you never loved me

someone’s trying to start up a round of 4D monopoly

I’ve been thinking, I never got to say thank you. I never thanked you for the months you spent loving me endlessly. Looking back, we were only on chapter 1, but I have a tendency to write the end before the beginning. I wrote the last page of our love story and slammed the book shut before I even realized what I was giving up. I’m so sorry I took you for granted. I’m not sure if you regret how we ended, but I know I do. I also know that I’m constantly praying you come back so I can rewrite the ending the way it’s supposed to go. God only knows if we’ll run into each other again when we’re better for each other, but you should know I’ll always be here waiting.
—  // excerpt from a book i’ll never write #19

anonymous asked:

and after looking at ur munday pic... looks like ur pretty over weight. lay off the pizza, mmk?


anonymous asked:

Hi Aunt Jillie! I don't have anything very important to say or ask, other than to simply thank you. You never fail to make me smile and I love your little personal posts and outfit shots and bits of wisdom you offer to anyone who asks. Thank you for being you and encouraging us all to do the same.

You utter, utter darling. Thank you very much, and bless you for sending this today. Last night was awful, thanks to a combination of insomnia and non-stop nightmares, and I feel wretched today. Your message has made things a bit better. So again, thank you.
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“I don’t think I want to, Mr. Graves.”

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short and bitter

I’m discarded; one “I love you” twice removed leaves me breathless. I’ve never claimed to be intelligent, but I should have known you’d never love anyone except yourself.
You can place me on the back burner and I’ll be warm. But there’s still a shiver down my spine because when you talk in your sleep, it isn’t of me.

It wasn’t the distance that scared her. She was scared of the idea that he’ll find someone better in between their distance apart.
—  This is killing me.