you really let me down

They’re watching baby animals videos

( @greyhairsowhat happy birthday dear !!!!  (ノ ´ 3 ` )ノ  ❤️️💕)

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So I got to a certain chapter in Blue Sky….

but people don’t relize on how powerful poseidon is, (reason why percy is also really strong) let me lay it down for you first, Zeus domain is the air, Hades domain is the underworld, Poseidon’s domain is the sea and everything else inbetween the air and underworld, so meaning he has more control over the world than zeus himself does, also to the fact that poseidon can cause earthquakes and has atmokinesis (the ability to manipulate the atmosphere) and he can control lightning and storms. so with all that power i would think he is considered the strongest greek god and why Percy Jackson is so strong.

if you ever begin to think youre important to someone just remember, you will always be second

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Every actor loves playing dress-up, losing yourself in a character, and having fun. Not to get too deep with Deadpool, but he filters all his pain through a prism of comedy and humor. I love that. I relate to that. I’ve done that since I was a little kid. I’m the youngest of four boys in my family so I was never gonna win anything with my fists. I had to win it with my mouth, and I think that’s essentially Deadpool as well. – Ryan Reynolds

northern downpour // panic! at the disco

I know there’s a ton of pressure on women to be cheerful and whatnot, but I am so done with the glorification of negativity and cold bitterness. I’ve been cold, I’ve been bitter, and I’ve been negative. I’ve been ✨  misunderstood ✨ , and I’ve given in to the glorification as a means of self-preservation. And I’ve been all of those things on a regular basis, for years. But what I’ve realized since getting out of such behavior patterns and attitudes is that clinging to those things for strength was nothing more than a glorification of unhealthiness. I wasn’t overcoming stereotypes – I was deeply depressed (and often blind to the fact). Yes, we live in a difficult and deeply unjust and miserable world. Yes, there are tons of reasons to be angry. We NEED to be angry at the state of the world and we need to act and push others to act. But being /constantly/ angry is tiring and being constantly negative is immature. Yes everyone functions differently, and I /understand/, but I am so done. Being around dark things drags me down, and I am done. Be angry, act, but try to make things better. Strength is trying to rise above the negativity of the world. Strength is fighting to be better by being kind. Overcoming sexist stereotypes is sometimes not being afraid to be warm and soft and “feminine” if that’s what you want to be. I’m done with the rest of it. I’ve been dark and cynical and frigid and ✨  strong ✨  but all it did was give power to the things that were actually dragging me down and feeding the shiny darkness. I’ve given a decade of my life to it, and I’m done. 

Let’s face it – as fans of Korean music, there unfortunately aren’t many places we can get merch that doesn’t scream “LOOK AT ME, I LIKE KPOP.” Speaking for myself, I’d rather wear a shirt out knowing I won’t have to explain “what’s Bangtang?” to everyone I interact with that day. Not that I mind talking about my tastes, but if people who wear Maroon 5, Bruno Mars, or Adele shirts don’t have to do it, why do I have to? Hopefully, you feel the same way.

There aren’t many sites and resources selling merchandise with subtle references to the artists we love, so I created my own. At first, I only planned on buying these for myself, since I have no desire to make a profit off of these (I already have a job, I don’t need two). However, it only seems fair to share it with other ARMYs as well :)

I created a REDBUBBLE so you all, if you’d like, can have merch with subtle hints to Bangtan as well. The six above are a few of the designs already on the RedBubble account, so feel free to take a look!

Each design is available as shirts, jackets, phone cases, table/laptop cases and skins, pillows, mugs, notebooks/journals, bags, and prints/posters of different varieties. I’m willing to slightly alter designs (colors, placement) if need be, and don’t mind taking recommendations. However, I put a lot of thought into the meaning and look of each design (many of them were altered drastically, and some are graphics I never continued, so I have done a lot of reflecting on each one), so the way they are published is how I intended for them to look. I hope you’ll give my work a glance!

Thanks for reading!

RedBubble: HERE

little psa

Hey everyone! First of all, I hope this doesn’t come off as weird or rude or conceited because that’s really not my intention; I simply want to explain myself a little bit. 

The thing I want to talk about is that I am actually not a very social person. I’m very, very, VERY happy on my own, and yes, my need to communicate spikes now and then, but most of the time I like being by myself just doing things I like without having to talk too much. 

What I’m trying to say is that I currently have more than 40 unanswered IMs, some of them weeks or months old. IMs are the most time consuming part of social interaction on the internet because before I get the chance to reply to everyone, I already have replies again from some people, or in other words: I will never ever be done. 

That’s a huge problem for me because I’m the to-do list kind of person who needs to see progress.. also, the fact that I feel like replying to messages is some kind of task I need to do already speaks volumes. I feel guilty for being so slow with replies, I feel pressured to talk to everyone, and that pretty much kills my fun. 

And besides that, I also have asks to answer, currently around 500 unanswered comments on AO3, and also people telling me they are disappointed that I don’t update my fic daily anymore. Honestly, I’m not some kind of superhuman.. sometimes I just want to consume and not only create all the time.

It’s seriously overwhelming and way too much for a little hermit like me. I’d be lying if I’d say that I don’t like the attention I’m getting, but I’m actually just here to share the stuff I create. The part that’s most essential to me is the process of creating, and I’d still draw and write and edit even if I wouldn’t post it here.

So yeah, I’m not saying that you should stop messaging me etc., not at all! I just need room to breathe. I will eventually reply to (almost) everyone, but it might take a long, long time. I’m sorry for it, but it’s hard enough for me to keep up with my social life with my real life friends. I’m really just here to have fun and post my stuff. 

That doesn’t change that I love getting to know new people, but besides all my hobbies and my real life there’s only so much time I have left for social interactions, and I will often choose doing things by myself over communication. If I don’t reply to you, it’s really nothing personal. I hope you understand.

Anyways, if you want to tell me something, best chances of getting a (relatively) quick response are asks because I always immediately save them as drafts, so that I can easily keep track of them, and then check them off my to-do list.

Thanks for reading! ♡

Back from my tattoo!

It was great. Ended up being a full 2 hours, and ended up costing me $350, which funnily enough is close to what I made from writing Sans Days. 

It didn’t hurt nearly as much as I thought it was going to, in fact I almost fell asleep twice on the table. Apparently I have a higher pain tolerance than I thought cause the artist was really impressed that I took it so well for being my first tattoo, and the fact it was in a “super painful” area. 

……… it was actually a really relaxing time and I think I want another one. I’ll show you guys Reader’s Soul once it heals up a little bit.

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“crying doesn’t indicate that you’re weak. It just means that you’ve been strong all this time.” ❤

SCARE THE PANTS OFF THEM
  • Germany: The results of last week's training is in, and you pus-mongers have really let me down this time! How hard could it be to scare the pants off some soldiers? *pulls out pink pants with flowers* THIS WAS ALL YOU CAME UP WITH?!?! I'll handle the discipline with one of three choices: Something Bad, Something Really Bad, or You Don't Want to Know!

someone: why bother reading free books from gutenberg.org when they were all written like 100 years ago?

someone: I know it costs $15 for a movie ticket and you’re poor, but look, the movie won’t be in theaters forever! you have to see it NOW!

someone: lol you like that song? that song is from, like, my parents’ childhood hahaha

someone: ummmm I know that [horrible piece of world news] sucked and all but you do realize it happened almost five years ago right? why are you still talking about it?

me: time… is a thing… that exists…???

Every Time
  • Lucius: *gets home from miscellaneous Death Eater activity*
  • Narcissa: What happened?
  • Lucius: Nothing, everything's fine.
  • Narcissa: Then why are you bleeding?
  • Lucius: ... I'm fine.
  • Narcissa: *pulling out wand* Sit down. Let me fix you.
  • Lucius: Really, you don't need to worry about-
  • Narcissa: *glares*
  • Lucius: *sighs, sits*