you never let me go

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blaire: sooo are you gonna ask cole if he want’s to come with us?

athena: i don’t know, he might not want to but I guess i can.

blaire: YOU SHOULD! but like… send a pic or something bc you look hot sis.

athena: uh??! i don’t think so that literally sounds like a train wreck waiting to happen.

blaire: OK BUT WHAT BETTER WAY TO GET THE BOYS THAN WITH THE BOOTY ATHENA? HMM?

athena: IT’S COLE!!!! IF HE ISN’T INTO IT HE WILL USE IT AGAINST ME FOR LIFE BLAIRE!!! I can HEAR him now ‘ hey remember that time you sent me a nude’, he’s never gonna let it go!!!!

blaire: not a NUDE…just some tasteful sideboob?

athena: you are killing me.

Acknowledge it.
In order to move on you need to acknowledge it or it may as well eat you alive.
Pushing it aside isn’t moving on.
You need to let yourself hurt, ache, scream in pain.
Punch the wall at 3 am and watch the blood fall from the bruises on your skin and realize you’re alive, yell at your neighbors for being annoyed by the noise, screw them for trying to stop you from reaching the peace you long for so badly.
Eat pizza and ice-cream until your stomach grows sick and now you can focus on another pain other than the one on your chest.
Isolate yourself from the world for as long as you need, drink, smoke, have nightmares.
Allow yourself to be immersed on a pit of self pity because you deserve it.
You deserve to feel pity for yourself because you were hurt and are still hurting.
Immerse yourself so you can fix yourself.
It doesn’t matter how long it takes.
Then rise from that pit and don’t look back.
Start doing the things you’ve always wanted to do and don’t feel bad for focusing on the one person that was and will always matter the most, yourself.
Acknowledge the pain but don’t let it get you down anymore for you are not the person you were 15 minutes ago, imagine 4 months ago.
Allow your heart to look for somebody else because sometimes the only way is to find someone that truly deserves all you have to offer.
Moving on doesn’t mean forgetting, it means letting go of something that no longer serves and deserves you.
—  This how to move on (kind of) - Mariana Teles Fernandes
No, I don’t care how many times he apologized or how many nights you spent crying over him. You can never go back to him, you can’t let him play you ever again. I know he’s been your best friend for years and that once upon a time he told you he loved you, but HE left you. He decided he didn’t want you, so now you have to move on and know that you are worthy. He’s going to regret leaving and he’ll come right back, but no you can never go back to him.
—  Letters to myself @iloveyouforeverandmore

For the football fandom: Name one (active) player you wish you could bring back to your favorite club 🤔

I’m happy for you, I really am… But that doesn’t mean that I don’t wish that I could change your mind and make you want to be with me again. I can’t change your mind and the more I think about it, the more I wonder why I want to so damn bad.
—  Okay
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hi i’m here to constantly remind the world that my wife is a gift who somehow always knows how to make me smile 💕

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Just because you miss someone, it doesn’t mean you should go back to them. Sometimes you have to just keep missing them until you wake up one morning and realise that you don’t anymore.
Falling in love just isn’t for me anymore.
—  V.B.//but darling, you’ll love again. Whether you like it, or not.
God I’m so tired or your bullshit!” I yelled

“Sorry that I changed! But that’s what high school does to you you grow up. Why are you mad at me for that?!” She exclaimed

“No you didn’t just ‘change’. You’re not the same person I fell in love with.”

“What are you talking about?”

“You’re so invested in high school. You’re so invested in being popular and having an infinite group of friends that you forgot life is not just about those four years.” I sigh

“Apparently you even forgot who you really are. Don’t come running back to me when you do.

I wonder if you ever felt like I abandoned you….  
If you ever thought I should have fought for you…

The truth of it is I never left.  
I’m still here.  
And I do fight for you - every single day.   
Not to win you…. not to trap you or cage you…  
But for your happiness.

I wage war on myself day in and day out for you.  
Tearing strips off myself, swallowing hatred and tears….  
So if you hate me because I abandoned you…. don’t worry…  
….. I hate myself for it too…
—  Ranata Suzuki

I don’t know how you do it to be honest, making me feel so special every damn time.

Obviously I can’t let you go like this. I’m trying though, like really hard. It’s just not that easy. All I want to do is hold on to you.

So please,
save me my darling
now that it’s still possible.

—  L.N. | poem