you just agh!

anonymous asked:

Hey I was just wondering why you thing Yuri K is Asexual? I saw your drawing of the boys at pride and it just makes me question my thinking of Yuri 😂😂😂 so it’d be cool if you could explain your reasoning cuz when I think of him I don’t think he is asexual. I mean he loves Viktor- doesn’t have to be sexual- so I guess you could see that as asexuality???

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 Make up to wake up today too
And dress up to mask on
In order to become the me that you love

OH, WOW, WOW, WOW, WOW!!

It’s been two years today since I zoomed on to this site as my speedy professor son himself!! I honestly can’t believe it!! This is the longest time that I have had a muse that I stuck with TBQH, and I’m still amazed making this account was done on a simple, “Why the frag not.” It’s been quite a journey these past two years I must say, and I’m honored to have made it this far!! It’s so fun to interact with everyone I have met on here, and I can’t imagine my RP life on here without you!!

Below the cut is a list of people who make my time on here wonderful!! Whether we interact on here ether IC or OOC, or I watch ya from afar admiring your work!! Please note: This thing was made last minute-ish, so I may have forgotten some folks!! If I did, I truly am sorry and I love ya all!!

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Neighbors of the Night (Elijah Mikaelson x Reader) / Part 7

Part 1 / Part 2 / Part 3 / Part 4 / Part 5 / Part 6

Summary: Everyone knows about the Mikaelson’s superior vampirism. However, Esther created a secondary group of Original vampires at the same time to function as soulmates for each of her children. The pairs, when together, would have insurmountable power. Thus, when Esther aims to rid her children of their vampire ways, she targets the soulmates as well. When you find yourself the target of Esther’s wrath, you look for the Mikaelsons and stumble upon an unknown soulmate.

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Elijah

        He saw you, motionless, on the ground. Distantly, he heard his mother giving some useless sentiment about his tendencies; all he could think of was you, though. One thing his mother said reached his ears, though. She had noticed his distraught expression and frowned, “Quit brooding, my son. She’ll be back soon enough. In a way.”

        He never had a chance to question what she meant since Klaus and Rebekah abruptly ran in and, while Klaus dealt with Esther, Rebekah ran over after seeing Elijah chained up and you on the ground. He silently nodded to the doll keeping him from ripping the chains from the wall and she nodded back and took out a lighter, setting it on fire. As soon as it was destroyed, he pulled away from the wall and wrapped your limp body in his arms. Rebekah hesitantly asked the question she probably shouldn’t have, “What happened…?”

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Sincerely Three x Reader HC’s

TW: Cursing, sex jokes, nsfw (??? but not really tho), suicide/self harm mentions, drugs

The insanely cool Jared Kleinmeme

- This meme I swear to god

- he loves annoying the shit out of you

- You just roll your eyes

- You love wearing his clothes because they’re too big

- and he has lots of long sleeved shirts

- That are v big on you.

- LOTS of cuddles

- This boy wants to hold you forever

- And tell you he loves you

- Cuz he does

- You guys hold hands constantly

- the sweethearts at school

- you guys are always teasing your friend

- moaning out daddy, joking around when someone shows up with hickeys

- when they tease you about your sex life

- you gys would would start making out, and moaning obnoxiously

-  …. you’ve gotten detention plenty of times because of it….

-everyone adores you two

- cuz dammit you guys are cute

Evan Handsoap`

- He loves wearing sweaters

- they make him warm and safe when you’re not around

- he loves cuddling with you so much

- it makes him feel so safe and warm in your arms

- he just wants you to hold him

- all the time

- and you do

- and you love it

- so much

- he’s the little spoon

- a l w a y s

- the only time you’re the little spoon

- is when you’ve had a bad day

- or when you ask

- but you usually prefer big spoon

- cuz you love holding him

- and he loves being held by you

- and you just

- agh

- you guys are actually relationship goals

- you guys are just attached at the hip

- you guys love each other so much

- and you never stop reminding each other

- you two are so in love

- Evan isn’t a huge fan of PDA

- so you guys just hold hands in public

- sometimes theres a kiss on the cheek

- it’s p u r e

- Everyone wishes that they could be that cute

- they can’t

- goals

Country Murphy

- He lets you wear his hoodie

- which just drowns you

- and he just loves seeing you in his clothes

- he’s so tall and lanky and it just fucking drowns you

- I mean

- his shirts go down to like your knees

- He just thinks you’re the cutest person to ever even exist

- when he looks at you he just melts

- he is so in love with you

- and you are just as in love with him

- you two met when he went out to smoke pot, and caught you burning yourself with a cigar

- he had taken it out of your hand and put it in his mouth, smoking it

- but that’s another angsty ass headcannon

- anyways

- you guys were best friends

- he kissed you one day

- and then bam whip boom

- cutest relationship ever

- at lunch you sit on his lap

- and he puts his hands under your shirt

- and holds you under your shirt

- he buries his face in your neck

- neck kisses

- they don’t have to be sexual

- and shoulder kisses

- you kiss his shoulder and he just melts

- so much cuddling

- you guys kiss constantly

- PDA is perfectly fine with you guys

- cute little kisses

- passionate kisses

- every kind of kiss

- his parents love you

- because of how happy you made him

- he’s trying to stop doing drugs

- and it’s coming along

- you guys have both stopped self-harming

- he loves tracing little shapes on your back when you cuddle

- you’re always playing with his hair

- he loves it

- you guys have sessions when you two just straight up braid each other’s hair

‘- I’m getting carried away

- I don’t have a favorite wot

- shush

- I’m done now

anonymous asked:

Would you say that you are truly in love...? And like... what does that feel like...? Caus I'm kinda confused right now on the whole love thing and you and Arin are literally just... agh... you don't have to answer this I'm just very... need to know (??)

yeah i would say that *tiny blush* it feels like…you’re a bit space connected? like when they’re happy and they’re smiling you just can’t stop grinning like an idiot and when they’re sad or sick you can’t find a place for yourself and your heart hurts (and trust me i am far from being a very empathetic person) and you want to do anything and everything to make them happy and safe and you can’t stop thinking about them and you want to share every bit of your life with them even though before you thought yourself a closed-off, cold person
and you can just be yourself and you love the other person just the way they are, every trait they dislike about themselves is suddenly extremely precious to you, every inside joke and every memory you share means the world to you and you just want to collect them all in a little box of your favorite things
i personally get a lot of inspiration from being in love as well and i even drew/wrote a bunch of wonky cards like this one solely from the moments me and arin shared in nyc or over the internet <3

I Want to Make You Smile

HELLO!! I have so many Solangelo fanfic prompts and it makes me soooo happy. So this is one that @disenchanted-rose sent me where they slept together but one of them left before the other could wake up and now they don’t know what to do. Sorry @disenchanted-rose but if u wanted NSFW content I rlly don’t like to do that so this is free of it. Let’s just keep it at midnight kisses and shirtless boys :D 

 Idk if I messed up the ages, but I know Nico is currently 14 and Will is 15.

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 Nico di Angelo’s life was always a mess. His mother, his sister, his father, the fact that he was the gayest person in the word. Life just hated him. He went through puberty and it just dumped whole new problems on his shoulders, giving him nightmares, causing him to raise the dead when he had surges of anger, giving him suicidal thoughts. He thought the world would be over when he found himself falling for a certain doctor at the age of eleven. 

 When he was twelve, the boy with golden hair started to show concern for him. He was constantly showing up in Nico’s cabin, making sure he was taking his medication and that he was alright. Sometimes he would stay and they would talk well into the night. Whenever Will left, it was as if a part of his soul was ripped away as his footsteps echoed through the empty room. He was surrounded by darkness, and his light left. 

 When he was thirteen, almost everyone found out. Percy, Jason, Annabeth, Piper, Leo, Reyna, Frank, Hazel. All of the people who where remotely his friends. Will was the only one who didn’t. Frank and Hazel, bless their souls, let him be and didn’t force him to do anything. Percy, Jason, and Leo where constantly asking him questions, telling him to just ask Will out. Piper and Annabeth where constantly playing matchmaker dropping not-so-subtle hints to Will. Reyna assured him that Will liked him even though she has no idea who this boy really is. They where in his hair, holding their breath for the moment. 

When he was fourteen, it happened. Fourteen was a young age, and it wasn’t an age for serious commitment. But sometimes things happen and you find yourself in awkward situations. Maybe fourteen was the worse time to do it, maybe he should’ve waited, but words come out of your mouth, you do things without thinking, and it just happens. 

 Will came in for another check up. They where side by side on Nico’s bed and the light was fading outside, making it hard to see Will. But Nico memorized the lines of his face. He could see him, even now. He saw Will’s easy smile and shining eyes. All he wanted to do was kiss him. Nico must have been making a face, because Will stopped smiling. 

 "Nico? Are you okay?“ 

 "Ummhumm,” Nico said, pursing his lips. He wouldn’t get upset as something as stupid as this. It didn’t fool Will, who has been treating him two years. Will puts his fingers on Nico’s chin and turns his face towards his. 

 "Nico. Really. What’s wrong?“ Nico wasn’t in his right mind. It was 1am and his eyes where starting to itch with sleep. So that’s why he planted his hands on Will’s thighs and pushed himself up so he was kissing Will Solace. Will was so surprised by this action that when Nico pushed, Will was pinned onto the bed. When they fell, Nico let out a startled "oomph”. They where splayed not so gracefully on the bed, and Nico felt himself blush. Will just giggled. 

“I guess I literally fell for you,” he says between giggles.

“Your a dork,” Nico says as if it’s a fact.

“I know,” Will says with a cheesy grin. Then, oh gods, he puts his hands on Nico’s cheeks.

“Let’s try that again with a lot more passion and a lot less surprise,” Will says, pressing his lips to Nico. Nico, being the awkward Son of Hades that he is, falls on Will again, knocking their foreheads together with a loud thump. Will giggles again as Nico apologizes and pushes himself off, but Will grabs his arm before he can take off and pulls him onto the bed beside him. They both lie on their backs now, staring at the ceiling of the cabin. For the first time ever, Nico notices the cracks in the roof that show glimpses of the stars outside as moonlight trickles in. Another beautiful thing he took for granted. 

“The stars are beautiful, aren’t they?” Will says dreamily. He takes a deep breath.

“Yeah…”

“You know who else is beautiful?”

“Gods, Will. If you say ‘me’ like in those memes I will–”

“You are, Neeks. You are the handsomest person I have ever met.” There is no stopping the heat that creeps into his cheeks, somehow making it’s way to his ears. Nico hides his face in his black hoodie, having no intention of coming out. 

“What are you doing?” Will says.

“Hiding.”

“Why.”

“Just shut up.” Nico feels Will maneuver himself on top of Nico on his hands and knees. 

“How am I supposed to kiss you if you’re hiding?” Will asks. Nico pokes his eyes out, and his eyes out only. Will unzipped Nico’s hoodie so that his face was showing. Will leaned down and pressed a kiss to Nico’s lips, and Nico responded by pushing back harder and harder, lifting his head up to meet Will. He then grabbed Will’s shirt and pulled him beside him so they where facing sideways and kissing. 

They moved closer and closer, relying on each other for heat as cold winds drifted through the cracks in the roof. Will’s hands where clenched in Nico’s hair as he kept pulling him closer and closer. Nico decided to place his hands around Will’s neck. Just to experiment, Nico slipped his hands under Will’s shirt and started to feel the lean muscles of his back. Will seemed pleased with this arrangement and Nico tried letting his hands travel up Will’s shirt instead of down. He honestly wasn’t sure what they where doing, but he almost died when Will let his hands slip up his shirt. They made trails of fires that created hidden scars on his back and it made him feel alive. More alive that Nico has ever felt. It made him feel less like a walking corpse with no soul and more like a person. For a moment, he forgot who he was. He was with the boy he loved since he was eleven.

Eventually the kisses slowed as it neared 3am. Both of them where bare chested and falling asleep. They stopped and Nico curled into a ball; his natural sleeping position. He was out in seconds, and was shivering. Will draped the covers over him and then climbed in with him, lying beside him and petting his hair. Nico murmured words of delight and occasionally said things in italian that Will did not understand. One phrase caught his attention though. 

“Ti amo, Will.” Will’s eyes widen. He has a basic understanding of languages to know that “amo” probably means “love”. 

Will fell asleep curled around Nico. 

Nico woke up first that morning. Sunlight was filtering in and Will’s golden curls shimmered. The drowsiness that caused his actions the night before was gone and he realized just what he did. I kissed Will Solace. Nico couldn’t believe it. It was too good to be true. Which means it wasn’t. It was something that may or may not have happened. Maybe they both fell asleep while talking and Nico dreamed all of those things. Maybe this was a one time thing that Will would yell about when he woke up. Of course he would yell at Nico and ask him what in Hades was he thinking. He would ask how he, the son of the god of the Underworld, could possibly think he’d have a shot with the boy made of sunlight, son of the god of the sun. How he could possibly think that the smile Will flashed could be his. He would say this was a fluke, and there is no way it could possibly happen.

So that’s why Nico maneuvered himself off of Will ever so slightly, creeping like a shadow without actually turning into a shadow. He threw on one of his black t-shirts and went down to the pavilion to try and act like everything was normal and avoid Will the entire day. The good thing was that people expected Nico to be lurking sadly in the shadows, so they didn’t notice the tears that streamed down his face. 

Nico was picking at his breakfast, having no intention of eating when a tray slammed down on the table, causing Nico, and the table to jump and Nico’s silverware to clatter to the floor. 

“What the hell, Nico?” Will shouts above him. Timidly, Nico lifts his eyes to Will’s angry blue ones. He was very aware of every eye on the two of them. 

“Are you really that cruel? Are you really as cold as you lead everyone to believe?” Will shouts. Nico finds himself shrinking smaller and smaller. 

Will,” Nico whispers urgently, “people are staring.” 

“I don’t f**king care if they’re staring. I can’t believe you left me alone! After everything!” Will’s face was red with anger. One of the campers drops their glass of orange juice on the floor. This outburst is outrageous. Maybe it wouldn’t be that bad if it was someone else, but it was Will Solace. Will, who had the voice of an angel that would sooth people into recovery. Will, who has never once said a curse word in his life, swearing at Nico. 

“I-I-I-I was s-s-s-scared,” Nico managed to tremble out. 

“Scared? SCARED? Of what? Me?” 

“Of course I was scared of you, Will,” Nico says, standing up as well. “Did you ever think of what I must be feeling when you bursted in here? I was scared, Will. I was scared you’d reject me. I was scared you where playing tricks on me. I was scared that you would laugh in my face and call me names because that’s all anyone has ever done! DON’T YOU UNDERSTAND? I COULDN’T FACE YOU!” Will was silent for a moment. Everyone held their breath. To be honest, this was everyone’s ship, even if they didn’t know about Nico’s crush. 

“I thought you didn’t want me….” Will whispers.

“Of course I want you, Will. You’re all I ever wanted, ever since I was eleven.” Will looks like he is choking on tears.

“You too?” he says.

“What?”

“Three years ago. You wanted this for three years.”

“So?”

“I’ve loved you for five.” Nico let that sink in. Will liked him before Nico was even aware of his feelings. Not liked, loved. Ten-year-old Will Solace had a crush on Nico di Angelo. He fell in love with Nico when he was unstable and mourning his dead sister. He loved him even when he was a bigger mess than he is now. He loved him when they where just edging their way out of youth into the teenage life. 

“Why?” Nico finds himself asking. 

“Because. I knew there was a boy underneath all of those shadows. And I wanted him.” Nico reached over the table to hug Will, burying his face in his shoulder. Tears where cascading down his face, soaking Wil’s shirt. Will didn’t seem to mind. He let Nico cry as he petted his black hair. 

“Gods, I love you, Will,” Nico says.

“I do too,” Will says, smiling at Nico. The hall cheers, nearly scaring Will and Nico. Everyone has been waiting for this for so long, it’s a miracle it finally happened. Seeing Nico’s alert expression, Will took him away from the pavilion to the fire pit. 

“This was where I fell in love. I saw the firelight dancing over your skin and your eyes that held a ghost of the boy who was. A boy who would smile. I wanted to make you that boy again.” Nico collapsed on the ground.

“Nico, are you okay? Do I need to get a medic?”

“I’ve never been better,” Nico says, giving his first real smile in a while. It makes his eyes brighten in a way that makes Will smile even brighter and Nico is hit with the fact of how much he missed smiling like this. Goofily and joyfully in the face of those he loved. 

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—  My brain, my heart, whatever
FeanorianWeek Day #4

·         Day 4- Caranthir - > Childhood, Betrayal, Lordship, Dwarves & Humans, Marriage, Appearance

 “You are a great champion of Men, are you not?” Maedhros does not even look up at him as he speaks, instead focusing on the papers strewn across his vast oak desk. Caranthir would suspect a deliberate slight if he did not know how utterly real – and really intolerable – his eldest brother’s concentration is.

Not to mention that if Maedhros glances up too quickly, his eyes look wrong in the light. And Caranthir has gone for his sword, instinctively, more than once.

 Maedhros takes care not to look at him much anymore.

But: “I am not,” Caranthir settles for saying. “I know nothing of Men, save Haleth and her kin.” 

If Curufin were here, he would make some snide remark about how well Caranthir must know Haleth. If Celegorm were here, he would laugh uproariously, jostling Caranthir in obvious collusion with his favored younger brother. If Maglor were here, he would toss up his hands and exclaim that he is done with the lot of them. If the Ambarussa were – well.

 But Caranthir’s brothers are not here, instead scattered to the corners of Beleriand on their own futile errands. And that is only if not dead, and doomed, and gone beyond reach…

“But you know them,” Maedhros says absently. “You have had dealings with them recently.” 

“Forty years ago!” Caranthir exclaims.

“As Arien goes, yes?” Maedhros waves a dismissive hand. “So, recently. And since when have you followed such a count of years, brother?”

Since we have lost any sense of how else time might be reckoned, Caranthir wants to say. Since the Trees that I barely remember and you cannot recall much better withered and died, and we are left at the mercy of Maiar and meteorology.

Since I realized I had no other option.  

Aloud, though, he only scoffs. “Since I first learned how, that is when, and by that accounting, forty years is a long time.”

“If so you claim,” Maedhros says, forgetting his company enough for long enough to look up. He must mean to show his skepticism but all Caranthir can see is the orc

 blood-red slit-eye monster-kind kin-killer

until, realizing his mistake – or the white-knuckled grip that Caranthir is keeping to the hilt at his side – Maedhros ducks his head back to his papers with a grunt.

 “But I will not believe, not for a heartbeat, that one of the Noldor can fall so far from our roots that he would actually hold to time kept by the Sun, of all things.”

 It matters not whether you believe it, and Caranthir knows this with all the surety of his bones. For we are all none of us the Noldor – the Eldar – the creatures – we once thought we were.  

 Aloud, though, he only scoffs, and idly wonders if this is the way that all their dealings must go from this day forward.

“Believe what you must to keep yourself functioning. And tell me more about this Ulfang you wish me to grant land in Lothlann.”

 fancy date :D

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“Last night was the best night I’ve had in all of my 365 days.”


oh my GOD. i’m literally still shaking from 

A: this show. it’s so good, please, if you have a chance to see it, DO IT. you won’t regret it.

B: i just finished an essay and i’m going to shove my head into a meat grinder if i don’t get answers for my second essay from my friend soon oh my god

anyway, jokes aside, this literally was the best night I’ve ever had. my dad and i actually had an enjoyable experience, and i was literally SMILING the entire show. i was ecstatic to hear him say “Hey, who’s the short one? He’s so funny!” (yes, he was talking about mark.) him and i laughed the hardest we have been together, and that was really refreshing for some of the things we’ve been through.

i even met someone new! i sat in the L row, next to a wonderful person who i asked at the end of the show: “Hey, do you have a tumblr? You really made this show amazing!” through very shaky and loud mumbling because of how SHOOKENED i was at this show. (again. GO SEE IT. IT WAS AMAZING). it won’t be a mistake to follow!: @sadandkindahorny . it was so nice seeing you!! i heckin’ loved your company duder

i planned on meeting three people for the show that i consider to be some of my close friends/mutual on this Cursed Website, @cinnamon-grump , @sperus-art , and @markired . sadly but happily i was only able to meet kylo (@markired) and you’re gonna get your own paragraph you lil cutie. however, ash (cinnagrump) and wil (sperus) i didn’t get to meet, BUT, i did get to see them. i looked above the crowd to see blue-green sea hair, which belonged to ash. i asked my dad to let me go and meet up with them, butt…the show was already beginning. i was sorta disappointed by this, but i still had a positive outlook on it. “Hey! There’s Ash and Wil! We’re in the same room, that’s pretty cool.” i never ended up getting to them at the end of the show, but you know what i did see? ASH WENT UP ON FRKIN GV STA GE . HOLY S H I T. I SCREAMED RIGHT WHEN ETHAN WAS LIKE “HEY!! WHO’RE YOU!!”. I STOOD UP. And I YELLED. 

“AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAASSH!!”

of course over all of the SUPER loud cheering, ash never heard me, but i’m SO happy they got to do that. good on you!! you met wil face-to-face, and you got to have fun just…agh duder. i’m so happy for you and wil, i with you both nothing but happiness!! :D

me and my dad stood in line, wandering around before the show in the dim but beautiful lights, and then i ran into the one, the only, the bEAuuUUtiful kylo and her roommate (hi kylo’s roommate). we met eyes, but my shy ass was too scared to be like “h-hewwo is dis kywo uwu”- then she said “Hey! Are you Robin?” and i was like “YES”. i’m describing this horribly because all that was still such a fantasy to me. kylo has unironically helped me a lot, she has been my motivation to push forward onto creating content. we talked for a bit, from darkiplier to the tour and how HECKIN NERVOUS WE WERE and to even just. agh. i was smiling the entire time like a frickin’ creep but do i care? noPE. i was the happiest person there that night. i felt welcome, like i could tell anyone anything. my father, kylo, anyone…agh. idk what i’m saying, eheh im a dummyhhNHHNG

and NOW YOU, FISCHFUCK. @markiplier while i’m not exactly too up to date with your videos, you make others in this community happy. you’re our light and shine of hope, making us just all happy and giddy and excited for the next day. you’ve been my inspiration for everything as well, and just…thank you. your “you’re welcome” is probably the tour cause…heheh. yeh. ya hekin goof. as you can see i tried to take a picture of everyone at the ending scene (BTW I KNEW THAT SONG I SEE THROUGH YOUR SHIT MARK) but my hand was shaking enough, and just…auuuuuugggh..i had SO much fun at this tour. i had my laughs and i had my tears FROM those laughs, and all of it was just…the best night i’ve had in my entire life.

ok back to the pain we call art. who killed markiplier. bye if my friend doesn’t give me that essay i’m going to eat a brick made of pencil shavings

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I was tagged to do the selfie tag by @suhosbulge​, @milky-waee​, @junmie​ and @achenlove​, thank you so much! 💞 I’m really shy about this, but since so many people tagged me I guess I have to do it~ (*/▽\*)

Ahhh, I just feel so embarrassed being next to the loves of my life, I’m not beautiful at all! But since I really believe in not using any filters (inspired by Onew much hahah) this is just me, 100%… Also I’m sorry about not smiling in these pictures, I just think I look ugly when I smile… (ノω・、)

I would like to tag: @bulba-suho-r​, @myeonew​, @elif183​, @sunshiningdae​, @fleur-de-jinki​, @kokomyeonie​, @suhomv​, @chouxiu, @rainyjinki, @bunmyun and everyone who feels like doing it!