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Prompto Daily Doodle: 06262017 

I leave you all with this final doodle! I’m excited for this DLC and can’t wait to play it! Probably shoulda had this done like at the beginning of the day but who cares LMAO Thanks for taking this nice doodle trip with me for wo weeks! It was a blast!

anonymous asked:

Shinee as high school graduates?? Or college graduates too 😙

FOR ALL YOU GRADUATES PAST, PRESENT, FUTURE, MOM IS SO PROUD *waves diploma* we did it~

onew:

  • instead of hugs he’s trying to handshake everyone and they’re like stfu come here you teddy bear 
  • and he basically crushes them to his chest (onew: NEVER LEAVE ME / minho: OK HYUNG)
  • cap is slightly crooked in all the pictures (onew: my style, my swagger)
  • they’re lining up to get their names called and he’s just chanting to himself, the stage, the universe, “oh god pls let me not trip pls pls”
  • if he does, he’s just going to stay there and just let people to walk over him
  • will get up eventually maybe, no promises 
  • did NOT trip 
  • using his grad program as a fan 
  • his friends all gave him sunflowers bc he is sunshine 

jonghyun:

  • his cap………….. he decorated it so prettily 
  • (it says thanks mom) 
  • ……….. but the lettering is upside down 
  • 휴ㅅ휴
  • convocation just started and he’s cried three times
  • really didn’t mean to 
  • can’t make eye contact with ot4 or else- oh yup, there he goes again 
  • whispers “omg” when each member gets their name called 
  • also says “omg” as he’s called too
  • has an airhorn hidden up his sleeve and goes all JOHHNNNNN CENA on stage
  • turns around and waves a lot to his family and is delighted af when they wave back 
  • his cheeks hurt from smiling 

key:

  • was really determined to keep proper academic dress bc he looks fly BUT dear god it’s 87 degrees and it’s 10 degrees hotter on turf so he’s sweating out the two water bottles he’s ingested 
  • slowly stripping 
  • first his gown, then his suit jacket, loosened his tie (taemin: are we playing strip poker??? i want in / jong: taeminnie nO) 
  • got the perfect grad pic on stage with a triumphant peace sign up
  • once he receives his diploma: ah yes my 200k piece of paper 
  • armful of flowers 
  • comes back from somewhere??? with another armful and hands them out by color/flower preference 
  • pulls each person into a sidehug and snaps pic(s) for the memz 

minho:

  • brought cowbells and furiously shakes them every time one of ot4 crosses the stage
  • all the clapping semi-dies down and the auditorium is once again shaken by choi minho’s voice yelling on the top of his lungs “YEAH THAT’S MY BEST FRIEND GO BEST FRIEND GOOOOOOOOOO”
  • crossing the stage for the handshake 
  • pulls out his phone 
  • takes a boomerang of him dabbing 
  • and the class goes WILD (jong: LOOOOOL HE DID NOT JUST DO THAT)
  • afterwards when they officially are graduated, he pulls everyone into a group hug and they jump around yelling 

taemin:

  • the hyungs tied his honor chords into a bow so he’s pretty 
  • blue roses
  • casually (frantically) flipping his entire room over (jong: wtf did you lose this time / taemin: nOTHING / jong: it’s your tassel isn’t it)
  •  it is
  • goddammit key even went back and got him a spare one too…………… 
  • onew: would it be on your cap? / taemin: no that’s ridiculous why would it be there / onew: *holding up cap* bc it’s there 
  • highkey doesn’t remember crossing the stage but he must have bc he’s at the end of it 
  • by the end of the ceremony, he lost his cap altogether bc instead of throwing it up, he kinda sorta frisbee’d it backwards (minho: it’s true, my mom has it on video) 
  • my cap 9v9 
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Pride month isn’t over just yet!! So have an array of pride flags created from clouds I drew haha

Y’all can use them as blog banners or anywhere you can think of, really :)

Three years ago I was dealing with a bout of depression. It was not unusual, I’ve had depression and anxiety for almost as long as I can remember. But this bout followed my thirtieth birthday. I was not upset about turning thirty. I did not think my life was over or that my youth was behind me. Rather, I was in the middle of an amazing year full of the freedom that came with stepping away from religious oppression, finding my own faith and defining what that meant to me, and coming off of a year of painful fertility drugs and the decision not to continue treatment. I’d honestly never felt better.

And yet … depression.

I got that apathetic kind of depression where nothing seems fun or exciting or even remotely attention grabbing enough to pull me out of bed. I was just … stuck. I was missing something. 

As I do when I’m in a depression, I binged watched things. On a random Saturday, I stumbled upon Deathly Hallows Part One playing on ABC Family, likely during one of their marathons. 

“God I forgot how much I fucking love these movies.”

I’d seen almost every one in theatre. He-Man had read the books religiously (and even worked at a book store during the release of the first few). I knew the general plot because he is utterly incapable of NOT sharing things with me when he’s reading. So when the movies came out, of course we went. He fumed and fumed in his seat over missing characters and twisted plotlines, and I laughed and laughed until some random kid behind me loudly whispered to his friend “That’s the one that dies at the end” when Cedric Diggory first appeared on screen. (Seriously. WTF, you little brat?)

Rather than read the books, I’d spent time playing on Pottermore and the wiki pages learning ingredients to potions and the etymology behind the spells. I loved the world that JKR created, but I suck when it comes to reading fiction. My attention span (especially in my twenties) was garbage. 

So in the last week of June 2014, I borrowed my mother-in-law’s DVDs of the movies and binged them all. I laughed, I cried, I FELT something for the first time in weeks. Emotions. Feeling. Life. Magic. 

“I want to read the books now. I need to read the books.”

So I read them. I read several chapters every night out loud while my husband played video games. I laughed when he cried. He laughed when I cried. I did voices, and we argued over exactly how pompous Lockhart should sound. I gasped during parts that were not in the movies. “Why is Molly being such a bitch to Sirius?” “Wait, who are all these other elves?” “Dumbledore’s a shit. I’m glad he’s dead!” “OMG Tonks. OMG Fred. OMG Remus. OMG I hate this so much.”

And I loved it.

I loved it so much. 

I felt like an addict waiting for my husband to get home each night so I could keep reading. I begged him, “Just two more chapters. I’m almost done with this book!” even as I LITERALLY lost my voice in the middle of Deathly Hallows. 

Then, like magic, I remembered that the story didn’t have to end. I’d been RPing written stories with friends for two decades, and I’d stumbled into fanfiction from time to time. So I knew what sites to go to.

I read epilogue continuations first. I wanted to know what happened after. Then I thought, “I wonder what if …?” And I fell head first into the deep end of Dramione, Marauders, and a crap ton of Marriage Law and Time-Turner fics.

“I have an idea. I want to be apart of this. I think I have a story in me.”

And three years later, I have a life. A hobby. A PASSION. I’ve made amazing friends, rebuilt a really fucked up self esteem and sense of pride, learned a lot about grammar and story structure, and helped to add building blocks to a fandom that saved me. 

I can’t believe it’s been three years.

Thank you all, for some of the best three years of my life.

♥♥♥ Shaya ♥♥♥

Do you ever wonder why there’s always this push for everyone working with the boys becoming instant best friends with them? I mean, we know they’re lovely boys (that’s why we’re here) but… you don’t have to be somebody’s closest friend just because you have to work with them. Also remember that this fandom is so quick to “adopt” anyone that says any flowery words about the boys and we know that often doesn’t end up well. Keep in mind that we’re a huge and engaged fanbase of the biggest boy band on the planet. Everybody wants to tap on that spring ($$$). And y’all make it far too easy.

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Commission for @thisiswhatmylifehasbecome 
FAHC Rye bread and im ASTOUNDED i havent done an actual piece with this boi yet 
Three versions! Normal Ryebread, Spicy ryebread, and fresh ryebread. I didn’t know which one to do so I did them all HAH 

enjoy ::D
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