i'm super depressed lately and i have an addictive personality. i had a minor ish surgery on tuesday and technically i shouldn't need any more of the pain drugs but i love the way they make me feel. i gave the bottle to my mum because i don't trust myself but i still can't stop thinking about how carefree they made me. i just want to feel good but i know i shouldn't take any more. sorry to bother you i just needed someone to talk to i guess.
u did the right thing giving them to your mum, im sure u know this but temporarily numbing the pain doesnt make it go away and will just make things worse in the long run