you have no idea how done i am

anonymous asked:

Hiyo lovelies! I hope you're all having a wonderful day, I was wondering if anyone had ideas for a FC for McCree from Overwatch?

Here I am, your official Overwatch trash™ ! I’ve done both the Shimada brothers, Soldier-76 and Reaper. Finally MY MOON, MY STAR, MY LOVE is here !! Since Jesse McCree is american to the core, my suggestions are based on look and how this person could fit as him. Hope this helps, if you need me to dig more feel free to be back and ask for my help !! The ones in bold are my favs.

  • Michiel Huisman (36, brown long hair)
  • Ashton Kutcher (39, brown long hair)
  • Gabriel Aubry (41, ashes long hair)
  • Edgar Ramírez (40, medium long brown hair)
  • Josh Holloway (48, ashes long hair)
  • Anson Mount (44, brown long hair)

I’m also gonna say Matthew Mercer, his voice actor, since he has brown long hair and he matches!

how terrifying, to be aging and girl. at 18 i was told by men that i was “the perfect age,” and i still thought it was a compliment. is it because at 20 i figured out how sharp those words were. i felt old at 21, felt like if grey hairs came and my spine cracked i was done for. how scary. i am reminded constantly by “realistic” ideas in fantasy novels that i should have five kids.

my life feels short. like it is squeezed into my twenties. like at 30 i become ghost, just another mother or hard worker or both, just another background character. like if i am not settled and making a difference by 27 i should just give up already. is this something men feel? like a clock is painted on their back, one hand warning: your beauty is something you are valued for and it is something you cannot get back.

and why was i only beautiful, i wonder, at 18 on a riverbank. i’m told often my childish face is a blessing. that i shouldn’t want to look older. one told me i was a trap falling: “you look young but you’re not” he said to me, “it kind of led me on”. am i not young? 

maybe i am wrong. maybe it’s just how we all feel, getting old, like time is slipping from us. maybe men do worry that they will be alone forever if they don’t settle by thirty, maybe it’s even because they think they’ll turn ugly. maybe we all squish our lives into that incredibly young decade. what do i know. i’m still learning.

‘  all i need is for you to stay by my side.  ’
‘  all of the love songs remind me of you.  ’
‘  all of the words in the world can’t show how much you mean to me.  ’
‘  boy,  could i use your love  &  affection right now.  ’
‘  concept:  we’re both awake at 4 a.m.  i call you to hear your sleepy voice.  ’
‘  cute thing that you do:  the most stereotypical giggle  &  then hiding your face.  ’
‘  don’t let this be temporary.  ’
‘  don’t worry about me.  i just want to know you’re okay.  ’
‘  every day i get to see your gorgeous face is a good day.  ’
‘  everything about our relationship feels so natural  &  perfect.  ’
‘  feelings change,  but mine about you won’t.  ’
‘  hey,  guess what?  i love you.  ’
‘  hold me tight  &  tell me you love me.  ’
‘  i always daydream about living with you.  ’
‘  i am so exhausted,  but i’d sleep so much better with your arms around me.  ’
‘  i can’t help but imagine living with you years from now.  ’
‘  i can’t keep setting fires to keep you warm.  ’
‘  i could listen to you talk about the things you love forever.  ’
‘  i don’t think i’ll ever stop wanting you.  ’
‘  i don’t want those memories any more.  ’
‘  i forget who  &  where i am when we kiss.  ’
‘  i get that warm,  pleasant feeling in my chest when i’m with you.  ’
‘  i hope with all my heart that you love me like i love you.  ’
‘  i hope you feel the same way you make me feel.  ’
‘  i just want to softly cuddle with you  &  count the freckles on your cheek  &  i want to run my fingers through your hair.  ’
‘  i know it’s getting scary,  but you’ve just got your perfect self out of bed  &  do the best with what you’ve got.  i believe in you.  ’
‘  i love looking into your squinted eyes while we laugh.  ’
‘  i love when you give me little kisses on my hand  &  cheek  &  neck.  it makes me feel so loved.  ’
‘  i never thought i’d deserve the love you give me.  ’
‘  i think you’ve shown me what love really is.  ’
‘  i want the only thing between our bodies to be our love.  ’
‘  i want the only thing between our love to be our lips.  ’
‘  i want to bury my face in the crook of your neck until we both fall asleep.  ’
‘  i want to listen to the beautiful song of your voice for hours.  ’
‘  i want to make you just as happy as you make me.  ’
‘  i want to wake up to your smile.  ’
‘  i want to wrap my arms around you at 3 a.m.  &  tell you i love you.  ’
‘  i want you to be my yesterday,  my today,  &  my tomorrow.  ’
‘  i want you.  ’
‘  i will always love you.  even when you don’t think it’s a possibility,  i am going to love you.  ’
‘  i would sleep so much better with you right next to me.  ’
‘  if only you could see your angelic self from my perspective.  ’
‘  if you frequently play with my hair,  i might just fall in love with you.  ’
‘  it’s amazing feeling the warmth of your love.  ’
‘  it’s okay to have a bad day every once in a while.  ’
‘  it’s so much easier to fall asleep when you’re in bed next to me,  running your gentle fingers down my back while we softly smile at each other through the darkness.  ’
‘  i’d wait a lifetime to be in your arms.  ’
‘  i’m all yours.  always.  ’
‘  i’m always going to support you.  without even a second thought,  i’ll be there when you need me.  i want what’s best for you.  ’
‘  just knowing you’re there comforts me.  ’
‘  just thinking about how you make me blush.  ’
‘  keep in mind all the things that you have to look forward to,  babe.  ’
‘  kiss me under the starry sky.  ’
‘  let me know if you’re in love with me too.  ’
‘  let today be the day that everything changes.  you are capable of so much.  ’
‘  let’s go on a cute,  cliché date.  ’
‘  let’s sleep together under the stars.  ’
‘  make yourself  &  your own happiness you priority.  ’
‘  make yourself happy before you worry about me.  ’
‘  my kindness isn’t weakness.  ’
‘  my new years resolution is for all our arguments to be settled because i know you’ll still have my love  ’
‘  oh,  what a privilege it is to matter to you.  ’
‘  our love could make flowers bloom int he dead of winter.  ’
‘  pet names are my weakness.  ’
‘  start setting boundaries.  enough is enough.  ’
‘  thank you for caring like nobody else ever has.  ’
‘  thank you for caring when nobody else has.  ’
‘  the world is going to do something amazing for you.  ’
‘  there are times to power through it  &  there are times to say no.  ’
‘  when i look at the stars i can’t help but think of you.  ’
‘  when you look at me,  the butterflies flutter.  ’
‘  you are my happiness  &  you don’t even know it.  ’
‘  you are my starlight.  ’
‘  you are the one i’d do anything for.  ’
‘  you are what puts my mind to rest when i can’t sleep.  ’
‘  you don’t need anyone to rescue you.  you can do it all on your own,  babe.  i know you can.  ’
‘  you feel like home.  ’
‘  you have a smile that lights up my world.  ’
‘  you have no idea how proud of you i am.  you’ve done so much for everyone.  thank you.  ’
‘  you stole my heart,  but i’ll let you keep it.  ’
‘  you’re made of stars  &  you’re my favorite constellation.  ’
‘  you’re my favorite notification.  ’
‘  you’re my home  &  i’m homesick.  ’
‘  you’re not just your mistakes  &  you deserve to be happy.  ’
‘  you’re so much more than good enough.  don’t ever doubt that.  ’
‘  you’re soft  &  sweet  &  too good for me.  ’
‘  you’re something special babe.  you can make a difference.  ’
‘  you’re the happy part of my days.  ’
‘  you’re the one i’m looking for.  ’
‘  you’re the one thing i think about when i wake up every morning.  ’
‘  you’re the reason why i want to get up every morning.  ’
‘  you’re waking,  talking,  living,  loving poetry.  ’


I’m proud of who I am, no more monsters, I can breathe again. And you said that I was done. Well, you were wrong and now the best is yet to come. 'Cause I can make it on my own, and I don’t need you, I found a strength I’ve never known. I’ve been thrown out, I’ve been burned. When I’m finished, they won’t even know your name.


Guys, you have no idea how proud I am of Garrus. He’s just nestled in those flowers. NESTLED. Also, Vetras eye piece is so lovely. 

This was mostly done because I drew a flowery Tali for my last con and I was like “She needs flowery friends.”

-New buttons and small prints that will be available at Meta Con Minneapolis this weekend. I will try to squeeze in a few more characters this week. 

People are insulting some of you cos of me?

Hey guys :D 

So it’s come to my attention that some people on Tumblr are insulting some of you because of interactions with me or Mark or something else attached to me. I just wanna say I’m truly sorry you have to go through any sort of crap like that cos of me or the influence it generates, I do NOT condone that sort of behaviour nor do I tolerate it in any shape or form. Insulting others is bad enough already but if you’re being insulted for liking the stuff I do or just for simply mentioning me in a post then it’s even worse and a line has to be drawn. I don’t associate myself with that at all.

You guys all know how much I try to promote a positive energy and I try my best to make a decent community that loves each other rather than insulting all the time or any negative behaviour, so I’m deeply sorry if you’re a victim of stuff like that.

But if you’ve ever had any sort of interaction with me or have ever watched or liked one of my videos or even spent a minute watching anything I’ve done then know that I really appreciate you. Without you guys I am nothing and I wouldn’t even be here writing this if there were people here to listen and support me. You have no idea how much it means to me and I don’t think I’ll ever find the words to show it but I will spend the rest of my youtube life trying to :)

You are a beautiful and unique person and I appreciate and respect you <3

Doodle ideas 1 - plants

Remember when I asked you what should I do with the remaining pages of my bujo? Well, the most suggested thing was to do some doodle ideas, which I did, yaay :D. Now I know a lot of people have done these, @studypetals has series of these, @studywithinspo has done some great ones too (he even has videos on how to do doodles!)… but here I am anyway :D. To do something a bit different, I tried to draw them all in one theme. So here’s various flora, all I could think of :D. I had fun making these and I still have a lot of pages left in my journal, so if you have any suggestions, feel free to let me know! :)

Marc Guggenheim SDCC17 Interview

Marc Guggenheim was kind enough to meet with me for a one on one chat. 

We walked the floor together with his nephew and little girl (who are the cutest) for an hour and talked all things Arrow!!! He told me this is his most aggressive SDCC schedule ever, so the fact that he slotted in some time just for me really meant the world. Marc Guggenheim is the actual best. He is the definition of it.


We launched right into number one on my list: wedding.

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It’s not that I didn’t learn anything the last time someone walked out on me. It’s just that I thought you were different for some fucked up reason. I thought you were worth breaking the rules for because I thought you were deeper and more complex than that. I thought you knew better than to walk out since you didn’t like it done to you. I thought we’ve both been through enough to know what we wanted in relationships. The truth is, I have no idea what I want except someone that loves me and you didn’t want what you said you wanted and somehow that’s my fault. Somehow I should know when you didn’t communicate. But I should’ve known better than to listen to you.Why am I fighting for someone who wouldn’t lift a finger for me? Why does my heart seem to get swallowed by a black hole? And what could I have done except show you how much I love you less?
—  i thought you were better than that.

* C-R-O-W-N-E-D *

   * F-L-O-W-E-R-E-D *

       * P-R-O-G-R-A-M *

… And all the friends we made along the way!

My own personal tribute to the recent Kirby games because I love everything about them, but the baddies who turn into your buddies by the end are definitely one of the things I love the absolute most. <3
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EDIT: Get these as prints/products here!


Hi everyone, I have been applying to jobs and I need help paying those bills so will be opening headshot commissions. I have only done commissions a couple of times so I hope you can be patient with me and I will do my best. 💪

Additional info: backgrounds will be simple color, only 2 commissions will be active at a time, I’m trying out a waitlist system with a ticket number so commissioners have an idea of where I am (ex: your ticket number is 5, I am currently on 3)

Thanks for reading ~

I know that Ethan’s not gonna hit a milestone for a lil while but I’ve been thinking about a plan to hold a meetup because I’ve seen it be done for Jack (like fofparty or bossweek) and it would be so cool to make it happen.

Not saying that I am super qualified to do it, (I might as well hand this idea over to someone else) But I’m just having a thought where it’s a simple hangout for celebrating Ethan hitting 300k using a tag since that’s how it is usually done. Posting stuff under it and just getting to know people, you know?

Idk if it would even go well when the time actually comes but I want to make it a possibility. I also maybe should message people about this who might be interested in helping me out.

So if you guys have any input on this at all please let me know cause I’m making a lot of considerations for it when he actually gets close to 300k :D

And if this just gets buried then honestly I’ll still go with it anyways, who knows this is just the basis for the idea.

Thanks for reading this mess regardless though! (if it even makes sense haha sorry i can’t word that well sometimes..)

anonymous asked:

Why are you so upset over family guy?? They don't take anything seriously... why should you?

The thing about satire is it has to be done right. Making fun of already marginalized groups adds to the problem, it doesn’t solve it.

For example, I am autistic. After South Park had it’s “ass burgers” episode, do you have any idea how many people came up to me and started making fun of me for having “ass burgers” and started quoting the show? I was already bullied, and the show made it worse.

Satire and media do not exist in a vacuum.

-Mod Egg

Sounds of you sounds like love

gorgeous moodboard and story art by @curleduphl​ // part of the @1dreversebang

Pairing: Harry/Louis 

Words: 52,537

Summary: Louis can’t sleep. Enter a very special YouTube channel.  

A love story about how something ordinary can become very extraordinary, and how feeling rootless and like you’re drifting can - with a little bit of help from fate - turn out okay.

Read on AO3 here


THANK YOU so much first and foremost to darling Tanya @curleduphl - for your beautiful art, constant support, idea help, apparently sharing a brain with me, kindness and just all-round wonderfulness. I truly could not imagine a more wonderful person to have done this with. This story is for you and thanks to you. I am so glad fate brought you my way xx 

@goodmorningtoyouuniverse - for your encouragement, excellent beta skills and also for being a bit of a star with all of this xx 

@bropalsinlove​ - also for your support and always loveliness xx

@becomeawendybird - for being such a friend in need indeed and getting me this amazing art prompt to start with - this literally wouldn’t have happened without you xx

I Want You.

Request from @bellasett:Hello this idea just came to me I was wondering if u could do a Steve rogers where he just got unfrozen and his sex drive is up (bc it’s like a side effect from the ice) and the reader has had a crush on captain America for like ever and they meet at stark tower and he ignores her and she thinks it’s her but he just can’t be alone with her without wanting to do the deed and maybe he’s think of all the place he could have sex with her sorry this is really long if u don’t do smut it’s fine tho.

Note: I am soooooo sorry that it has taken me a while to get this written. Between my mind deciding to hate me and a whole lot of changes in my life everything has been a little too hectic for my muse to work. I hope this is what you were looking for! <3 I didn’t do too much smut though as my muse is very slowly coming back lol!

Steve x Reader

Words: 2,225

Warnings: Mild language and some minor smut. I haven’t gone into full detail with it and the majority is simply implied but figured I should warn you anyway….if I have missed anything please let me know :)

Disclaimer: GIF used is not mine so all credit goes to it’s creator. <3

You couldn’t believe it, not one bit. He was within arm’s reach of you, currently sleeping on the hospital bed in the room, his chest clearing rising up and then falling back down again at a steady pace….but still there was a part of you that was convinced you were going to wake up soon and be pulled back to reality.

Ever since you were a child you had grown up knowing his face, his name, and he was the very reason you now had the job that you did – working for Shield. He had made it his life mission to save others, never once expecting anything in return, and he had made the ultimate sacrifice in doing so. As far as you were concerned doing this job was your way of thanking him, something you never thought you would get to do in person.

Not only that but you were just like any other red blooded woman and you had developed quite the crush on him despite having never been in the same room as him until now.

A tired groan interrupted your thoughts and the rather perverted gaze you’d had on him as his eyes started to open.

“Captain Rogers?”

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Long night

Word count: 995

Warning: None (unless you’re not feeling particularly angsty and fluffy today)

Author’s note: Here’s an angsty + fluffy Shawn piece no one asked for. Inspired by the song Long Night by With Confidence and Shawn looking fine AF at the airport recently (How dare he, right?!)

One week. It isn’t the longest you’ve been away from each other but it might as well have been with how you left things. To be honest, you weren’t sure if there were things to still come back to. There were tears, screams, and slammed doors. You don’t even remember what the fight was about now. You were tired, Shawn was exhausted.

You both said hurtful things you didn’t mean. But they didn’t hurt you really. You were together long enough to know he didn’t mean them. But what killed you was the radio silence. To be fair, you didn’t attempt to reach out, too. You were afraid to say more things you didn’t mean or hear him speak some truth you weren’t ready to accept—like saying he couldn’t do this anymore with you. You were trying to postpone a breakup that may or may not have happened already.

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Angsty Dialogue Prompts

1. “I thought you said you loved me?”
2. “I wish I’d never met you.”
3. “I thought you were better than that.”
4. “I’m so sorry, there was nothing else I could do.”
5. “I didn’t mean to, it was an accident I swear!”
6. “Sorry won’t fix this.”
7. “I should have seen this coming.”
8. “What? You think I care?”
9. “I just miss him/her so much.”
10. “Please don’t leave me, not again.”
11. “My biggest regret was loving you.”
12. “Get out. Now.”
13. “I never want to see you again.”
14. “How could you do this?”
15. “You’re fucking crazy.”
16. “My heart can’t do this.”
17. “Wow, you had to go there didn’t you?”
18. “I have never hated someone as much as I hate you right now.”
19. “You broke me.”
20. “I wish I could say I hate you.”
21. “I need you to stay.”
22. “(S)He’s gone.”
23. “I am done.”
24. “Why did you love me?”
25. “I’m not okay.”
26. “You have no idea who I am.”
27. “I need you more than anything else.”
28. “I can’t take this anymore.”
29. “I’m not going to sit and watch you destroy yourself.”
30. “Did you ever love me?”

Wolf of Spring Ch. 1

Chapter 1: “There’s no shame in not knowing how to dance, lassie.”

Tamlin needs to bury his past and move on. He’s changed, he knows it, but now he’s ready to show his court too. Now more than ever, the Court of Spring needs an heir and they need him to find a wife. What better way to mend ties with his people by inviting eligible bachelorettes to his home? He’s about to find out! 

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(( OOC: Lots can happen in a year, if the past 365 days are anything to go by. If my calculations are correct, I ventured into this not-so-little community a year ago today.

I started a little bit sceptical and hella confused. I had no idea how this thing worked pretty sure I still don’t. But a year on I’ve got a very strange new hobby that I absolutely love, and most importantly, a whole new bunch of friends.

They are the very friendliest of friends, and I am more than a little fond of them. Out of all the things that have happened over the past year, finding them has been the best thing I’ve done. I’d definitely forget someone if I tried to tag all of you, but I hope you know who you are.

So thank you to my friendly friends, who are more talented and clever and funny than I let them know (don’t want to give them a big head, after all). And thanks to you guys for sicking around. I hope you enjoy the stuff I do as much as I enjoy making it. ))