  • ❝I’ve never felt so at home.❞ 
  • ❝I’ll be long gone.❞ 
  • ❝Tell me again was it love at first sight?❞ 
  • ❝All I need is you by my side.❞ 
  • ❝I’ve been dying to leave.❞ 
  • ❝I guess you better be going.❞ 
  • ❝I’ll be there, wherever you are.❞ 
  • ❝I can’t forget you.❞ 
  • ❝We were meant to be.❞ 
  • ❝Do you wish we’d fall in love?❞ 
  • ❝The empty rooms feel cold when I am so used to being with you.❞ 
  • ❝Welcome back.❞ 
  • ❝You keep me warm.❞ 
  • ❝We can go anywhere.❞ 
  • ❝When can we do this again?❞ 
  • ❝Believe me, I loved you.❞ 
  • ❝I’ve had just about enough.❞ 
  • ❝Can you see me?❞ 
  • ❝I feel your heartbeat.❞ 
  • ❝Remember me?❞ 
  • ❝Kiss the planet goodbye.❞ 
  • ❝I’m going home.❞ 
  • ❝Everything is never as it seems.❞ 
  • ❝Golf and alcohol don’t mix.❞ 
  • ❝Please don’t let me go. I desperately need you.❞ 
  • ❝This is driving me crazy.❞ 
  • ❝It’s a bitter world and I’d rather dream.❞ 
  • ❝Help is on the way.❞ 
  • ❝I hate goodbyes.❞ 
  • ❝I haven’t slept in two days.❞ 
  • ❝When can I see you again?❞ 
  • ❝I’m so sick of being tired.❞ 
  • ❝Please cut to the chase.❞ 
  • ❝I forget the last time I felt brave.❞ 
  • ❝I bought a one way ticket.❞ 
  • ❝I’ll do whatever it takes.❞
Matt the Radar Technician

Today was the first day that Kylo Ren had gone undercover as Matt the Radar Technician to see how things functioned without him around. He was beginning to realize that what his employees do wasn’t as easy as he thought it was. Kylo was currently attempting to rewire the calcinator and was having the most difficult time.

“What’s wrong with you? Why is it so hard for you to understand?” The technician who was with him was beginning to get frustrated with him, raising her voice.

“I don’t know but can you please stop yelling at me you’re starting to stress me out!” Kylo was also beginning to become frustrated. He exhaled rather noisily in a frustrated sigh and went back to, well, what the hell ever it was she was having him do.

It seemed like ages to him before he started getting the hang of things. He would quietly curse under his breath each time he messed something up, which was fairly often since he didn’t know the first thing about being a radar technician. The woman who had been yelling at him for not knowing what a calcinator was had left, probably to go have that stupid muffin she wanted to have. He was sitting on his knees and peering inside the panel, studying all of the different colored wires and parts inside. This was all so confusing.

“What up, Matt?” A stormtrooper said as he walked by, kicking his wrench that he had sitting off to the side away. Kylo turned around once he heard the noise of the metal wrench skidding across the floor. “You kicked my wrench!” He was beginning to become irritated and fed up with doing what the hell ever it was he was even doing - he had no idea. “Jerkface…” He muttered under his breath.

“Here.” A voice called out to him from behind him and he turned around to notice General Hux. Hux had been passing by and watched the whole scenario so he retrieved Matt’s wrench for him and was attempting to return it. “I can’t say I’ve seen you here before, are you new?”

Kylo slowly took the wrench from Hux, somewhat confused by this act of kindness. “I’m Matt. I’m a radar technician.” He said as he began to stand up, tired of attempting to rewire things.

“General Hux.” Hux replied and took Matt’s hand, giving it a firm shake. Hux had been admiring Matt from afar since he had arrived on the base this morning. He had been looking for the perfect opportunity to speak to him and found it when he had his wrench kicked away from him.

“I was just on my way to go get some lunch, would you care to join me?” Hux asked.

Kylo felt his heart skip a beat. He wants to have lunch with me? He had been admiring Hux for sometime now, but he had been to afraid to attempt to express his interests. “Y-yeah. That would be great.” He stuttered, shocked by the whole scenario.

“Excellent!” Hux formed a smile on he face and began to head towards the dining area, gesturing for Matt to follow him.

Before long the two of them were seated at a table with their treys full of food. Kylo picked at his food, occasionally looking up at Hux, who was sitting across from him. He was thinking to himself about this odd, yet wonderful situation. Was Hux even aware that he was really Kylo Ren? Should he mention something? No, perhaps Hux was just being kind since he was having a rough day.

“First day on the job?” Hux’s voice suddenly brought him back to reality.

“Yeah…” Kylo sighed. It must have been obvious he wasn’t having a very good day.

“It’ll get better, I’m sure.” Hux said and gave Matt a rather charming smile.

“It’s starting to.” Kylo said with a slight smile, his face beginning to flush.

“Mine too.” Hux replied.

Kylo could feel his face heat up as his face flushed even more. “Yeah?” He urged for Hux to explain what he meant, silently hoping he’d get the answer he was looking for.

Hux chuckled in amusement, finding it incredibly adorable that Matt was blushing. “Yes.”

There was an awkward silence in the air for a minute, which seemed like forever, before Hux decided to speak. “Has anyone shown you around the base yet?” He asked, wanting to find a way to get to a more private area with Matt.

Kylo looked up at Hux, looking a bit surprised. “No.” He could feel his heart begin to pound in his chest. Was Hux offering to give him a tour? What was he trying to do, exactly? His mind started to race once more.

“Would you like me to show you around the base?” He asked, giving him a charming smile once more.

Kylo couldn’t resist, especially not when Hux looked at him like that. “Y-yeah!” He stuttered, perhaps sounding a little too excited. “I-I mean… Yes. That’d be great.” He flushed once more.

Hux chuckled, finding his nervousness to be rather adorable. “Well let’s go.” Hux stood from the table and took his tray to the area where they were disposed of, Matt following him eagerly.

Hux had spent the majority of the day showing him around the facility, explaining what each room was and it’s function.

Of course, Kylo had already known all of these things, but he found that he was enjoying Hux’s company so it wasn’t so bad to have to listen to what he already knew.

As the day started to come to an end the time for them to call it a night was fast approaching.

“Well, I hope you enjoyed this little tour.” Hux said, gazing into Matt’s eyes. He was staring into Matt’s eyes for a rather long time before he realized it. Once he realized that he had been staring at him Hux flushed and shyly looked away.

“Yeah… I had a great time…” Kylo smiled at him, getting this odd sensation of butterflies in his stomach when Hux stared into his eyes.

It was at that moment Hux decided he would take the opportunity that was given to him. He moved closer to Matt, their faces now just inches apart. He hesitated for a moment before he leaned closer to him, pressing his lips against Matt’s in a sweet kiss. He let the kiss linger there for a while before he pulled away.

Kylo watched Hux as he drew nearer, feeling his breath start to grow heavy. He knew what was about to happen and he had wanted this for so long, he couldn’t believe it was finally happening. He felt his face flush when Hux kissed him, his heart pounding in his chest. When he pulled away Kylo stared up at him, his face red.

“I… I’m sorry…” Hux said. But before he could say anything else he found Matt’s lips against his once more.

Matt pulled away from the kiss and gave him a shy smile. “Don’t apologize…” He said.

They both stood there for a moment in silence before Hux spoke. “Unfortunately… I need to get going… I have some things to discuss with Kylo Ren…” He said, sounding disappointed.

“Do you not like him?” Matt asked, trying to hide his concern.

“He’s okay, I guess.” Hux responded.

Well shit.

Red- Part 3

Don’t Go Into the Woods (A Supernatural twist on a classic fairytale.)

Co-authored by myself (ilostmyshoe-79) and the wonderful abaddonwithyall.

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Part 3 Summary: The reader and Dean must deal with the aftermath of their encounter in the woods as the town searches for Y/N’s missing grandmother.

Word Count: 3200ish

Warning: smut

Castiel had clearly lost his mind. He spent the better half of the morning rebuking you for spending the night with Dean. It seemed futile to even argue with him, his dark blue eyes threatening as he spoke.

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Downton Abbey {Sentence Starters}
  • "We are allies, my dear, which can be a good deal more effective."
  • "I hope he proves to be perfect, but I rather doubt it."
  • "He was too like his mother, and a nastier woman never drew breath."
  • "Nothing makes you hungrier or more tired than grief."
  • "You do seem very well informed on this family's private affairs."
  • "Did it make you feel better?"
  • "Please, don't speak that man's name; we are about to eat."
  • "Oh, good, let's talk about money."
  • "Every mountain is unclimbable until someone climbs it; so every ship is unsinkable until it sinks."
  • "I will never be happy with anyone else as long as you walked the earth."
  • "So what? I have plenty of friends I don't like."
  • "Oh, don't worry, there are plenty of hours in the day. And of course I'll have the weekend."
  • "Sometimes you have to be hard on yourself."
  • "Well I hope we're in control of something, if only ourselves."
  • "I must strive to be worthy of the task I have been set."
  • "You are quite wonderful, the way you see room for improvement wherever you look."
  • "We can't have him assassinated. I suppose."
  • "Oh my Lord, listen to that! It's like the cry of the banshee!"
  • "What in God's name are you doing down here at this hour?"
  • "I wouldn't touch that thing with a ten foot pole!"
  • "I don't know. I did everything that you said. I promise."
  • "Now, this may come as a surprise but I feel I must say it all the same."
  • "They're all so excited, they won't care where I am."
  • "For now, God knows it's enough that I can kiss you."
  • "Are you quite sure you won't regret it?"
  • "You've lived your life and I've lived mine. And now it's time we lived them together."
The Warning Signs of Domestic Abuse and How To Help

You know, rather than just telling people to call 911, and call it a day. 

General warning signs of domestic abuse

People who are being abused may:

  • Seem afraid or anxious to please their partner
  • Go along with everything their partner says and does
  • Check in often with their partner to report where they are and what they’re doing
  • Receive frequent, harassing phone calls from their partner
  • Talk about their partner’s temper, jealousy, or possessiveness
  • Warning signs of physical violence

People who are being physically abused may:

  • Have frequent injuries, with the excuse of “accidents”
  • Frequently miss work, school, or social occasions, without explanation
  • Dress in clothing designed to hide bruises or scars (e.g. wearing long sleeves in the summer or sunglasses indoors)
  • Warning signs of isolation

People who are being isolated by their abuser may:

  • Be restricted from seeing family and friends
  • Rarely go out in public without their partner
  • Have limited access to money, credit cards, or the car
  • The psychological warning signs of abuse

People who are being abused may:

  • Have very low self-esteem, even if they used to be confident
  • Show major personality changes (e.g. an outgoing person becomes withdrawn)
  • Be depressed, anxious, or suicidal

If you are concerned that someone you know is being abused, speak up, talk to them in private, tell them you’re concerned, tell them you’ll be there whenever they feel ready to talk, promise to keep the conversation just between the two of you, and make sure you know you’ll help in any way that you can (assuming we’re talking adults here). Remember that reaching out can help people get out of abusive situations, just knowing they have actual support can help.


  • Ask if something is wrong
  • Express concern
  • Listen and validate
  • Offer help
  • Support his or her decisions

Do Not: 

  • Wait for him or her to come to you
  • Judge or blame
  • Pressure him or her
  • Give advice
  • Place conditions on your support


anonymous asked:

Was Scourge Sisters confirmed relationship, or was they just pals?

ahh personally I see it more like “Scourge Sisters are back!” kind of thing rather than a (romantic) relationship! but idk

Anon:vriska disapproves of your blog title

lmao I bet she does

Anon:wait is davekat canon now or

not sure but well there are a few tweets from Hussie that seem to imply so!

Anon.if gay singularity is being reached i pray that your art is also used for dirkjake omg;; please make this happen

omg I wish…

Anon:so, i know that you’re getting a lot of stuff about the update, but i want to thank you for clearing up about what that update was. I had NO IDEA that it was on the meteor.

ohh yeah it was a a summary of what happened in the retconed version of the 3 years of the meteor :^) you’re welcome!

Anon:Hi! I hope this isn’t a bothersome question, but do you know the other artists who contributed to yesterdays’ upd8? I would love to be following them, but I have no idea who any of them are.

they’re all listed in the news section of mspa, along with the new horse calendars B)

Not So Discreet - Septiplier

For sataara, who requested, “Mark and Jack being cute in a meet up with friends! Like saying things to each other and holding hands, Wade making jokes that make Mark blush and Jack laugh, and things like that, just an idea <3“

Altered the prompt just slightly, but this was the result. Sorry this request is so long in coming out! But here it is, hope it’s pleasing to you c: 


They were holding hands under the table.

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The rooftop garden was not Clayton usual hangout, because he found it attracted the tower’s rather pretentious residents more than it did the carefree, enjoyable ones. Whenever the asset was up here, he tended to be met by some brooding, sad, sullen individual that simply wanted to stare off into the distance and be coy and annoying. Ugh. What brought him now was…well, he’d been rather pale as of late and he wanted to rectify that by lounging on the garden’s particularly comfortable love seat to tan. Just as well, it seemed someone saw fit to invade his personal sunbathing space. Clay, who’d been laying on his back head, resting atop his hands and his eyes closed, didn’t even glimpse at the intruder before sighing. “If this is about an appointment with Bellamy, there’s a line. If this about the party, no I’m not having another one. If this is about those secret tours, you’re supposed to bring food. Please stop blocking my sun and bother me later.”

Here - Alessia Cara

I’m sorry if I seem uninterested or I’m not listening’ or I’m indifferent : Gemini, Aquarius,Virgo

Truly, I ain’t got no business here but since my friends are here I just came to kick it : Aries, Libra,Cancer

but really I would rather be at home all by myself not in this room with people who don’t even care about my well-being : Pisces , Taurus, Capricorn

I don’t dance, don’t ask, I don’t need a boyfriend so you can go back, please enjoy your party I’ll be here, somewhere in the corner under clouds of marijuana with this boy who’s hollering : Sagittarius, Scorpio, Leo

Saying NO to a Narcissistic Parent or In-Laws

Here is a list of ways to say NO…


No, thank you.

No, I really cannot do that.

No, I do not want to do that.

No, I am not interested in that.

No, I cannot find time in my schedule to do that.

No, I am just too overloaded right now, to do that.

No, I am not interested in doing that.  

No, you go ahead without me.

No, please ask someone else.

No, I do not have to think about it.  I would rather tell you NO right now.

I said no. Please respect my answer

If you have a history with this person that tells you that they will counter any reasons you give them for saying No, then you can try something like this..

“In the past my giving reasons for my No, seems to have just been an opening for someone to tell me the reasons are not good enough or to dispute my reasons in some way. So this time I am going to say simply No without going over my reasons with you. “

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  • Here (LUCIAN remix)
  • Alessia Cara
  • i relate so much to these lyrics i had to write them

I’m sorry if I seem uninterested

Or I’m not listenin’ or I’m indifferent
Truly, I ain’t got no business here
But since my friends are here
I just came to kick it but really
I would rather be at home all by myself not in this room
With people who don’t even care about my well-being

I don’t dance, don’t ask, I don’t need a boyfriend
So you can go back, please enjoy your party
I’ll be here, somewhere in the corner under clouds of marijuana
With this boy who’s hollering I can hardly hear
Over this music I don’t listen to and I don’t wanna get with you
So tell my friends that I’ll be over here

Oh oh oh here oh oh oh here oh oh oh
I ask myself what am I doing here?
Oh oh oh here oh oh oh here
And I can’t wait till we can break up outta here

Excuse me if I seem a little unimpressed with this
An anti-social pessimist but usually I don’t mess with this
And I know you mean only the best and
Your intentions aren’t to bother me
But honestly I’d rather be
Somewhere with my people we can kick it and just listen
To some music with the message
And we’ll discuss our big dreams
How we plan to take over the planet

So pardon my manners, I hope you’ll understand
That I’ll be here
Not there in the kitchen with the girl
Who’s always gossiping about her friends
So tell them I’ll be here
Right next to the boy who’s throwing up cause
He can’t take what’s in his cup no more
Oh God why am I here?

Oh oh oh here oh oh oh here oh oh oh
I ask myself what am I doing here?
Oh oh oh here oh oh oh here
And I can’t wait till we can break up outta here

Beyond the Kingdom

** starter for thesharinganeye


“Your highness! Are you listening?” a man on his early fifties asked to a red-headed young lady that was sitting in front of him, holding a book in one of her hands but she seemed to be more interested in watching through the window. He was trying to give her lessons about politics, which she found rather boring  “Having said, we shall now commence with the main theme of this session…”

“Yes, sir…” the girl replied in a dreamy tone “Although at the northern fountain, there are such lovely red camellias in bloom. I am sure that you would be most pleased to pluck some yourself also” she smiled warmly at him “With a weather so pleasant outside, perhaps we should…”

“Ahaha… yes…” the instructor blushed a bit and laughed but then he saw through her attempt to skip her classes “I mean, no!”

The girl pouted and resigned to do as she was told in order to finish soon the lesson. She was Hikaru, or more precisely, Her Royal Highness Princess Hikaru of Getsugakure, first in line to inherit the throne. As she was his only daughter and future successor, King Sōjirō made sure that Hikaru received an education of the type normally only afforded to boys in order to prepare her for her future role as queen. Hikaru was a smart, affectionate and charming girl but also naive with little experience with the world because of her sheltered life. She did not like reading about politics, but since her love for her country was great, Hikaru tried to do her best in her studies. Nonetheless, there were days in which she preferred to enjoy being outside, like today.

After finishing her school work, Hikaru asked her parents for permission to visit the town, and they relented on the condition that she should be accompanied by a escort. But instead of going to the town, Hikaru chose to wander in the forest because she was curious about the kingdom next to hers: Konohagakure.

It was no secret for her that Getsugakure and Konohagakure were bitter rivals practically since their foundation, but Hikaru remained ignorant about their reasons for such animosity. Since neither her parents or her History teacher were willing to tell her, she decided to see for herself if Konohagakure was really that bad.

Little did she know that this decision would not only change her fate but that of another person and two nations…

John Murphy x Reader

A/N: This is the first one shot in a small series of reader and Murphy one shots. I would really appreciate feedback, since this is the first time ever really posting a story I’ve written. The second part to this will be posted later today. I didn’t want my first one shot to seem too long, but if you would rather have it all in one (totaling 1469 words) please let me know that. If you have any request for one shots, I am currently writing for GOT, The flash, and the 100. As I get better at this, I will write for more shows though. So just send it over and I will try to write it to the best of my abilities! 

Summary: Murphy can’t stop looking over to you at camp and Bellamy decides to do something about it. 

(Pt. 1) (Pt. 2) (Pt. 3) (Pt.4)

It had been different than they had imagined. The ground. There was so much green. With the gray aesthetic of the Ark being all they ever knew, everything on the ground, was so bright. The energy around them was buzzing, everyone could feel it. It wasn’t just the excitement of 100 prisoners being free, it was the living, breathing, planet beneath their feet.

Bellamy looked around at the camp, mentally taking in everyone he saw, trying to think of their next move. Murphy did the same, only instead of taking everyone in, his eyes seemed to be transfixed to you.

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@muriel126 @tinaday3w @nina2406 @yet-i-remain-quiet @missjuja @1forall0allfor1 @xssht @jbuffyangel @callistawolf @fanmommer @scu11y22 @yespleasehawkeye @dettiot @mel-loves-all @aussieforgood @myuntetheredsoul @codebreakinsmoak @klarolicityswan @oliver-and-felicity @olicitys @olicityalways @olicitylovely @olicitykisses @pinkcollectivemoon @smoakandarrow @andjustforthismoment @stilettoroyalty @fiacresgirl @anthfan @twiddlingthumbsandtoes @mess–in–a–dress @diggo26 @honorthedeadbyfighting @geniewithwifi @olicity-i-believe-in-you

Guys, Stephen picked my meme yesterday! Please go give it some love if you have time: (x) 

It’s been posted before, but he’s never chosen it before. Stephen seems to be pretty particular about which memes he selects based on what’s going on with the show. Can we talk about this? Especially after what he said at HVFF this weekend. Are we gonna get some Olicity babies sooner rather than later? 

[!!!] 100% (Rockhyun, Jonghwan, Chanyong, Changbum and Hyukjin) will make their Comeback without Sanghun. An Album will be released in the middle of March.

"Sanghun is currently on a resting period and his future path/career will be decided later."
"We hope that you’ll understand and respect Sanghoon’s decision."

It seems like Sanghun will leave the group 100%.

Sanghun's Tweet:"You must be very surprised about the sudden notice, right? I'm really sorry for all the fans who were surprised. In the future, I will not forget everyone who support me and 100%, and I will work hard to be someone who can shine no matter where I am. Rather than being disappointed, please support andpray for my new beginning!"

Translated by @shiroirukaze​ & @real100per

“How do you feel?”


It seemed like an understatement, but Chowder didn’t want to whine too much. Nursey and Dex were already doting on him so much this afternoon; it didn’t seem right to complain. So rather than list all his symptoms–rather than complain about his sore throat, his stuffy nose, how he felt tired and warm but couldn’t get comfortable–Chowder settled for “bad.”

Dex frowned. “It’s only been a few hours, so I figured you hadn’t really improved. But still.” He had obviously hoped.

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i drew this because i wasn’t in the best of moods.

i’m unfamiliar with cutting now. i’m scared to cut, but i guess that’s a good thing. but somehow drawing someone else got cut, there’s a small feeling of satisfaction and relief inside me. i don’t know if i should be ashamed of this or not.

it’s one of those moods when you feel that everything is against you. everything you do is not enough–never enough. ever. you look at others, then yourself. then realize; you’re not as good. you’ll never be as good. you’re helpless and incompetent and you can’t do anything about it. you just want to cry underneath the blanket and ignores everything around you. or maybe just sleep forever. no one seems to care. no one notices you–it seems like everyone is ignoring you. or rather, replacing you.

but i actually do not support self-harm, no i do not! if you can’t help it, please at least clean up after you did it. disinfect it, just in case. and put bandages around it. it kills me slightly to think that some people just wash them away with water and just let them be.

enough of my ramble. this is actually a fanart for opulence’s fanfic what it means to feel.

my art is shitty, i hope you’ll pardon it, miss opulence.