you probably haven't noticed

  • Me: I'm really low maintenance :)
  • Also me: requires near constant attention and reassurance that my significant other doesn't hate me, gets extremely sad and angry when given any tiny reason to believe that they might not like me and then proceeds to hate them from any time between several hours to several days, is very emotionally dependent on them, is always sad or scared about something and needs to be comforted, gets jealous whenever they talk to anyone that isn't me, and is just generally high maintenance as hell
Letters Left

When Lucy left the Guild to protect everyone:

Natsu and Happy burst into her apartment expecting her to be there

But she wasn’t there

And there was a note left for whoever happened to break into her apartment (aka everyone)

When Natsu left the Guild to be able to learn how to protect everyone:

Lucy burst into her apartment expecting Happy and Natsu to be there

But they weren’t there

And there was a note left for Lucy

And they both chased after one another

to be honest I was more concerned about Colin being on that rooftop than Killian

Bunquiz and Cole. She took him out and they had a nice picnic, his first. Afterwards Bunquiz entered into a food coma, so he covered her eyes from the sun with his hat so that she could nap in peace. Done during the multistream with slayerofkillabee , drawarabbitonfire and deedylovescake last night. 

i refuse.

i refuse to harm myself any more.

i refuse to push myself to action when what i need is quiet and rest.

i refuse to disregard my physical needs just for the sake of the capitalists.

i refuse to disregard my emotional needs just for the sake of capitalism.

i refuse to destroy my physical and mental health any further.

i refuse to overstrain my abilities.

i refuse to pretend to have abilities i don’t possess.

i refuse to push myself through overloads and meltdowns.

i refuse to push myself through breakdowns and burn-outs.

i refuse to punish myself for depression.

i refuse to suffer.

i refuse to accept exhaustion, self-hatred, despair and a death wish as a price for being useful.

i refuse to destroy myself.

i refuse to kill myself.

i will not comply.

“Smiles make people kind. From there, love shall connect.” - Kis-My-Ft2′s 4th Overture

As I’ve reached a number of followers that I don’t think I’ve ever reached before on this account, I decided that I would appreciate some of you guys. I didn’t expect to hang around much after stepping back into this, but thanks to the affection, care, interest, and support of many of you, I’ve managed to stay around longer than I thought that I would. I hope that many of us can grow even closer, or that we’ll actually talk and form a friendship. I’ll probably miss some people that I wanted to put on this somewhere, but please keep in mind that when you see this, I appreciate you. This isn’t a post for just those that I name. Each of you have a part in this. Who knows, I might even end up tagging some people that I follow, but that aren’t on my followers list. Whatever the case is, thank you for taking the time to make this ride a little more interesting for me.

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