you never cared

I never knew you were the someone waiting for me

One week, one week since last update and I’m still shocked

Chapters: 0, 1, 2, 3

According to this legend, people are drawn to each other. Their atoms were near, close to each other when the universe was created and over time the same atoms keep coming back together and no matter how far they are from the others, they will always find their way back. Also when two people meet once, even by slightest accident, they will keep being drawn again and again until they are in one place.

Chapter 4 /or/ about jealousy, deals and ice queens

Matteo has been acting weird.

Keep reading

i’ve been reading the news and checking social media all day to stay updated on everything that’s going on, but i honestly can’t handle much more. this is all so heartbreaking and i just hope that everyone’s safe. my thoughts and prayers are with the affected ones and their families and friends - so many innocent people have either died or lost their loved ones, not only in Manchester, but in so many other countries across the world as well. nobody deserves to live in constant fear, yet people keep doing such things as school shootings or bombing public areas to make us even more afraid than we already are. there will always be conflicts and huge problems, whether they’re political, global etc. but i just want to live in a world where we can feel safe going out on the streets, going to a concert or going to school. i’m sick of waking up to new terror attacks. i’m sick of having to watch people die. i’m sick of being afraid. i’m sick of humanity.

one of my really good friends from college was supposed to be going to the concert in manchester, she couldn’t because she couldn’t afford time off college and work

just appreciate the people in your life right now, tell them you love them and show them you care. you never know what could happen.

i saw a cute lesbian couple holding hands on the street a couple days ago and i had to like stop myself from staring with joy and happiness for them cuz i knew that i look completely like a man and never won’t look like a man and i didnt want to creep them out by looking at them with a “male gaze” and tbh that really broke my heart because i just want to be able to like acknowledge other gays in a loving way but i’ll only be read as a man and just…i hate being trans so much. 

And someone asked about you.

I told them I loved you.
But I didn’t tell them that you still had me even if I don’t have you.

Goodness, did I love you.

—  No One Told Me Remembering Is Worse Than Forgetting
I hope one day you regret everything and realize things weren’t so bad between us and maybe you realize I did my best for you every single day. However, when that day comes I’ll be gone, and we missed a perfectly good chance to find happiness together.
I drank Vodka last night,
and it burnt my throat
and set my chest on fire
but then I remembered
the first time
I saw you with her
and compared to that
drinking Vodka felt like
sipping on lukewarm milk
with honey in it.
—  Alcohol is a better lover than you ever were
You know you’re hurt when you’re crying and you can feel the physical pain in your chest
—  K.A

I no longer remember the sound of your voice.