you lost your mind in the sound

The Signs as Troye Sivan lyrics

Aries: THE QUIET - All I want is a fight to fight // anything but quiet

Taurus: SUBURBIA - Missing occasions, I can’t rewind // can’t help but feel I’ve lost what’s mine

Gemini: DKLA - Wrapped my thoughts around your mind // wrapped your body around mine

Cancer: TALK ME DOWN - And I wanna come home to you // but home is just a room full of my safest sounds

Leo: COOL - That weekend up in the islands, they stop and stare // flashes filling the silence of a Hollywood love affair

Virgo: FOOLS - And my hopes, they are high, I must keep them small // though I try to resist I still want it all

Libra: for him. - We’re like two halves of one heart // we are, we are, we are

Scorpio: BITE - I can be the subject of your dreams // your sickening desire

Sagittarius: LOST BOY - So go get running, won’t you hurry? // while it’s light out, while it’s early

Capricorn: SWIMMING POOLS - But I see a lighthouse in the distance calling my name // but I can’t get there ‘til I go through all of this pain

Aquarius: HEAVEN - This voice inside has been eating at me // trying to embrace the picture I paint and colour me free

Pisces: BLUE - Only seeing myself // when I’m looking up at you

celilinia  asked:

Hey, I love your writing style and noticed that we (solangelo) don't have enough shapeshifter AUs. Would you mind writing some? Maybe under the prompt "okay, as it turned out I actually could lay eggs...yay?" That would be so cool!

Since it’s black cat appreciation day, have some shape shifting Nico

The ebony cat curled up in Will’s lap, the sound of purring quickly following. Will absently scratched behind his ears before going back to the book sitting in front of him. Will was lost in the silent void, the sound of the fan running in the corner and the soft purring of the cat in his lap acting as white noise that had him drifting away, fully focused on the textbooks that littered his desk.

The peace came crashing down when a certain Jason Grace came crashing into Will’s office. “Will! Have you seen-?” His eyes landed on the black cat that had scrambled up onto Will’s shoulder, his little heart threatening to pound out of his chest. Jason got a mischievous smile that made the little cat meow in protest. “There he is. I knew he’d be in here with you. C’mere, Nico.” Jason held his arms out nonthreateningly and walked towards him, but the cat meowed loudly and jumped from Will’s shoulder, darting across the room. Jason lunged for him, but came up empty handed.

Will tried to keep track of what was happening, but it was hard to when your boyfriend was dodging the arms of his best friend, shifting his form every three seconds. First there was a black cat, then a bird, Will thought he even saw him shift into a mouse at one point.

When Jason finally got him though, a perfectly normal Nico was wiggling in his arms. “Let me go, Jason!”

“Hm, I don’t think so.” Nico’s eyes landed on Will and when Will noticed the slit feline eyes, he heaved a sigh.

“Jason, come on, you made him half-shift again.” Jason blushed and let Nico go, Nico’s black tail twitching in aggravation, his ears flattened against his head.

“We just wanted to see if he could lay eggs.” Nico hissed at him and Will shot him a look.

“Down, kitty.” Will stood in front of Nico, letting Jason take the hint that he wasn’t necessarily wanted in the situation. Jason sighed dejectedly and walked out.

“I was having a perfectly good nap. Before he came barging in here and making a mess, waking me up and chasing me around.” Will scratched Nico’s ear, returning to his desk to pick up the papers that got scattered everywhere. Nico watched him closely, occasionally snatching a piece of paper out of Will’s hands and ripping it to shreds. He was careful not to grab an important paper.

“He brings up an interesting point, though.” Will mused aloud after everything was cleaned up and Nico was curled up under his desk.

“What’s that?” Nico didn’t open his eyes, but his ears twitched forward to the sound of Will’s voice. Will smiled and dropped a piece of paper, watching Nico snatch it out of the air and rip it.

Can you lay eggs?” Nico’s eyes shot opened and he fixed Will with a cat death glare. The one they gave you right before they clawed your eyes out.

Will was willing to let it drop when Nico mumbled. “Yes.”

We have a black cat at school named Angus

I feel much safer now.

A/N: Continuation of this. Hope you like it. It was a lot of fun!

I do not own Teen Wolf or it’s characters. Sadly.

Anon said: “Hi. 🤗✨ Can you do a ficlet with the numbers 2. “Have you lost your damn mind?!” 25. “I can’t believe you talked me into this.” and 49. “Well this is awkward…” Derek x Stiles'sister!human!reader Thank-you!! 💚🔥🍕🐢”


“Have you lost your damn mind?!” Derek was glowering at you as you yelled into the phone he held in his hand on speaker, Stiles squawking on the other end. “Stop making pterodactyl sounds, and explain yourself!” Stiles sputtered nonsense on the other side of the line. “Use your words, Stiles, I don’t speak dinosaur!”

The smallest hint of upturned lips graced Derek Hale’s face, and it almost made you smile back, but as quickly as it came, it went.

“You’re rude,” Stiles said belligerently through the line. Scott’s laugh could be heard loudly in the background, shortly followed by Stiles’ muttered, “Damn werewolf hearing…”

“Watch it, Stilinski,” Derek said lowly, glancing up at you briefly as you looked away from the road and at him, seeing him gesture to the phone, indicating which Stilinski he meant, and you nodded, pulling over into the shoulder of the road, putting the Jeep in park, but letting the engine idle, there was still a rampant alpha out there somewhere, after all.

“Oh. Yeah. You have super ears, too,” Stiles grumbled, making Derek glare at the phone with such intensity you thought he might shoot lasers out of his eyes at it, or something. Instead he just inhaled through his nose, rolled his eyes, and let his head flop back on the headrest.

His hand came up to the bridge of his nose as his eyes squinted, like he was fighting off a headache. “No, you idiot. You’re on speaker.”

Scott’s laughter was back and even louder this time, and you couldn’t help but let out a little chuckle yourself.

“Look, okay. Ha-ha, everyone laugh at Stiles, get it out of your system,” Stiles spoke blandly, like he was repeating himself for the millionth time. “Okay, now that that is done, can we get on with the plan?”

“You mean the stupid plan?” You crossed your arms and glared at the phone yourself, slumping back in the car seat. A bunny rabbit hopped across the road and into the beams from the Jeep’s headlights, and you jumped slightly, swallowing a small yelp before it made it’s way out. Glancing over at Derek, he looked like he was biting back a major grin, though he sealed it back with a raised eyebrow in almost mocking question.

“Shut up,” you mumbled, fighting your own smile, and holding his gaze for a moment, before turning your eyes to the car door for a moment, quickly reaching out and locking it manually, before looking back at Derek, and reaching across him to do the same to his door. “Don’t look at me like that. The alpha is still out there.”

“Oh yeah. I feel much safer now.” His tone was sarcastic, but sounded playful, and he even let a little bit of the smile through, and you suddenly felt safer yourself.

“Are you two done?” Stiles asked in a disgusted voice.

“Are we done reinforcing the walls of your tuna can of a car as best we can in case of a surprise attack from a homicidal alpha and-or his minion bunnies, then yes.”

Derek cocked his head to the side as he looked at you skeptically.

“….’Minion bunnies’?” Stiles sounded hesitant. “No, you know what? I don’t even wanna know. Just, is the plan a go?”

“You want me to sneak him back into our house why?”

Scott repeating ‘minion bunnies’ over and over in the background questioningly was all you heard for a moment before Stiles told him to be quiet, the sound of rustling clothes indicating his probable flailing.

“Dad is posting someone to watch his place - yes, the old, decrepit, burned down place - Derek, please don’t kill me, you know it’s true,” Derek plopped his head back again and closed his eyes with a loud sigh. “Along with Kate being in town, and everything else with the Argent’s, just, please? Go home, get up to your room, have him come in through the window. It’s all very romance novel, I know, but it’s all we can do right now.”

“My room?!” You cried out, wincing when Derek did at your loud voice. Lowering it only made it sound strangled as you continued. “Why not your room, oh genius plan maker?”

“Because dad is gonna know when I get home.” The sound of sirens came through the phone. His voice had become somber, almost defeated. “We just bought you some time. Go.”

You sighed, shifting the car into drive. “I can’t believe you talked me into this.”

“Thank you,” was the last thing you heard before the line went dead.

“I hope he at least clears out his recent phone calls, otherwise dad’s gonna interrogate me next time I see him.”

“Don’t worry. I think he wants to interrogate me, too.” You looked away from the road for only a moment to catch him shooting you a wide, unhindered grin, making you laugh and shake your head as you looked back to the road, flicking on the brights.

“That’s true. I hadn’t thought of that.” You took a deep breath, the plan sinking into your brain as the smile faded. “I didn’t think of that,” you said softly, realizing what all you had gotten yourself into in the few moments of silence that followed before you had to break the tension. “Well this is awkward…”

Suit and Bow Part 3 (Rafe x Reader)

Part 1 | Part 2 | Part 3

Originally posted by danawards

You were glad when you noticed that there were only a few minutes left until the store would close. To say that this day was hectic after Rafe had left would be an understatement seeing how you had probably served more customers in those few hours than the whole day yesterday. You were exhausted at last, however, you felt a smile spread across your lips as you lost yourself in thought of your sweet home, a nice warm shower and the comfortable bed while cleaning a few tables. The smile widened into a grin when you remembered that you still had to tell your roommate about your encounter with Rafe today. She had already been really excited after yesterday’s conversation concerning his visit but she would be freaking out as soon as you told her about his invitation.

While folding the last piece of clothing, the shrill sound of the doorbell, indicating that a customer had entered the store, brought your wandering mind back into reality. Instantly, your movement halted, cursing whoever had just entered but you decided to keep your cool and approach the person politely, in hopes of getting it over and done with as quickly as possible.

“I’m really sorry but we are about to close.” You carefully explained while walking around the corner to the front of the store. “I’m not here to buy anything.” A deep voice answered you and you instantly recognized its owner. You didn’t think Rafe would grace you with his appearance twice in one day thus you felt shivers running down your spine and nervousness spreading through your body. He was standing beside the door obviously waiting for you while holding a huge box in his hands.

You were slowly and wordlessly approaching him since you didn’t really know what to say. Eyeing the box in his hands curiously you asked what he needed. He shrugged, a small smile tucking at the corners of his lips but it didn’t reach his eyes. He then answered you. “Well, you said that you didn’t have anything appropriate to wear so I got you something.” Eyes widening and mouth falling agape slightly because you didn’t expect him to really buy something for you. Rafe was studying your reaction and was anxiously waiting for a response from you. “Well, I- um… c-could you wait outside please? I’ll quickly lock everything up.” You announced and Rafe nodded, shoulders slumping. He quietly left again and you hurriedly prepared everything for lockdown.

About a quarter hour later, you joined Rafe outside. He was leaning against the wall, one leg propped up against it, looking bored at his phone with the box pressed under his arm. Though, as he noticed you closing the front door he tucked his phone away. “I’m sorry that I kept you waiting.” You excused yourself and nodded towards the direction where your car was parked. “No problem.” And the two of you started walking.

“You know, I don’t think I can accept this.” You said, feeling uneasy about the contents of the huge box, which were still unknown to you but because you barely knew Rafe, the thought of him spending money on a dress you would probably only were a few times made you feel bad. However, at the same time you felt warmth starting to spread in your stomach thinking about the fact that he took the effort and bought you something to wear for the event you more or less invited yourself to.

One of Rafe’s eyebrows rose, indicating that he didn’t like what you had just confessed. “I knew you would say something like that… That’s why it’s just borrowed.” You eyes widened once again. Did he really think about that already? Or could he read your mind? But even after this attempt of talking you into taking it, you felt unsure nevertheless.

Sensing that you wouldn’t give in he tried again. “Look, you really don’t have to worry about it. Money doesn’t mean a thing to me. I have more than enough.” You knew that there was no way out now, you didn’t have anything to say against that. So you sighed, defeated. “Alright… Thank you Rafe.” You avoided his gaze in order to hide the blush that was tinting your cheeks. He just nodded and the atmosphere between the two of you lost tension however it was still a little awkward walking beside him, not knowing what to talk about.

After a few minutes of not really uncomfortable silence you decided to make the best out of the last few moments before you were to bid your farewells. “So what kind of charity event are we going to then?” You weren’t really curious but it was better than silence.

Rafe explained to you that it was one to raise awareness of the situation in third world countries and that those events sometimes gathered more than a million dollars but most of the people there would only be attending because of the good publicity. When you asked him if he was one of them, he shook his head, laughing. “I don’t really care about what people think of me, really. I don’t even want them to like me, I just want my respect.” This statement wasn’t anything new to you because judging from the few moments you had already spent with him, you could already tell that he wasn’t one to fake kindness in order to please the people around him – your colleague being the best example. Though, you had the feeling that he was treating you differently, as if he was doing his best to keep his emotions in check and anger at bay. “Why are you attending such events then?” The way his tone changed while describing them indicated that he wasn’t too fond of what he was talking about. “It’s good for meeting new possible business partners.” So it seems like he is indeed leading a company. “Am I allowed to know what kind of business your running?” This time you really were interested in his answer since he would have to talk about himself and you realized that you knew basically nothing about him besides his name. However, he immediately turned you down for the moment. “I’ll keep that a secret until Sunday.” Rafe definitely knew how to keep people interested in him.

“And you really didn’t have anyone else to accompany you to such an event?” You had no intention of talking your way of it but you were inquisitive. Why out of all the people would he take you, the person who sold him his new suit, with him? Rafe scoffed. “Of course I did. I bet there are lot of girls only waiting for me to ask them out but I’m not really interested in any of them. They’re all the same – only fond of me because of the money I own.” You suddenly felt bad for him. Sure, he seemed like a selfish asshole but there surely was more to him. However, how did he know that you were not only after his money?

“You though, you seem like an interesting person.” At first, you didn’t even know what to respond to that because you really didn’t think he would be thinking about you like that. And you decided to take that as a complement and you suddenly found yourself wishing you had parked your car somewhere farther away.

“So that’s your car?” Rafe asked and his eyebrows rose with amusement.

You weren’t too well off, sure, you had enough money to pay for the apartment and everything you needed, but you never thought of buying a new car, simply because this one was still working just fine.

Embarrassment spread through you and you simply mumbled a ‘yes’, not meeting his eyes. “It’s cute.” Rafe’s voice sounded, washing most of your uneasiness away while you searched your bag for the keys.

“I’ll call you then.” He said as you finally fished them out of the bag. You gave him a nod and unlocked the car. After handing over the box he had been carrying and you thanking him again, you said your goodbyes.

“What took you so long?” was the first thing your roommate, Anna, said before you had even closed the door to your shared apartment. “And what’s this?” She was standing by the door which led to the kitchen pointing at the box under your arm.

“Well, hello to you, too, and yes I had an awesome day at work.” You replied sarcastically and chuckled while taking off your shoes.

Anna and you were currently seated on the couch. You told her about your second encounter with Rafe. Her eyes were as round as the moon when you mentioned the charity event. “He- what?” You just nodded. You yourself still couldn’t believe it. Eyes landing on the large box sitting beside you, the urge to open it and see what he had chosen was slowly too much to bear so you quickly told her the rest.

Removing the lid, you were greeted by already too expensive looking dark grey paper. “Hurry up!” Anna scolded you, she was obviously curious too. The dress you uncover from the paper was a deep red. Taking it out carefully, you could see that it was really long and you sensed that you would have to wear high heels with it in order to not clean the floor with the soft material. It was a simple dress but with the few added details here and there and the little sparkly accents it looked more than elegant and it left you wondering if your body would do give it justice. “Try it on!” Anna suggested, or rather demanded.  So you quickly went into the bedroom to rid yourself of your working attire and slip into the silky smooth dress.

Standing in front of the mirror, you had to take a few moments to just admire yourself. The dress was tight around your upper body, hugging your figure perfectly, but it went down your legs slightly wider with a slit reaching up to your mid-thigh. You simply looked stunning.

Lifting up the material, in order to keep it from getting dirty already, you left your room again. “You do- WOW!” Anna was obviously impressed to. “Damn, this man definitely got a sense of fashion!” She winked at you but you just laughed it off.

anonymous asked:

For the hurt meme (oUCh btw) "my mind is a dark place. You don't want to be there" for Lance and his s/o? Maybe his s/o is depressed? (Thank u btw ;w; )

Sat holding your knees up to your chest, you stared out the main window of the castle ship as it drifted through the depths of space. Many stars dotted the dark canvas before you, getting lost within the picture. Within your own mind. Depression was slowly catching up to you. The problems plaguing your thoughts seemingly constricted you of happier thoughts. You hadn’t even realized you were crying.

“Y/N? What are you doing up?” You were startled by the groggy voice of the blue paladin from behind you. You must have been so distracted, you didn’t hear him at all.

Hastily wiping your eyes with the back of your hand and sniffling as quietly as possible, you made a pathetic attempt to sound okay.

“Oh it’s-it’s nothing I just can’t sleep. You should be in bed too, you know.” You never even turned your head to watch his reaction. Or maybe it was because you didn’t want him to see your broken state.

“Couldn’t sleep either.” He sighs, you hear the pads of his slippers get closer to you as he took a seat next to you. You meekly tried to hide your face in your knees.

“What is really on your mind?” The question made you freeze. ‘What wasn’t on my mind’ You thought.

“My mind is a dark place.. You don’t want to be there.” You muttered, hoping he didn’t hear you, but by the concern laced in his voice, he certainly did.

“Y/N. Talk to me.” His tone was soft, but firm. He wanted to help, but he didn’t want to be nosy.

“Trust me, Lance,” You warned. “it’s not worth it.”

“What’s not worth it? You? Trying to help you? It was me who wanted to help in the first place. I know how it feels to be trapped in your own head. I know what it means to feel alone. Hell, I know how being depressed feels!” You wince as he said the word. “You’re torturing yourself, and you can’t tell me otherwise, since its written all over your face, now let me fucking help you.”

Forget about not wanting to pry. Lance was determined, and when that boy puts his mind to something, it’s futile. And you knew this. And it scared you.

You were scared to open up to someone. Not that you didn’t trust Lance, you trusted him with your life, but this was a new experience and it frightened you.

You released your knees and they relaxed under you, crossing your legs as your hands fell in your lap. You looked him in the eyes properly for the first time, and smiled. You decided this is what you needed. You needed him. You needed Lance.

You reached over for his hand that was laying at his side and put yours ontop, squeezing gently.

Lance glanced down at your hands and blushed, his heart pounding. He never intentionally wanted to have an outburst, but it seemed to have gotten through to you.

When he looked back up at you, the blush that danced your on cheeks was sweet, the small smile making his heart melt.

You rested your head on his shoulder, as you both looked out into the universe, spilling your thoughts and deepest darkest concerns to him.

You needed this.

You needed Lance.

And he decided that he needed you too.

“I think it’s the way your eyes look when you smile, or maybe it’s the way your laugh sounds or the way you think. I’m not sure what it is, and really, with you, it could be so many things, but whatever it is, it has me hooked. I don’t know much, but I do know you’re kind. I do know you’re good and smart. I do know your mind is like a universe I want to get lost in. Sometimes I look at you, and i wonder how the universe put something together like you, but then I think of that quote, “an angel flung out of space.” That matches you, it seems.

You are an angel flung out of space.”

[…] “Alec?” Magnus was staring at him. He had dispatched the remaining Iblis demons, and the square was empty but for the two of them. “Did you just- did you just save my life?”Alec knew he ought to say something like, Of course, because I’m a Shadowhunter and that’s what we do, or That’s my job. Jace would have said something like that. Jace always knew the right thing to say. But the words that actually came out of Alec’s mouth where quite different- and sounded petulant, even to his own ears. “You never called me back,” he said. “I called you so many times and you never called me back.”
Magnus looked at Alec as if he’d lost his mind. “Your city is under attack,” he said. “The wards have been broken, and the streets are full of demons. And you want to know why I haven’t called you?”
Alec set his jaw in a stubborn line. “I want to know why you haven’t called meback.”
Magnus threw his hands up in the air in a gesture of utter exasperation. Alec noted with interest that when he did it, a few sparks escaped from his fingertips, like fireflies escaping from a jar. “You’re an idiot.”
“Is that why you haven’t called me? Because I’m an idiot?”
“No.” Magnus strode toward him. “I didn’t call you because I’m tired of you only wanting me around when you need something. I’m tired of watching you be in love with someone else – someone, incidentally, who will never love you back. Not the way I do.”
“You love me?”
“You stupid Nephilim,” Magnus said patiently. “Why else am I here? Why else would I have spent the past few weeks patching up all your moronic friends every time they got hurt? And getting you out of every ridiculous situation you found yourself in? Not to mention helping you win a battle against Valentine. And all completely free of charge!”

“I hadn’t looked at it that way,” Alec admitted.

“Of course not. You never looked at it in any way.” Magnus’s cat eyes shone with anger. “I’m seven hundred years old, Alexander. I know when something isn’t going to work. You won’t even admit I exist to your parents.”

Alec stared at him. “I thought you were three hundred! You’re seven hundred years old?”

“Well,” Magnus amended, “eight hundred. But I don’t look it. Anyway, you’re missing the point. The point is—”

But Alec never found out what the point was, because at that moment a dozen more Iblis demons flooded into the square. He felt his jaw drop. “Damn it.”

Magnus followed his gaze. The demons were already fanning out into a half circle around them, their yellow eyes glowing. “Way to change the subject, Lightwood.”

“Tell you what.” Alec reached for a second seraph blade. “We live through this, and I promise I’ll introduce you to my whole family.”

Magnus raised his hands, his fingers shining with individual azure flames. They lit his grin with a fiery blue glow. “It’s a deal.” […]

Malec - Shadowhunters: city of glass

anonymous asked:

But she ran out of charge. The electricity became too much and she lost her mind. When she lost her mind the spark went out, she became so dull where she used to shine. This beautiful girl was electric no more. She became plain. I hope you don't mind me sending this, i was just hoping to get your opinion :)

This… This sounded like something my ex sent me. I might write about it. I don’t know. Memories suck.

fcdings  asked:

“I just blew you. Could you look a little happier about it?” // “If we got married, would I have to take your last name? Or could we just make up a new one?”


“ you blew me because you don’t want to leave the house && you know your blow jobs make my knees weak “ he wanted to be fucking his boyfriend right there but he was trying to be mad at him, so they were both at lost

“ I wouldn’t mind taking YOUR last name, I mean, making one up sounds awesome, but only if you really want “ he smiled as he sipped the almost-to-be spat coffee

anonymous asked:

I feel like a mess, I lose all my motivations. I can not restrict like before anymore even though I try like hell I always binge at the end of the day... Any advices ?

I totally feel you. I have lost all control this past week I’ve been on holiday. I used to have enough control to lose 7kg in 2 weeks. But I want you to not restrict but try and heal yourself (I know it sounds cheesy) but really do is on taking care of yourself, inside and out, physically and mentally. Really try to eat healthier, drink water, exercise more frequently. Set daily goals for yourself. You can do anything if you really put your mind to it. You ALWAYS have a choice. Do the things that bring you positivity and happiness and get rid of the negativity - cut out those toxic relationships. Do things for you. Improve yourself. Over time it will just become habit. You will get that motivation back. You decide whether right now is the time you stop giving up. It is up to you. You are strong and you can achieve your goals. Xxxx stay safe and take care, I believe in you 💕

anonymous asked:

How do you know if you really loved someone or if it's just your mind playing with you? I had a thing with this guy for a whole year, he lied to me about not having a girlfriend even tho he did, I ended up things with him. The worst thing is, I lost my virginity to him because everytime we saw each other, he insisted it so eventually I was like why not.. Since then there hasn't been a day when I haven't thought about him.. I feel so embarrassed because he didn't even put any effort in "us"

What you’re describing sounds more like infatuation than love. For me, love is a positive emotion that leaves you feeling full. Here it seems you may have become attached to a person, whether because of the sex or just emotionally. You gave a lot without getting anything in return. It sounds like you had feelings for him but those feelings only went in one direction.
In my opinion, love is a happy feeling. I know there are people who think love requires sacrifice and pain. I don’t believe that. If you’re not happy and fulfilled and left feeling joy, then it’s not love


Glass half empty, glass half full
Well, either way you won’t be going thirsty
Count your blessings not your flaws


You don’t get what all this is all about
You’re too wrapped up in your self doubt
You’ve got that young blood, set it free


You’ve got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There’s so much more
You can reclaim your crown
You’re in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be king again

halokidhero  asked:

I feel pretty lost in your AU. But it dose sound and look really cool. Could you explain the basis of it please ?

Sure! Sorry for any confusion on what I have posted so far, the AU is still in the process of being set up properly so there’s quite a few loose ends I need to polish.

The short version follows like this:

While I adore the canon show, I admit I find some ideas either unfinished or restrictive, so to satisfy my own creative mind I created an Alternate Universe that runs separate from the timeline of the canon show. Several of the core concepts have been preserved and new ones have been added that would allow for more freedom for myself, personally, and others who choose to take part in it with me.

The Circinus AU centers around a secondary Gem Empire located in the titular Circinus Galaxy, entirely separate from the Canon empire of the show. This empire has evolved divergently, and, as a result, has a drastically different view on life. It’s rather complex, so I highlighted a few main differences between the Canon empire and the Circinian Empire.

-Important: None of the Canon characters are involved in this AU. They have no clue Circinus has a different Gem Empire inhabiting it. The Circinians also have no idea the Canon empire exists. They’re completely separate from each other, despite both existing within the same given Universe.

-The Circinian Empire is ruled by a parliamentary system, rather than a totalitarian monarchy, in which the Diamond Court /works together/ with elected officials who represent various sects of the Circinian Gem society.

-The Diamond Court of the Circinian AU are almost unrecognizable as diamonds. They’re open towards their own people and rule with fair ideals and equality. [Or, as best as they can manage, anyway.]

-Roles/jobs are assigned individually based on a Gem’s specific talents and personality, rather than forcefully assigned by mineral type. For example, two Peridots may end up under different Courts if the first has a knack for delicate metalwork while the second enjoys physical combat. They won’t be automatically classed as technicians because of what they are.

-Physical appearance is more loosely defined. While Circinian Gems all have certain traits in-common with others of their mineral type, their personal physical definitions are rarely identical. Circinian Gems are not created from identical person-shaped moulds carved into Kindergarten walls but are allowed to shape themselves how they please. Each mineral class has a specific algorithm infused within the ‘soul’ of a Gem that helps define their general appearence, rather than using moulds. This algorithm provides a general structure, but is loose enough to allow for freedom in deciding appearence beyond that.

-Circinus is densely populated with other competing sentient species, several of which are also space-faring people. They vastly outnumber the current Circinian Gem population, but a group of species are allied with the Circinian Gems as comrades. Mineable planets with viable sources of lifeforce are incredibly limited, most of which have been claimed by other species, so in return for an alliance, the Circinian Gems are allowed to establish small Kindergartens on their allies’ planets.

-Jewelry-quality mineral specimens are scarce in Circinus; many Circinian Gems are created from secondary non-silica minerals, such as salts or metalloids. Gem mineral classes like Rubies or Sapphires are fairly rare.

-There is a standard civilian caste for Gems who have already served a Court for the required amount of time. They are still afforded the protection of the Circinian Empire while being able to comfortably do as they please within allied space.

-Gems with more animalistic or alien forms are fairly common within the Circinus Galaxy, as are Gems with differing pronouns. [Explained in the About page]

-Science takes precedence over magic in this AU. Due to divergent evolution, the Circinians have lost some of their more supernatural powers, making them more vulnerable than the Canon empire. At the same time, they do have certain advantages that come with their science-based stance, such as new abilities or more flexible roles.

-The current Circinian Gem timeline is only 63,000 years old and history prior to that seems to not exist. There are a few obscure markers that indicate the Circinian Empire is older, but no information is available. As a result, almost all Gems within the Circinus AU are less than 63,000 years old. The origin of the Circinian Empire has been lost to time.

Anyway, there’s a quick bit of information about the AU! I hope that helps cut a clearer picture of what I’m doing here, ahha! The AU itself is just a concept that lets me play around with SU as a whole, I have several storylines planned for comics that happen within the AU itself.
If you have any specific questions, or if something on one of the info pages confuses you, feel free to ask, I’m happy to answer! 'v’

You’re alone, you’re on your own, so what?
Have you gone blind?
Have you forgotten what you have and what is yours?
Glass half empty, glass half full
Well either way you won’t be going thirsty
Count your blessings not your flaws

You’ve got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There’s so much more
You can reclaim your crown
You’re in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be king again

You don’t get what all this is about
You’re too wrapped up in your self doubt
You’ve got that young blood, set it free

You’ve got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There’s so much more
You can reclaim your crown
You’re in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be king

There’s method in my madness
There’s no logic in your sadness
You don’t gain a single thing from misery
Take it from me

You’ve got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There’s so much more
You can reclaim your crown
You’re in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be king

You’ve got it all
You lost your mind in the sound
There’s so much more
You can reclaim your crown
You’re in control
Rid of the monsters inside your head
Put all your faults to bed
You can be king again

✨tag✨ I was tagged by @dancing–on–glass

Spell your name out with song titles:

J - Jigsaw Falling Into Place - Radiohead

U- Upgrade U - Beyonce

S - Ships In the Night - Mat Kearney

T - Twerk - Lady

I - I Am the Best - 2NE1

N - National Anthem - Lana Del Rey

Why did I choose my url? It just came to my mind one day and I liked the sound of it

What’s your middle name? My middle name is Paul which is my dads name

If you could be a mythological creature, which one? A gnome sounds nice!

What’s your favorite color? My favorite color is green, lime green to be exact

A song you like right now? Boombayah by Blackpink

Top 4 fandoms. Pokemon, One Piece, Harry Potter, and 2NE1

I tag @lost-nfound @rainahhh @tyejamesmusic @the-royalewithcheese

anonymous asked:

1.55am she was the perfect girl but I was scared to say or do something wrong, so I distanced myself, and lost the best thing that's ever happened to me.

You shouldn’t be scared to say or do something… That’s who you are you can’t hold back just so a person wants you. You need to let out who you are, if they can’t accept the true you then they aren’t the one for you :( maybe they lost the best thing that has happened to them, because someone like you who is willing to sacrifice their happiness basically just so the other person would be happy and stays around sounds like a great & caring person. you deserve someone perfect for you, I’m telling you they are out there somewhere. Chin up bbygirl❤️