you know you love this part

“She has autonomy. She has a strong will. But she can’t move. So in many ways her life is my life. It’s bigger than me, it controls me, and it makes me fight like never before. We spend so much time together that she’s a part of me. She knows how important she is to me. She had childhood cancer. Her heart failed three times. And I was by her side the entire time. I never realized that I could love someone as much as this. She could never hurt me. She could never hurt anyone. We always ask her: ‘Are you angry?’, ‘Are you mad?’ And she always says ‘no.’ She laughs when I laugh. And right now I’m trying not to cry. Because she’ll cry if I cry.”

(São Paulo, Brazil)

The most exciting part is not the part where you don’t like anyone.
It is not the part where you are deelpy in love with someone.
It’s the part were you fall from the plane and open the parachute. It’s the fall. It’s all about the fall. Not knowing where you are going to land, if the parachute is going to work or not.

anonymous asked:

Holy shit pls make a part 2 of the subtle. boyfriends thing i almost died I love every bit of it oh my god

enough time has passed since i posted - the first one -  that i don’t feel guilty about posting the part two alright letS DO THIS

  • isak and even are pretty chill guys, you’ve seen how both of them sort of hold off on the PDA till theyre alone in a room together, they’re pretty good at being a couple but not That Couple if you know what i mean…
  • …at least that’s what they think,
  • the reality is that they’re the least subtle fucks in the world - you don’t need to make out with someone or call each other sickeningly sweet petnames to be ridiculously obvious
  • despite how Chill they think they are, how they greet each other always gives them away,
    • isak always gets a moment, if he’s in a group of people, where he spots even and the rest of the world just melts away for a few seconds, and he can’t help his face from lighting up and everyone takes one look and goes oh even must be here.
    • they let even slide into the conversation and ignore the way that isak and even can’t seem to really pay attention to anything but sliding ’“subtle’” glances at each other till they’ve had the chance to say a proper hello. 
    • (which is normally a quiet moment alone - when the conversation fires up and even gets a chance to move closer to isak and they give each other a small little halla and a smile and maybe a quick kiss) 
    • (then, and only then, with even’s hand resting on isak’s waist and isak leaning a little bit into him, can they refocus their attention fully to the conversation again)
    • ESPECIALLY. when even gets to isak’s flat.
    • you would think because he practically lives there that even’s coming over would be an easily ignorable part of the day. you would be wrong.
    • the rest of the kollektiv can immediately tell when he’s here because the buzzer goes off and isak is immediately at the door, and they can practically hear their smiles and kisses from two rooms away, because jesus christ are these boys are in their honeymoon phase and going a few days apart feels like fucking torture, and all of this restlessness and love and energy just bubbles up inside of them sometimes, which makes it all the more harder to suppress these feelings they have for each other when they’re around other people
    • and that’s all well and good but also noora sort of needs to FOCUS and its hard to do that when there’s a couple being in love like,,,, right next to you

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Imagine that, when Loki was brought to the Avengers tower to carry out his punishment, the other part of it was that he has to learn to love humans, or he can’t ever return to Asgard. Even more than he hates Midgard, he hates its inhabitants. He’d rather die on this wretched place than ever feel anything but hatred towards mortals. 


Until you come along. You are the new recruit of the Avengers team, still in training. You are so annoyingly cute and innocent, and always happy and kind, even when Loki snaps at you. The worst part is that you don’t even know how adorable you actually are and Loki finds himself irritated by it. Though he tries to deny it, you start to grow on him. Without noticing, love changes him to a better person and eventually he realises that he has fallen in love with you.

Weekly Reading List 12

Weekly Recommendations get posted every Thursday. All stories are character x reader unless otherwise stated.

Notes: I don’t generally put more than one part to a story but the ones that have multiple parts happened this week. 

Star Trek
Bones
Falling in Love With Bones by @imaginestartrek
Completed Souls by @trekken81
Enterprise Crew Goes to the Zoo by @littlecarowrites
Pleasure to Meet You, Part 2 by @residentevilfleet
Relief by @madhattervanessa
Duty of Care by @blueblobb
Imagine Getting Stuck in the Mirror!verse by @youre-on-a-starship
In Dreams by @star-trekkin-across-theuniverse​ NSFW
Terrible Ideas by @juststarfleetthings
Terra Nova, Part 2 by @fanscribbling
I Only Miss You When I am Breathin by @kaitymccoy123
Cuddle Party by @arrowsshootyouforwards
Bones Knowing Your Heart by @imaginestartrek

Jim Kirk
Jim Finding Out Your Pregnant by @babe-with-thepower
Hacker Kirk by @fandomheadrush
May We All by @atari-writes
Hopelessly Hopeful by @trekken81
Shape of You by @atari-writes
Imagine Jim Saving You From the Mirror!verse by @youre-on-a-starship
All I Ask of You by @whatif-animagineblog

McKirk
From Your Fences Part 3 by @mccoymostly

Avengers
Steve Rogers
Nightmare by @vibranium-ass
Untitled by @gruzovoy-vagon
The Way Their Fights End by @goodnightwife
Valentine’s Day Mini Matchmaker by @avengerofyourheart
Absolution by @sebastianstandoffish
Imagine Saving Steve From an Awkward Situation by @sharonisantisocialimagines
Make It Up To Me by @unabashedcandymaker
Scared to Be Lonely by @nikky-the-writer
Strip by @this-ginger-has-no-soul
Musing by @theunholygrails
Mr. President by @vibranium-ass NSFW
Civvies by @after-avenging-hours
The C Word by @itsanerdlife
Baby Come Home Deleted Scenes by @itsanerdlife Updated
Retirement by @imamotherfuckingstar-lord

Tony Stark
Sleepless Nights by @redlipstickandplaid
Forgetting Maya Hensen by @dblukauskis
Dark Bloom (For A Moment, I Was Lost) by @hellomissmabel

Law and Order: SVU
Rafael Barba
Just Say You Won’t Let Go by @moresvuheadcanons
The First Move Happy Ending by @mrsrafaelbarba
Late Night Whispers by @musingsongbird
Did I Stutter by @mrsrafaelbarba
Coax, Part 2 by @hiddndaydreams
Untitled by @moresvuheadcanons
Prosecution Rests by @mrsrafaelbarba
A Frosty Silence by @mrsrafaelbarba
Lights Will Guide You Home by @thatgirlwhosalwayssinging
Peace of Mind by @ohbelieveyoume

NCIS
Dwayne Pride
The Chase by @traceyaudette
Oh Honey by @lucifersagents

Criminal Minds
Aaron Hotchner
Drunken Cuddles, Part 2 by @crimindsaspe
Missed Me by @crimindsaspe
Happily Ever After by @axstheticminds
Scars by @traceyaudette
Peppermint by @kaunis-sielu

Tropes
Soulmate AU
The Meet Cute by @redlipstickandplaid​ Tony Stark
House by @assembledavengersimagines Steve Rogers

Daddy!Character
Sleepy by @chrisevans-imagines Chris Evans
Dad & Daughter by @theimpossibleg1rl​ Chris Evans

A/B/O Dynamics
Breaking Tony by AvocadoLove Stony
The Natural Order by @outside-the-government  Leonard McCoy NSFW

Misc Fandoms
Captain’s Log by @trekken81 Jim Kirk 
Lion on Ice by @meganlpie Robb Stark x Reader 
Make Her a Stark by @littlemisscaptainfandom Robb Stark x Reader
Colita De Rana by @esparzart Rafael Barba x Victoria

Karl Urban
Respect Authorities by @It-sammi-matthews John Kennex

Chris Evans
Imagine Chris sending you on a scavenger hunt, Part 3, Part 4, Part 5 by @ohevansmycaptain
My Valentine by @chrisevans-th NSFW
Art on the Wall by @chrisevans-th​ NSFW
Chris Comes Home For Your Birthday by @ohevansmycaptain
I’m A Lucky Guy by @theimpossibleg1rl
Little Girl by @avasparks NSFW
Unruhestifter by @travelwithwords

Birthday Challenge Updated

Star Trek Fairytale AU Updated

My Requests Updated

tags: @thelawschooldiva @annalisehartmann 

Secret Part 3 [Jughead Jones x Reader]

Request from arronity:  I know you said no part 3 for secret but…. omg, please, for me, can you write the 3rd part? Like it’s been weeks and she’s finally better, maybe she’s starting to date someone else and Jughead is jealous (the type of jealousy where he defends her not to go on the date) and finally one night they talk and he cries and bla bla bla. Lmao, I just love your writings, sorry!

I see that you guys don’t take no for an answer, as I got a few other requests on part 3, haha. It was my pleasure writing this anyway. I know I haven’t posted in a long time, I didn’t have time and I was lazy. But today I saw my crush 4 times in the hallways and I woke up to a pic of KJ’s and I’m all pumped up about writing, at least part 3! 

Part 1
Part 2


It had been a few months now and you were better. You were yourself again and were ready to start dating again. 

Well, not exactly, but Veronica said that it was time for you to go at least on a date with a hot guy from your school and Kevin had the same opinion. So, you did. I mean, not yet. You were working on it.

“You’re sure you’re not doing this just to get at Becky and Jughead?” Kevin asked for the tenth time today.

You and Becky managed to talk again, not like you used to, but baby steps. And you and Jughead were friends, you went out as friends a couple of times and nothing bad happened. Betty and Juggie finally came out as a couple a few days ago, and you tried to be happy. After all, the past is in the past and you were apart of the same group of friends.

“No. Now, if you excuse me, I have to go seduce Archie.” You smiled, and ruffled your  hair so you’d give it a bit of volume. 

Yes, you were trying to get Archie to ask you out. Not because you were trying to get at Betty and Jughead, because he had always been there for you. Not only when you felt miserable because your two favorite people betrayed you, always. He was so sweet, so you said why not give it a shot?

You got to his locker and smiled.

“Hi, Archie, what’s up?” You leaned against the locker next to his. “Nothing much. I wanted to go work on a song outside. Wanna join me?” He smiled. “Sure.”

But he didn’t get to work on the song. Not that he was complaining. You two just sat outside and talked, laughed and enjoyed spending time together. He made you feel so good and he didn’t even seem to be trying.

“Okay, I can’t just wait around, so I will talk.” You said after your laughter died a bit. “I’m listening.” He said. You took a deep breath and looked into his eyes. “Will you go on a date with me?” 

He stared at you for a few seconds, and then started chuckling.

“Oh thank god, I was thinking you still needed some time.” He said. “I’ll pick you up this Friday at seven.” He got up. “Great! Where are we going?” You jumped up. “Surprise.” He said, as you two headed to class.


“Are you seriously going on a date with Archie?” Jughead ran into Pop’s. “How did you even find out?” You frowned, taking a sip from your (favorite flavor) milkshake. “Veronica told me.” He sat down. 

You were here for a while and were kinda the only person in here. It was almost eight p.m, but you needed some time to think and Jughead seemed to know that he’d find you here. Because he knows you the best. And that’s crushing you.

“What’s your problem anyway?” You frowned. “Archie! My once best friend, but now close friend.” He said. “Betty! My closest friend but now friendly.” You said. 

There was a moment of silence.

“Touche.” He said, taking a sip from your milkshake. “But you know I still care about you, right?” He added. “Maybe you do. But it’s Archie we’re talking about. He’s the sweetest boy in the whole Universe and don’t you dare disagree.” You said. “When he isn’t fucking music teachers…”Jughead muttered. “Okay, Grundy’s gone. She left Riverdale a month ago. Get over it.” 

He just looked at you, and you looked at him. God, could he be any more perfect? That beautiful raven hair covered by that silly crown beanie that you adore and still want to take from him, just like he took away from you your happiness. Who does he think he is?

“I’m sorry.” He sighed. “I know, it’s okay.” You smiled and got up. “Now gimme a hug before I leave.” You added, and opened your arms. “I ain’t gonna argue.” He smiled.

Pinky Promise

It was in your best interests to stay away from Johnny and Double J and that whole delinquent lifestyle, and yet, you find yourself not being able to. It was fucking stupid.

This is a collab with @cremethorns aka the double J fic we didn’t want to write but here it is. go read her part HERE as well because like. why wouldn’t you it’s good duh. It’s the Jaehyun half of the story, and we all know you guys love Jaehyun. Enjoy!

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The ABCs: A Riverdale Fanfiction

Introduction/AN: Hello everyone! I am so excited to finally be posting part of this story that, if you’ve been following me you’ll know, I’ve been debating about even writing for a few weeks but I’m already loving the way it’s turning out. It’s an AU with a few OCs (including the main female character) but I hope you like it anyway. Kind of a spoiler, kind of not a spoiler it will end up being a Jughead/OC pairing but it takes a while to get there so bear with me this is going to be a journey. 

Also I’m probably not going to do any Riverdale stuff other than this.

Word Count: 1,551

Warnings: None that I can think of?

Story Summary: (Haven’t figured out how to summarize this story yet…)

Chapter Summary: Archie, Betty, and Jughead teach Veronica about the Riverdale ABCs.

Originally posted by nessa007

Chapter One: Pop’s Diner

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anonymous asked:

Can i ask you at what time will start the companion fic? You said in a answer that it would start at their meeting (Yuuri and Viktor's) so according to chapter 12, it might be when he heard Yuuri crying? (Don't worry if you don't want to answer to avoid spoilering us)

May I ask when you’re planning to make the companion fic available after Yuuri’s POV fic ends? It’s ok if you don’t know yet!

Honestly not to put pressure on you or anything but I was just wondering how long a break you’re going to have between posting the last chapter of UMFB and the first of Viktors POV?

When do you think you’ll start doing the next part of the series and when about we’ll get it? Also i really like the way you ended it like it broke my heart but i have faith in a happy ending and you write the characters so well i just love it

is the companion fic going to begin in the same place chronologically as the original? like will it delve into the backstory as much as umfb&mha? thank you!!!

I’m really hyped for the comPAINion™ fic but I kinda feel bad because I want to see the Suffering™ so badly. Buuuuut I’m also really curious in which point in the timeline will the fic start?

Heyo! Love your fic, gosh darn it is so good :). The angst in the last chapter? Oh my god I died it was great! Anyway, I’m asking when the companion fic will start? Like not the day you will post it but when in the timeline? Will it be before Viktor meets Yuri? After?



Ok so I’m just going to answer these all together for convenience. 

The companion fics starting point is a secret and so is it’s end point. All I’ll say about the end is it ends later than umfb and you will get a glimpse into the future. 

As for when it will start being posted, hopefully it will be posted two weeks after the last chapter of umfb like a regular chapter. However, burning out is a very real problem for writers and considering I’ve written a book longer than the lord of the rings books in three months I need to be vary wary of it. So while two weeks after is the plan, a break may been needed

Luxury Demesne (m) // Part 2

To be the best means you have to know the best, but what if you are the best?

Originally posted by bangtannoonas

Pairing: Taehyung x Reader x Jimin // Wealthy!AU, ArrangedMarriage!AU, ChildhoodFriend!AU + a love triangle :’)

Genre: Fluff, Smut, Drama

Word Count: 7607

SERIES: Part 1 || Part 2

Warnings: car sex, fingering, riding, a bit of cursing

A/N: and thus, the obnoxious rich bastards live on


An array of radiant gasps and hesitant applause ripples throughout the banquet hall, filling up every fraction of the quietude to your dismay.

Your father broke the news so nonchalantly, hidden surge of delight coursing through his veins as the cameras flash on him. You snap your head to Jimin a few seconds after the startling information, the sudden turn of tables perplexing you both. Your feet begin to drag on the marble tiles, clacking sound become heavier with every furious stomp. “What happened, what is he talking about?” You spit out, eyebrows crossing together.

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Feel Like Making Love

Here is part five in “Salt And Pepper”

Pairing: Jeffrey Dean Morgan x Reader
Words:  1425

Read “Behind Brown Eyes”
Read “Back In The Saddle”
Read “Sweet Emotion”
Read “Just What I Needed”

Warning: this is the smut chapter :)

Thank you @mamapeterson for looking over this for me!!

A/N: If you want tagged in anything, let me know. :)

You couldn’t help but smile as you looked in the mirror. You had invited Jeffrey over for dinner. The two of you had eaten together and had had a great time. But now it was time to show him your real plan for the evening.

            You had picked out the red and black corset lingerie set with him in mind. You felt sexy. You felt good about yourself. And you hoped Jeffrey would react in the way you had a feeling he would.

            You took a deep breath before walking back into the living room where he was waiting for you.

            When he turned his head and saw you, all your feelings of sexiness were heightened. His eyes were instantly darkened by lust and his tongue darted out of his mouth to lick his lips, “Damn, Baby,” he growled.

            You sauntered over to him, “Do you like it?”

            You were just out of his reach now and his eyes were raking over your body, “I love it.” He nodded, his eyes landing on your breasts, accentuated by the corset top pushing them up and together.

            “Good.”

            He reached for you then, “Come here, Baby.” He practically pleaded.

            You stepped closer, letting his hands come to rest on your hips, “When did you get this little number?” he asked, eyes finally traveling up to meet your own.

            “Couple days ago.” You smiled, “Saw it and thought of you.”

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William Nylander Imagine (Part 1)

This is my first imagine and english isn’t my first language so give me feedback if you want :)

This part is really short but the next one is going to be longer.

600 words

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When he saw his brother’s contact name flash up on his phone screen William was just a little bit worried. As much as he loved his brother daily phone calls just weren’t their thing and they already talked yesterday.

“Is everything okay?”

On the other line Alex was silent which didn’t really help Will calm down.

“Alex?”

“Uh to be honest I don’t know.”

“Alex you’re kinda freaking me out right now so this better not be a joke.”

“Fuck Willy this is not a joke. Uhm you know how I sometimes I go to these websites that talk about players love live to get dirt on the others?”

William sighed loudly. Of course he did.

“Yeah, and?”

“And I kinda went through the stuff that was tagged as Nylander. You know just to see what you’ve been up to, get some new stuff to tease you about and everything. First off all congrats to the sex bro but…”

“Okay you know what this conversation is too weird for me. Call me once you are done being stupid.”

“WAIT!! They had a thing about Y/N !!”

William nearly dropped his phone. Partially because of his brothers yelling, partially because of the mention of your name.

Y/N. First love. First heartbreak.

“Wh…what?”

“Somebody asked about your serious dating history and somebody else that was apparently friends with her or something commented that you two went out for two years but then you broke up with her and she moved away, which I know she broke up with you you cried about to me more than enough but listen, it said she left to live with her mother in another city.”

3 years. You left his life 3 years ago and now he finally knew where you went. He couldn’t believe it. You had plans. He’d get drafted and you would go to university in the same city. And then, at least in his mind, you would get married and have a bunch of tiny Nylanders. But then you left without a goodbye.

“Will? Willy are you still there?”

“Yeah. Sorry I spaced out a bit.”

“Will listen, I uhm I did some research, you know, looked up her name and everything, tried to find out how’s she been.”

They tried that years ago. All her social media was deleted and nobody knew anything. He was so close to hiring a private detective to search for you but his friends and family sat him down and made it clear to him that he was being ridiculous. He was only 16 back then, he shouldn’t be so stupid. Everybody was confused by his behavior, didn’t girls cry over relationships and imagine a future together and not boys? But to him it didn’t matter you were so one. And then you became the one that got away.

He was over you, mostly. He was a pro athlete in the prime of his life and if an instagram model wants to throw herself at him he wouldn’t turn her down. His life was good without you in it and he accepted long ago that maybe you just didn’t deserve him, you couldn’t just abandon your relationship like it was nothing.

“And? why are you acting so weird? Does she have a new boyfriend or something?”

On the other end of the line Alex sighed deeply.

“It’s not that Will, she … uh … she’s a mum.”

Young!Sirius Black imagine - I'm in love?, part 2

‘I’m i-what?’ Y/N asked her best friend.

‘You’re in love’ lily replied, ‘how did you not know?’

'I guess the thought never really came to my mind’ Y/N whispered, still shocked at the new information brought to her by her best friend.

'Come on, it’s dinner’ said lily, walking out of her dorm room.

'Coming’ Y/N replied, following her best friend out of the dorm and to the dining hall. (Is that what it’s called?¿)

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Y/N sat down in her usual place by lily and the marauders. She was facing Remus and Sirius with lily and peter at her side.

She was sitting in her seat, wide eyed and still in shock, Remus had noticed and asked her a couple times, so had peter, if she was OK. Y/N barely replied each time, thought if Sirius flooding her mind. She stood up, rather abruptly and urged Remus to follow her, she had to talk to someone and lily was too busy 'hating’ Potter.

'What’s wrong?’ Remus asked.

'Imsortakindainlovewithyourbestfriend’ she replied, talking quick.

'What?’ Remus asked, giving Y/N a confused look.

'I’m in love with Sirius’ she said.

But you hate him’

'Hated. I hated him, until lily told me the reason I was upset that I saw Sirius with another girl was because I’m in love with him.’

'Wow, that’s erm I-I have no idea how to respond to that.’ He replied honestly.

'You don’t have to, tell the others that I went to the library to study or something’

Remus nodded and headed back inside, as Y/N walked down to the library. Thoughts of Sirius clouded her brain, tackling her every thought. She tried to not think about him, but failed rather miserably as her mind constantly made its way back to Sirius.

Y/N sat in the library using her time to study, in order to take her mind off a certain someone. She got up to take some books back to the shelves, however, she dropped one on her foot. Cursing under her breath, she bent down to pick up the book. Y/N shot up when she heard the door to the library open.

Looking around, Y/N walked back to her seat after putting away the books. Walking back, she tripped on a book that must have been left out, pushing her hands out she braced for impact with the hard floor, but instead came into contact with a hard chest and a strong pair of arms.

'You have got to stop bumping into me’ laughed Sirius, helping her steady herself.

'I’m not in the mood black’ Y/N muttered, not expecting him to care, which explains why she was taken back when she heard him reply in a rather sincere tone.

'What’s wrong love?’

Love.

She shivered upon hearing the nickname he used for her.

'Nothing’s wrong Sirius, why don’t you go snog Marlene or some other girl’ She snapped.

'Woah what’s got your knickers in a twist’ he chuckled.

'Sirius, leave me alone’ she barked (aye see what I did there)

'I don’t want to’ he said, smirking at the Y/H/C haired girl.

'I’m serious’ (see what I did there ;)

'No you’re Y/N, I’m Sirius’ he laughed.

'Oh my merlin, will you leave me alone’ she shouted.

'Shhhhh’ hissed madam prince.

Y/N collected her stuff and walked out the library, Sirius following her like a lost puppy (I’m sorry I really am ill stop).

'Why are you shouting at me?!’ Sirius asked

'BECAUSE ITS YOURE FAULT IM IN A MOOD’ Y/N shouted.

'WHAT DID I DO?’

'YOU WOULDNT UNDERSTAND’

'WELL I COULD TRY’

At this point tears were building up in Y/N’s eyes, threatening to escape. Y/N blinked and decided shouting was not the way to go about this.

'You have snogged every girl in our year’ Y/N said, closing her eyes for a second.

'That’s not true, I haven’t snogged you or lily’ he barked (didn’t I say I would stop? Oops)

'That isn’t the point sirius’ she sighed.

'Ok then, why would me snogging someone make you upset’ he asked, raising his arms in exasperation.

'Because it just does’ Y/N said, clutching on to her books.

'That makes no sense’ he replied, cocking an eyebrow, ’ at least tell me why it makes you upset’

Y/N sighed loudly, clearly annoyed by his obliviousness. ~I may as well tell him, she thought, then I could avoid him and these stupid feelings will go away.~ (sorry italics won’t work for me)

'Because is in love with you’ she shouted, running her free hand through her hair.

'Y-you’re what?’ Sirius asked, dumbfounded by her confession.

'I’m in love with you, and it hurts to see you with a different girl everyday, and it sucks. I never knew that I felt this way, I always thought I hated you, but I don’t. I love you and you know what the worst thing about falling in love with you is? I actually thought I might have a chance, but you would never give me a chance.’ She cried, not caring about the tears, she’d already lost her dignity and broke her heart, what’s a few tears compared to that?

'Y-Y/N, I-’ Sirius stammered.

'Please spare me the 'I only like you as a friend’ speech, you’ll never like me back, I know that. So please just leave me alone’ she shouted, tears falling from her cheeks, turning on her heal, she ran. As far away from Sirius as she could.

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A/N: you’re probably thinking 'I hate this writer, why dOES SHE DO THIS?’ Because I sure am. I don’t know why I left it on a cliffhanger but I’ll post part 3 tomorrow and yeah. Also what was with the Sirius jokes? I’m weird but that’s OK.

-Erin /*

Title: Invisible

Warnings: Fighting, swearing (as per usual… oops.)

Author’s Note: This is my first attempt at writing something more angsty. Let me know what you think, whether you love it or hate it. I have a plan for an additional part (maybe two?) if you’d be interested.

Word Count: 1,538


“Dude, you’re so fucking annoying. Just tell this girl that you like her so I can stop hearing about it.” Aaron groaned, untying his skates. “When I said you needed to find a girlfriend, I didn’t mean it had to be this specific girl.”

“She has a boyfriend, I can’t just tell her I like her.” Nick replied, sitting his stall, his head resting on the back wall, completely ignoring the second part of Aaron’s statement.

“Yes, you can. People break up all the time.” Aaron retorted, wiping the snow off his skate blade, Nick sighing beside him. 

“If you think he’s such a bad guy, tell her. If they break up, she’ll be bummed and looking for an easy rebound. You’re there and boom; happily ever after.” Vincent said, peeling the tape off his socks. 

“I don’t want to like, prey on her sadness.” Nick said. “And I don’t want to be a rebound that she ends up resenting. I just want to make her happy.” 

“You think you could make her happy?” Aaron questioned.

“I know I could make her happy.” Nick stated confidently.

Vincent rolled the discarded tape into a ball, chucking it across the room, hitting Nick square on the forehead. “Then do something about it, man. We’ve been giving you the same advice for weeks. Do something about it or just shut the hell up.” 

“I guess you’re right.” Nick sighed, standing up and grabbing a towel, tossing the tape in the trash. He headed towards the showers; most of the guys had already gone for the day. He turned the shower head on high, the hot water washing over his body.

He stood under the spray of water, remembering the first time he met her. He had been exploring Sunrise on his own, a few days after moving to the area. He had gotten himself lost while wandering through a local park, no one in sight to ask for directions. He walked down towards the water and noticed her lying on the boardwalk which was jutting out over the marsh grasses. She was taking photos; a large camera bag perched at her side. 

He had asked for directions to the nearest restaurant. Learning he was new in town, she had invited him to lunch with her and her boyfriend. After that, she had kept in touch and always invited him to hang out with them and their circle of friends in Sunrise. It didn’t take him long to notice how unsupportive and apathetic her boyfriend was towards her. It took him even less time to realize he was falling for her. He had casually dated a few people since moving to Florida, nothing getting very serious, usually breaking it off after just a few dates, if it even got that far. He couldn’t take his mind off the beautiful girl he had met that first day in town.

He turned off the shower, wrapping his towel around his waist and walked back out to his stall, everyone else gone. He grabbed his phone to check the time, a text from her popping onto the screen. 

(Y/N): Shooting in Sunrise today. Wanna meet for lunch?

Nick: Just finished practice. See you at Padrino’s in 30 minutes?

(Y/N): Perfect! 

Nick finished getting ready and headed over to Padrino’s. When he pulled in the parking lot, he noticed she was already outside, hunched over, snapping photos of something on the trunk of a palm tree. He watched as she stood up, camera still to her eye as she spun around to face him. “Hey Nickster!” she called to him in greeting, snapping photos of him as he got nearer. He couldn’t help it; a huge smile spread across his face at the sight of her and hearing the nickname she used for him. 

“Hey, (Y/N).” he said as he reached her; carefully putting her camera back in the bag. “I thought you were going to be out of town for a few more days?”

“I was supposed to be, but the wedding I was shooting got called off at the last minute.” she told him as he held the door of the restaurant open for her. “Total disaster; the morning of the wedding, the bride’s mother comes in, furious, telling us the wedding is off.” she finished, reaching the hostess stand. They were escorted to the patio, where Nick settled into the seat across from (Y/N) as she set her camera bag on the seat beside her.

“And you didn’t stay find out why the wedding got called off?” Nick questioned, flicking his menu open.  “That’s probably the most interesting part of the story.”

“I wanted to see how it played out, but I didn’t want to get involved in family drama.” she laughed, as the waitress came to take their orders. As the waitress scurried away, (Y/N) continued her story. “Could you imagine? How does a relationship get that far without you realizing it’s not going to work? Or without a friend telling you that they think your future spouse sucks?” she finished, glancing over the menu. 

“Uh, I don’t know.” Nick said slowly, his eyes locked on the menu, his mind racing back to the conversation he had with the boys earlier in the day.

“How was practice?” she asked. Nick’s felt his face flush, biting his lower lip as he thought more about what he should do. He needed to tell her, she had practically opened the door to this conversation.

“Fine.” he responded quickly, realizing she had asked him a question.

“Are Ekblad and Trocheck still giving you shit about being single?” she asked, smirking.  

“Yeah, the regular old stuff.” he answered.

“Nickster, what’s wrong?” she asked, leaning over, a fingertip pulling Nick’s menu away from his face, forcing him to look at her.

He sighed, taking a deep breath, adjusting his gaze to look up at the clear, blue Florida sky. Was he really going to do this? Now? “I don’t think (Y/BF/N) is good enough for you.” he said before he could stop himself. 

She sat there, shocked. “Excuse me?” she asked after a moment, annoyance quickly replacing the shock on her face.

“I don’t think he’s right for you, (Y/N).” Nick said, trying to stay calm as his heart hammered in his chest, folding his menu and setting it on the table.

“And what makes you think that?” she asked defensively, her face hardening, crossing her arms in front of her. 

“He doesn’t support your photography.” Nick started. “Other than your family, it’s like the most important thing in your life and he doesn’t care.”

“He does care about my photography!” she bit back.

“I’ve watched you trying to show him your photos. He glances at them and brushes them off.”

“That’s because he’s not a photographer! He doesn’t understand all the work that goes into it.”

“When your partner is that passionate about something, shouldn’t you care enough about them to learn the basics of their passion? Just listening to you talk for 5 minutes and he’d learn something.” Nick said, getting frustrated. “You sure have learned a lot about brewing craft beer for someone who doesn’t even drink. But he can’t even take two minutes to look at the photos you spend all day taking?”

She bit her lip, staring off the patio at the cars driving by, shaking her head. “I can’t believe you right now.” she said.

Going against his better judgement, Nick continued. “He doesn’t treat you well, (Y/N). He doesn’t listen to you. He doesn’t do the little things for you.” he pressed on, now leaning forward in his chair. “He never lets you pick the movie. He doesn’t thank you for making him dinner. He doesn’t pay for you when you go out–”

She raised a hand, cutting him off. “What is this, the fucking 1600′s? I have a job, Nick. I can even vote and get married without my father’s permission.” she said angirly, looking over at him. “That’s a stupid reason.”

“Then how about the fact that he doesn’t appreciate you?” Nick added, desperate to make her understand. “You’re standing right there beside him, all the time; and he’s not focused on you, he’s not listening. He’s so used to you always being around that he just looks right through you, like you’re invisible!”

“That’s it.” she snapped, rising to her feet, grabbing her camera bag and slinging it over her shoulder. “Don’t you fucking dare try to tell me how my boyfriend looks at me.” she hissed. “How could you even tell how a man in love looks at their partner when you haven’t been able to land a girlfriend in the 4 years I’ve known you? Fuck off.” she finished as she dug him her pocket; dropping a few bills on the table before angrily storming back through the restaurant. 

Nick sighed, putting his elbows on the table, resting his head in his hands. He had played this scenario out in his head over and over again. He expected her to be mad, he thought she might yell. In one scenario he even thought she’d thank him. He had prepared for everything; except the inevitable fallout. 


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anonymous asked:

I've been reading your fic and mostly I love it, but I got to the part with Mr Busby and it made me kind of uncomfortable... I was wondering what your feelings on religion are, considering how he's written? He seemed so nice at first, why did he get so harsh?

Hi anon,

Firstly I really appreciate you sending this ask, because if people don’t like something I’ve written I’d much rather they say so so I have a chance to explain/discuss, so thank you! If you want to talk about it more please feel free to message me off anon, I won’t be offended at all :)

Just for now though I’ll explain as best I can (below the cut as it’s a bit long):

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Elliot hesitated as they approached the downtown area of Wraith, one of Korey’s favorite hunting spots. They weren’t far from where they had originally met so the blond was sure that was another reason the commander had brought him here of all places. Hand in hand Elliot stalled, bringing them both to a sudden stop. Gently he pulled his boyfriend’s arm back & drew him closer for comfort. 

What is it, baby? Korey purred calmly, knowing how hard this was for the man. 

Do.. Do I really have to do this? Elliot stammered, his eyebrow pulling together in distress. I don’t know that I can go through with it.

The commander smiled sweetly. Yes, you do. And you can. I’m sorry, love. This is just a part of it. You need your strength, strength you will only get with blood. And since I have been with you, it has been days since I’ve fed myself. We both need this.

Elliot frowned in response. I only liked you feeding from me & now… the blond sighed softly. 

My love, it was only an intimate act because we made it such, the commander snickered playfully. Trust me, the way that I handled you with such care & a gentle touch, that is not how I have ever been with anyone else. For them, this is a punishment & a warning. For us, it is a job & an easy source of sustenance. 

The new vampire’s shoulders slumped in defeat, falling forward into the commander’s strong embrace. Fine….

Love, it will make you feel so much better, I can assure you. Your body has gone through a great change & it is in desperate need of this, Korey explained, stepping back & cupping his boyfriend’s face in his hands. And I’ll be right there beside you. Nothing will go wrong as long as we’re together. 

Elliot cautiously wrapped his arms around the vampire’s waist & gave him a weak smile. Gathering as much courage as he could force himself to, he nodded. Okay, I think I’m ready.

One and Only pt. 2

Prompt: You need a little bit of T.L.C. after being shot on a mission and that includes a new roommate. You have a massive crush on him and he’s clueless.

Pairings: Steve Rogers x Reader

Word Count: 2,071

Warnings: none? painkillers (i guess? not drug abuse though.)

A/N: some more fluffy stuff. still in love with bearded steve nice. let me know if you want to be tagged.

Tagged: @defendors @marvelfandom-stuff @cchrriissuuu @katexbishopx @all-around-geek @thorne93 @brittanymcsharry 

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Originally posted by amerlcachavez

It took some major convincing, and a bit of pulling of his limbs on Bucky’s part, but Steve agreed to leave the apartment and take a break. Bucky explained to all of you he planned to take him out to a bar and see some live music. It just didn’t feel right to see him walk out of the door. Even with Nat and Wanda, both of whom you considered to be your best friends, something felt like it was missing as soon as Steve walked out the door.

“Rogers just needs a lover.” Natasha said once you were all settled. She shrugged before she took a sip of her drink. The conversation somehow traveled to Steve. Why did it always travel to Steve? “Like, someone needs to just really…” She bit her lip and started laughing.

“Or the easier and less gross solution: he could, you know, get a hobby.” Wanda tilted her head, opening the bottle of nail polish.

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anonymous asked:

" I always feel like people just won’t really be interested in reading fics with random OCs as the villain." don't get me wrong I want you to invest in making an interesting oc villain but just for the record your villain could be a talking toaster and I'd still read 50k words of your writing for the way you write the main characters.

hahaha now I really want to work in a talking toaster somehow

seriously though, I was thinking about this, since all you lovely people have come over to tell me that an OC villain would be great, and I think part of the problem is that it diminishes the mystery. Like, if I put in some random character associating with the pack, in a cast full of characters y’all know are good guys, you’re going to immediately know who the villain is.

I mean, in DWS, it was really obvious Kate was the villain, but DWS was less about solving a “who dunnit” and more about the ongoing effect of what Kate did. In UWM, Deucalion was present from the start but because of his canon presentation, it wasn’t immediately obvious to the reader if he would be a good guy or a bad guy. Same with Jennifer in TWB. My goal (and I hope I succeeded) was to leave some mystery around whether or not they would turn out to be antagonists, at least for a little while (longer with Deucalion than with Jennifer).

What I’ve been trying to do with TSC4 is set up the mystery around Malia - who killed her adoptive parents and why, and who her biological parents are. But those are mysteries that are 4 and 8 years old, respectively, and people who are unrelated to the Hales in the present …

hold the phone, I’m having a thought

In the original 9K I wrote, Peter and Tom went to a group home/orphanage type thing and chose Malia because she was sullen and growly and therefore Peter automatically connected with her, but maybe I could rework that so some as-of-yet-uninvented character was like “Hey, I know you guys have been looking to adopt and we just found this feral werecoyote girl in the woods and we don’t know what to do with her”

have her purposefully *placed* in the Hale pack by said uninvented OC

hooooooooooooooold the phone, I’m having thoughts

like a Trojan horse of some kind! I don’t know what kind, don’t badger me with details! I have to go think about this in depth now. Bye. <3

Is Love Enough (part 4)

Words: 1.1k

Summary: Going against the recommendation from Castiel, you make the decision to leave the protection of the bunker.

Warnings: Nothing really, angst and feels

A/N: Master tag list is at the end, let me know if you’d like to be added. Some tags aren’t working, I’m not sure why.

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“I promise, Castiel, I’m not leaving the bunker, not entirely. I just need fresh air and a little time to myself. I’ll only be up on the roof.” You hadn’t been able to leave the bunker in over a month, and it was driving you insane. You desperately needed outside oxygen, to hear the wind blow through the trees and the birds chirping away.

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