you really cant leave without one

New Year. New Me. {Peter Pan Imagine}


Part One  Part Two 

Peter Pan Imagine 

Author: Joi A. Wade 

Tagged: @tmrhollandkay, @ arfrona

Requested: Yes,  HI CAN I HAVE A EXTREME FLUFF IMAGINE WITH ROBBIE KAY OR PETER PAN WHERE YOU GUYS GET INTO A REALLY REALLY BAD FIGHT AND YOU DECIDE YOU GUYS SHOULD BREAK UP AND HES LIKE NO BABE WAIT IM SORRY AND YOURE LIKE NOPE I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE AND THEN YOU LEAVE AND HE CANT FUNCTION WITHOUT YOU SO HE TRIES TO WIN YOU BACK AND IT TAKES A WHILE BUT ONE DAY HE FINALLY WINS YOU BACK EXTREMELY FLUFFY PLEASE,  OMYGOD I SO LOVE THIS!!!!,  I love this so much ohmhgod,  I got chills! Is there going to be another part?,  AAAH I love this!!!! ;uu; part 3…?,  You should do a part three to New Year New Me, home slice!😬😬,  New year new me is amazing😭 please tell me that there is gonna be a part 3,  That was absolutely amazing! Will there be a third part to New Year New Me?,  Omgggggg 😍😍 I just read both parts of New Year new me you’ve got me hooked ITS SO GOOD !!!!!!1!111!1!1!!!1

Note: Last part after this coming soon! Hasn’t been pre-read, so might be some errors. Enjoy the juice!

Months have passed since the whole New Years incident. Peter has tried contacting Y/n for the longest, from texts to calls, emails, through her friends, voicemail. You name it, he’s tried it. But, nothing from her. Y/n was really done with him. And that didn’t sit right in his stomach, his brain or his heart. 

When he got back to the place the two of them shared, her side of the room? Empty. Her stuff in the bathroom, the closets, the living room. It was all cleaned out. This was really happening, and he was the only one to blame. He didn’t know how long he thought his whole game would last, he just wanted to have someone on the side, just wiling to give themselves up for his needs and wants. But now, all he really wanted and needed was his love to forgive him. 

Peter was a wreck without Y/n by his side. How she would cook breakfast on certain mornings, or him cooking for her and being scolded for almost burning the kitchen down. Usually she did most of the house cleaning, because he worked most of the time, and now their home was a complete mess and it smelled of depression and months of just barely showering. He kept the curtains closed all day, leaving it to look dark; he barely ate, or slept, and he was pretty sure he’s now fired from not coming into work. He was even threatened to be kicked out if he didn’t pay the rent. 

Knocks could be heard from the front door, making Peter awaken from his dark slumber. He hasn’t been dreaming since Y/n left him, just endless darkness surrounding his mind. Once his eyes adjusted, he found the ceiling yet again for the hundredth time that day, and the knocking just kept coming. Letting out a soft groan, Peter turning his head to where he see the door. Confused for a second as to why, he then remembered he never made it to the bed. He was laying the couch.  

Reaching over, Peter took a look at his phone, seeing that there were multiple missed called and messages from work, some friends…Wendy. But, none from the only person he’s been wanting to talk to. The loud and rapid knocking got worse, making Peter groan louder at the annoying noise the echoed around the place. Getting up lazily from the couch, he slowly made it way to the door, shouting at whoever it was that he was coming. Once he opened the door, all he wanted to do was slam it right back. But, it was too late. She flung herself at him. 

“Oh, Peter! Why haven’t you been returning my calls? I was so worried about you, what have you been doing? And, ugh!” As quickly as she clung to him, she pushed him away once the smell hit her nostrils. “You smell like shit. When was the last time you took a shower-”

“What the hell do you want?” He rasps, eyes glaring down at the petite woman that stood with the bedroom eyes he swore he never wanted to see again. 

“I’ve missed you…I’ve missed us-”

“Us? There is no us. There never was, and there never will be. You ruined my life, I should have never let you in, you’ve tainted the best relationship I’ve ever had, and I let you. If I ever see you face again, I swear to God I will be put in jail for beating the shit out of you.” 

Without even hesitation, he slammed the door in her face. Walking away from the pounding, he tried ignoring her whining for him to come back and talk, but just went deeper into the condo. About 20 minutes passed when Wendy finally stopped trying and left, leaving Peter to sit in his funk and silence yet again. He couldn’t take it anymore. Not knowing if you were okay or not was driving him crazy. Were you still in town? Did you find someone else. 

Just as that thought crossed his mind, he got a text message. Looking at the ID, his heart dropped when he say it wasn’t who he was hoping for. Sighing heavily, he opens it. It was Felix. 

‘Dude, it’s been months. I haven’t seen or heard from you.’ 

Rolling his eyes, he replies. ‘And?’

‘Look I know you’re wallowing, but this is ridiculous.’

‘You and Tiger have made it clear that you want nothing to do with me. Just like her.’

‘I admit, what you did was below the belt, but you’re still my best friend. I care, and Y/n still cares about you. Whether you believe it or not. She does.’ 

Not responding this time, Peter just stares at those words Felix left. Ping.  Looking again, another message. This time, a short video. Of her and some dude. This turned his blood into ice. So here he was crying over someone who won’t return his calls and goes out with other guys. Sure, he has no right to Y/n, they weren’t together. But that doesn’t stop the little green monster that built in the pit of his stomach. Who were you with? Squinting at the picture, he nearly choked once he identified who exactly you were with. 

Her ex, Newton. 

“That British son of a bitch.” 

at my resturaunt we sell lots of soup. we have a quart size so people can take home soup for dinner or whatever. we can sell more than that at a time but soup takes a while to cook, so we really arent supposed to sell more than 3 qts of one soup at a time without prior notice. apparently people forget that soup needs to you know, cook and try ordering gallons at a time and it annoys me so much because 1. its the same as a pizza place u cant just order a sheet pizza and expect it immediately and 2. i get hissy fits and “dont u want my money????” honey. i dont see that profit. i see you leaving me without a ton of soup for like an hour and many other annoyed customers because that soup had run out. the best was these women who stood thinking about their order for a solid 30 minutes and proceeded to buy 9 quarts of soup, but no more than 3 of each kind they wanted (hope that makes sense) so i couldn’t really say no. i have lots of work-stress type dreams about that one.


Requested : Can you please write day6 as dads? Thank you.

- The Overly-Loving Dad
- has so much love for his kids and is not afraid to show it at all times
- carries pictures of his kids around in his wallet and its more than ready to pull it out and show off each picture at even the slightest mention of children
- always was up to read bed time stories to his kids when they were younger and practically shared his bed with them because he just couldnt say no to them when they said they had a nightmare and needed him
- probably insisted on tucking his kids in at night despite them getting too old for that (they complained but he probably got all pouty until they felt guilty enough to allow him to do his nightly routine)
- his kids are ??? extremely spoiled but are taught to be very humble about everything
- he tries to give them everything they need, whether it be emotional support or materialistic things.
- the dad that actually listens to your problems and tries to give a solution instead of getting mad about it ???? wild
- likes to frame every report card the kids have and his at home office is covered in drawings his kids have given him
- he just ?? loves his kids and loves being a dad so much

- the Pal Dad
- doesn’t really understand what it means to be a dad but is passing as one
- probably allows his kids to take a sip of his beer and when they make a face at the taste tells them its a lesson not to start drinking
- really bad at inforcing rules
- gets caught up on watching netflix shows with his kids and forgets what time it is on a school night
- “oh f- heck, it’s past your bed time we should go to sleep” “one more episode? please?” “okay”
- three episodes pass before they’re both crashing out on the sofas and waking up late without an alarm, he probably leaves the house without shoes in his rush to get his kids in the car and to school at the right time.
- buys all the newest toys, but honestly ? sometimes you cant necessarily tell if he was buying it for his kids or for himself
- always stocking the cupboards with junk food, and 3/7 days of the week they’re eating out at a resturant.
- but at least sometimes he remembers to force his kids to eat their veggies
- probably comes home with new pets randomly to surprise his kids with, their house could probably be mistaken for a zoo at some points
- he just loves animals and his kids love animals and he /loves/ his kids so he’ll do whatever he can to make them happy
- even if it is coming home with three lizards every now and again just to see them smile

- The Goofy Dad
- nearly as bad if not worse than Brian when it comes to being a parent
- his kids just have to go into his room, fake cough and he’s letting them stay home with him for the day
- he’s not dumb, he knows they’re faking, but sometimes even he is too lazy to drive them into school.
- likes to be highly involved with his kids lifes, once attempted to be a supervisor for a school trip but nearly lost half the class, he hasn’t had the school calling him for favours anymore.
- is a little too advanced with modern technology
- made a twitter to follow and keep tabs on his kids and ended up gaining more followers than his kids ???
- all he does it post out dated memes and dad jokes so its a big mystery as to why half the childs school follows him
- all their friends know about him and probably think he’s a really cool dad (and some have even called him DILF before but his kids surpress it as much as they possibly can)
- embarrasses his kids as much as possible, whether it be dancing in public or just tweeting at them constantly its like he levels up each time his kids scold him for being embarrassing

- The Protective Dad
- not necessarily a push over but he does enjoy structure
- probably has a colour coded calender on the front of his fridge that has the chores his kids have to do on it
- they get an allowance though so they afe necessarily mad about the chores.
- all their kids friends are ?? kind of scared of him because he just looks so intimidating, but he’s actually such a softy and is so loving and a little over protective when it comes to their kids.
- probably the type of dad to start disliking a friend after their kid complains about a fight they had with them, no friend came return after their kids have told sungjin about them
- would figuratively and literally take a shot for his kids if they were ever in danger
- probably encourages family outing as frequent as possible allowing each kid to choose a day and what they want to do.
- allows enough freedom that his kids are happy but ensures that homework is complete and they’re doing their very best in school. he just wants was best for them ultimately
- in both school and relationship wise
- puts on this whole intimidation act when they’re first introduced to their kids significant other.
- an embarrassing dad when he doesnt even mean to be one

- The Mom Dad
- not necessarily as loving as a stereotypical TV mom would be, but all the other characteristics of a stay at home mom? he’s got them
- he has a lot of free time on his hands and when he’s not attempting to learn a new instrument he’s baking
- the neighbourhoods favourite dad, all the moms flock to him and probably have coffee talks with all the moms on a daily basis after the kids were sent to school
- sososo enouraging of everything their kids want in life
- support any life changes they want or whatever passion they have that week
- the house probably always smells like burnt baked cookies because just because hes the mom friend dad doesn’t mean he’s naturally good at baking , but he is trying and sometimes the cookies come out decently (more times than not they come out burnt or overly salty, hes not even sure where he went wrong)
- the type to say the families about to go out and just as they’re about to leave go back to answer the ringing phone and leave his kids hanging by the door as he talks to susan down the street about what drama has happened between gwen and paula that week.
- should probably be on real housewives.

Thoughts on chapter 864

Overall, I found this chapter a bit disappointing because it was anticlimactic. I was expecting to see Big Mom causing havoc, but instead we got to see her spacing out. Katakuri and Smoothie also didn’t do anything.

I was also expecting more from the Vinsmokes, Judge was looking pathetic, like Ichiji said. A powerful political figure, a mad scientist and an underworld boss crying like a little kid because he was betrayed. No plan B was really naive and stupid, since you are dealing with pirates.

But maybe now, if they survive, Judge will be grateful and ask Sanji for forgiveness? Not sure if Judge can be properly redeemed, but he gives me the vibes of someone who might die with Sanji forgiving him as a last act. I just know that after this chapter, chances that Sanji will part in good terms with his family increased.

My biggest problem with this chapter was the pace. It felt weird and clumsy. The scene with Sanji and Pudding felt out of place, Luffy and Jinbei were also in the middle of chaos but they almost didn’t have anything to do with the chapter. And the weirdest part is that Brook destroying the picture was somewhat irrelevant to the plan, and they had to think about bringing the picture to Big Mom so she could finally get angry and scream, like when you have to repeat a joke for someone who didn’t get at first. …I don’t know Oda-sensei, the pace looked really weird to me.

But since I was really interesting to see Pudding’s reaction to Sanji’s kindness, after recovering herself from the breakdown, I’m pleased with Oda’s decision to not cheap Pudding’s character by making her switching side so fast. This chapter, she even goes too far, trying to kill Sanji:

She even confess that she had deceived countless people, who likely ended up dead (Luffy, Nami and the others almost died because of the trap she led them). It should be no surprise that she is at least an accomplice of several murders ordered by Big Mom. But it’s clear that she isn’t a plain villain, the fact that she has to say “Look! This is who I really am!” just proves that she is desperately trying to to regain her menacing persona. Sanji could see that something was off with her. But like everyone noticed, Sanji had a serious and cold expression, he knows she is dangerous.

Part of the fandom was really thinking that there was a romantic tone in Sanji and Pudding’s relationship but I once more disagree, and this chapter seems to back me up. Pudding was never in love with Sanji, she never liked him, and even his kind words didn’t prevent her from shooting him. She wasn’t grateful like Viola, she still wanted to fight Sanji before Daifuku knocked her out. She is clearly hesitating, but not because of romantic feelings, but because Sanji remembered her from a time where she didn’t have to act deceving people and how she became like this because no one supported her. She is hesitating because she doesn’t know anymore if her current life is okay to her. Continuing to live like this is deceiving herself, that’s the message I think Oda is trying to pass.

As for Sanji, we all know that he is able to convert enemies by his kindness, it happened before and several times. And I believe, like everyone, that Pudding will be redeemed. But saving her here is an act of chivalry, as he wouldn’t let a lady be hit like that. I didn’t get any sign of Sanji being particularly caring or in love with her during this arc. To endorse this, Sanji completely ignores Pudding and Daifuku when he realizes that his family is in danger:

Let’s remember that the only reason Sanji is attending this freaking wedding is to save them:

And now that we are seeing Sanji seriously worried about the Vinsmokes, Nami’s role as the leader of the rescue team gets more weigh and personal importance to Sanji:

We don’t know how things will develop, but if Nami is succesful, I’m sure that Sanji will really appreciate her gesture (and of course, Chopper and Carrot too). It could be a parallel with Sanji bringing the G5 Marines to help Nami save the children in Punk Hazard, when she was becoming desperate with Mocha almost dying. Sanji controlled the situation back then and now she can do the same. Remember that Nami said she wouldn’t leave the island without the children? Now Sanji is the one that cant leave the island without his family. You can read my analysis from that moment here:

Nami also might be really important to “convert” Pudding (I still don’t think she will be nakama), as it seems that both have a special relationship with Lola. Sanji noticed that something is wrong with Pudding but he also was the first one to noticed Momonosuke’s problem. However the kid only opened up to others in Zou, when Sanji was already taken. Perhaps Pudding will be the same, with Sanji noticing the problem but she only open up when she faces Nami, and we finally get the explanation of Lola’s flashback? It’s a possibility.

New Year. New Me.  {Peter Pan Imagine}

Peter Pan Imagine

Author: Joi A. Wade


Warnings: Swearing, angst, will be two/three parts. ✨  Tbh, it sucks ass, but this was just a little something before the new year!   ✨ HAPPY NEW YEAR  ✨

.Gifs mine, picture is not. 

To say Y/n was excited about the New Year was an understatement. She was beyond ready for this fucked up of a year to be over, and 2017 to finally cleanse off any bad vibes she’s been carrying and just start over. She wandered around the party her best friend was hosting, having small talk with whoever passed by and drinking the champagne in her hand. Y/n came with her boyfriend Peter, but as soon as they passed through the front door, he’s disappeared somewhere in the large house; claiming to her that he was just going to chill with a few of his friends before the countdown. 

At first, Y/n was a little skeptical. This was the third year, whenever herself or her friends would have a get together for New Years, where he would just leave her to wander for long period of time and then show back up when the ball was dropping, for the traditional new year’s kiss. He never missed it, but she was still confused as to why he didn’t want to spend those remaining few hours of the year with her. 

Y/n walked around for a little while, after thanking one of her guy friends for refilling her glass, seeing as to that was the only thing to keep her mind off of her nowhere-to-be-found boyfriend. Peter was a very vibrant character, never stayed in one spot too long, always played by his own rules. She didn’t want to admit it, but this particular year was kind of rough for the both of them. Arguments after arguments, constant bickering and sarcasm. He slept on the couch a lot at their shared apartment, while she cried herself to sleep on those nights. Y/n dreaded that he was becoming…distant. Something was off about him on this night, where their usual chatty car ride was more silent and awkward; when they entered the home, it was almost as if he couldn’t wait to get away from her, kissing her cheek, before disappearing for the rest of the evening. Sighing, Y/n set down the half empty glass on a nearby table, leaning against the wall, while scanning the area once more for his familiar face. 

Next to her someone had cleared their throat rather loudly, snapping Y/n from her thoughts. Looking as to where it came from, she fought the urge to groan and roll her eyes. 

“Hello, Wendy.” She greeted as politely as she could, thinking about drowning herself in more champagne, but chose against it. “Didn’t know you would be here.” 

“Hm, well sorry to say that you’re not Tiger Lily’s only friend, honey.” Her sweet voice practically made Y/n physically cringe. Her and Wendy Darling never seemed to be on the right page with each other. It wasn’t even her fault, Wendy was the one who always seemed to over step her boundaries when it came to Peter, always making suggestive comments about him, getting to close for Y/n’s comfort. The thing that really always ticked Y/n off was how lately…Peter had done nothing to stop this behavior. God forbid someone gets too close to her, he loses his shit, but when it’s the other way around, she was the one in the wrong. 

“Sadly…” Y/n muttered, only paying half attention to the bimbo yapping next to her. Her focus was still on Peter, and it seemed that Wendy noticed. With a snicker, she flipped her golden hair behind her shoulder. 

“Wondering where your eye candy has gone to this time?” 

“Wondering where I asked for you to fucking talk to me, actually.” She snapped, making the blonde laugh obnoxiously. “You know, I’d rather not be next to you, while going into the new year. It would kind of defeat the purpose of me trying to fucking forget who you are.”

“No need to be rude, Y/n. I thought we could see passed our differences into the new year.” Batting her eyelashes at her only made her blood boil even more. Taking the hint, Wendy only smirked while shrugging, making her way for the balcony. Sighing in relief, Y/n went right back to looking for Peter, only to come up with nothing. Again. Tiger Lily made her way over to Y/n, tugging her toward the living room, where the big TV sat. Standing in front of it, her heart nearly dropped at the sight of the countdown…and Peter was still no where to be found. 

By now he would have found her, and be standing next to her and waiting. Looking around frantically, he was still no where in sight in the large crowed. Sure, she was being a little over dramatic about the situation, but it was another they made it as a couple. A lot of people doubted their relationship, any the many girls that practically threw themselves at him weren’t helping either. He reassured her countless times that no matter what, she was the only one for him. Even though they fought most of the year, she still wanted to end and start fresh of the year, with just a lovely kiss he always reserved just for her. It made her feel safe, made her feel special…

As soon as the countdown hit one, everyone cheered and shouted at the top of their lungs, sharing hugs and kisses, spilling their drinks accidentally and throwing confetti. 

“ H A P P Y   N E W   Y E A R ! ! ! ”

Tiger looked over at Y/n, leaning in and kissing her cheek in order to get at least a little smile on her face. It worked for a good second until it dawned upon her. The new year started without him. Leaving Tiger Lily to stand in the spot, not before thanking her for the peck, she went on her way to look for Peter, only to stop abruptly at what her peripheral vision caught sight of. With a slight gasp, she saw through the window of the balcony…

“Peter…” She whispered, not believing what she was seeing. As if he heard her broken whisper, he pulls away from the kiss, his eyes widening at the sight of you on the other side of the glass door. His jaw was dropped, his hands dropping from Wendy’s waist as a look of pure and utter defeat colored Y/n’s features. She knew it. She didn’t want to believe, but deep down she knew. It would explain a lot, actually. 

Wendy seemed to know that the two of them were caught, slowly turning her head to where Y/n stood, a small smirk plastered on her lips. Never feeling so betrayed in her life, she slowly backed away from the scene, Peter’s eyes slowly starting to fill with panic. 

“Y/n…baby, wait-” 

“Don’t. Don’t you dare make up an excuse for this!” She shrieked, quickly turning toward the crowed of people, wanting to disappear into it. Quickly, he ran after her, ignoring the whines coming from Wendy as he raced after Y/n, rudely pushing people out of the way and shouting at her.  

“Y/n! Please! Let me explain, it’s not what you think!” 

To be continued…

Dating Lee Jooheon Would Include-

- aeGYO

- he’ll try to out cute you but he’ll find it impossible to do since he finds you cuter than anything else??

- mild pda

- like sometimes you just wake up to see jooheon walking out the bathroom in your shirt and he’s just like its mine now

- and youre like jooheon its a neko atsume shirt…

- sometimes he’ll try to show off and show to you he’s manly 

- like one time there was a spider and he saw you havent noticed it yet and he’ll try and get it but fail and scream and jump on your back

- then the spider hides and you cant find it and he’s just like oK LETS GO BACK TO THE DORM

- staying up to 2 am playing video games

- if you can rap thats gr8 you’ll have rap battles

- if you can sing thats gr8 you’ll be singing monsta x songs while he raps


- but he really just likes kisses ok

- if you’re down he’ll show you aegyo

- if he’s down you’ll show him pictures of puppies ok 

- telling him he looks cute everyday

- him getting embarrassed and shyly looking down with red cheeks and a sMILE ON HIS FACE W/ HIS DIMPLES

- you guys have a book full of inside jokes

- not one day you cant go without being reminded off a joke

- he gets jealous ok

- but he knows you wont leave him so its ok

- one day you’ll just be having a lazy day in your pjs w/ him watching movies and stuffing your face w/ pizza and suddenly he’ll leave for a few seconds and return and put a beanie on your head

- and ur just like jooheon wyd

- and he’s just like u look cute ok 

- and you just nod and continue 2 stuff your face w/ pizza

- he always holds your hand in public btw

- he’s always smiling when he talks about you when hes w/ the members

- then changkyun has enough and just calls you and tells you to come over since jooheon is missing u 2 much

- he lives 4 couple stuff


- hes a cinnamon roll pls protect him

- basically dating jooheon is filled w/ fluff, kiSSES and aegyo. pls date him hes my son

Dating Series Masterlist

Get to know somebody and you really learn about ‘em,
won’t be long before you start to doubt 'em,
tell yourself you’re better off without 'em,
then in time you will find can’t walk without 'em,
can’t talk without 'em,
can’t breathe without 'em,
came here together, you cant leave without 'em,
on your Amerie it’s just one thing about 'em,
It’s called Love.
—  J.Cole (via ND)

kris-doesnt-know-were-married  asked:

"Do you take angst requests? I'd like to request one! A scene where Sehun yells at you but you're so soft that you just listen to him until you come to a point where you just leave the apartment without any words because you cant take it anymore. (you're not that kind of bad temper girl and really soft) thank you!"

No More ~Sehun~ ✕ ✕

Sehun stared down at the food you prepared and stayed that way for several minutes. You sat across the table from him and slowly ate away your own food.

Ever since he stepped into the apartment, he had been cranky. Like he always was. He yelled for you to cook something as soon as possible, and you followed his orders.

Now here you two were, with the food you prepared hastily, and he wasn’t even eating.

“What is this?” Sehun asked and slid the plate of food towards you.

You gulped down your own bite and nervously let out, “F-Food.”

He rolled his eyes. “Obviously, it’s food. But what kind of food this this?” his voice began to rise. “It’s awful, and I didn’t even taste it yet.”

You frowned. “But, I-“

“How come you always do this?” He yelled. You had no idea what he was talking about, but you couldn’t find the words to fight back. “You never do as I say correctly. You always find a way to mess things up!” He slammed his fist down the table, making you shake.

“I-I-I’m sorry,” you stuttered out and looked down in shame.

“Of course you’re sorry, you’re always sorry.” Sehun got up from the table and stomped towards the front door.

You got up slowly and followed him. “W-Where are you going?” you asked when you saw him put on his coat.

“Why do I always have to tell you where I’m going?” He put on his shoes and reached out for the doorknob.

You just nodded and let him leave without a words. He did this frequently, the yelling, and getting angry over the smallest things.

But you never fought back. No, not once.


One day you were sitting in your room, innocently watching your TV program when you heard his footsteps on the staircase. “_______!” he yelled.


He appeared at the doorway with an angry face. Uh oh. That only meant that there was something else he was mad at. “Where’s my coat?” he asked at a surprisingly low voice.

“It’s in the wash,” you answered and set the remote down on the nightstand.


“Because I thought that it needed to be washed. I’m sorry if-“

“Didn’t I tell you not to touch my clothes before asking me first?” There he goes with the yelling again. “Gosh _______, do you ever see me touching your stuff without asking?”

You looked down and shook your head.

“Exactly,” he snapped and turned around, running down the steps.

Your shoulders sunk and you fell back down on the bed, staring up at the ceiling.

Sometimes you thought that you didn’t deserve this. That you needed to get away from the apartment as soon as possible. But you never did that. You never found the courage to.


One night, Sehun had come home from work more stressed than usual. And the only person he could take out his anger on was you.

And that was exactly what he did.

“________!” He yelled and ripped his scarf off of his neck, discarding it to the side.

You ran down the stairs and said, “Yes, Sehun?”

At first, he just stared at you and blinked. You didn’t know what you did wrong this time, you only waited for him to say what he wanted.

“Dammit,” he muttered and paced towards the kitchen.

You furrowed your eyebrows and followed his trail. “Sehun, what’s wrong?”

“Nothing’s wrong,” he snapped and sat down next to the kitchen table. “Why do you always assume that something is wrong?”

“Well because you don’t look too-“

“______, ______, always assuming things.” He shook his head and stared at you coldly. “I’m fine, okay? I don’t understand why you always have to baby me whenever you think I’m upset, when the majority of the time, I’m not even mad at all.”

“I’m sorry, I just-“

“Sorry, sorry, sorry.” He shook his head and chuckled. “That’s all you ever say, sorry. Maybe you wouldn’t have to say sorry so much if you just did things right for once!” That was the loudest he had ever been with you.

You were shocked. You didn’t even know what you did wrong at this point. He just continued to yell at you then for the next couple of minutes while you stood there in shame.

When it seemed like he had enough, you shivered in both fear and because of the cries you were holding in. “Sorry, Sehun,” you muttered and then ran upstairs.

“Hey!” he yelled. “Don’t you run away when I’m talking to you!”


That night, when Sehun was sleeping soundlessly, you got up and packed your bag. You had enough of him and his random shouts that he always threw at you.

Most of all, you had enough of just standing there and apologizing for nothing. You weren’t going to be mistreated like that anymore.

When your bag was packed you managed to take it downstairs with you and leave it at the front door.

This apartment held horrid memories for you, and you couldn’t believe you actually stayed here for this long; dealing with all of the crap Sehun put you through.

But of course, everybody soon reaches that point where they can’t take it anymore. And you had finally reached that point.

Without another word, you turned around and left that apartment, leaving all the bad memories with it.

personal sign readings

Aries: i cant tell if youre evil or nice or sweet or rude idk you confuse me but ur gr8 and smart and i appreciate your existence in my life. thank you for taking care of my friend and make sure you stay patient with her, she isnt ready but you are. stay grounded. you are just such a nice person and i cant help but admire your intelligence and go get em attitude. dw aries, id fight u any day <3

Taurus: you literally remind me off chocolate and the colour brown, youre so stubborn but thats what makes you so special to me, youre not afraid to be real to me when im upset and i appreciate your honest. thanks for all the hot coco when im sad

Gemini: you are my source of wisdom in life, you are so smart and it makes me wonder why you even hang out with me. youre a true intellectual human and i like the way you dress lmao u remind me off computers and coffee tbh

Cancer: holy shit you are so emotional i cant handle it. youre so hyper and passionate but you know what, there are people out there who really love you, i wish i couldve kept you as a friend but life goes forth, have fun crying on people’s shoulders but be sure to make yourself comfortable, dont change who you are bc someone doesnt like it, you just be you. ily

Leo: ah leo, where do i start lol. you are such a drama queen, queen of drama, queen of the world. haha, you are the center of attention we get it leo so chill b. dont think others will out shine you bc trust me, they wouldnt fuckin dare. you are such a deep person and i appreciate your concern but i can do things on my own so take a step back, for your own good.

Virgo: i havent talked to you in forever, last time i checked you were still bitchy and a perfectionist but i miss you. i miss our talks and how much fun we had as kids. i loved going on adventures with you it was the most imaginative experience ever and i really miss that. its a shame i had to move but i hope youre doing ok out there in that big world we were so scared of. i hope we meet again soon. i wont ever forget you bc u remind me of the moon / stars and really anime lookin scenery ur that perf

Libra: where do i even start with libra… you are such a balanced spirit and i love the way you speak. i honestly love you. you are such an awkward and introverted person and its hard to tell youre even a libra. ur more like a pisces. i find the way you write and think so cute, youre so airy and weird lol. you remind me of soft pillows and sweets wrapped in gold paper. as for the other libra in my life, you sir are loud af, flamboyant and just all around a people person. its funny bc you look so happy all the time but no one really knows how you feel. no one quite understands your private or secret life like i do. you trust me and i trust you. you get on my nerves but i love your spirit and ability to change to subject when it you know it will hit close to home for me. thanks for caring

Scorpio: you are the prettiest person i have ever met. i constantly tell everyone you are the prettiest human in the school like holy shit youre hot. you make me laugh all the time and youre suprisingly not as vain as i wouldve expected from a scorpio but im totally ok with that bc you are hot af inside and out. im glad i met you but sometimes you say things without realizing youre hurting someone. dont go prodding your nose into peoples business and make assumptions based on reaction. dont give false hope to those who want real answers and just keep to yourself until you know the truth. you remind me off the colour black and red, you also remind me of sex and spicy food / underground nightclubs

Sagittarius: is it weird that a sagittarius doesnt have any sagittarius friends? i think it is… based on my brief encounter with a sagittarius male i was like hot diggity mother fuckin damn can i like touch u bc ur radiant and sexy af. in all honesty i wouldve wanted to talk to him more but we met once. it was like a distant dream. dw random sagittarius stranger, i thought you were funny when no one else did :^) i cant express my love for sagittarius’ bc they are just so unique and opinionated but at the same time they can be really cold and down right fukin psycho if you piss them off enough. some sags lack the empathy to care but dont take it personally, they are usually trying to hold back their past or how much they are hurting and are too afraid to seek help from anyone. they take on tasks by themselves which can leave them apathetic and self centered without even realizing it. most of the times sags are really outgoing and generally happy, they can make you laugh like a mofo and arent afraid to give it to you straight when you have a problem. they are the best advice givers

Capricorn: you sir, are c00l. like, way cooler than me im srs. you are goals. can i be you wtf????? you are so smart and quiet all the time but when you speak, pure genius or pure hilarity comes out. your one liners make me laugh or make me think. i love the way you function, youre such a mastermind. sometimes i wish i could find something bad about you but all i know is that you are most likely to take over the world and idk how to feel about that tbh. you remind me of books and really wealthy families with huge libraries and fuckin savage kitchens

Aquarius: aquarius you are such an important figure in my life, you have been through so much shit but you have learned from it all. the reason i am who i am today is from your real nitty gritty upbringing. you never held anything back from me and thats how i want to raise my kids, with pure honesty and love. i adore your concern but even as a mother, you need to back down. you may not know everything about how today’s society functions but thats ok, just chill. i got this. i will come to you when i need help. dont drop a pebble into the still pond bc things are balanced for once. dont fuck this up for me please. let me take care of this. i wont end up like her, i am who i am and i know what to avoid. i have learnt so much so please, let me put my knowledge into actions. your entity reminds me of magic and flowers, youre subtle but you are passionate and i love you

Pisces: ugh omg you are such a butt. you instantly remind me of scarves and well planned picnics. you were the one who would take us out and show us the world. it is so hard to tell you are even a pisces. you are more like a sagittarius and thats why i think we get along so well. like father like daughter, we are an amazing pair. i miss you, this family isnt nearly as entertaining without you here but youre off in another country, working your kind hearted butt off for us and i have accepted that. aquarius is having trouble with your absence but im calming her down, she will get used to it. dont forget about us over here ok? we all miss you. i definitely dont miss the constant clashes between us, you are just such a perfectionist it pisses me off. regardless of the bickering and stupid arguments, i love you and i want you back here with us asap

New Year. New Me. {Peter Pan Imagine}

Part One  Part Two Part Three

Peter Pan Imagine

Author: Joi A. Wade

Tagged: @tmrhollandkay, @ arfrona


Note: Thank you all for being such amazing people and being patient with me! Thank you for loving my slow ass, and my stories, it means a lot that you guys stick with me!

It’s been a while since Y/n had seen him. Never had she thought the time would come that he’d be finally calling her phone, in such a long period of time. Six an a half years is a long time to wait. Especially for an ex. 

“I’m glad you had time to see me, Y/n. It’s been so long.” 

Y/n smiles politely, looking down at the cup of tea her company had ordered for her. 

“Well, I gotta admit, it was quite the surprise when you called, Newton.” 

“Newt. Please, call me Newt. You’re one of the very few that I allow to, and…I miss how it sounds coming from your mouth.” He chuckles, rubbing the back of his neck in nervousness. “S-Sorry, that um..sounded bloody creepy, but you get my point.”

Sighing heavily, her politeness was slowly starting to fade away. She knew what this was, she wasn’t stupid. In the past six years Y/n has gotten not one phone call or text message from this guy, and then all of sudden here he is acting all awkward and charming at the same time. Setting her cup down after taking a short gulp of it, she finally makes eye contact with the man before her.

“Look, Newton. Things didn’t work out between us because you loved your music more than I.” 

“That’s not true-”

“Let me finish,” She holds her hand up, silencing him. “I was understanding, I was fair and actually wanted you to be happy and let you go. I moved on. Which was a mistake, I’ll admit, but it helped my unhappiness turn into something else. I fell in love again. And now that I am once again heartbroken, you decide to turn up, saying sweet nothings to me as if all of what you put me through never happened. Now how is that fair to me? ” 

“Love, I came back for you because I realized my only dream was with you. You were my dream.” 

“Oh, cut the bullshit.” 

Newt’s eyes widen at her venomous tone. Last time he had spoken to Y/n, she had such a sweet demeanor about herself, everything about her was kind and gentle. Earlier on this little gathering she was calm and collected, but now she is speaking to him in such a way he had never heard her speak before. 

“What’s happened to you?” 

“Life, Newton. Life fucking happened to me. You wanna know what I’ve been through? You leave me for your stupid music career, not even returning my calls or emails or letters. Then, when I finally move on to another guy, I find out he’s cheating on me with some bitch for nearly half of the time we’ve been together, then trying to make me seem like the bad guy! And now that I’m somewhat over him, you show the fuck up! Out of nowhere!”

“Love, calm down-”

“Don’t you tell me to calm down! I deserve to be fucking mad! I put up with so much, sticking up for guys that don’t deserve it, and I wonder why I end up the same way! Heartbroken!” By now, she was starting to draw attention to their table, alarming a certain few while the others watched with anticipation. Newt stands up slowly with his hands up, trying not to provoke her any further. 

“Y/n, please, I didn’t mean to struck a nerve-”


“Can you please talk to me without cursing at me, for bloody sake?” 

“I just think it’s a coincidence how you show up, right when I start to get out of my funk and feel better about finally leaving that dickhead. Were you just waiting for the perfect opportunity to make your way back into my life? When I was at my most vulnerable? Well, news flash for you, buddy! The only thing you’re getting from me, are these hands!”

Y/n was about to jump right over the table and tackle the poor, confused, Brit. Luckily, someone was able to grab her by the waist at the right time before she could even cross the table. Holding her close to their chest, Newt was able to take a few steps back, while making eye contact with the person behind her. Y/n squirmed against their hold, until the familiar scent of pine clogged her nostrils. Her squirming ceased. For now.

“Who the bloody hell are you?” 

“Oh, you don’t remember me, Newtie? I’m hurt, I thought we had something special.” 

Once Newt’s eyes actually scanned his face, he glared. Lowering his hands from his self-defense stance, he crossed them over his chest. “Very funny, Pan. I see that you didn’t change at all. Except for getting uglier, of course.”

“And you’re still the same after all these years, as well. Except you’re still single.” 

Y/n pushes away from Peter with great force, nearly knocking him backwards. Straightening out her shirt, she huffs in anger. “What the hell are you doing here? Where’s your little sex toy?” 

Peter drew his attention to Y/n, the playful glint in his eyes turning melancholy. 

“Y/n, I know I am the last person you want to see right now, and I understand that. I was a completely asshole, and deserve to burn in hell for what I did behind your back. But, if you give me a moment to explain-”

“So it’s you.” Newt connects, as a grin started to form on his face. “You’re the one who cheated, while you were still in the relationship with Y/n. Did you honestly think you would get away with that?”

“Can we talk somewhere a little more private, love?” 

“No. And don’t call me that. We can settle this right here, right now. I’ve been waiting to actually kick your ass, now that the tears finally stopped. Do you realize how humiliated you made me feel after that night? How absolutely filthy you left me? And you had some nerve to try and blame me! The only person that saw good in you, cared for you, loved you!” Each word spoken was a shove to his chest, which he happily took. He was just glad that she was actually talking to him. 

“I understand that you are in pain-”

“Oh, you can’t even begin to understand! Giving your love to someone who you thought was the one, only to have it blow up in your face, you have no idea what that feels like!”

“I could’ve warned you in the first place, Y/n. It’s your own fault for thinking a bloke like Pan would ever-” Before he could finish his unneeded input, Y/n picked up his cup of tea and threw what was left of it into his face. It was just hot enough to prove a point: for him to shut the fuck up. “Ahh! Mother of fu-Jesus Christ! Shit, shit, shit, shit! Bloody, burning hell!” 

Newt rushes to find the nearest bathroom, a few workers following behind him, as others just stare in shock or gaze in amusement. Placing the cup back on the table, Y/n turns back to Peter, with rage darkening her eyes. 

“Y/n, I-”

“I thought I told you to stay the hell away from me. How did you even know I was here?” 

“That’s not important, what’s important is us fixing this problem that we have-”

We don’t have a problem! You do, and only you! I was perfectly happy being with you, I didn’t care what people said about your past relationships because none of that mattered, it’s in the past for a reason! I didn’t care when they called you bad news, I didn’t care that my parents didn’t approve of you, and I didn’t care how much we argued over stupid shit! What I cared about was you, and how much I loved you. You were there when Newt left, you were my friend, someone I could talk to when I needed it. You listened, you cared…And when you asked me out, I thought moving on was too good to be true, but you changed that. And look where it got us! Five fucking years I gave to you, and this whole time that was just a game to you.”

“It wasn’t a game-” 

“Hearing a lot of bullshit today, you know. You knew exactly what you were doing, Peter. And you knew the person you did it with I despised, yet you still did it anyway.” Tears were starting to form in her eyes, as the heat of the moment was dying down and reality was coming back to her. The man that broke her already bruised heart was standing right there, with the guts to say that he didn’t mean what he did. What does he take her for, a fool? 

“Y/n, what I did was unforgivable, we both know that. But, love, I regret it.”

“Is that supposed to make me feel better? Three words that don’t matter at all to me? I regret giving you my time, mind, body and soul. I regret thinking that scum like you could ever change. I regret loving you, Peter Pan. So I’ll say it again, since you obviously didn’t listen the first time. Stay. The hell. Away. From me.” 

With that said, Y/n left money on the table and took her leave. Storming outside the door, she roughly wiped the single tear that escaped her eye before anyone could see. 

She was so over crying.

But, the sound of the door chimes made her stop only for a second. He seriously could not be trying to chase after her, could he? The rapid footsteps confirmed that prediction, making her bite the inside of her cheek, to stop herself from doing anything she’ll regret. Again. 

“Y/n, please! You gotta listen to me, love-”

“I don’t want anything to do with you, Peter. Just crawl back to wherever you came from, and forget we ever existed. Let me move on! Live your own life, so I can get on with mine!”

“Y/n, baby, I’m begging you!”

“Nothing you can say or do will change my mind, Peter-!” 

“ M A R R Y   M E ! ” 

In that moment…everything just stops.

From the noisy traffic, to the beating of her own heart. 

It was silent.

With her covered mouth agape, Y/n stands there in complete and utter disbelief. Seeing that he now had her attention, Peter slowly descended to one knee, staring up at her with eyes that were filling with tears. 

“Y/n L/n. Will you marry me?”  

so I got asked this earlier and this is my ridiculously lengthy response about how the adoribull hate is bullshit and you all need to do some research

putting this under a read more for obvious reasons. please do not read this and tell me im full of shit because I legit have five tabs open with all their banters and interactions in relation to this ok I know what im talking  about

Keep reading

Forgive Me- A Peter Pan One-Shot

Title: Forgive Me
Pairing: Peter Pan x Reader

Y/N was returning from walking in the forest of Neverland when her long-time boyfriend and leader of the island, Peter Pan, approached her.
“Where were you Y/N? I was worried sick!” he said to her.
“I was just going for a walk…” she responded.
“You do this all the time, you go somewhere and you don’t tell anyone where the hell you’re going. And you’re gone for hours! You always say you’re going to ‘walk’. I doubt you always just walk.” he said angerly.
“Peter I am just going for a walk! You know it calms me down and it’s my break from all your freaking chaos! It’s hard to put up with all these little lost boys all the time and to be the only fucking girl here.” she said tearing up.
“You just have to get used to it.” Peter said glarring at her.
“If you don’t care about me and how I feel, we should just breakup.” Y/N said, now crying.
“Maybe we should!” Peter yelled. Y/N then had rivers of tears flow from her eyes and she ran off.
It took Peter a second to realize what he had done. He immediatly regreted every single word he had just told Y/N.
Peter started to cry, and went to his tent to think.

“What the hell have I done? Maybe she doesn’t deserve an idiot like me! I need to try and win her back, she’s the best thing that’s ever happened to me.” he thought to himself. He had to go win her back. She was his everything, he couldn’t function without her.
Peter ran through the forest, trying to find Y/N.

Suddenly, he heard sobbing from behind a tree.
“Y/N?” he called.
“Go away.” she responded.
Peter went around the tree to find Y/N sitting balling her eyes out.
“What the hell do you want?” she asked.
“I want to say I sorry. I didn’t mean anything I just said. Please forgive me love.” he said starting to cry too.
“No Peter, you can’t just say sorry and have everything fix itself! You don’t care about how I feel and you sure as hell don’t trust me!” she sobbed.
“Listen to me, Y/N.” Peter said, “You are the best thing that has ever happened to me. You are amazing love, and you put up with more than I ever could. Y/N, you’re one of the strongest people I’ve ever met. You’ve changed me for the better, and I can’t even function without you! I can’t not be with you Y/N!”
Peter at this point was sobbing.
“You just need to trust me Peter or we are never going to work.” Y/N quietly said.
“I do trust you. If I didn’t, you wouldn’t be on this island with me! Look love, I’m so sorry about what I said earlier. I had a rough day and everything is just pissing me off.” he said.
Both of them were quiet for a moment.

“Y/N, please baby, please forgive me. Please be my girl again.” Peter said crying.
Y/N took a second to think. She has had bad days too, and knew how Peter felt.
“As long as you trust me, I’ll be yours Peter. I’m sorry not telling you where I go and thinking you don’t care.” Y/N said as Peter held her hand.
“I do care, and I always will. I love you, Y/N.” he said smiling and holding her face.
“I love you more, Peter.” she said smiling too.
Peter then pulled her face in and they kissed like they had never done before.
Their world’s seemed to stop and they seemed to be the only two people on Earth.
The kiss was full of passion and love, something they had never fully shown to each other before.

When they broke the kiss, Peter spoke up saying, “Are we ok now babe?”
Y/N responded by kissing him once again.
“I guess that’s a yes.” Peter thought to himself.

BTS Reaction To Their GF Missing Their Home In America

This was requested before. Im sorry I don’t remember by who but here it is! Sorry it took so long.


He came home and saw you sitting on the couch silently crying. “Jagi? What wrong?” he asked as he came closer. You jumped a bit not noticing he was there and you wiped your eyes and smiled weakly to him.

“Nothing important…don’t worry” you said and he frowned “Please tell me the truth.” you broke down crying again and he came over quickly pulling you into his chest. “I miss America….I love Korea but I miss seeing my family” you said between sobs. He gently rubbed your back. “Jagi…it is ok…how about we go down and visit your family for a while?” he asked and you nodded quickly and then held onto him tightly “I love you” you whispered to him.

“I love you more”


You where on your phone looking through old pictures when one of your family came up. You started to feel down. The aura around you was just soo gloomy. Jungkook came home to see you with a blank face staring out the window.

“Hey? you ok?” he asked coming up and wrapping his arms around you. “Hm? Yeah I’m fine” you said then turning back to the window. “Jagi we have been together for almost two years now…I can tell something is up” he said putting his chin on your shoulder. “ok ok…I miss America. I miss my family..” you said looking down. His face was full of different emotion. Worry, sadness, and pain.

“Does that mean you want to leave me?” he asked looking at you. “No! Never Kookie!” you said reassuring him and he was relieved. “I just miss my family.” you said looking up at him. “…Well it just so happens I have the entire week off next week and I want to meet your parents” he said smiling to you. You looked up at him and thought of how sweet he was and gave him a hug.


You had been texting your mom telling her how much you missed her and the rest of the family. You lazily dragged yourself around the house al day until Namjoon came home.

“Hi jagi~” he said coming over and hugging you and you weakly hugged him back. “You look upset? did something happen?” he asked looking down at you. You looked up and a few tears fell and he started to panic. “J-jagi? what’s wrong? tell me what happened!” he said his voice full of worry. “I miss my home….in America…” you said sniffling.

“Jagi it is ok…don’t cry….we can work it out…we can go visit or something.” he said pulling you close by your waist and holding you there. “smile please?” he said while doing weird things and getting you to smile.


He noticed you had been out of it for a few days. You would answer questions with one word and you would look off into space.

He came over to you and pulled you into his chest. “Tell me what as been bugging you…I cant stand seeing you like this” he said his voice almost cracking. “I’m sorry oppa it is just…recently I hav really been missing my home in America.” you said letting a few tears fall.

“It is ok jagi…I understand…I just don’t like that fact that I would have to lie without you-” you cut him off “No! I wouldn’t leav you to move back…..I just want to see my family…” you said looking up at him. “Oh phew” he said lowering his head and putting his forehead to yours. “Then we will go and visit your family whenever you want…just…. Please don’t leave me” he said looking into your eyes. “Never” you said leaning up to place a sweet kiss on his plump lips.


He was getting a bit upset when you had been on your phone all day and ignoring him. He had just gotten home from a tour and you sat there staring at the screen on your phone and mumbled a hello to him.

“Ok really?” he asked standing infront of you. “Why are you on your phone all day and I just got home? You know how much I missed you?” he asked looking hurt. “Sorry oppa…I was looking at old pictures of my family.” you said looking up at him. “I miss them” you said sighing. “Well then we can go visit them. I got off the tour today and I am free for a month. But if you miss them tell me and I will do something. It upsets me when you ignore me” he said pouting. You got up and gave his pouty lips a kiss..

“thank you oppa” you said looking into his eyes. “anything for you…I love you”


He was cuddling you on the couch and you kept letting out sighs. “Are you uncomfortable jagi? ” he asked looking worried. “No I am fine…I love cuddling” you said smiling to him. He smiled back but he knew there was something wrong “Ok soo whats wrong then?” he asked looking at you.

“Nothing important.” you said looking at the screen on the T.V. He turned your face to face him. “Tell me” he said. “Ok fine. I just miss my family and my home in America” you said letting out another sigh. “Oh jagi…its ok” he said snuggling you close.

He got up and picked you up bridal style and walked into the bed room. He pulled you down onto the bed with him and said “Ok…Well lets talk about how long we are going to be down there” when he finished he had a wide smile and you hugged him super tight.

“I love you so much” you said “I love you most”


You kept complaining about missing home and your family. “Im sorry jagi..i promise soon I will try to have us go see them” he said smiling to you and you sighed and hugged him.

A little while later you went into the bedroom and saw two packed suitcases. “Hm?” you walked closer and saw two plane tickets sitting on the bed. “oh my gosh…” you said. You turned around to see j-hope sending you hearts with his hands.

“I love you~” he said and you ran over and glomped him making him laugh as he wrapped his arms around you.

Hope you liked it :) <3


rawrperez  asked:

Um. I've always wanted to read a yoonmin where Yoongi is always teasing Jimin, but likes him and Jimin likes him like that too and all of the other members are really just waiting for Yoongi to man-up and ask Jimin on a date. Do you know of any fics like this?

i can think of a few: (not all of them have both pining + nicknames im sorry)
- wash away my loneliness by melecs
you don’t have to say i love you (to say i love you) by coconutbutter
- give love by ddugeun
- out of my system by xxdevilishxx
- leave before the lights come on by jungtaeh
ringa linga by jeosheo
- baby, baby, you’re a caramel macchiato by chyelo

ten things i love about you

Pairing: Yoongi/Jimin
Author: jonghyunslisterine
Rating: PG15
Genre: High School AU, Angst With A Happy Ending, Break Up Make Up AU
Summary: Jimin can think of a million ways to spend a four hour bus trip to Haeundae Beach, none of which involve sitting next to Min Yoongi two months after breaking up with him.

Admin Notes: i loved this so much. the premise reminded me of ten things i hate about you, which was one of my favourite movies. this had just the right amount of emotions and it really captured the essence of yoongi and jimin’s relationship in canon without sugarcoating anything. it was realistic - cute, without getting unrealistically sappy - and i just. my heart hurt for jimin. this was really good i cant articulate myself rn but it was good i promise

Link: AO3

Don’t forget to leave comments and kudos!

- admin nissi


“ Im sorry Tony but i cant stand by you on this one.” you said getting up from your seat and start to leave.

“Why Y/N, why are you taking his side.” Tony shouted at you making you flinch.

“I know what it’s like to be under some one elses control and do things you dont want to do..”


“Was it really Tony, plus you would do the same if you were in Steve’s shoes.” without another word you left the room with Tony watching his girlfriend take Steve’s side instead of his.

anonymous asked:

what are some good creepy/weirdy/disturbing videos that you would recommend? im bored as all hell and need a good scare.

Well there friend I’ll try to keep the list relatively short but uh yeah okay here we go

Pencil Face is unbelievably unsettling (in a hilarious sort of way)

Prison Sex by Tool has a really cool/creepy music video

Whispered Faith  is an incredible series focusing on the well known monster The Rake. Video Diary #4  and Video Diary #5 have been the most popular video’s so far, but believe me the whole series is unbelievably well done and certainly worth the watch

No Through Road which also has a second  third  and fourth  episode to the series is great, especially if you like the old classic horror stories like the ‘hook man’

Don’t Hug Me I’m Scared and its sequel seem to be a lot of people’s favorites (and for a good reason too)

Daft Punk managed to freak everyone out with their horrific ending to the Prime Time of Your Life music video (tw for self harm)

The Technologic music video also provided the same uncomfortable feeling, but then again who isnt a bit creeped out by robotic babies.

Fortunes, An Experimental Comedy though not necessarily disturbing or scary is still very impressive

ToTheArk never fails to be unsettling (the fact that its directly related to a fantastic ongoing series just adds to it) Though in my opinion Indicator  Extraction and Warning are the top three “spookiest entries”

I’m not going to get to far into Marble Hornets because damn I could go on all day about that series, but if you’re looking for a long, complex, incredibly well done horror series Marble Hornets is the series to go for. The scariest non-spoilery(ish) entries i can show are Entry #62, Entry ######, and  Entry #19 (The series is full of suspense and fear but i cant really show anything else without spoiling anything, just wait until you see #65)

There are many other fantastic slender series that i would love to go into  detail about but i’ll leave that for another day. Considering this was mainly supposed to focus on short videos.

These arnt really the kind of one shot jump scare kinda videos if thats what you were looking for, but they still manage to freak me right out.

closetdeer  asked:

I might be pregnant with Ziall

From Nialler (11:54AM):
can you come over right now

Zayn is already well on his way over to Niall’s house when he gets the text, just a short message, no capitals or punctuation or anything like that and, on anyone else it would be fine but this is Niall so Zayn kind of, maybe, freaks out. A lot. But then it’s all, Zayn can’t get out of the metro doors fast enough and he finds himself trapped behind this couple that insist on standing side by side on the escalator and then he’s finally outside but he’s not ashamed when he takes off running down the street toward Niall’s apartment. Niall lives near to the metro station anyway so he knows it won’t take him long and this way will just get him there faster. 

Still, Zayn is winded by the time he gets to the first floor, clutching at a stitch in his side when he’s finally on Niall’s floor, and he’s still panting when he gets to Niall’s door but, trying the knob, he finds that it’s locked which is really really odd. It’s just that, Niall had asked him over but now the door is locked and Zayn just doesn’t understand. Usually, the door is unlocked in expectation of his arrival and, for that reason, Zayn has never seen reason to carry a key. He regrets that now. 

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anonymous asked:

How would the RFA+V, and Unknown react to MC suddenly becoming very depressed, and then suicidal all of a sudden.

An ask very close to home, my dear anon

• Honestly, he low key FREAKS
• my poor little angel starts to fret so bad
• he doesnt leave your side for a moment
• and hes?? always touching you??
• you sometimes mind, but you like the sentiment
• he just loves you so much?? and he doesnt know what to do??
• he just cant bear the thought of a world without your light
• he told you he loved you more than Rika

• Goes from touchy to REALLY touchy
• he kisses and compliments you just about as much as humanly possible
• he even says he will get a cat if itll help you
• literally tries everything he can think of
• he did a one-man play just for you in hopes of cheering you up
• he even went to JUMIN for help
• he has no clue what to do
• hes never loved someone as much as he loves you, and he cant bear the thought of a life without you

• Jaehee is… a lot calmer than the rest, to say the least
• is she worried? yes
• is she scared? Yes
• does she love you? YES
• she just panic like the rest, which you appreciate
• she encourages you like you do to her and she doesnt push
• she doesnt crowd you, but hovers just in case you need her
• doesnt push you to talk about what’s going on, but leaves a note with a number to a therapist
• at the bottom is written, ‘I will stand by you no matter what; You matter most’

• He wont admit it, but at first he thought it was because of his one weakness- his lack of humor
• but he soon realized he was being stupid and focused on you
• he urges you to go see a therapist and offers to pay
• (you say no to him paying, but he does it anyway)
• he will buy you anything if it would help
• spends time with you when you are especially down
• Holds you close a lot and cuddles with you on the couch
• on night, you accidentally woke him up, and he pulled you close and whispered he was so scared to lose you
• he didnt remember he had said it, but it still made you cry

• man, hes probably the most scared
• He was scared to get close to you to begin with, and hes even MORE scared to lose you
• He doesn’t regret loving you, however
• hacked into your personal files and found out about your prescription and made sure you kept taking it (just in case)
• you had to explain what it wasn’t anything wrong with him; it was just you
• to which he replied that if one of you had a problem, then so did the other
• recent google searches: what is depression? is there a cure? how to make someone happy again?

• when you tell him, he instantly thinks of Rika
• he feels as if the wind has been knocked out of him
• Because you made him feel whole again, and he just /knows/ that if you are gone, no one can patch that one up
• so he tries so hard
• tirelessly in fact
• he does research, talks to experts, and holds you most of all
• he doesnt want to let you go
• but he doesnt push you to talk
• one time, you felt him start crying as he held you
• another time, he fell asleep at his desk, and when you woke him up, he said ‘please dont leave me too"

• Oh boy, he does not react well
• bc like??? you gave him so much to live for???
• you showed him that life was worth living after all he had done, and so becomes to determined to do the same for you
• and he wants to spend every moment making special memories and showing you he loves you
• one day, he takes you to disneyland and tells you that today is your day
• he takes a solid week off hacking just to stay with you and take care of you
• when you dont have the energy to eat or bathe, he will do it for you
• one day, he fell asleep while cuddling you on the couch, and I one point he whispered 'Please don’t abandon me like Saeyoung" and he woke up to you crying