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Letters Left

When Lucy left the Guild to protect everyone:

Natsu and Happy burst into her apartment expecting her to be there

But she wasn’t there

And there was a note left for whoever happened to break into her apartment (aka everyone)

When Natsu left the Guild to be able to learn how to protect everyone:

Lucy burst into her apartment expecting Happy and Natsu to be there

But they weren’t there

And there was a note left for Lucy

And they both chased after one another

to be honest I was more concerned about Colin being on that rooftop than Killian

Bunquiz and Cole. She took him out and they had a nice picnic, his first. Afterwards Bunquiz entered into a food coma, so he covered her eyes from the sun with his hat so that she could nap in peace. Done during the multistream with slayerofkillabee , drawarabbitonfire and deedylovescake last night. 

i refuse.

i refuse to harm myself any more.

i refuse to push myself to action when what i need is quiet and rest.

i refuse to disregard my physical needs just for the sake of the capitalists.

i refuse to disregard my emotional needs just for the sake of capitalism.

i refuse to destroy my physical and mental health any further.

i refuse to overstrain my abilities.

i refuse to pretend to have abilities i don’t possess.

i refuse to push myself through overloads and meltdowns.

i refuse to push myself through breakdowns and burn-outs.

i refuse to punish myself for depression.

i refuse to suffer.

i refuse to accept exhaustion, self-hatred, despair and a death wish as a price for being useful.

i refuse to destroy myself.

i refuse to kill myself.

i will not comply.

“Smiles make people kind. From there, love shall connect.” - Kis-My-Ft2′s 4th Overture

As I’ve reached a number of followers that I don’t think I’ve ever reached before on this account, I decided that I would appreciate some of you guys. I didn’t expect to hang around much after stepping back into this, but thanks to the affection, care, interest, and support of many of you, I’ve managed to stay around longer than I thought that I would. I hope that many of us can grow even closer, or that we’ll actually talk and form a friendship. I’ll probably miss some people that I wanted to put on this somewhere, but please keep in mind that when you see this, I appreciate you. This isn’t a post for just those that I name. Each of you have a part in this. Who knows, I might even end up tagging some people that I follow, but that aren’t on my followers list. Whatever the case is, thank you for taking the time to make this ride a little more interesting for me.

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