you guys dont get it this makes me feel bad

Hey guys

How’re you all doing? Hope everyone is snazzy but i understand it’s been a rough week. 

Remember to respect others! And to those of you who have been, or felt threatened, take a break, make some tea, message me if you just need a chill chat. 

((Sneak peek of Ludwig’s “Can’t Sleep Love” animation~))

Body Positivity; Yuta

Request: Hello ^_^. So I wanted to request Yuta for the body positivity thing. I actually loved the one from winwin and eventually started crying. I’m not very positive about my body and these make me feel better so yeah.. thank you :3💕

  • ahh im glad this series is still getting requests
  • and mostly im glad that they’re able to make yall feel better about yourselves
  • reminder that i love you all and you all are wonderful the way you are
  • check out my masterlist for the other body positivity posts for winwin, jaehyun, ten, johnny, hansol & mark!
  • time for this mountain man
  • let’s go

  • feeling insecure??

  • not under yuta’s care
  • because this man would love EVERY single part of your body and features
  • and he’s not hesitant at all to show it to you through his actions
  • and words
  • he wants to make sure you see how beautiful you are in his eyes,
  • and it hurts him to know that you think otherwise
  • his hands!!
  • are always on you,
  • like literally, a l w a y s
  • one moment his running his hands down your waist and hips
  • then wrapping his arms around you
  • combing your hair
  • caressing your cheeks & back
  • he loves to show you that he’s in love with you!!
  • but when days get a little tougher and you feel even more worst
  • fret not, he’ll give you the sweetest compliments ever
  • this guy is good at his words
  • and they never fail to make you blush and feel better
  • “too bad you cant see how beautiful you are, every single day i see you but i still get stunned by your beauty, how is that possible?”
  • “i never say this but, you’re way too gorgeous for me to handle, even someone as goodlooking as myself cant handle it, dont you see how beautiful you are?”
  • “i’ll do anything to make you happy and im here to assure you that there’s nothing wrong, trust me”
  • then he flashes you that big smile of his
  • and pecks you on the lips
  • then cheeks
  • then down to your neck
  • he kisses you everywhere
  • because once again, he wants you to know he’s sincere in saying all that and that he means it
  • he loves you so much he brags about you A LOT
  • isn’t afraid to show you off to the public
  • probably has his hands wrapped tightly around you and would have a big grin on his face
  • “my baby’s looking good like always”
  • “isn’t my girlfriend pretty?”
  • “ahhh how cute random kiss
  • and to the members,
  • he blushes every time they mention about you
  • and he gets all excited because he loves you that much
  • can you believe, he gets even more excited than when he sees winwin
  • would post pictures of you online
  • with captions;:
  • “my heart cant take this amount of gorgeousness”
  • “what did i do to deserve such a queen”
  • and he also loves posting pictures of both of you, mainly him holding you in his arms
  • “if only i could give her everything in this world, she deserves it”
  • “every single time i look into her eyes i still get lost”
  • wakes you up every morning with his his sweet words
  • loves calling you his queen, baby, princess & babe
  • he’s just so in love with you anyone could see that
  • he wants you to be happy, not just with him but with yourself and how you look
  • so he’s always consistently putting in effort to prove that to you
  • he doesnt care about what others think of you or the both of you
  • what matters most is that you’re contented with yourself and your body
  • and he’d be the happiest man alive!!
  • the sweetest man loves you

Originally posted by ebaru

hey guys can you please not make triggered jokes to me

leo-atthedisco  asked:

will is actually an emo™ and he's fanboying over tyler joseph or brendon urie or some shit and nico's jealous??

i hope this is what u were going for here it is????

  • will gets into an emo music binge that lasts a few weeks as we all do ofc and it gets to the point where like if hes conscious theres like a 90% chance hes listen to his emo tunes and he starts to get nico to listen to them with him
    • sometimes will starts talking about the band that he knows like,, a lot about for some reason that nico doesnt understand?? its like hes met these people like he was a part of the band at some point but theres no way thats possible right??
  • so one time theyre laying around in the hades cabin and wills like “listen to brendon’s voice isnt it amazing??? like how can somebody manage to do that with their vocal cords its incredible,,,, and the fact that he can run around on stage while still singing???? did u know that the first time they played reading and leeds he got hit in the face with a full glass bottle and got knocked out then woke up and kept playing???? Amazing”
    • a very small part of nico is like “how do u know this” but most of him is like ‘please stop talking about this other guy i get it u like him better than you like me but i dont want to hear it please stop making me listen to this’
  • eventually nicos like “u know i cant sing very well right” and will shrugs and hes like ok?? and nicos like “u seem like u have a thing for singers” and will dismisses it again and hes like “guess i never noticed” and finally nicos like “i dont wanna listen to this anymore” and wills like “ok no more panic how about twenty one pilots” and nicos like “nooo i dont wanna listen to u talk about these other guys who are so much better than me it makes me feel bad about myself”
    • but like also its nico so obvi he doesnt say it as clear as that and it takes a whole lot longer for will to get nico to finally spit it out and after nico finally does say it hes like “never mind whatever listen to whatever you want i dont care”
    • will switches off the music and goes over to nico and wraps him up in a hug and kisses his forehead and says “darling u know youre the only emo for me, right??”

thanks for the suggestion!!

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gladstones luck is such an interesting thing because:

1) its just… accepted?? its not questioned whole lot and no one really seems to care that the universe seemingly will bend its will to fit his best interests???

2) it also brings up some existential questions about him like, is he really happy? in a lot of the comics, his good luck goes bad if he attempts to do anything that takes effort instead of just letting fate take care if him. yeah he gets just about anything he wants, but when you dont work for anything and youre a slave to being lazy and knowing everything will work out, wouldnt you get bored??

the only real enjoyment he gets is from spending time with his family, who do weird things and are actually unpredictable. no wonder he’s always bugging them. he’s honestly so good (or tries to be) and it makes me sad when he’s painted as the bad guy.

can i tag you?

i really kinda wanna tag you guys in things i made (edits, moodboards, aesthetics, poems etc) but i never know exactly who to tag? like idk who would be interested, so reblog this please if youre okay with it so i can always tag you in my things :)

(feel free to reblog this if it applies to you, so you can also tag the other people who reblog this in your creations, including me)

dont get me wrong, i LOVE to make friends and i really really wanna be friends with you guys. but if you’re just trying to be my friend because im a popular blog/artist thats….really shitty n makes me feel really bad n used lmfao so…dont perhaps?

anonymous asked:

So, a few months ago, my "best friends" dropped me and I didn't have anyone besides my boyfriend and one other friend. Recently, I've started becomimg friends with a guy who can relate to a lot of the things I go through (anxiety) and my boyfriend is getting jealous and saying that he's "sorry that he can't meet the needs of helping me" and it's making me feel bad. Help?

im sorry that your “friends” dropped you they dont sound like friends to me

i think you need to have a deep conversation and talk about how you have no interest in him and hes only a friend and thats all he’ll ever be

anonymous asked:

Hey so I identify as non-binary and I have been going by the name Jackson for a while now. But now I am starting to think I might be a trans guy and I dont know if the name suits me anymore. I havent come out to anyone in my family, but I have come out to my friends online who have started to use my name and pronouns quite well. Now I just feel horrible for changing it. Any advice?

Hi sooo i went through this! Dont feel bad! They will get over it and if your new name and pronouns make you happier than they shouldnt have have any problems changing. Plain and simple.

hey if you sent me an ask and i havent replied yet, please know im not ignoring you. i need to be in a certain mind frame to answer some of these questions.

y'all are so smart and bring up so many thought provoking points in your asks lmao i want to give some effort in responding

anonymous asked:

quick question is it overly controlling to just wanna know when your s/o is gonna be busy because rn my boyfriend is making me feel like it is and I’m just screaming internally because like- since we’re long distance and his family kinda sucks I’m constantly feeling worried for him so I wanna know if he’s gonna be busy for like four hours you feel- like he just kinda disappears on me and makes me feel guilty for being worried when he gets back. he’s been hella stressed lately so I’ve (1/2) - 🦊

alright, i am definitely noticing a pattern with both of you

i dont want you guys to post about each other at OOT in this negative light youre putting each other in. this is unhealthy and extremely bad for your relationship. i understand youre concerned, and i do want to help. but you two both need to work on talking to each other before you come to a blog like mine for help.

@ maple, YOU need to tell fox exactly what it is you want from her, what you want her to do, etc. you have got to be open with her. no more secrets, no more vagueing about her to a public-posting blog, no more feeling embarrassed over things you want, no more shying away when shes trying to help.

if you want something from your S/O you need to tell them. you cant stay quiet to them, you cant be difficult, you cant be dodgy. 

if you’re going to be busy, to stop talking to her, to disappear, you need to tell her before you do because it clearly bothers her. if something is bothering one or both of you in a relationship, its your job to work it out and come to a solution or a compromise. this goes for both of you

dont tell her she isnt helping, tell her what she can do in order to help.  if its time alone and to yourself that you want, you need to tell her. dont make her feel like its her fault you’re going through a hard time. she just wants to help, my man.

@ fox, if you have a problem with something maple is doing, speak up. dont be confrontational, dont be aggressive, dont be distant, just let him know “hey, it kinda bothers me when you do this and i think we should talk about it/work to fix it.”

if there’s something he doesnt want to talk about right away, let him be. eventually he may come talk to you about it.

stop being angry and afraid of each other. if you two refuse to talk to each other and refuse to listen to each other, then this relationship you have will not work

stop vagueing about each other to a public-posting blog, stop complaining that the other isnt doing something you want them to, stop acting like youve tried everything when one or both of you isnt cooperating with the other.

i know im usually the chill and listening dad figure who sits and sympathises with y’all, but this is getting ridiculous. you’re asking me for answers that you’ll only get by asking each other. 

im not a miracle worker. im not a couples therapist. 

im sorry im so up front about this, im really not angry at you two at all. i just want you two to work things out so all of this stops happening. youre hurting each other by doing this and im getting tired of being in the middle of something that can be resolved with just the two of you alone.

my tough love advice to you guys is: start talking to each other more or accept that this relationship just isnt working out.


2:04 a.m. jan. 4, 2015
i’m drunk & i still love you more than you will ever know. i think about you every second of every day and i want you to be mine. you make me want to spin in circles and look up at the stars as they blur across my vision but i also want to jump off of the closest building because my heart hurts a lot. when my body is numb and i cant feel anything, i want you to kiss me so my lips are the most numb thing on my body. the alcohol tastes better than how i feel now that youre gone & youre not coming back. i want you to come back. together we’d be a beautiful purple but now without my blue, i’m just a bloody red and without you, i’m sickly and unappealing and i don’t want to be sad anymore. you make me sad. you’re okay going to parties and playing beer pong and having sex with a girl that doesnt care about you like i do. we have memories and you guys only have memories of sex. this “poem” sucks a lot, but the world is spinning and i cant get you off my mind. please get out of my head? my eyes are drooping and my heart is sinking and i dont want to love you anymore. i dont want to cry about you or drink about you or feel you in my veins. i can’t feel anything right now but i can feel everything after what you did to me. you destroyed me so bad that drinking alcool doesn’t make me want to vomit. instead i’d rather drown in it until your name doesn’t even exist anymore. sobriety is too much for me to handle because then i’m just thinking about you and all the flaws my life now has. i have anxiety about seeing you and letting you go & panicking is a frequency on the daily. it happens a lot and my world is spinning. get out of my bones. i hate myself. i just want to close my eyes & forget your face. i don’t want to see your blue eyes or your smile or your hands. i don’t want to see you at all. i want to be over you & forget you ever existed. this is darkness and there. is. no. light. you were the light in my eyes & i thought i made yours sparkle but that quote makes me depressed as fuck but i never did. i want my shoulder in your mouth and hickeys behind my ears and a warmth in my throat. i want you to be mine but we know that i have no chance. drunk and still sad because you forgot i exist. my head is pounding and i cant breathe. stop not loving me. i need you more than you think!! you were important and you still are, but the thing is, i thought i was important. i suppose not. i just wish i never wasted my time on someone who could forget me so easily. fuck you fuck you fuck you. im going to sleep and i dont want to wake up. not until the pain goes away. my chest feels like a huge balloon is in it and someone popped it with a needle and ive said that before but now theres a void && i cannot let you go
—  he told me the only thing i owed him was my happiness & dammit he was it. (via coldandsick)

Im sorry if i make u guys feel bad when i poke fun at you, im just teasing you, and i can be harsh at times, but im working on it with the #imjustteasingyou tag and if im teasing you, it actually means i think youre really cool/interesting. 

However if i have never talked to at all, or I never talk about you, or reblog your posts

 it could mean the following:

1) I dont know you well, or i just havent taken the time to get to know you sorry im lazy lol

2) im pussy af towards you cause you scare me in some way

3) im pussy af towards you cause i think your too cool to talk to me, or i have a crush on you or something and i dont wanna sound stupid

4) I dont fuck with you and I think you’re a garbage human being.

5) I think your racist, transphobic, homophobic, a terf, an extremist, and many more.

hey guys! gosh I feel so bad making this post but I’m literally poor and trying to save all my commission money for anime LA in january, my phone bill, and any other expenses so if any of you are kind/wealthy enough I have my wishlist available! and if you do get anything from there please let me know so I can thank you personally and maybe even make u a small gratuitous doodle! happy holidays everyone!


161127 #EXOrdiuminTaipeiDay2 .
I heard many people fidget because of this clip added to Chanyeol’s “sad” video in Sehun’s IG.. Aigoooo.. Ok..
I do see why you guys are worried because look at Baekhyun..
Before Chanyeol push him - playfully - he was so smiley and happy, but that smiles drops after Chanyeol shove him..
Hehehehe.. He looks kinda sad.. lol.. Or should i say - disappointed(?).. But i dont think you guys should be worried over this.. This is only one time - ONE - time that Chanyeol acted kinda “cold(?)” towards Baekhyun for the entire night.. I dont think anything happened.. Be positive nae Firelights.. Its Monday here.. Guy..!!! I tried to upload a new video i made for chanbaekstanina 2nd meetup that happened yesterday, but that video got blocked in 213 countries and in some devices.. Idk what to do.. I did upload it on youtube but its not available.. Idk what to do..
I adjusted the audio, i lowered the pitch, i put echo.. but still got blocked.. Some people got to watch it on my Channel but idk about the others.. If you go to my channel and theres new video then you are lucky.. Coz even i cannot see it in my video list.. I’m so sad.. very sad..!! Huhuhu.. 😭😭😭
Idk guys.. I’m so disheartened because of this.. This is not the 1st time i made a video and because of the music it got blocked.. And my Firelights cannot watch it.. It saddens me.. i kinda feel like dont want to make another video anymore.. Huhuhu…
I’m sorry guys.. I’m sorry for this video i didnt managed to make you guys see, and i’m sorry if i went on hiatus for my videos.. i need to get over that a video i’ve made with a sonv i really like got blocked in so many countries and no one can watch it.. sighhh.. What a bad caption to start our Monday - GREAT SO GREAT.. aigooo.. Whatever..! Firelights…!
Have a good Monday nae ♡
Love yall ♡

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anonymous asked:

dont feel bad about your conchas!!! theyre super hard to get right. i think im a pretty good baker but when i made conchas they was super mediocre:( whenever i go to the panaderia i always try to ask the guy how he makes them/other breads so maybe that might help you. also i love your t'pura art and good luck at school tomorrow!!!!

thank u babe for making me feel better about my shitty conchas hhfngngj💕 yeah sadly i dont have any panaderias near me sob but im gonna keep trying different things and looking@ different recipes!! aw thank u again babe !!!🗣️💕

magconfangirls  asked:

Hey boo how are you?! Can you please do a blurb where y/n is a different race and people discriminate the relationship because of it like the fans and his parents ( all boys please) 💞

A/N : I made this for women of color friendly instead of one specific minority group because I wanted to make it as general as possible while still sticking to the story-line. Also, I don’t believe any of their parents would have a problem with any of the boys being with a woc! Enjoy babes !

Reminder that requests are closed until October.


Being a woc and dating Ashton would be hella rad. Ashton is such a free spirit and he has such a kind hearted soul. I mean he’s already stated Kelly Rowland as one of his celebrity crushes in an interview as well as calling Rihanna a babe so I think he has a wide and open minded range of women he would go for. On the other hand, you expected hate. As did he, especially since he usually went for non-woc in the past. However, Ashton would address the hate one time and one time only.

He’d make an Instagram video saying: “Hello everyone! Quick rant I need to get out really quickly. As you all may know by now, Y/N and I are dating. She makes me really happy and I love her a lot. I wouldn’t usually make an entire video addressing hateful comments..” He paused.

“But I saw a trend with her name and a racial slur beside it the other day and that uh, that was pretty much the last straw for me. Look guys bottom line is .. You don’t have to like my girlfriend, all I ask is that you respect her. She respects you guys and all I want is the same in return. Anywho, hope you all have a great day. Thanks for listening, bye!!” He smiled, ending the video.


You and Luke, I feel would receive the most hate. I don’t know why, I just think people expected him to date within his race and it’d be a shock to the world if he dated a woc. Now, I personally don’t think Mama Liz would mind at all but if she did Luke would definitely be heartbroken about it. He’d probably tell his mom “Just give her a chance. You didn’t raise me to see race..I thought you’d be more supportive than this.”  or like whenever the fans looked down on your relationship, Luke would do this thing where he would just hold you until you felt better or do whatever you wanted to do that day. Sheesh, that boy would be so sweet and domestic with you im crying.

I can’t help but gush over how much Luke would be completely in love with you. He wouldn’t be able to keep his fingers off your dark skin, being utterly infatuated with how different it was from his own. Or your hair, whether it was loose waves, tight kinks or somewhere in between. He’d love it. Don’t even get me started on your features. Woc usually have fuller lips and a more curvy body type and Luke would be in awe. The moment he fell in love with you was the first time you slept over and you were wearing nothing but a tank top and pajama shorts, much of your skin being exposed for his eyes to admire. “How do you do that? Huh princess? How do you wake up looking so god damn beautiful like that?”


I think Calum’s parents would be least likely to be racist towards you because his mom is a woc and his dad is married to a woc so I feel they would be the most supportive. If he saw a racist tweet from a fan, he’d immediately block them. His following tweet saying something like “Wow I know racism is still alive but c'mon people. @Y/T/N is the love of my life. She didnt ask for any of this and she doesn’t deserve this at all.” And if the hate ever got to be too much to the point where you didn’t feel like your were good enough for Calum or you couldn’t take all the negative comments anymore, Calum would do his best to change your outlook on the whole situation.

He’d say things like  “Baby girl, you think you’re not good enough for me? I’m actually not good enough for you. You’re the only one I know besides the boys and my family who could put up with me for more than a weeks time.” He’d giggle, his eyes crinkling. “I love you and your brown skin.” He’d say kissing your exposed flesh. “And I can’t get enough of these lips.” He added, leaning in to kiss your soft, full lips. After deepening the kiss by cradling your head and smiling into the passionate lip lock, he’d smirk and say “Don’t even get me started on that perfect little ass of yours either.” He said, grabbing your behind and pulling you to straddle his pelvis, causing you to let out a loud giggle.


Michael is such a family oriented guy but like if his parents didn’t like you specifically cause of your race I think he’d be disgusted . If his any of his family members made slick comments under their breath or made you feel uncomfortable about your ethnicity in any way, he’d more than likely speak up about it. Whether you guys were at the dinner table or out at a family get-together, he’d stop everything and clear his throat. “If any of you have a problem with Y/N, keep your shitty racist ass comments to yourself. Dont make her feel bad about her skin color.” or “I swear to God, one of you has one more thing to say about my girlfriend. We will fucking leave.”

Like I truly believe this boy would defend you to anyone, especially fans. He’d make tweets like “she is the girl I love and if you loved me you would love her” or “wow, its amazing what people can’t accept these days. Its 2015! I’ll love who I fucking love.” As you can tell I’m all about protective Michael. To make you feel better he’d compliment you endlessly and maybe take a soothing bath or something, tracing the curves and imperfections of your skin to show you how beautiful you really are WOWOWOW.


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To everyone talking shit about Zico….
Shut the fuck up. You don’t know shit. Shit happens people break up. You don’t get to say who’s the bad guy and who’s the good guy. You have no proof. Also this bullshit of him not being good enough for her…what why? What makes someone good enough? Is he not hard working? Has he ever been disrespectful to his women fan base or fellow female idols?

We don’t know anything you dont get to make shitty assumptions. If you guys give me some solid undeniable proof to support your claims please feel free to show me till then dont even try