you had no heart

The Shuffle Tag

Tagged by @nanf1c thank you Darling!

Rule: Put your music on shuffle, list the first 10 songs and tag 20 people.

1) My My My- Troye Sivan

2) Somebody Else- The 1975

3) Turning Out- AJR

4) The Other Side- Ruelle

5) Overture- AJR

6) Telepathy (Feat. Nile Rodgers)- Christina Aguilera

7) War of Hearts- Ruelle

8) Feelings- Hayley Kiyoko

9) Come Hang Out- AJR

10) Magic (Feat. Nile Rodgers and Brandy)- Mystery Skulls

This is optional, just a little fun thing to do! @imawriteriwrite @bluemoon-golden @sfjessii @x-ambassadors-official @loki-silver-tongued-god @usefulmuse @yellowlovin @bitchypan @nivalvixen @ryanthedemiboy @spider999now @mimilestrange @gilliangrissom @aliceandthejoker @skitflinnka @marvelsweater @chairmanmeow-and-church @soz-scatterbrained-eternally @whileyoustillcan @kamikazesoundsociety

Tug of war

you

you

       were always                       

pushing

       away from me

and i

was always

      pulling you

   closer

tighter

searching

for strength to    hold   on

  when you begged me

           let    go

i refuse

    to quit.

i refuse

     to quit.

     to give up.

please will you          

          give in

please let me

  win.

with you

i always wore

  my emotions too close

          to my heart.

you

  you

    had me from the

            start

anonymous asked:

Blackwatch!Moira having a crush on the reader, who visits her lab a lot, but not realizing it until the reader gets injured and can't see her for a few days?

Something was off.

Moira didn’t really know what it was though. She walked around her lab, making a mental tally of what was there. There was nothing missing so why was there an ache deep in her stomach.

She peered at the door, something settling together and she realised what it was. You hadn’t come through that door yet, annoying Moira as you peered at her through lidded eyes. She’d do her best to be offputting but you would just smile good-naturedly at her.

A flash of anger went through her as she realised that you won, you had slowly managed to grasp her heart. She ruminated in that feeling for a bit before realising that you still hadn’t shown up.

With a press of a button, she found your condition, her chest aching as she saw you got injured in your last mission. Moira sighed to herself before getting up, about to scold you for being so careless.

anonymous asked:

Hey are your requests open? If it's not feel free to ignore this but I was wondering if you could write a Billy x Girl with cancer headcanon? I'm struggling with cancer right now, and it's been putting me in a pretty bad mood lately, and I guess I just wanted something to cheer me up.

they definitely are, and normally requests go to the back of the queue but i’m making an exception for you. i’m really sorry you’re in the situation you’re in and i’m sending my love and hoping that you make a recovery x (please let me know how you’re getting on if you feel like it - my ask box is always open)

i hope this is more or less what you wanted, and i apologise if i got anything wrong while writing this. let me know if you want it changed/rewritten

  • When Billy found out you had cancer, he could have sworn his heart broke right in two
  • You didn’t tell him at first, you didn’t want him to have to deal with something like that, but he slowly figured it out
  • You were out of school for a whole week at one point and you didn’t tell Billy why, and whenever he tried to come over and see you, your parents told him you weren’t feeling well and he couldn’t see you
  • He tried to get in through your window but you had locked it and drawn the curtains, so he believed that you were simply just sick, maybe you had a cold or something
  • When you started wearing hats to school, he really knew something was up – you hated hats, why would you be wearing them all the time now?
  • And he thought maybe you were just trying something new, people do that sometimes, but you refused to take it off at home and he was getting really suspicious
  • Billy was really worried about you, he was your boyfriend and you couldn’t tell him what was up, he thought he must have done something wrong
  • You’d stopped letting Billy come over after school and on the weekends, only letting him see you if you were in school or going to the diner or something outside
  • You wanted to distance him from you, as much as it hurt you, you didn’t want Billy getting caught up in everything, you couldn’t hurt him like that
  • But he found out eventually, putting two and two together, the hats, the absurd amount of meds you took in classes when you thought no one was watching, the cycle of being out of school for one week and back the next three, then away again
  • He knew the cycle too well with his own mother going through it, and he was so mad at himself for not noticing it sooner with you
  • And so he asked you about it one day before the end of school, pulling you into a classroom that had just been emptied of students
  • You didn’t want to talk to him about it, you wanted to go home
  • “[Y/N] I think I know what’s up”
  • Billy didn’t even want to talk about it himself, just the thought of you being so sick made him cry at night
  • You didn’t respond to him, you just wanted to leave and not have to break his heart with the truth
  • He wouldn’t let you, not in a forceful way or anything, but just the look in his eyes. He was so worried about you and he couldn’t risk losing you now
  • And so you told him about it, you spilled everything, about where you were going, about the sudden change in accessories, why you couldn’t see him at your house
  • You were crying, and he was crying, and you probably spent about half an hour in that empty classroom sobbing into Billy’s chest before deciding it would be better to do this at home
  • So he took you home and he stayed with you like he used to, you curled up in his arms on the best, him humming softly to keep you calm
  • And it became a routine for the two of you, he’d take you back from school, you’d end up back in his arms. Sometimes you didn’t talk at all, but he was always there, taking care of you
  • His love for you never wavered, not when the hair fell out, not when you were too exhausted to do anything, never
  • He was always by your side, making sure you were okay, always reiterating that he loved you at every possible chance he had because he knew how difficult it must be for you, going through all of this more or less on your own until you told him
  • And he stayed with you all the way through your recovery, knowing that you would always be with him no matter what, and he would always be with you
  • Because he loved you, and he could never, ever deny that to anyone again
Means to an End | Dean x Reader

Summary: After losing everything you’ve ever known, you and the only family you have left live a life in the shadows, succumbing to your monsterly needs and feeding on the living. You’ve always had troubles with the lifestyle, heart hurting with every victim, but never had the internal strength to stand against Silas. That is, until a certain man is to be your next meal. Lighting the fire within you, you finally turn against Silas and his ideals, you soon find fighting against his life may be the very thing that takes yours.

enjoy! <3 ALSO this silas has NOTHING to do with vampire diaries! i just liked the name a lot and needed an antagonist lmao

  • reblogs + tags and replies will make my entire day as i put a lot of effort into this !
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Means to an End

Cicada’s were always nearly deafening this time of year. The sun fried the top of your head, sweat soaking into your shirt. Try as you might to breathe the air felt hot and sticky, the august summer making you feel like you were actually going to die. You missed the beach you used to live along, the seaside waves lulling you to relax while you waited for a satisfying dinner. Your family were hunters, and damn good at it too. Being the smallest of your group both had its pros and cons- and one of the big pros were that you weren’t expected to join Silas in his sometimes week long voyages to find bundles of meals.

A big con, however, was that your size didn’t offer you much while those around you were being slaughtered. Without power you could do nothing but hide while you lost virtually everything you’d ever known. Silas, having survived, snatched you from your hiding place and took off from the scene just as the last of your home came burning to the ground. The fire was stark against the night sky and though you were so young at the same even now you could vividly remember the scent of burning woods, the sounds of screams and debris toppling over itself. The people who came that night were merciless and determined to not let a soul escape, but you and Silas did anyways. They were none the wiser, too busy watching your parents and relatives corpses burn to ash.

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IT WASN’T SUPPOSED TO END THIS WAY.

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But the second male, the more classically beautiful of the two … Even the light shied from the elegant planes of his face. With good reason. Beautiful, but near-unreadable. He’d be the one to look out for — the knife in the dark.

I don’t get emotional about literature much, but when I do, it’s over Jane Eyre’s ‘Do you think because I am poor, obscure, plain and little that I am soulless and heartless?’ speech. Charlotte Brontë wrote that for ugly girls everywhere.