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anonymous asked:

I've finally figured out why Eleanor bothers me way more than Danielle, I could never put my finger on it. With Danielle, what you see is what you get, she's made no effort in trying to hide she enjoys fame/attention, at least in some way she's stayed true to herself lmao. Eleanor bothers me more because she has that victim facade she plays, the innocent girl who never wanted fame and hates attention but secretly craves it but also has to keep a perfect rep so they can't show you their real self

you could tell eleanor loved it too as much as she tried to hide it obviously danielle is a pain in the ass but i agree eleanor was next level

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.
Move on, leave, run away, escape this place… but don’t forget about me, about us, about this town. Always remember where you come from so you can appreciate how far you’ve come.
—  c.j.n.