you need me more than i need you

The minute you try to use Autism as a medical condition that doesn’t have a cure in your argument that “being trans is a medical condition” is the minute I stop taking you seriously and start just brushing you off as a complete piece of shit.

There’s no “cure” for autism because it doesn’t need a cure. It’s not some medical condition that somebody has and goes “oh shit I need to fix this because it could harm me” like a tumour or getting chlamydia.

I’m autistic. It’s offensive and hurtful to classify it as nothing more than a medical condition that is yet to be cured. It’s not even considered a medical condition for that exact reason; it’s neurological. So stop.

Giving Up

Pairing- Sam Winchester x Sister!Reader

Sam came out of the bathroom and sat on one of the motel beds. It started out calmly you were talking with Sam about what to do. You opened up to him about how you felt, and that you missed Dean and that you wanted him back.

You and Sam needed to find a way to get Dean back. “That’s not a good idea Y/N.” “Why not, Dean’s saved you a bunch of times, and you’ve saved him more than once. Why is this time different?” 

“It just is.” Sam was telling you to move on when Dean got sent to purgatory and you were saying you can’t. “Dean made me promise, you need to too.” “I can’t go on without him Sam.” You pleaded with him, but he wouldn’t listen. 

“He’s stuck in purgatory, you need to get over it. Get over him. He’s never coming back. I’m done with hunting, I’m done with this life Y/N.” 

Sam was already packing his bags to leave. “So you’re going to leave just like that. You’re not even going to try and save him?” 

“No and neither should you, get over him!” “I CAN’T” you yelled at him. “You’re glad he’s gone aren’t you Sam?” “You can’t just give up on this life Sam.” “Watch me.” He grabbed his bag and he left.

“If you’re leaving you aren’t taking the impala, you chased down the hall. That car, stays with me. It’s for hunting, and I’m going to continue hunting.”

You continued to argue on the steps. “I don’t want my little sister hunting on her own.” “Too bad, you want out, I’m doing it on my own.” “Whatever, I’ll call and check in.” “Okay” you agreed. He threw you the keys, and left.

You continued the hunting life, you tried everything to get Dean back. You even tried to sell your soul.

You haven’t heard anything from Sam since he left you only got 2 phone calls. You drove out to where Sam was to see if he was okay. When you got there and you got to the window, you saw that he was more than okay. 

He has a girlfriend and a dog. Wow, that’s why he never called me, or returned my calls. ‘Whatever’ you mumbled to yourself and walked back to your car. 

“Y/N wait” you turn to see Sam. “Save it I don’t want to hear it.” “Just look at me.” You turn to look at him. His girlfriend came out and stood next to him. “I have to go.” 

You got back in the car and went to one of the cabins that Bobby had. You got in you spent a few nights there. You found a case it was a werewolves, simple enough.

You went in and got it. You came out with a few cuts and bruises. It scratched you across the shoulder. You were tending to your wound when someone came through the door.

You looked it was someone who looked like Dean. “What the fuck.” You got the Holy water and splashed it on him. nothing. Silver Nothing. “Dean!” “It’s nice to see you too Y/N” he told you. 

“Where’s Sammy.” You looked away. “Y/N where’s Sam?” “We got in a fight, he gave up this life. He doesn’t want to be a hunter anymore Dean. He left.”

“He left you here on your own!” “He told me that you made him promise you wouldn’t try to bring you back, so he didn’t. He told me I shouldn’t either and that I should just get over you because you were never coming back.”

“He told you that?” “Yea, I was surprised too.” “When he left I chased him out. I told him he wasn’t taking the impala. I told him that it stays with me, it’s for hunting.”

“He just gave you the keys.” “After a little arguing, he told me he would call to check in, that only happened 2 times.” “Why?” “He met a girl, and a dog.” “Wow.”

“How long have I been gone” Dean questioned. “A year.” “Sam did nothing to bring me back?” “No he told me you made him promise you, and that he wanted out.” 

“Did you?” “I tired everything Dean, Sam told me not to. He told me to get over you and to forget about you. I was so lost without you Dean. I made the mistake of opening up to Sam like I did you.” “Sam cares about you but-” “But he doesn’t have the bond that we do.” You interrupted. 

You were the middle Winchester child, and had the strongest bond with Dean.  “We need to go knock some sense into him.” “He doesn’t want us Dean” you told him.

Dean just sighed, shaking his head. “Where is he?” You told him, “are you going?” “Not right now, i’m going to spend time with my sister” he smiled and hugged you tightly.

You smiled and hugged him back. Finally happy to have your brother back in your arms. You spent the rest of the night talking. “I know you probably won’t want to, but if you want to talk about what happened while you were in there. I’m here for you Dean.”

“I know you are Y/N” he told you and grabbed you and hugged you again. “It’s getting late you should get some sleep. We have a big day ahead of us. “What are we doing?” You questioned. “I found us a case.” 

“Don’t you want to rest?” “No way I feel great, and I will get rest tonight.” “Okay, if you’re sure.” “I am Y/N.” “Okay Dean, goodnight.” “Goodnight Y/N” he told you.

You went to sleep, and he laid down to go to sleep. You woke up in the middle of the night. He wasn’t asleep on the couch. 

“Dean” you called. You searched the cabin. He wasn’t in there. You searched outside. The impala was gone. “Shit” you mumbled to yourself. 

anonymous asked:

I had a person on my team in two consecutive qp matches where I switched off healer because I was dying a lot and the dude said thanks and got all pissy. The next match I was Mercy and he was So and when I didn't heal him he got pissed like bro do you not understand Soldier's abilities??? Like??? You know that Zarya needs me more than you right???

A tank???? needing more healing than i, genji, at 199 health????????????????

anonymous asked:

Hi 👋 girly I really need you to write Nothing has ever scared me more than being with you” I beg you

I hope you like this one :)

“Nothing has ever scared me more than being with you.”

You winced as the paramedic attended to your injured arm. You grimaced as she prodded the gaping wound. Your crisp white shirt was stained as bright red blood gushed out.

“You’re lucky Agent Y/L/N. The knife wound is superficial. You’ll just need some stitches.” She smiled at you sympathetically. “Just keep pressure on it whilst I find the medical kit.” She instructed you, handing you a towel before she delved back into the ambulance.

You frowned as you pressed on the wound, by this point your shirt was heavily soaked with blood. In hindsight, maybe entering the building alone wasn’t the best idea.

You bit your lip as you considered the situation. If you hadn’t have acted so quickly, the unsub could have claimed another victim. You felt justified in your decision.

A heavy sigh behind you sent your heart racing. You reluctantly turned around to be met with the angry face of your partner, Luke Alvez. His eyes were furious as they focused on your arm.

“Why did you go in alone?”

You winced at the anger in his voice. Luke rarely displayed aggression, unless it was towards unsubs - he’d certainly never addressed you with a rage-filled tone before.

“I didn’t have a-”

“Don’t you dare say that you didn’t have a choice. You had one. You could have waited for us, for me.” His jaw tensed as an uncomfortable silence fell between the two of you. You silently wondered were the paramedic was, wishing for an interruption.

“I’m sorry” you told him sincerely, laying a tentative hand on his arm. “I just did what I thought was right, I couldn’t let him kill someone else Luke.” You gazed at him pleadingly, imploring him to understand your actions.

He sighed heavily, closing his eyes in frustration. “I know. I just-” He paused, running a hand through his hair in exasperation. “I just wish you would be more careful. You’re always going on at me for rushing into dangerous situations, but you never stop to think yourself.”

He opened his eyes to look at you. They were softer now. The anger in them had been replaced by concern. He reached forward to gently cup your face in one of his hands. You eagerly leaned into his warm touch.

“I swear nothing has ever scared me more than being with you Y/N”. His other hand moved to gently apply pressure on your wound, replacing yours. A hurt expression crossed his face as he tenderly examined the injury. “I don’t know what I’d do if…” He trailed off, unwilling to finish the sentence.

“I’m sorry. I promise I’ll be more careful” you murmured, softly tracing calming patterns on his muscular arm. You felt him relax under your touch. He pressed a tender kiss to the top of your head, careful not to cause you any further pain.

“Thank you.”

You smiled at him as he sat down beside you, wrapping an arm around your waist gently. You leant into his embrace, only too willing to accept his comfort.

anonymous asked:

i feel sad when you don't notice me :(

Okay I get messages like this sometimes and they make me a little uncomfortable and I’ll tell you why I am no one special.

I’m just an 18-year-old girl who is passionate about writing and a lot of other things, I’m not anyone who you need to treat differently to talk to, you don’t need to come to me and beg me to talk to you or notice you. Literally just dm me and start a conversation, talk to me about something you think we have in common. You don’t have to treat me as anything more than another person on this website. Being a writer doesn’t make me better than other people. So please don’t send me asks like this, just talk to me. Understand that sometimes I get busy and might not reply straight away, and there may be a big time difference between us but eventually, I will be able to talk to you. You don’t need to be all formal with me when you talk, if you see me talk about something you enjoy message me about it! Just talk to me like the regular person I am please!


friendly reminder that:

  • every now and then i get a little bit lonely and you’re never coming round
  • every now and then i get a little bit tired of listening to the sound of my tears 
  • every now and then i get a little bit nervous that the best of all the years have gone by
  • every now and then i get a little bit terrified and then i see the look in your eyes 
  • every now and then i fall apart 
  • every now and then i get a little bit restless and i dream of something wild
  • every now and then i get a little bit helpless and i’m lying like a child in your arms
  • every now and then i get a little bit angry and i know I’ve got to get out and cry 
  • every now and then i get a little bit terrified but then I see the look in your eyes 
  • every now and then i fall apart 

and i need you now tonight
and i need you more than ever

and if you only hold me tight
we’ll be holding on forever

queendidey  asked:

Can you do a Jason blossom × plus size reader and that she is just really insecure around him like when she's cuddling with him or be picked up or stuff like that and he Makes her feel better

Send in the same request again and I’ll do it. 

However, I just want to say that being plus sized is not something that someone needs to be comforted for. There is absolutely nothing wrong with being plus sized, and some people prefer it (me included).

I really hope that no one ever feels less than their partner, or as if they need to hide themselves, or feel as though they cannot participate in certain sexual acts because they weigh more. 

Weight is not something that ever needs to be mentioned or insecure about because there is nothing wrong with any person weighing any weight, unless there are health issues attached. 

If you are ever with someone and they make any implications about your weight being unattractive, I do not believe that is a very good relationship.

Cherish your body, you only get one. No one is better than anyone else, and size doesn’t dictate sexual attraction.

Soulmate AU where:

When your soulmate is eating something you can taste it on your lips, just slightly. And maybe feel it on your lips too, like the powder of a cinnamon donut, except you can’t lick it away, so you’re just stuck with it like ‘damn you asshole, lick your goddamn lips! This is annoying!’

If they’re having cravings you do too. Sometimes you’ll get cravings for what you’ve just eaten.

If you taste something like strawberry lip gloss you know their either getting ready for a night out or kissing someone. Or maybe they just like the taste.

You constantly lick your lips when they’re eating something you like because 'oh gods this taste so good, what is it?’ or 'I haven’t had that in ages!’

You get jealous of the fact that they have such nice food ALL THE DAMN TIME.

When they’re eating something you don’t like you try to not lick your lips for so long. It gets annoying and is hard to do for a while so you just put on lip gloss. Then you think 'awe, man. What if they don’t like… And that’s why they put on lip gloss the other week?’

One day you try to send them a recipe. So you just, like, munch on a piece of toast, then lick some honey, then eat some banana so they’ll try your favourite meal and you’ll have that taste on your lips without actually eating it.

One day you think 'what kind of idiot eats peanut butter with jam - holy shit it’s an American! Or someone in America… Maybe they just like it? Oh god will I have to take 20-something hour flight to find them? Uuuhhhggghhh!’

You’re in the middle of a test but just can’t stop licking your lips because 'oh god glazed donuts…’

You can’t place a taste but you know you’ve tasted it before.

After going to Harry Potter world you realise 'it’s butterbeer!’ and then you try a butterbeer cappuccino or whatever and are just - 'goddamn it you jerk you ruined all my experiences!’

You start craving a signature dish from your town that is only served there. You go to the restaurant and see three people eating the meal, so you just walk up to the counter, order something that is nothing like the dish or something that you know that person hates because every time after you eat it you taste mouthwash.

You calmly sit down and just watch the people as you eat your meal. The person you least expected it to be - oh god it can’t be - looks up and is just like 'fuck’ and has that expression on their face.

They look around and see you. Their eyes widen at what you’re eating. You’re the only one eating it. You smirk and wave at them because 'haha sucker you laughed when I was teased about my soulmate and it’s you!’

Or one day you turn to your best friend like 'hey, can you see if anyone is eating -’ your eyes widened as you see they’re eating the EXACT MEAL you can taste.

Or a different ending where you follow a celebrity on Instagram and just see a picture of a steak with the caption being 'why the hell do I taste banana and honey… I’m eating a steak!’

And you just drop your toast. Your family stares at you as you squeal. Then you realise 'shit. That could be anyone.’ But you do taste steak… 'But anyone can be eating steak!’ You rush to the kitchen and pull out dark chocolate and go to the bathroom and start brushing your teeth.

Soon you see another picture of a steak and a caption of 'okay, now I’m tasting ANOTHER thing that clashes with my meal. Soulmate, please let me eat in peace… AND WHO HAS DARK CHOCOLATE AND TOOTHPASTE?!?! Will my future babies eat like this too? God save me…’

Something like that.

HAPPY EASTER!!♡ U( ˃ㅅ˂ ✿)U

anonymous asked:

Have you seen my suneater son. He looks adorable. Also Deku made me cry.. WHY

!!!!! I’ll be really honest here anon I currently have a lot of feelings and 90% of them are about Amajiki picking Kirishima it’s everything I didn’t know I needed in my life thank you Horikoshi I owe you


“Aedion grinned at his queen as the entire world went to hell.”
Collaboration between @taurielsilvan​ & @wondcrwomans​.

Happy birthday, Kesh ( @akrhamknight)! (April 19)

Don’t say you love me if I’m only gray to you. It’s either black or white, yes or no, up or down. There’s no ‘well maybe she’ll work’. I am a gift to you and if you do not cherish me like the queen I am, then leave and stop wasting my time. If you want to be with me, you have to work for it. I am not a prize to be won but I am the judge seeing if you are suitable and willing to deal with me. Deal with my random rambles and my soft kisses and my ugly laugh and my cute chubby tummy and my hot screams. Do not say you want me because I’m better than nothing. If anything, you need me more than I need you.
—  this isn’t my best but oh well
It’s been a long and difficult journey that a very few can get through, but we’ve still managed to come out from the other end stronger than ever. We are each other’s puzzle pieces, and we need each other to stay in one piece.
—  Poets Love Her

see, like, missy has been a very touchy character in this regen?

she snogs the doctor, and constantly rests her arm around him/on his shoulder (outside st paul’s, and once she’s free on the plane, to name a few times), and just holding on to him for dear life when he kisses her in the graveyard. she wraps her arm around osgood. in s9, she reaches into clara’s personal space to make her have the vortex manipulator, and she sits very closely to the doctor in the ship.

getting into people’s personal spaces is a very quick and effective way to make them very uncomfortable, and she uses this to her advantage to scare osgood, and her just being nearby people makes them nervous.

the scene in which she reaches for the doctor (and to me she looks like she’s reaching to fix his coat, like in s8 with the unit/cybermen in the square scene),  he steps back, and it shows she wants to be near him and touch him for her own comfort, not to make him uncomfortable. she instantly stops, and freezes and looks down and laces her fingers together, kinda shakily. she doesn’t continue her attempt, which is something the old her might have done - stepping forward and not allowing a rejection in the first place.

[gif from @the-clever-boy-in-the-funny-hat​]

12 recognizes, however, how much she needs that contact, but isn’t ready to give it. he’s not much of a hugging person, but he understands that she needs that from him, so he does what he can. her reaction to this, like she’s taking a breath, about to speak, is so fundamental. she knows he’s trying to help her too, but doesn’t know how to convey how much she needs it without embarrassing herself/acting ooc.

i feel that missy really needs that hug. she really, really needs it. even just from bill. she hasn’t really had physical contact with anyone in years, presumably, and that does things to a person whose character revolves a lot around it. she’s restraining herself so much.