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Imagination Lane // “Imagine This” Scenario #2: Bill Skarsgard

Originally posted by thebeautyandthatbass

(Warning: This is slightly long for an imagine scenario, but I couldn’t help but write this out. I’m also in a sappy Bill mood, and I needed this as soon as the idea struck me last night as I laid in bed trying to get to sleep. Shame on me lol.)

If you want to know what The First Fight Box is and what it entails, click here.

Imagine This: You and Bill have entered into your first serious argument as a married couple. A few months back, on your wedding day, you both created what you called “The First Fight Box,” and slipped letters inside for you both to read – when the time came. 

Today, you both have agreed to a small cease-fire within your heated argument and decided to open the box…


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Drunk: Jungkook Scenario

Originally posted by theking-or-thekid

Jungkook was drunk, you knew that as soon as you walked through the door of the boys’ dorm. He looked at you and headed upstairs without sparing you a second glance. The banging of his bedroom’s door sounded followed by a curse. Clearly he wasn’t in a good mood tonight. Despite that you headed upstairs to check on him

You slowly opened the door, looking around for Jungkook. He was laying on the bed with an arm covering his eyes and the other behind his head. You didn’t fail to notice the scowl he was sporting, replacing the boyish grin ever present on his face

“Kookie” you said quietly

No response

“Jungkook” you tried again

“What?” He asked annoyed

“… Are your okay?“

"Fine”

“Are you sure?”

“Didn’t you hear me the first time? I said I’m fine” he yelled, you couldn’t help but jump,startled from his sudden outburst

“I just wanted to help” you said in a small voice hurt by his words

He gave you a cold look that was so unlike him, “You want to help? Then leave me alone. You’re so clingy all the time! I need space.”

If what he wanted was to hurt you, he succeeded. You closed your eyes in an useless attempt to stop the pain,“I–I’m sorry. It’s almost midnight and we were supposed to meet up at the café tonight. I was worried about you”

He was now standing in front of you, “Well don’t be. I was fine. Happy even, not having to be around you for once!"He yelled

You flinched at his words, "Please don’t say that Kook” you whispered

His cold gaze found yours, “Why not? My life would be so much easier without you in it”

Your eyes brimmed with tears, “Jungkook”

“What? It’s true. If I weren’t dating you, I wouldn’t have to worry about the fans finding out about our relationship. I would actually have time to relax. I could–”

“Stop” you whispered cutting him off, the first tear making way down your face

He looked at you once more, “You know, maybe I deserve someone better. Better than you” he finished, voicing your biggest insecurity

You couldn’t help the sob that escaped your mouth. His cruel words cutting you. The dam that you had been trying to keep together broke and tears ran down your face. The sight of you crying seemed to sober him up and his face drained of color when he realized what he had said

He reached for you, “y/n”

You moved away from him and simply looked at the ground not bearing to look at him

“Y/n…. I’m so sorry. I swear I didn’t mean any of that” his vice cracked as he struggled to hold it together

You didn’t believe him. You didn’t believe any of his words

“Y/n, please” he cried. He was so afraid, afraid he had lost you

You looked up. Tears were now running down his face too but you were too numb to care. “I–I’ll leave you alone” you whispered, trying to escape, escape him

“No! Y/n, please!” He said desperate blocking your way

You avoided his gaze, “Move please”

“look at me baby” he croaked, grabbing your face

His eyes were red and puffy, shining with emotion. “I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean any of that. Please don’t leave me. I love you. Please don’t leave” he said, his voice thick

You grabbed his hands from your face. Your eyes were void of emotion “goodbye Jungkook”

“Y/n”

You opened the door. You back facing him, “You said you deserve better… and maybe, maybe I deserve better too”

……………..

He didn’t know what had come over him and made him those words to you. He had had an argument with bts’ manager about him being in a relationship and you being a distraction, by the time he had gotten out of there he had been fuming with anger. He had had a few drinks to cool off but it hadn’t helped. If anything he was angrier. How dare he suggest such a thing? You weren’t a distraction, nothing career wise had change since he began dating you. He was always there to all of the practices, he was there when they had to be at the studio, he had even been writing songs. So what exactly was the problem? He didn’t see one. When you had gotten there, he had let all his anger out on you even though you had done nothing wrong

He didn’t mean what he said, not a single thing. You weren’t clingy, you always gave him space. And he loved to be around you, you are the only thing on his mine when you are not together. But what he regrets the most is bringing up your biggest insecurity. Not being good enough. And damn if you’re not good enough… You’re more than perfect. If anything he’s not good enough for you, and he guesses you finally realized that.

Now he sat in the bed. The bed where just that morning, you guys had lain together, your body cuddled against his. His words played over and over in his head wishing he could take it all back but knowing he couldn’t. He was alone in the room just as he had wanted when you first walked in but the only thing he wished now was for you to be there with him

I hope you all have a wonderful day 😇. Also for those that care about me I wanted to let you know that I’m doing much better I just hit a really bad low point in my life the other day and you know life’s just been so sad and lonely. Hugs

Please share, comment, and follow me guys and say hello I love making friends from around the world. http://kindheartedcub.tumblr.com/

starsfadingbutilingeron  asked:

hey i just wanted to say i think it's really cool how supportive you are of fanworks and how you genuinely enjoy them i think that's really cool and also great job on the bright sessions seeing that it updated made my day so much better mk that's all thank u *kickflips on out of here*

Are you kidding, it still amazes me that people are making art and things of something I made!?!? It is the coolest and best part of my life to see how the inside of my brain has inspired other people to create. So keep on keeping on and thank you to all of you who share your art with us!!!!

Being a Time Remnant and Dating Sara Would Include...

Requested by @taliajromanoff: Oh! I finally figured out a request for Sara Lance. What about being a time remnant (like Martin’s daughter) and dating Sara? I feel like Sara would be conflicted maybe? If you can’t do this, I totally understand. 😘

(A/N): Sara in season 3 is the best! I love her so much :D

  • After learning that you only exist because of how the Legends messed up time in one of their missions, you’re very upset
  • Sara coming to comfort you
    • “What can you possibly say right now that can make me feel better? My very existence is a mistake!”
    • “You’re not a mistake, (y/n). Your parents and life are very real and you have people who love you.”
  • Tagging along with the Legends and going on missions with them
  • Being very attracted to Sara and admiring her fighting skills
  • Sara thinking you’re cute but never making a move because you’re a time remnant 
  • FInally, Sara couldn’t take it anymore and asked GIdeon to run through all the possibilities that can happen
  • After that, Sara takes the Waverider to the 1950′s and finally asks you out on an official date
  • Going into a ‘50s diner and having a really cheesy date
  • Even after Sara started developing feelings for you, she kept worrying about the timeline
    • Always checking with Gideon to make sure her actions wouldn’t make you disappear
    • Making absolutely sure that whatever mission the Legends were on didn’t threaten your existence
  • After about a year of dating she’ll say, “I’m glad I took a chance with you.”
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exactly one year ago today I got to meet and see the woman who has helped me through so many obstacles in my life and who has changed my life for the better. I still can’t wrap my head around the fact that Taylor Alison Swift wanted to meet ME?! This day meant so much to me and I got to experience it with my best friend, Ryelee. The amount of joy and happiness I felt will never ever be replaced. Taylor, if by chance you see this I just want to thank you for everything. Thank you for making us feel so special and taking time to talk to all of us. I love you so much and will never leave your side girl. AHHH IM GETTING SO EMOTIONAL WRITING THIS. I love and miss you immensely😭💗 @taylorswift
-Rachel

anonymous asked:

come on! life has so much more! think of all the improvement you can make to your drawings! (i definitely need some of my own) You're going to be so much better! think of all the people who care, dying would ruin their mood for the rest of their life. People do actually care. Think of all the new technology you are going to miss out on, think of the brand new experiences you can have! Everyone has their own story, but they should never end like this. You are a beautiful person!

I’m tired of bullies tho can’t live anymore they might get there wish

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

Even though I have my difficulties you still accept me and love me for who I really am. You are my everyday motivation that makes me want to become a better person. Thank you.
—  Poets Love Her
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kuroo tetsurou ✩☾

   [ ⏤ requested by @kuroostetsurou ]

100 Ways to Say ‘I Hate You’

I saw a post about 100 ways to say ‘I love you’, so I thought I’d make the anti-version if it doesn’t exist already. Roleplayers, send these to each other for angst reasons! Tw for emotional abuse, language, and some major rejection themes, though some  them are joking and could be used for friendly rivals or pals who play-insult one another. Change or add pronouns as necessary.

  1. “You’re a disappointment to me.”
  2. “I don’t care if you live or die.”
  3. “I used to care about you. Now? I regret every second I wasted.”
  4. “How do you think I feel? I’m pissed off!”
  5. “Go. Just go.”
  6. “If you come back, I won’t be here.”
  7. “I’ve never despised someone as much as I despise you.”
  8. “Ha! You think I care about you? What do you think I am, desperate?”
  9. “I regret ever saying ‘hello’.”
  10. “Leave and don’t come back, ever.”
  11. “Remember when we first met? I wish I didn’t.”
  12. “You’re the worst mistake I’ve ever made.”
  13. “Don’t touch me. Don’t even look at me.” “You took months/years of my life away. I’ll never get those back.”
  14. “I saw a trash bag on the side of the road today. Reminded me of you.”
  15. “I could have been doing so much better than wasting my time with you.”
  16. “You’re a sick bastard, you know that?”
  17. “I don’t care.”
  18. “Go ahead, leave. Don’t worry about coming back.”
  19. “You’re such a piece of shit.”
  20. “I didn’t think you could be any more of a shithead, but you just proved me wrong.”
  21. “You’re so stupid.”
  22. “Why do I waste my time with you?”
  23. “You’re not the person I thought you were.”
  24. “Hey! Just a daily reminder: you’re a piece of shit!”
  25. “I deserve so much better.”
  26. “We’re not friends. We were never friends!”
  27. “I pretended to like you because I felt bad for you! How did you fall for that?”
  28. “I never want to see you again.”
  29. “You’ve done nothing but make my life a living hell.”
  30. “Don’t apologize - you don’t deserve my forgiveness!”
  31. “No, I’m never giving you another chance!”
  32. “I wish you were never born.”
  33. “You’re the last person I wanted to see right now.”
  34. “I’d rather be working with anyone else in the whole world right now.”
  35. “When you get back, your shit’s gonna be on the front lawn. Take it and get out.”
  36. “Go ahead, choose them! You deserve each other.”
  37. “I don’t know what they see in you.”
  38. “You’re an embarrassment to me.”
  39. “You’re an embarrassment to all of us.”
  40. “I wish it was you. I wish it was you to die instead of them.”
  41. “God, why did I have to end up working with the biggest asshole in the world?”
  42. “How could you think I ever loved you? You seriously think I’d sink that low?”
  43. “Sorry, I just puked in my mouth a bit. I accidentally looked at your face.”
  44. “How can you even live with yourself?”
  45. “If I was your mirror, I’d break myself just so you would throw me in the trash and I wouldn’t have to look at you.”
  46. “Being with you was the worst time of my life.”
  47. “You’re a monster.”
  48. “Not a day goes by that I don’t wake up wishing I was dead because of you.”
  49. “I’m going to ruin your fucking life.”
  50. “You said you would change, but you never did! You never will!”
  51. “Some people are just born to fail. Sorry you’re one of the unlucky ones.”
  52. “You’re so worthless, you hardly even exist to me.”
  53. “I wish I could go back to the day I met you, and just walk away.”
  54. “If you give me that look one more time, I’m skipping jump-rope with your large intestines.”
  55. “Honestly, I’m embarrassed to even know you.”
  56. “Ugh, it smells like something died in here. Oh. It’s just you.”
  57. “You need to stop. You hurt everyone around you!”
  58. “Until you get your shit together, I don’t want to hear you complain.”
  59. “Look at you. You’re disgusting.”
  60. “Stop making me look bad.”
  61. “You have a face that makes me wish punching people wasn’t frowned upon in our society.”
  62. “Shut your mouth. I don’t want to hear your obnoxious voice.”
  63. “Go play in traffic.”
  64. “Fuck off.”
  65. “If I saw you in the ocean clinging to a log for safety, I’d save the log and let you drown. At least wood can become something useful, like toilet paper.”
  66. “How could I ever love something as terrible and hideous as you?”
  67. “I can’t even look at you right now.”
  68. “It was all a lie.”
  69. “I never loved you, and I never will.”
  70. “Don’t try to beg. It won’t work.”
  71. “You’re not worth the mud on the bottom of my shoes.”
  72. “Look at you. You’re pathetic. I’ve never seen a sadder sight.”
  73. “I’m going to hurt you slowly, and I’m going to enjoy every second of it.”
  74. “For what you did to them, I’ll do the same to you.”
  75. “An apology? You want to offer an apology? No. I don’t accept it.”
  76. “You’re everything I hate in a person.”
  77. “I wish you were dead.”
  78. “You’re nothing to me. Less than nothing!”
  79. “What a sad sack of shit you are.”
  80. “My life is in fucking shambles thanks to you!”
  81. “How could you? You bastard!”
  82. “I’d rather eat sewage than ever touch you again.”
  83. “Hey asshole, I’m here to ruin your day, just like I did yesterday and the day before that.”
  84. “You’d be more useful if you weren’t even alive.”
  85. “Hey, it’s my least favorite waste of space.”
  86. “Every day that I woke up next to you, I was tempted to smother you with a pillow while you slept.”
  87. “Love you? Don’t make me laugh.”
  88. “Just thinking about you makes me sick to my stomach.”
  89. “You deserve a slow and painful death for what you’ve done.”
  90. “I can’t stand people like you.”
  91. “Stop doing that thing. You know, that thing I hate. Breathing.”
  92. “If I could trade you for a nest of angry wasps, you would be long gone.”
  93. “I can’t wait to dance on your grave.”
  94. “If we were the last two people on earth, I’d be subtracting one.”
  95. “I never want to see the likes of your filth around here again.”
  96. “I’m disgusted by you.”
  97. “Fuck you!”
  98. “If I ever see you again, it will be far too soon.”
  99. “I have three words for you: Burn. In. Hell.”
  100. “I hate you.”

running a studyblr as an adult is so strange. i see kids as young as 13 having breakdowns about grades, isolating themselves from everyone because they don’t quite fit in, not knowing how to deal with very real mental health problems… it’s not my place as someone significantly older than you to try and intervene in your personal life, but i hope you all know that if you ever want advice - about studying, dealing with life, or just which colour to change your blog to - or need someone to listen to you when you’ve had an awful day, my inbox is always open. things will get better for you, and you will be okay, i promise.

Two of Swords

My first tarot-card-style illustration, made for my Patrons last month! If you’re interested in supporting my art in return for some neat rewards, check out my profile for a link to my Patreon. :)

Thank you for still standing by my side despite everything I’ve caused.
—  Poets Love Her
You. Its always been you. I love you. I will always love you. You’re my best friend, My first love, My everything. You were there for me when no one else was. You believed in me when no one else did. You stayed when everyone else walked away. You’re the reason why I’m happy. The reason why I smile every day. You make me feel loved. You helped me through my darkest days. You saw the good in me when no one else did. You made me fall in love with life again. You changed my life for the better.
And I am completely in love with you. And I pray to God, no matter what happens we’ll always stay in each other’s life. Because without you I wouldn’t be where I am today.
—  It’s You

anonymous asked:

How is taking an implicit bias test or being aware of my prejudices going to make my life better? Why does it matter so much?

I do not know that taking a test or being aware of your bias on its own will make your life any better, but it does give you the opportunity to do something. I see that awareness as pretty important, as it is difficult to change what you do not acknowledge. Let me use myself as an example. A few years ago I discovered that I am much more likely to interrupt a woman than I am to interrupt a man. This surprised me because a) I did want to be doing that, b) I was not trying to do that, and c) it did not reflect my values, beliefs and aspirations. It is not ideal to interrupt people, but it becomes a different kind of problem when it falls on some more than others. Being aware of it allowed me to do something about it…doing something about it meant that I was doing a better job of being the person that I claimed to be, by more consistently delivering on my values, beliefs, and aspirations through my behavior. It also changed the lived experience of the people that interact with me. Each of us have to pick our battles, but I think this is an issue that matters greatly. I believe we could take a little better care of each other, we could make decisions based more on fact and less on fiction, we could have organizations, communities, institutions, and policies with fewer consequences for real or perceived identity. I believe  we have some obligation to be intentional about how we treat others. If we do not wish to be judged unfairly, then we have to do our fair share of work as well.    

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So you wanna start a podcast? A guide to getting started. (Reblog if you think it's useful)

If you ever thought about starting a podcast, but felt stuck figuring out where to being, I wrote this for you. Three years of making @wolf359radio and @focusedafshow, I’ve learned a lot and packed as much of it as I could in this epic Medium post. If you like my article, please recommend it on Medium by pressing the green heart! Also, I’d appreciate if you’d share it with anyone you think would get value from it :) Podcasting has unequivocally changed my life for the better and I hope you consider letting it transform your world, too!

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