you never made me it

Words

It’s 12:03 in the morning
And I don’t think I’ll be sleeping any time soon
I wish I’d had some sort of warning
Of the damage that you were about to do
12:07, typing words and then deleting them
Words, words, words
Were all you said to me
Dreams are just that
Some not meant to be
And you weren’t even a dream
You were a nightmare
And now I know that love never scares
The way you scared me
The way you made my heart beat
In the worst possible way
And yet, all I wanted was for you to stay

Do you remember what you said to me?
You said, “I’m not going to hurt you.”
But in the moment
On a lazy Sunday afternoon
You were hurting me
Traumatizing me
Killing me softly

You and your damn words.
You strung them together and wrote me a novel I had longed to believe all my life.
Words.

just wanna summarize an interaction between mod marco and i that took place last night

mm: hey im watching sword art online bc its on netflix

mj: that show’s shit, it’s a poorly executed rehash of a frankly overdone plot, the main characters a two dimensional mary sue that never develops in any way, and every background character’s just around to emphasize how great mr mc is, ESPECIALLY THE WOMEN who only ever seem to be around to build sexual tension. if you wanna watch a good anime on netflix watch little witch academia or castlevania

mm: ehhhhhhhhhhh, nahhhhh. what about this other anime that you’ve never heard of

mj: never heard of it so it probably isnt great. just go with one of the things i recommended

mm: ok i watched that anime you never heard of and it made me hate anime

mj: cool glad you took my advice

ree-duh  asked:

Is it okay if I send a hey? Oh well hey!

RIDA OFC

1. First impression: i think that was when you asked if you could draw fan art for my elias fic efinrewiug and then you drew karl and sana with yousef crying in the background ICONIC
2. Truth is: you’re an AMAZING drawer which is why im SO happy you’re the illustrator for the elias fic!!!
3. How old do you look: idk
4. Have you ever made me laugh: WITH THAT KARLSANA DRAWING ISTG I LAUGHED AND I NEVER STOPPED LAUGHING EVER
5. Have you ever made me mad: ??? no ofc not
6. Best feature: your amazing drawing talent eugfnweriug
7. Have I ever had a crush on you: :’)
8. You’re my: friend who im so excited is on this project with me!!
9. Name in my phone:  
10. Should you post this too? YES

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Okay back to happier (?) topics - today’s prompts were firsts/future/tears !!!! and honestly that’s probably a happy set why did I go for this even we might just never know

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What a great episode I watched it nearly nine hours ago and I’m still yelling g o o d

[The first one is now available as a design on my redbubble!]

“Let it be to kill the demon.”

He fell quietly from her arms.

He was a king.

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Jace smiling/laughing because of Maia in 2x13 + Maia smiling because of Jace:

Valentine’s Date Night

A super late piece for @jojosrealityisimaginative through @klancevalentines ! I’m soso sorry that this is incredibly late but I hope that you like it!

I would get on my knees for Tae

Hoseok | Jimin | Namjoon | Jungkook | Yoongi | Jin

total chris pine moments in wonder woman
  • stealing something from evil dudes and then just booking it
  • cooly dropping a bomb onto a building while flying away
  • ..then proceeding to crash said plane and drown
  • needing to be saved by others
  • ACCIDENTALLY bringing his problems into other people’s lives
  • just the fact that tons of dudes want to kill him (like same)
  • his face when the lasso of truth
  • claiming to be an expert in stealth and stuff yeah right
  • giggling as he swishes his feet around in the hot tub
  • casually talking about his dad’s watch while nude
  • seriously he was standing there for like 8 minutes put somE CLOTHES ON (he was just pretending to be embarrassed okay he wanted to show off)
  • being confused 99% percent of the time
  • sighing whenever diana does anything
  • giving others fashion advice
  • but also the impatient “it’s been 2hrs can we get outta here??” husband
  • not wanting diana to steal his spotlight
  • that dramatic ‘ow that hurt’ hand shaking post epic punch
  • remus lupin: don’t do the thing!! chris: i’m sorry did you say dO IT?
  • but is a total hypocrite cause he continues to nag diana NOT TO DO THE THING!
  • “you’re breaking up, i can’t hear you sorry BYE!”
  • makes a big fuss about not taking the drink but then ends up taking it anyway
  • ripping off jacket to reveal a whole new outfit and excitedly jumping into a stolen car
  • the pipe and the german accent (was that even acting cause all i saw was chris)
  • wooing all the ladies
  • …by buying them ice cream and doing stupid impressions
  • dramatic goodbye but his gf can’t even here him
  • grinning as he blows himself up
  • just a bunch of questionable life choices okay?

BTS’ ‘Spring Day’ is used in today’s episode of SBS ‘The Its Know’「Sewol Ferry, returning after 3 year - Will hope rise up again?」

It’s the only song as well as idols’ song to be used, not including instrumental background music. ‘The Its Know’ is an investigation program, covering unsolved mysteries as well as hidden stories. Today’s episode is dedicated to Sewol Ferry disaster, as tomorrow, April 16th, marks 3 full years since the disaster which took away 304 lives, with 9 people still remaining missing.

How is it possible
That a single human being
Could fuck you up so much
And make you feel as if your self worth has diminished
up to the point where you don’t even have confidence
Or believe you can find someone to make you happy

I wonder if you know,
how exactly you have broken me
How I look in the mirror and think,
I am not good enough.
I stare at myself and truly believe
no one will ever love me
at least not as much as I love them,
because I give too much and that is just exhausting.

I get anxiety all the time,
at the thought of you
At the thought of ever loving someone
The way I loved you.
Of getting attached
because I fear they will all become you,
constantly disappointing me.

I don’t have confidence anymore,
I can’t even talk to someone else
because I don’t think anything I say will be good enough
But I am fucking good enough
You just made me feel that I could never be.

I’m afraid of the world because of you,
Of people like you
That act so selfishly and call it,
“Making myself better”
When in reality
You’re a shitty indecisive person
That cannot let go of the one person
Who gave you everything
And you realize a little too late,
they are all you’ve ever wanted.

But guess what,
I’ve know that for a long time.
I’ve known you were all I ever wanted,
the sad part is
You changed.

You are not the person I fell in love with.
And I’m not the person you feel in love with

I am the person you destroyed
but I will also be the person
that will find happiness,
without you.

—  basically word vomit

Shout out to the dumb boys who yanked my scarf off in the hallways and then laughed when I dropped all my books. Shout out to the guy who thought it was funny to go behind me during class and pull my bra strap to hear it snap then got defensive when I brought my fist out. Shout out to the guys who would say ‘that shit around your head is ugly you think you’re pretty?’ ‘let’s get married so I can see ur hair’ shout out to you because I love wearing hijab 100000x more because of you jerks