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“Please love me back,” Sherlock presses the words into John’s lips, his cheeks, his forehead. “You’re my soulmate, I know you are. Please love me back.” [x]


It’s been months since my first “Long Fic” list {x} and thought it was time to not only update but go bigger! All the fanfiction listed below are OVER 100k. So get comfortable and let’s do this! 

To be on this list the fic MUST be completed and not mentioned in the previous list which you can read here. A few of these I have not read myself, though I have vetted the first few pages to make sure they have good SPAG and intros, and an asterisk(*) will be placed beside the ones I have already read. Please be sure to read authors tags and warnings before reading. 

* Little Lies to Get Me By ♥ by OhCaptainMyCaptain
Forced into a traumatizing situation that neither can control, Bucky and Steve have to confront their feelings for each other. It’s a long road ahead…
rated explicit . 228k

Dust to Duststressedspidergirl
Steve finally manages to find the Winter Soldier, and bring him in from the cold. // What he gets isn’t entirely what he expected, but good comes with bad, and bad with good.// All that really matters is he’s seeing Bucky in a new light, and he’d do anything to help him get better, and destroy Hydra in the process.
rated not rated . 196k

* Ashesaprofessorstale, Shaish
What if they both fell? Part II of Ghosts.
rated explicit . 166k . read part one here

* Thawed Outauburnnothenna, eretria
He’s not the Asset. He’s not the Winter Soldier. But neither is he Bucky Barnes. With the help of Steve, Sam and the Avengers, James takes the long, slow road to recovery. Nothing is as easy as either of them thought it would be.
rated explicit . 159k

The Boy Who Blocked His Own Shotstarclipped
Recovery is a long and difficult process. Luckily, the Avengers are there to help. But finding himself isn’t the only problem Bucky faces, not by a long shot, and soon he ends up tasked with more than just picking up the shattered pieces of his tragic life. // “I don’t know if I want help,” he admits, because he can’t understand that half of him needs it like water when the other half tries to avoid it like the plague. // The Captain smiles a little, so softly. “You wouldn’t have come if you didn’t.”
rated mature . 138k

The Bite of A KnifeCazio
In an attempt to safely retrieve Bucky’s memories, Steve returns to SHIELD operations to go on missions with his old best friend. It is a painful journey for them both, but the more Bucky returns, the more they both realize that their relationship has evolved in their time apart. // Even as they discover what this means for the future, the barbs of their old lives threaten to ruin it all.
rated not rated . 136k

* RedshiftKryptaria, rayvanfox
For seventy years, the Winter Soldier has been a legend, a ghost whose identity was hidden from friends and foes alike. After the firefight on the bridge, Steve thinks he recognizes his friend. // He’s wrong. // Redshift: A shift toward the red end of the spectrum; longer wavelengths of light emitted by an object that is moving away from the viewer.
rated explicit . 130k

* To Be Vulnerable Is Needed Most Of Allperfect_plan
Steve is a shy comic book artist and meets his new neighbour, Bucky Barnes. // In which there are awkward longings, meddling best friends, comic conventions, heartache, lemons, video games, dorkiness, dancing and two cute boys.
rated mature . 118k

Fallout: The Winter Soldiermegazorzz
Steve wakes up in the post-nuclear wasteland after 200 years of cryogenic sleep. The country he knew, the land he fought so hard to defend is simply gone. Bleary eyed and aching, Steve becomes entangled in the struggles of S.H.I.E.L.D., a fellowship of five settlements that have banded together for protection and survival. Nicholas Fury and Alexander Pierce recruit his aid for Project Insight, a mission to unearth and restore a powerful aircraft prototype, one that could forever ensure the security of S.H.I.E.L.D. // With such firepower, S.H.I.E.L.D. could safely wipe out entire bands of raiders, mutated wildlife and ruthless raiders. Added to the mix is a merciless assassin shrouded in mystery. His eyes are blue and familiar. // What other secrets lie beneath the wasteland sands?
rated explicit . 112k

Undertones and OverturesRockSaltAndRoll
In which Steve is deaf and Bucky is an amputee.// Bucky Barnes is studying for his masters in Music Composition at Juilliard when he unexpectedly meets skinny little artist Steve Rogers in a book store one Saturday. They both have their issues and it’s going to take a lot to understand each other, but with a little help from friends and family, they might be able to make this work.
rated explicit . 106k

* to memory now I can’t recallEtharei
While on a mission storming a HYDRA facility, James Buchanan Barnes touches one of the many strange alien devices collected by the Red Skull. He does this, in fact, twice— in the past, and in the future. // Next thing he knows, Bucky Barnes is opening his eyes in the 21st century, which is full of great gadgets and coffee, and at least includes his old pal Steve. (And, inexplicably, a different Stark.) Meanwhile, the Winter Soldier finds himself in the middle of World War Two, helping Captain America hunt down HYDRA (which is at least familiar), pretending to be Bucky Barnes (which is not), and figuring out the very noisy group of soldiers who call themselves the Howling Commandos.
rated explicit . 102k

lillies with full handsrefusals
His body is not his own. // This may not be the first thing they teach him, but it is the first thing he learns.
rated not rated . 102k

* A Pretty Boy with a Bird TattooKryptaria, rayvanfox
Bucky Barnes is the wholesome, handsome boy next door, complete with the engineering major and the beloved younger sister (or three). // Steve Rogers is the punk artist loner with an unkindness on his arm and a never-ending fight against the world. His best friend, Natasha, is best left unmentioned, though there are rumors that if you kiss the Black Widow’s spider, she’ll give you a tattoo for free. But she never said where or what. // They shouldn’t work together, until they do.
rated explicit . 100k

G.I.Joes and 2AM DinersOhCaptainMyCaptain
They look nothing like what they used to. Time and life have completely changed them. But as they sit there in silence, eating two halves of one cupcake, letting Brooklyn remind there where they came from, and enjoying a sky full of stars… They are those same little boys, somewhere deep down. For just a second, you’d be able to see them again. // And Bucky thinks to himself that maybe it’s little moments like these – fleeting as they may be – that remind him why life is still worth living.
rated explicit . 100k

Keep Those Secrets Safeecaitlin
After being declared dead in a plane crash on the way to Paris, James Buchanan Barnes appears out of nowhere five years later and everyone wants to know what happened to him. All Bucky wants is to go back to the life he was forced to leave behind, but he quickly realizes that not everything is exactly as he left it.
rated explicit . 100k

My *new* master post for all Stucky recs, ask fills, and rec lists.

PS - also shout out to ohcaptainmycaptain1918, kryptaria and rayvonfox for making it on this list TWICE … that’s just … I can’t … how? and just wow. 

Serial Killers! Fic Recs

for the nonnie who asked about these fics, sorry, I only read  the ones I listed here but I’m sure must to have more over the web, feel free to add your faves (as usual) and please, read the tags, dark stuff warning!

The Lady Killers (PDF)  After their parents die, Sam and Dean end up living with family friends. But when Sam goes off to university, he develops a completely different version of himself. An accident involving his girlfriend leads to a dramatic change in his relationship with his brother, as well as something much, much more sinister.

You’re my Sunshine!verse First, there’s a sucking hole inside of Sam and then there’s an itch in the back of his mind. Finding a way to fill one up and scratch the other leads him down some strange roads. Funny thing is, after a while, he starts to enjoy it. A lot.

Hedonistic (gen) Hedonistic: noun: a person whose life is devoted to the pursuit of pleasure and self-gratification. Dean likes to kill, Sam likes to obsess. When they come together it’s more than either could anticipate. Cha and anyothergirl415 are some of the most prolific authors in fandom, and this story isn’t an exception to their quality style of writing. Wonderfully conceived and executed with deadly precision. (Ha! You see what I did there?)

The ‘Strangers’ series Sam and Dean are evil. They like to kill.

The ‘Howl’ series  In Hell, people change. Or they stay the same.

Bad Moon Rising (Portland OR) Dean is a profiler’s worst nightmare.

A Darker Shade of Black They say that no one can get out of here. Never been done. Never will be done. Sam’s heard that before, and Dean has never, ever, been wrong about his prediction on how long it will take them to get out. He’s good that way.

Chasing the Sky Round and round the bodies they go, in the game that only ever ends one way. Ironically enough, it’s the only way that Dean ever feels alive.

I Wrote This Novel Just For You Funny, they could be a perfect couple if one of them wasn’t a psycho serial killer and the other his biggest fan.

We’ll Dance All Night ('til the House Falls Down) This is the tale of deaf!serial-killer!attendant!Jensen and insane!underage!Jared in a mental hospital, as conceived by lazy_daze and balefully.

Tangled Web  Jared is a serial killer who seeks out the prettiest prey, gives them the fuck of their life and then traps and kills them.

Dark Night PDF  Escaped convicts Jensen Ackles and Jared Padalecki are on the run after a bank robbery.  After taking a group of college kids hostage they head to Mexico and to freedom.  The only thing standing between it and them is a bar full of vampires. To survive the night Jared and Jensen will have to team up with the hostages in order to make it out alive.

Been a busy day so only just getting to this! (It’s still Friday somewhere right?) 

I love the idea of @freshmeatfriday​ and definitely have some fics to rec!!! (I’ve also tried to include tumblr names where I know them - sorry if I’ve missed anyone!)

I’m usual really particular about how I lay things out but I’m on a timke crunch right now, so in no particular order here are some recs from me!! Fair warning a lot of these are going to come from Hannibal CreATEive challenges/fests as that’s mostly what I’ve been reading recently!

That said, my first rec is not from a fest it’s actually from a lovely writer who is a new writer in the fandom who contacted me about my Chiffack (Le Chiffre/Jack Ganzer) fic and then wrote one with the same pairing. And it is breathtakingly beautiful and deserves so many comments and kudos that it hurts. Seriously, you must read it! - 

Piano by SeeingRed ( @till-proven-guilty)
Casino Royale/Tempo - Le Chiffre/Jack 
Chiffre would smile just the tilt of his lips an edge of fang eyes watching in intrigue and Jack, Jack would grin baring his teeth bright like the morning dawn harsh as the rising sun notes played together triumph in the tune of A minor.

Another fantastic new writer who must be encouraged - 

First Serve by thymogenic ( @thymogenic)
Adam (2009)/Charlie Countryman (2013) Nigel (Charlie Countryman)/Adam Raki (Spacedogs)
Adam and Nigel have been together for a while now, living in domestic bliss in Adam’s Manhattan apartment. Recently, Nigel has taken to playing and coaching tennis again, reviving an old hobby from when he still had free time as a youngster and didn’t have to worry too much about offing troublesome competitors and maximizing profit margins in the Romanian drug trade. Leads to a bit of role play fun for the boys!

A new to me writer I am just getting to know and loving! -

Discoveries by DrJLecter 
Hannibal (TV)
The day was supposed to be normal and eventless. Just a little murder in between. Nothing special. Then things turned weird. (TENTACLE PORN!!!)

An astounding and emotional piece by a new writer, this stayed with me all day! -

The Last Temptation by stone_cold ( @stonecolddesign)
Hannibal (TV)
Will Graham teeters on the brink. (very risky gunplay)

Another writer I’m getting to know whose work I love and this one especially this amazing fic, because I am a sucker for different takes on the ABO genre! - 

New World  by supastag (findo) ( @supastag)
Adam (2009)/Charlie Countryman (2013) (spacedogs)
Nigel (Charlie Countryman)/Adam Raki
A charming omega meets a strong thoroughbred alpha. Since the omega is Nigel, guess who the alpha is…

This new writer needs encouragement because I really NEED more of this!!! -

Drunk? He most certainly was. by sofialhene
Hannibal (TV) (Vampire AU)
One night, after supper, Will and Hannibal are sitting in the living room in front of the fireplace, drinking wine. Apparently, the young man had not stopped after his second glass…

This one is so cute I wanted to go back and read it again immediately, what a fantastic pairing! - 

Grigg´s bad, awful, terrible, horrible week by The_owner ( @gio-hannigram)
The Jane Austen Book Club (2007)/Bleeder (1999) - Grigg Harris/Lenny (Bleeder)
Grigg showing us the meaning of the saying: “Every cloud has a silver lining.”
Lenny being a huge part of it, of course.
Also check out her The Seven Paths to Your Soulmate which is just wonderful!

I love so many by this wonderful writer but I think this is my favourite for its beautiful simplicity - so much action conveyed in only words - 

Loose Lips Save Ships by victorine ( @victorineb)
Hannibal (TV)
“You’re drunk.”
“You’re beautiful.”
“See? Drunk.”
“See? Beautiful.”

I have recently had the pleasure of getting to know this writer and was blown away when I realised she actually wrote one of my favourite ever Spacedog AU fics! - 

Merrie by Llewcie ( @llewcie)
Adam (2009)/Charlie Countryman (2013) - Nigel (Charlie Countryman)/Adam Raki (spacedogs) (Robin Hood AU)
Adam doesn’t reverse-engineer gunpowder for the fame and inevitable wealth– he does it because his father is sad. But it sets off a chain of events that forces him to relocate to London to teach the king’s alchemists how to make things explode. However, the king isn’t the only one who wants to make things explode. Robin of the Merries, an egalitarian group of pirates and thieves, sends her best mercenary to ‘rescue’ Adam from the king’s guard. Enter Nigel, a battle-hardened war veteran who is not a fucking baby sitter, thank you very fucking much.

This one is jointly by Llewcie and a couple of other amazing writers. Firuflies for one needs to write more please!! - 

Stages of Pursuit by FirufliesLlewcie and starkaryen ( @firuflies @starkaryen)
Hannibal (TV)
If Will kisses Hannibal when he’s drunk, he has plausible deniability, right? Even when it happens more than once?

Another writer I’ve been gettign to know recently who just has some wonderful stuff, especially Tristhad - 

No Maiden’s Hand in Mine by Chifuyu ( @staticraining)
King Arthur (2004) - Galahad/Tristan (Tristhad)
It’s said that only the purest and most virtuous of all knights would be able to retreive the Grail - a mystical object with the power to grant eternal youth, happiness and an endless supply of food.
Galahad doesn’t know why Merlin thinks he could be that legendary knight, since he’s neither pure nor virtuous, but if his survival hinges on playing the blushing virgin, then he will play the part to perfection.
Also check out her shorter and very sweet Tristhad -  Courtship

This has to be one of the absolute best S4 fics I have EVER read!! It is so completely satisfying and to me, feels incredibly real! I urge you all to read it! -

Faded Fantasy by Phenobarbital  ( @phenobarbitalfiction)
Hannibal (TV)
Hannibal navigates his way through Will’s heterosexuality…

Another writer I’ve been enjoying getting to know and she is just the sweetest, and this fic is just lovely! -

A Guide to Murdering with Your Serial Killer Boyfriend by FauxFidele ( @hannimeow)
Hannibal (TV)
Hannibal has been acting a bit peculiar lately. Long periods of brooding and silence, giving him the cold shoulder, has left Will at a loss. When Hannibal presents him with tickets to the opera, Will recognizes the opportunity and devises a plan to draw him out of his despondency, by whatever means necessary.
As the evening unfolds, both men are surprised to find that things do not always pan out as they had imagined.

So far absolutely loving this new writer’s fic and can’t wait for more!! - 

About Naiads, Mermen and Their Interpersonal Skills by Vegan_Cannibal (Consulting_Cannibal) 
Hannibal (TV) (Merpeople AU)
or Why Will Thought Trying to Help Was a Good Idea.
For a merman trying to pass as human, Will finds himself constantly involved in the Underwater’s disputes. This time, thought, his - lack - of personal skills lands him in a rather complicated - and multi-limbed - mess.

This random meta fic for JustFuckMeUp is genius - 

You Insisted by Lunarwench ( @lunarwench)
Hannibal (TV)
A short piece of crack fic where Hannibal and Will have a very serious discussion of which kinks will qualify for the kink fest. Shenanigans ensue.
But my favourite fic by this writer has to be the wonderful  Cheap Motel

Last but not least on this set of recs, one of my favourite Hannigram artists co-wrote this amusingly bonkers fic based on the awesome Pastrygram!! - 

“Donut, touch me” by EllieXTwelve and @hannibalssketchbook
Hannibal (TV)
Hannibal and Will meet their match (PASTRYGRAM!!!)