you guys better love me cause this took me forever lol

anonymous asked:

lol at that anon. glee and more specifically klaine helped me accept who i am and my own sexuality, and i know i wasn't the only one. "gay shows" help me see the representation i've never had.

Kurt and Blaine are Glee’s legacy.  They showed LGBT+ youth that gay kids can have everything they want- friends, a career, a loving relationship, marriage, and kids. That there others out there just like them.  That it does get better. 

Further, Klaine showed so many others, who perhaps had not been exposed to many LGBT+ people in their communities that in fact Kurt and Blaine were people just like them. They laugh, they cry, and they love just like every other human.

Because of Klaine, and in large part because of Chris and Darren who played these characters with heart and soul, we saw that Kurt, the boy we grew to love over a season and a half, could have a crush on a beautiful boy, get his hopes up when he learns that Blaine knows his coffee order, just to have them crushed. And then to have said boy say “I have been looking for you forever” after which they shared a first kiss that was in my opinion one of the best first kisses ever portrayed on TV because Chris and Darren wanted to tell this story in a true and genuine way:

In an article published by AOL Entertainment,

“On last night’s ‘Glee,’ the New Directions won regionals after hitting the stage with a pair of original songs – a first for the series – but that isn’t what anyone is talking about this morning. After months of hints and winks, fans of FOX’s hit musical finally got what they’ve been waiting for: The characters of Kurt (Chris Colfer) and Blaine (Darren Criss) kissed for the first time. And it wasn’t a peck. It also wasn’t overtly sexual or desperate, it wasn’t rushed or clouded with turmoil, and it certainly wasn’t played for laughs, the way many kisses between men are on TV. It was perfect.

“It’s hard to overstate the significance of the kiss between Kurt and Blaine on ‘Glee’ last night,” Michael Jensen, editor of Logo’s tells PopEater. “Even better, it wasn’t the sort of kiss we saw back in the 1990s where the guys pecked each other on the lips – or worse, the camera cutaway – but this was a real kiss that hinted there is much more to come in this relationship. If we still needed proof how far gay characters have come on network TV, 'Glee’ just gave it to us.”

“’Glee’ has raised the bar of what it means to be inclusive on TV, and viewers are tuning in by the millions, sending a clear message to networks that Americans not only accept gay and lesbian characters, but they are beginning to expect them,” GLAAD President Jarrett Barrios tells PopEater. “It’s stories like Kurt and Blaine’s that continue to remind gay youth everywhere that there’s nothing wrong with being who you are.”

Glee then went even further and tackled the issued of Kurt and Blaine losing their virginity, a story line that paralleled Finn and Rachel. Making the statement that Klaine’s first time was just as beautiful, just as relevant, just as significant, and just as full of love as the heterosexual couple on the show. And Chris and Darren’s scene was perfection:

Thanks to Glee, we saw Kurt and Blaine navigate high school, long distance relationships, angst and heartache. The show often got it wrong, but when it got it right, it do so spectacularly. And never as amazing as our Klaine engagement:

And while the wedding certainly left a little to be desired, Glee still allowed our beloved Kurt and Blaine to declare their love to the world and state their vows, at at time before same sex marriage was legal across the country. A time when they had to cross state borders to tie the know and make it legal. And while the creators of Glee left a lot to be desired, as always, Chris and Darren took what they were given and displayed nothing but love and happiness that they were finally husbands:

In 2013, Klaine was named the Greatest TV Couple of all time by Entertainment Weekly (X)  The article that accompanied their win described their relationship as:

a timeless, groundbreaking TV love story

On the morning of the finale, in an article entitled “The Gay Legacy of Glee” Klaine was described as follows:

In season two, Kurt met Blaine Anderson (Darren Criss). Not only did he get a boyfriend, but a bonafide, epic love story that’s spanned the remainder of the series. Blaine’s dreamy debut,  is the kind of hearts-aflutter teen romance usually reserved for straight kids on TV. They’ve made-out, broken-up, lost their virginity, gotten engaged, broke-up again and eventually got married. They’ve evolved into the central relationship and one of the greatest young love stories in mainstream television. (x)

Another article, written in the Fall of 2016 entitled “The Cultural Significance of Glee” stated:

This character [Kurt] attracted many people in the LGBTQ community in which many found comfort in the character, knowing that they are getting some representation.

The couple [Klaine} became one of the most popular couples on television. The couple go through the same obstacles than any other straight relationship would have, creating the image that there is no difference between a straight or gay relationship. The couple broke up twice, causing an uproar of extremely upset and mad fans. By the end of the of show’s seasons, the two end up marrying each other. The couple known as “Klaine” has been “leading TV’s gay-teen revolution”(Entertainment Weekly). The actors have claimed that they have received hundreds of letters from fans both gay and straight saying that the couple has changed their views positively and helped them to keep an open mind. The phenomenon that is “Klaine” definitely has a positive reaction on the majority of viewers. While these two characters are not the only gay men on the show, they have been the most impact.

Kurt and Blaine made a profound impact on society and greatly influenced how people saw members of the LGBT+ community. And that they play a significant part in enabling LGBT+ youth to know that they were not alone.

For everything Glee got wrong, it will always have its legacy- Klaine.  And that is mainly thanks to two extraordinary men who fully committed to their roles, Chris and Darren. 

And for anyone to minimize this, to state that Chris is not proud of what he and Darren accomplished on screen, clearly knows nothing about him.  And that is heartbreaking.


◦ pairing: reader x hyungsik

◦ rating: m

◦ word count: 3.7k

◦ request: Is it ok if I ask for an hyungsik smut with a thicker girl who’s a friend of his friend who’s protective of her and doesn’t want him with her cause she not his type and he loves to flirt with other girls but he’s attracted to her and then they sneak away to have sex with after care and pillow talk cause she insecure about her body that he doesn’t actually like her cause she’s not the ideal type…..

Hihi can I request a Hyungshik smut with him being a cocky but kind chaebol? Something like his character in The Heirs or High Society!

◦ a/n: Guys I have gotten like six hyungsik smut requests LOL we all whipped; on another note, I swear y’all are like some weird ass mind readers; you always end up requesting something that I half jotted down already xD I sort of changed it up a little - enjoyyy! (Also sorry this took forever I got swamped with work cause midterms; hopefully the length makes up for it?? tbh idk what i wrote)

m a s t e r l i s t

I can’t say I was surprised. It had hardly been ten minutes and the idiot had gone and ditched me. It happened every time, and every time I sat at the table with a drink that wasn’t strong enough in hand, scanning the crowds for him. No wonder he didn’t have a girlfriend.

Rolling my eyes, I sipped the champagne in my glass and set it on the table, welcoming the burn in the back of my throat. It was already close to empty. Leaning back in my chair, my eyes darted through the room. The place was lit with dim yellow lights, regal almost. The floor scattered with men in suits and ties and women in extravagant dresses. My brother had somewhat of a knack for these social gatherings. Despite that, he lacked the decency to keep a girlfriend for longer than a month and naturally the one that seemed perfect who stuck longer than that was only after his wealth. He turned into hyper social butterfly, but wouldn’t let anyone get close to him. I couldn’t blame him for being upset, but still, whatever demon possessed him to start taking me as his plus one to these stupid company celebrations was beyond me.

“How is it that I always find you alone?” A familiar voice floated through the nuisance of the party, standing a couple feet away. He held his own glass of champagne in his hand, also almost empty. He looked as dashing as ever, the suit kissing his figure in all the right ways. Ah, Park Hyungsik, what a fine creature.

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(Request: heey, could you do something like very sad angst with Daryl? I’m in the mood to get my heart broken lol)

Note: i hope you’re still in that mood cause here it is!

Warning: death, blood, scary negan, angst, pls dont hate me for writing this I dont wanna break your hearts, love u all :)

Originally posted by nothingmorethanawildchild

“You don’t have to go” Daryl said.

He had been trying to persuade you for the last hour not to go to the sanctuary with Rick. No one else had volunteered to go so you stepped up. You knew what the risks were and you were ready to take them, but Daryl had other ideas.

“But I want to”

“You know what he’s like (y/n), why would you wanna go see him again?”

“If you haven’t noticed, no one has stepped up to go with Rick. You think he wants to go see Negan after the shit he’s been through? If something happens I can handle it and stand my ground!” you snapped.

Daryl looked to the floor one last time, knowing that there was no way to change your stubborn mind. He sighed and gave you one last hug before you left for the sanctuary.

Daryl spent hours pacing around your house, waiting for you to get back. He was worrying about all the different outcomes this meeting could have. You were the first person Daryl felt like he could really open up to after Merle died, and he didn’t want to lose you too. He would have nothing left. He moved his pacing to outside and he hoped that you guys would return soon.

You stood in front of Negan with your head hanging low. This meeting wasn’t going well so far, Rick was answering all the questions in a tone that Negan didn’t like.

“The fuck do you mean you don’t have my stuff? I thought the whole point of this meeting was so that you could bring me my shit!” he shouted. He swung Lucille over his shoulder and you flinched at the movement.

“Supplies have been scarce recently. We’re barely even getting enough for ourselves” Rick argued back.

Negan took a deep breath in before speaking. “So, you think that getting supplies for you is more important than getting them for me?”

“That’s not what I-” Rick was cut off by the sound of gunfire.

You heard it too, and it was only until Rick looked at you in shock that you realised the bullet had entered you. You looked at Rick before dropping to the ground and coughing up blood.

“Simon! I didn’t say shoot!” Negan shouted to the man next to him.

“Sorry boss”

“You better get back Rick, remember, the less people you have the less hands you’ll have to help find supplies” Negan’s spiteful voice rung in your ears as you started to see stars. You don’t know what was going on but you assumed you had been carried to the car by Rick as you heard the rumble of the engine and the car start moving.

The journey felt like it took hours, your vision kept going black and you often heard Rick trying to talk to you. You didn’t know where you had been shot but you guessed it was around your chest area as there was a deep and agonizing pain there.

“We’re nearly there (y/n), just hang tight a little longer” Rick said. You let out an inaudible groan before you felt the car speed up.

Rick shouted for help as he tried to carefully drag you out of the car. You dropped to the floor and lay there, worn out. So many people had approached you but you didn’t see the one person you really cared about.


You opened your eyes to see Daryl had kneeled down next to you, tears in his eyes. You felt your eyes burning too and you finally let the tears spill down your face.

“I’m sorry” you said before coughing up more blood. The movement hurt your chest even more and more tears fell.

“What the hell happened” Daryl asked frantically, trying to cover up the bullet wound with his hand to stop more blood flow.

“Daryl stop” Rick whispered.

You felt your eyes rolling to the back of your head, it was getting harder and harder to focus on one thing when everything kept merging into one big mess. You felt cold, and tired, like you just wanted to sleep forever.

“Daryl? I’m so tired” was the last thing you said before closing your eyes and leaving this life to rest.

“(Y/n)? No, shit no (y/n)?! Rick do something help her!” Daryl was shouting like a maniac while everyone stood back and lowered their heads in respect for you.

Rick placed a hand on Daryl’s shoulder while he too shed a few tears. Daryl stayed still as he looked at you, memories from the day you both first met to now. He remembered how you too clashed at first, always bickering and arguing, but then you became close after Merle died and he had opened up to you. He didn’t realise the tears were falling down his face until Rick spoke and he quickly wiped them away.

“Do you want to do it? Or should I?” When Daryl saw the knife in Ricks hand he knew what he was asking. He didn’t want to do it, but out of respect and friendship he did. He took the knife from Ricks hand and slowly watched as he entered the blade into your skull, killing you forever.

This took a while to finish since exams were on… but still…. I hope you get well soon! You gotta take care of yourself better since a lot of us gets worried when things like that happens! (Imagine all the Mamahirus up at Discord worried sick of you! xD). Rest up and recover now! =w=)/


I KNOW I PRAISED THIS IN THE DISCORD CHAT TOO. BUT I HAVE TO PRAISE IT HERE TOO!!!!! OF COURSE. AHHH ITS SO BEAUTIFUL AND JUST LOOKS SO NICE. I really do love the glowy effects and purplish and pinkish lines~~ Ahhh you guys made this day back absolutely wonderful! I feel 1000 times even better now~ THANK YOU SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH REI AHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! (●♡∀♡)

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  Now excuse me I’m just gonna latch on to this art forever now lol~ I hope you all know I save anything ever that is made for me. CAUSE THAT’S HOW MUCH IT ALL MEANS TO MEEEEEE. ALSO BLESS ALL THAT YOU DO GIRL!!!! Keep up the great work too!! 

Behind The Story - Pt.11

Summary: The reader is Jensen’s girlfriend (fiancé) and also a cast member of the show. Discover their journey to parent hood and marriage as they go. 

Author: deanwinchester-af

Characters: Jensen, Reader, Jared and Cast Cameos.

Pairings: Single!Jensen x Actress!Reader

Words: 900+

Warnings: Fluff.



A/N: SO. MUCH. FLUFF. But that’s nothing new with this fic lol ♥


Originally posted by whoeveryoulovethemost

There was nothing in the entire world you enjoyed more than having the people you loved sharing the same space at the same time. All you wanted was this type of moments that you cherish and wanted them to last forever. Jared and Gen laughing at Tom’s and Shep’s occurrences. The winning full of life laugh of your mother when your father finally shared his dessert with her even though she’s on a diet. And last but not least, the way Jensen gazed at you with his green eyes. You didn’t need for him to say ‘I love you’ when his eyes shouted it before his mouth could.

Everyone gathered at your favorite Italian restaurant in Downtown, Austin to celebrate two special occasions. Your birthday and yours and Jensen’s 5th year Anniversary.

Jensen have always been great with surprises, since the beginning of your relationship and even before both of you were an item. He would surprise you with the little things like showing up in set before a scene with a red rose or just bringing out your favorite candy. You didn’t loved the material things, you loved Jensen’s intention, his creativeness and spontaneous ways to make you smile.

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Jonathan Toews -  Requested

Jonathan Toews

“So I guess this is it, huh?” He says, his jaw clenched, eyes stormy.

“Yeah,” I whisper and swipe some traitor tears away. “I guess it is.”

I close my eyes, and try to imagine that I am somewhere else, anywhere else than right here. What happened to Happily Ever After and all that crap? Isn’t that what it’s supposed to be like after you are married? Three years, Jon and I have been married and these past couple months, everything has just fallen apart.

What happened? I need to know before this is over.

“What happened?” I ask. “What happened to forever?”

I saw a falter in his blank stare. I know that he is trying to hide his emotions. He’s always been like this.

“Things change. What happened to though thick and thin?” He asks, quoting my own vows just as I just did to him.

“Things change.” I mock.

His eyes close for a moment and when he opens them, they are blazing with emotion. It makes me want to cry because he’s letting his wall down and I can see his pain, straight through his eyes.

“If this is what you want.” He says and I can’t breathe. I can’t breathe and I can’t move and I know deep down that I don’t want this but I just don’t know what to say.

“I don’t know.” I whisper and his jaw clenches again but he just looks at the floor.

“I’ll give you some time to figure out what you want then.” He says curtly and turns to leave.

This is so wrong. I need to fix this – no i can’t let him leave.

I take a unsteady step towards him. “No – wait.” I say and he stops, with his back to me.


“Don’t leave,” I whisper. “Don’t leave, we can work this out.”

“Maybe we just need time.” He says in a hoarse voice. “Maybe we just need some time apart.”

“If this is what you want.” I reply in the same tone he used.

I’m done. So fucking done.

“Maybe it’s for the better.” he says.

Then he’s gone, and I’m left broken.


Four weeks

That’s how long Jon and I have been “separated.”

That word seems so incredulous doesn’t it? Separated. You think that everything’s always gonna be okay, you think that all is well but you’re wrong. I was wrong.

I’ve been trying to figure out a way to fix this, but for some reason, I can’t. Maybe Jonathan was right. Maybe this is for the better.


When I get home, I am surprised to see there is a voicemail from him waiting on the home phone.

Messaged revived at 4:23pm

Hey, it’s me. I was going to pop over, but I knew you were working and I didn’t want to call your work cause I knew you were probably busy. Meet me at the beach around 6. That secluded spot we used to go to.

End of message.


As requested, I go to the beach at 6. The beach is where he took me on our first date. He set up a picnic on the sand, and I was the best date I had ever had. He put so much thought in to it, and it made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world.

These days I don’t know what to feel now.

I pull in to the parking lot which is empty. Jon is waiting by his car, and his face lights up when he see’s me.

“Hey,” He breathes, walking over and stopping a few feet away from me, shoving his hands in his pockets.

“Hi,” I whisper.

“I thought we should talk.”

I raise a brow. “We couldn’t talk over the phone?”

He shakes his head, and a small smile comes on his face. “No,”

“Okay,” I say, and he turn away and starts walking towards the beach.

“C'mon. I have a surprise for you.”

I follow without asking questions. I have no idea what he has planned, but all I know is that I’ve missed him so much these couple weeks. We didn’t speak, we literally look a whole month of not talking so I can’t even explain how surprised I am that he called.

My heart stops when we come to where he was leading me. He has a replica of our first date placed on the sand. Right down to the same colour blanket.


He walks up to me and takes my hands. “No, just wait. Let me say what I need to then you can say whatever you want.”

I nod, and he pulls me to the blanket and pulls me down so I’m seated next to him.

“I can’t stop thinking about everything that happened. This past month has been hell, and I know what I want. I know that I broke some promises but I swear I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you. I know what I want, I want you. Always.”

I smile, and lean in to connect my lips with his and it’s like this gaping hole in my chest has filled. It’s like I can breathe again.

It’s kind of ridiculous how we can depend on somebody so much that we don’t think we could survive without them.

“I love you.” I whisper when we pull away and the smile on his face lets me know that he does too.

And for you my love, I’d say it a million times



I apologize for this bc it’s not very good lol

I’m spending today trying to write but I get distracted so easily lol so we shall see

umm I hope you like this! and thank you for the kind words you guys :) Those sweet anon messages keep brightening my day, especially last week because I had a shitty week so those messages put a smile on my face!

So thank you

I love you guys!!



lemonade (j.g.)

▹Short Imagine 

A/N: legit almost cried writing this! i put so much work into this single imagine. i put emotions into this thing. tell me if u guys think she should have or shouldn’t have take him back lol no spoilers :) i hope u guys enjoy, love u -i 


Request stuff here 

I hopped out of the taxi after I quickly paid the driver.  I smile at the sight of my husband’s job.  He’s been working her for at least 10 years and he’s already president.  

I open the large glass door leading to the receptionist’s desk.  

“Hi, Mrs. Gilinsky, Nice seeing you here, Mr.Gilinsky is in his office” She says politely 

“Thank you, Janet” I say walking to the elevator and pressing the up button 

My heart rate excels as I hit the button ‘22′ I haven’t seen Jack in a month since I went to paris for my job and I’m surprising him.  

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Babysitting JJ with Jensen ((Part 7))

Word Count – 2,958

Pairing – Divorced Jensen x Reader

Triggers - Smut

A/N – This is my second to last part of babysitting JJ with Jensen fic L but anyways I hope everyone likes this.


-Year and three months later-

Today was the day you and the man of your dreams were going to get married, finally. It was like all of this was a dream, a damn good one for sure. Since the second you heard Jensen say he loves you, it felt like a fantasy. When you had Sam, it felt like a fantasy. When you got proposed to, it felt like a fantasy. Now, this was the start of an amazing journey, a life time journey.

You were in the dressing room with Gen, Vicki, and your mom all three getting ready. Everyone was getting their hair curled in a different way, same for makeup. You were excited to feel and look beautiful, even though Jensen made you feel that way every second of the day.

“I can’t believe this is happening” You said, smiling at yourself in the mirror

“I know, are you excited?” Gen asked

“Of course! It just seems so … unreal. 9 years ago around this time I’d be filming with some random dork, and now I’m marrying him and had his child.”

You started thinking about it more and more, causing you to get teary eyed.

“Oh no – she’s crying everyone!” Vicki yelled while you chuckled and wiped the corner of your eyes

“At least you don’t have makeup on yet” Gen smiled, patting your shoulder.

Jensen and Jared were on the other floor getting ready. It’s been two weeks since Jensen’s seen you and it was killing him. He missed your touches, the way you always made him smile and laugh no matter what mood he was in. But today, it was going to be worth it.

“You nervous, man?” Jared asked, straightening out his tie for him

“Nervous? I’m beyond. I’m sweating as if it was a million degrees. What if she changes her mind?”

“Jensen, you’ve been planning this day for a year and three months. I’m sure if she didn’t want this, she would’ve stopped a long time ago. Don’t stress yourself out, she loves you.”

Jensen nodded and rubbed his eyes, thinking of how beautiful you’ll look coming down that aisle. How beautiful you were in general.

After three hours of getting ready everyone was ready to go, the journey was about to begin.

“You ready, pumpkin?” Your dad asked, taking your arm in his. You nodded, then went down on your way.

The room was full of bright lights, beautiful chandeliers hanging from the ceiling along with JJ throwing pedals on the floor in front of you while Sam held the rings. You walked down and noticed Jensen standing there with the biggest smile on his face, the same smile he had when you both first kissed, when you announced your pregnancy, when you said yes. He smiled and it was like the room got brighter, his eyes were full of happiness and love, and he just looked like he won a million dollars.

You finally got down the aisle, kissed your dad on the cheek and looked Jensen in the eyes, noticing how teary they were and how he kept biting his lip with a smile.

“You look so, so, so beautiful, my girl.” He kissed your cheek as you kissed his, then let the ceremony begin.

“We are gathered here today in holy matrimony (and so on, I’m to lazy to look up everything lol)”

When it was time to pass each other your rings Sam did very well with it, Jared helped him a lot which you and Jensen were thankful for.

“Give the rings to mommy and daddy” Jared whispered in his ear as he waddled over to you guys. You both took the rings and slowly put it on each other’s fingers, perfect fit for the perfect match. After you both said I do along with JJ yelling “me too!” in the crowd, making everyone laugh it was finally time for the vows.

“Jensen, do you have your vows ready?” The man asked as he nodded, looking down at his paper

“y/n, you and me both know I’m not good on words but I’ll start off with this, we met back in 2006 on set, the first time I saw you I was star struck, which I know I always tell you but I can never tell you enough to explain how star struck I was. You were gorgeous, absolutely stunning. I’ve always been scared of love, of the future. But now that I know you’re in it? I’m ready, I’m excited as ever. You make me a better man, a better lover, a better friend. You helped me and my daughter in our darkest, darkest times…” His voice started to break, taking a tissue Jared passed him and giving him a quiet thank you, dabbing at the corner of his eyes.

“You helped us more than you could ever imagine, and I’m so thankful for that. I can’t wait to start this journey with you, my love. I love you, forever.”

You took a tissue and dabbed the corner of your eyes too, trying not to ruin your makeup with tears.

“That was beautiful sir, y/n?”

You pulled out the piece of paper and got ready for more tears.

“Jense, you make me the happiest girl in the world. You made all the darkness in me go away, and put light instead. If someone told me that handsome dork on set would be marrying me today, I’d tell them they’re dreaming. I’m so blessed to be your wife, your friend and the mother of your children. You’re an amazing man, Jensen and I’m so glad to call you mine, my best friend. I love you, forever and I promise to take care of you and our family for as long as I live.”

You both stood next to each other again, gave each other a small nod and interlocked your pinkys, pinky promises were something you always did even when you two were just friends, as middle school as it sound, but it was your guys thing, it always has been.

“You may kiss the bride”

Jensen gripped your waist and leaned you back, kissing you as much as he could while everyone cheered. You placed your hands on his cheeks and kissed strongly back, feeling like it was only you and him in the crowded room.


You both ran down the aisle, hand in hand with cheerful smiles while everyone clapped and blew bubbles in the air, something you always wanted at your wedding as weird as it sounded. You and Jensen got in the limo and headed down to the party building as did everyone else.

When you arrived and went into the building there was so much food, it was amazing. There was a huge cake for everyone, along with a small one for the kids. There was also a wall filled with pictures of you and Jensen along with some of JJ and Sam, some you never seen before that one of the boys must of secretly took.

There was one of you and Jensen on set. You were acting while Jensen was sitting on the stairs behind the camera, sitting his chin on his palm and watching with a huge grin running across his lips. He looked calm, and settled for the first time in years in that picture.

Misha came up behind you as you were staring at the picture, making you jump.

“Sorry for scaring you, I just wanted to say Congratulations” He said giving you a hug as you hugged back.

‘Thank you! I hope you’re having a good time?”

“Of course, the food is amazing!” You laughed, shaking your head and staring back at the picture.

“Oh, you haven’t seen that picture before have you?” You shook your head, looking at him with confusion

“Don’t even know who took it” He raised his hand slowly with a dorky smile.

“I did awhile back, he just looked so focused and amazed I couldn’t help it, it was disgustingly beautiful.” You gave him another hug, slapping his shoulder playfully after.

He walked back and went with his family, leaving you to yourself. You looked around and noticed Jensen wasn’t around, making you sad.

“Hey Mark, have you seen Jensen?”

“Yeah, him and moose went and helped bring in more food.” You smiled and thanked him.


“The wedding was beautiful, dude. I’m so happy for you.” Jared said, walking along outside with Jensen

“Thanks, I didn’t mean to start getting soppy. I’m glad you had my back and had tissues, lord knows I needed them.” Jared laughed while he kept talking.

“I’m such a sappy guy, especially when it comes to her. I couldn’t help it, I hope she’s not embarrassed.”

“What the hell are you talking about, embarrassed? It was adorable! Did you see how moved she was by it? You worry to much dude”

“Yeah, you’re right sorry. It’s just after Dan I’m still kind of scared and everything, but it’s just something I’ll have to stop being scared over.”

“Not everyone’s going to hurt you Jensen, as you said in your vows y/n has been there for you and JJ more than anyone.”

He shook his head and chuckled while Jared patted him on the back, telling him it’ll be okay. He knew it was going to be okay, it was finally okay.


After everyone ate and opened gifts, it was time for your first dance. You danced with your dad, Jensen danced with his mom, then it was finally your turn to dance together. You both walked up to the middle of the dance floor, both nervous, both not knowing how to dance, but it was okay because you two were together, and it was for fun, right?

The sound of Can’t Help Falling In Love With you played around the room, filling everyone’s hearts with joy and love, especially yours and your husband’s. He placed his hands softly on your hips as you wrapped your arms around his neck, both staring deeply in each other’s eyes feeling warm and safe, but especially you both felt at home, like this was right and forever lasting.

“You’re so beautiful…” He said softly, leaning his forehead against yours

“You’re handsome yourself, babe.”

“No, no you don’t get it. You’re absolutely stunning. I’m not sure how I got so lucky, but I’m glad I did. I love you honey, I love you so damn much. I’ve been so happy loving you.”

His eyes welled up with tears as the song played. You took your thumb and wiped them away, kissing him as like the first time you both kissed, over and over again.

“You’re such a soppy lovey dovey, adorable man you know that?” He chuckled and shook his head, cheeks turning a little pink.

After the dance everyone went back to talking with their families and eating cake while Jared stood up with a glass of wine in his hands next to Jensen, giving him a slight shove with his elbow and a smile.

“I’d like to give a toast, to my best friend and his awesome wife. You both have been my friends since the beginning, I watched you both fall and fall more for each other and I’m so glad you two finally are married. I feel like it’s meant to be, no I know it’s meant to be. I wish you both the best of luck with everything you do – cheers!” Everyone raised their glasses and cheered.


The night went on for a while but eventually, sadly came to an end. You and Jensen were tired, everyone was tired but it was all worth it. You both finally arrived to the hotel with a hot tub in the room along with good smelling massaging lotion and candles so needless to say you were both excited. JJ and Sam were at Jensen’s parents for the night, leaving you both alone for two days.

“Look how bouncy these beds are, we should jump on them!” You yelled, dropping your bags and running to the bed. Jensen shook his head and took off his suit, leaving him shirtless.

“What the hell is up with you and jumping on the beds at hotels?” You both laughed.

“Child at heart Jense, child at heart.”

You got off the bed and lit up some candles, put some lotion on the tub side and helped Jensen take off his clothes, as he did the same for you. He had to bite his lip, trying to control himself in front of you which you took notice to very quickly as he had trouble getting off your dress, groaning.

“Damn dress..” he said under his breath.

“Oh yeah, it’s the dress.” He finally got it off and climbed into the hot tub, accidentally knocking down one of the lotions. You smiled, your plan of teasing him was all working. You bent down in front of him, knowing he was staring. You could feel his eyes piercing at you, and hear his small moans that accidentally escaped his lips.

You climbed in after picking it up, sighing and moaning in pleasure, melting into the tub, feeling all of your muscles relax and pain go away. You heard Jensen kind of shuffle, like trying to make himself more comfortable or resituate himself.

You laid the lotion on your hands and motioned for Jensen to turn around, making him confused.

“Why me first? Why – why can’t I do it for you first?” You shrugged.

He turned around and moaned the second he felt your hands on him, not to help the lotion smelled amazing and was warm. You rubbed it all in on his back, letting his muscles relax. When you realized it wasn’t working enough you decided to blow on his neck, knowing that was one of his major turn on’s.

“Fuck baby, that feel’s so good.”

“Aw, if only you could touch me too.”

He turned around and had lust in his eyes. He grabbed the bottle and poured a lot in his hands, making you excited.

“Turn around, it’s my turn.”

You turned around and felt him hit every spot that needed to be hit and massaged. He would rub it in, then blow on it. Then after that he’d kiss a trail up your back, leading to your neck. You leaned your head back and allowed him to kiss more, making him smirk.

“I’ve been waiting for this for two fucking weeks babe, it took me everything not to fuck you right then and there in that limo.” Your body got more excited at his words, especially his tone.

You turned around and leaned against the tub, opening your legs and allowing him to close the space between. He moved right as you opened them, leaning against your front and sucking on your collarbones as he grinded against you.

You tugged on his hair as he kissed down your chest, leaving hickies as he did, making him groan and do it even more.

“So hot, so fucking hot – my girl. My wife.”

He picked you up and carried you to the bed, never breaking the kiss as he ran his tongue on your bottom lip, asking for entrance which of course you accepted right away. He laid you gently on the bed and climbed over you, biting and sucking on your bottom lip making you moan.

You ran your hand down to the front of his body and rubbed, making him hiss but in a good way. After you kept rubbing your hand up and down he buried his face in your neck, grinding against your hand and moaning into your neck.

“y/n, if I don’t get to be inside you tonight I’m going to be so upset.”

You stopped and turned over, sitting on top of him as he adjusted himself inside you, giving you a nod when he was ready.

The room filled with the sounds of both of your and his moans, saying each other’s names and the bed creaking.

“Baby girl, I’m gonna come.”

“Me too, me too Jense.”

After a few more thrusts and grinding you both finished, both heavy breathing and covered in sweat but with grins, and relaxation. You laid your head on his bare chest, running your fingertips up and down his chest as he ran his on your shoulder.

“Please never leave.” He said, looking down at you.

“Jense, we’ve been over this a million times I won’t leave you, why are you so stubborn?”

“I don’t mean like that, I mean at all. Death wise, babe. Like I don’t want to even think about a life without you! And if there is one? I don’t want to experience it, hell I don’t want to think about it. I want you forever, as I always promised since day one.

“I’m going to die one day babe, I can’t hide from death.”

“No, but you can fight it.”

“One day I’ll have to not fight anymore, babe.”

“Don’t say that. You fight till you physically or mentally can’t anymore, okay? Pinky promise on it?”

You sighed and pinky promised, wondering why he was so worried about things like that but you decided to let it go. You ended the night taking a shower together and massaging each other again while watching movies together, listening to the rain hit the window.

“Forever?” He asked sleepily, dozing off.



Joe Flanigan, David Hewlett, and Paul McGillion panel - SGChi 2014

Oh my god their panel is just nuts. They are so funny and strange when their together. Lots of laughter and lots of nonsense.

  • Paul and David are wearing the same vest and are sitting on either side of Joe so David remarked that they look like Joe’s back up singers
  • “How gay is it that they actually wore the same vests” - Joe
  • Paul’s mike isn’t working/turned on. “The ZedPM was low” - David. “Isn’t Paul funnier this way?” - Joe.  When Paul’s mike finally works his first line is “Hello, gorgeous!!”
  • “Let’s ask the convention goers whether there should be another convention. Strangely it was overwhelmingly yes!” - David
  • Paul joked that David’s wife bought his vest because she has better fashion sense than him. So David said he wanted to wear the Doctor Who shirt.
  • Joe was apparently out late the previous night with Jason and Paul. David said he missed the text and was in his room watching Jason’s film Road to Paloma
  • Finally question time. Lol they joked for a while
  • First question: If they could be any super villain who they be? David said “They’re all so good. Who’s the bad guy in Doctor Strange? I always liked him.” Silence greeted him. “Well I choose him” Someone did give him the name but I didn’t catch it. Paul and Joe didn’t choose though jokes about Aquaman flew ;)
  • Fan: “If the TARDIS materialized right now and the Doctor popped out, which Doctor would you want it to be and where would you go?”   “I would punch him in the face, steal his keys and take the TARDIS back to Gallifrey. Tom Baker.” - David. Then David jokingly asked Joe which Doctor he’d want cause we all know Joe has never seen nor does he know anything about Doctor Who. He said if a telephone box materialized out of no where he be like “WTF!? Who are you!? And why do you have a British telephone box?”  Paul said, “I’d uh go with David Tennant.” and he’d go to Scotland.
  • Fan: This question’s for Paul. Which one was the bigger womanizer in Stargate: Joe or David? Paul answered “Let’s put it this way. Remember the episode Irresistible and for some reason there were a lot of beautiful women in that episode and Joe took a bit of extra time putting on cologne and make sure he looked good. Meanwhile David was in his trailer”. David chimed in “I found the internet!” Paul finished his story by saying whenever a pretty girl was around he’d fix his hair and act all cool. So Joe was the biggest womanizer.
  • David said Paul was the most womanized or traumatized as Paul corrected. Joe said “No no we were the ones who were traumatized. Remember when the director yelled cut and you two were still locked on?” “Dave’s like a bloodsucker. He wouldn’t let go.” - Paul. “They called me the leech in high school” - David.
  • Fan: What are the best and worst parts of going to a convention. Their answers: the best part is the fans as well as seeing friends they don’t get to see very often. Then they joke that the worst part is the secret tunnel like hallway they transport them around. They described it as full of garbage and like a sewer tunnel hahahaha. Theres a whole underground city that’s no unlike a prison. And it smells like garbage. They were joking though and it was so funny.
  • Joe and Paul told a story about one day filming in the woods and whenever Paul put his backpack down down cause it was too heavy Joe would put a rock into Paul’s backpack because Paul was complaining a lot. Paul didn’t notice until the end when there were like 20 rocks in it.  Paul commented on how heavy it is. Joe sent over a prop guy to look at his backpack and Paul saw all the rocks. Paul finished up the question by saying “I hate Joe Flanigan." 
  • Joe talked about how everyone got a girlfriend in the last episode except for him. Then he talked about the Castro district which I know nothing about but I assume it has homophobic connotations judging by reactions I read on the internet. Something about spending a lot of time there instead of getting a girlfriend. So yeah…
  • Joe got some advice from Richard Dean Anderson: Don’t do the technojargon well. If your good at it you’re gonna get more of it. Meanwhile Jason gets to just grunt. Easiest lines ever.
  • Fan: What would you do for a Klondike bar. "It’s food. Anything.” - David. “Kill a puppy.” - Joe. “That’s crossing a line Joe.” - David. 
  • Fan: who would you want to play in the Stargate reboot if you were in it. David he wants to be the caterer. Joe said he’d try the McKay character just to see what its like. Paul said he’d be the Walter and just turn the gate on. 
  • Fan asked about the deeper parts of McKay acting wise like in the Shrine. David said he filmed all the parts of the Shrine where McKay is on video in one day. Very emotional and he loved to show that side of McKay. 
  • One thing they wanted to put in the show was a distillery somewhere. Most likely Joe’s room. Like the still in M*A*S*H.
  • Fan asked about Paul being in SG-1 as Littlefield in Torment of Tantalus and if that had any impact on SGA. Paul talked to Martin Wood about coming back and being Beckett and Martin said “but you were the first person to go through the Stargate” “Yeah?”  "Have you ever been to convention?“ "No.” “Oh. Okay. You’ll see. Go to a convention and let me know.” Paul went to a convention came back and went “Okay I get it.”
  • Paul would win in a wrestling match against these guys. Joe told a story about how he and Paul were having a wrestling match. Jason tried to warn him but he did it anyway and then wouldn’t give in when Paul had him in a headlock. Joe came to set the next day all stiff and in pain. 
  • David’s role in SGA was suppose to be an African American character but they liked Hewlett so he got the role. But it confused the hell out of Joe and the others when David walked in on the first read through. Cause he’s not black.
  • They had a hard time being serious on set. They goofed off all the time. David was constantly told “You can goof off right before we shoot.” And he was like “I’m pretty sure I can.” They would goof right up until the very last second before filming. However they apparently were distracting some of their guest stars. Whoops lol.
  • Fan: whose decision was it to kill Beckett? David said I think they just went around the cast and crew and took a poll. Paul was voted off the Island. Joe was upset when he heard that Paul was being killed off and he tried to stop it but there wasn’t anything he could do.  Paul thanked the fans for “Save Carson Beckett”
  • A sequel to A Dogs Breakfast?? David and Kate did work on a tv pitch called a Dogs Bed and Breakfast but he said no one wanted to make it. The fan that asked brought up kickstarter and we were all enthusiastic. I hope he starts one.
  • On the Puddle Jumpers: That’s where they paid the least amount of attention to what was happening and goofed off the most. Plus they couldn’t hear anything so when the director was shouting that they were filming they just kept doing what they were doing (eating laughing etc.)
Soooo, I met Thirty Seconds to Mars...

I thought I’d share my Adventures experience in Houston Sept 5 on here since I know y’all would appreciate it more than my fb friends who are lame and don’t care/understand. Reni couldn’t get a space for us at the venue so we met across the street at the Hyatt which was sooo much better cause it was really hot ‘n humid outside. We checked in and went into a conference room and the little AIW dude (Ander) had us sing songs while we waited for the guys. After forever, the guys came in and started the q&a part. We sang happy birthday to this little boy who asked a question and again later to Tomo. Some guy had an old school shirt on and Jared explained that the reason they switched the band name from the number 30 to the word was because people shorted the band’s name by calling them 30 and by switching it to the word they can now just say Mars. Another guy who asked a question was from Mexico and Jared asked if he brought guacamole and he was all like “god I LOVVVVVE guacamole”, he was being a total goofball. He took off his glasses and in a girl’s voice said “OH MY GODDDD, they really are the bluest blue eyes” or something like that. They were really happy too that there were a lot of guys at the M&G. Most of the questions were vyrt related and they said they might consider vyrting the Voodoo Fest show. Jared said Hollywood Bowl vyrt is gonna have tons of backstage footage as well as Linkin Park footage…AND Shannon WILL be doing a vyrt sometime “soon”! We got in line for the signing and they gave us a special LLFD poster with the butterfly, snake, wolf, and zebra on it because the bus with our merch broke down but it sucks cause now our stuff is gonna be mailed to us. Anyways Shannon was first and he doesn’t look at anyone’s poster, he looks right at you and looks for your name tag so he said “hi Patty” in THE sexist voice and I said “hi, you look really great btw” and I gave him 2 thumbs up and he gave me the most sincere look and smile and said thank you in a low voice almost like he knew I knew what everyone thinks he “may” be going through…at least that’s what I think, I’m in nooo way confirming anything at all. By the time all that happened my poster was already at the end of the line with Jared and I didn’t get to say anything to him or Tomo. I heard Jared say “heeeeeey Patty” and I was like thanks/bye really quick, so yeah everything literally happens in 5 seconds. There were these 2 little old ladies in front of me in the picture line and they were the cutest!! I so wanna be them when I’m their age :) When it was my turn I asked Shannon if we could hug and he grabbed me and I felt him wrap his leg up around me and and out of sheer instinct I put mine up on him too, haha. He lost his balance so he put it down and then he rubbed his face all over mine, the way he’s done it to Tomo and Jared. He totally caught me off guard so I’m pretty sure my face is gonna look weird in the pic, I can’t wait to see what was actually caught on camera. I didn’t even get to hug Jared cause I was still trying to process what had just happened lol. Before walking away tho I asked him what the answer to his coffee fact question he posted on Instagram earlier (about antioxidants) was and his face lit up and he got all excited and said “it’s a good one RIGHT?!!” I waited there on the side for my friend to take her pic and when they were done he leaned forward and asked “so which one do you think it is” and I said french press, and he was like “NOOOOOOO” then laughed super loud and winked. He DOES give the best hugs and he smelled sooooo good, just the right amount of cologne. And idk why everyone is flipping out over his weight. He looks perfectly fine in person, he’s not fat and he’s not skinny…IMO pictures never do anyone justice. This was my first AIW and it def won’t be my last. Some people need to stop bitching about the price and how you only get less than 2 minutes with them. Sure that’s true but YOU need to make the effort to interact with them and make the most out of your time. I saw so many people who didn’t even bother to do so and I’m sure those are the same type of people who complain. Yeah I kinda held up the line but in the end no one really cared, not the people in line behind me nor the band. During q&a I was nervous and looked away whenever Shannon would look right at me because I’m actually a really shy person but when I got up close to him, I was like hell no I’m not gonna be like that!! So I guess my point is don’t be shy and you’ll get your money’s worth. DON’T be like the angel stripper from the movie Can’t Hardly Wait who was in love with Scott Baio and choked when she met him ;)

Hello hello! It’s been forever since I made this, and I achieved my next hundred like a century ago, so I think it’s about time. Forgive the shitty banner. Thank you to all of my followers & mutuals, who had stuck with me through 10000 url changes, who had pretty much endured my shitty personal posts and shitposting and Star Trek/Star Wars spam. Each and every single one of you deserved a star, and I love & appreciate all of you. I’ll always root for you.


THE GREEK SQUAD: @metvmorqhoses & @maelinoe , very talented writers both, amazing friends and magnificent people who had stuck with me through various fandom phases (lol). Sorry I’ve been a shitty friend lately, but you guys were never far away from my thoughts. I promise. Thank you for being my personal Visenya & Rhaenys to my Aegon, we’re gonna take Westeros by storm (and bathe in the blood of our enemies). I love you, live forever, y’all.

CREW OF THE USS SINTERPRISE: My equally salty XO @ilyarepine (new url who dis), my precious flower @renaissnce (Certified Chulu shipper & dog lover), my talented, intelligent, kind-hearted pal (fellow unrequited love sufferer) @poisoninhiscup , and the no-nonsense bourgeoisie scum Hetalia Discourse-r @abrenathy , we might be in desperate need of a Skype call and some of you are really busy (and I keep forgetting to check group chat lmao RIP), but you guys………………are the best sinners I’ve ever known. Keep it up. Sin: The Final Frontier. Ily.

STARRY NIGHT (PEOPLE): @prcserpina & @nebularae, you both deserved entire galaxies. Tris, I wanna say unbreak my heart (say you loooove me agaaaaain), but y’know, I just love you. A Lot. Thanks for putting up with my shit, and congratulations for finally becoming the Dancing Queen ™. Just sayin. You have an amazing taste in everything and your face is A++++.  You’re the best. ANYWAY HYA YOU’RE NOT FORGOTTEN I ALSO LOVE YOU. I’m so sorry I’m shitty at replying. You’re such a lovely person, you took wonderful selfies (keep tagging me tbh), and I love you A Lot also!! Just accept this ok.

SALTMATE: @winterfellsrose, Queen of Love and Beauty, the fairest of them all ;))) SERIOUSLY I don’t know what else to say buuuuut we’ve lost each other before and we found each other again, if that ain’t (dramatic pause) fate I don’t know what is. I know you’re facing a really tough time right now, but I just want you to know, I care a lot about you and I love you. And I’ll always support you no matter what.

BREADFELLOW: @ninazvniks, you’re just as kickass as your url, tbh. You’re an amazing person with an amazing blog and amazing taste in puns. Maybe you should start a pizza restaurant because…you know…PANS…just sayin. Omf this is really bad please don’t kill me. Ily.

MOST TERRIBLE PICKUP LINES: @hamlett, girl, you better have a license, cause you’re drivin me crazy. Aside from being sexy, what do you do for a living? Is your mum a demon cause you’re hotter than hell. I also smell something burning, is something on fire or are you just smoking hot? ANYWAY BINCH I’M STILL WINNING. PERIOD. Sound the fire alarm, cause you’re setting my heart on fire ;))))

EXTREMELY NICE AND GORGEOUS PEOPLE (who deserved a hug and a squad of cats): @phersephasa // @qulnlan // @asteriea // @greenspell (smol precious daughter) // @archistratego // @illuminosity // @layerscellsconstellations (MADDIE MY OTHER SALT MATE <3) // @dosenherz (sweetest bird in the entire galaxy) // @astraera (#aesthetic) // @phereinnike (slay them all vero) // @iluminacje // @boykeats (your writing is #goals) // @goethes // @amarukate // @alarkling // @ibuzoo (love love your edits so much and you’re super talented tbh) // @zcbini (u need hesus) // @hyppolita (sweetest sweetheart) // @hypnosethanatos // @tatteredgod // @necrophagist (my tru salt mate) // @hyalos (actual moon and stars) // @intothe-labyrinth // @aly-naith // @kvngslayer // @silver-soliloquy

I may not be following all of you but I still love & support you! +++ all my mutuals, ily all <3

FOLLOWING NOW (and hopefully forever)

Bold for mutuals, * for faves


@228px // @51ufos // @7-weeks

A - E

@a-pair-of-ragged-claws* // @aaronrwarner // @adoniism // @ahdromeda // @anakinskywkler // @andrewminyardi // @angelicaschuylcr // @aparisianmuse // @argonauticae // @baeronism* // @bathss // @billiepiiper // @bunnycorcorans // @byejily // @ccorvidae // @centurxies // @chovchang // @christineserik // @commandtrek* // @cressidahs // @dameronorgana // @danwilds // @daughterofchaos* // @deadgogh // @dearorpheus* // @decaelestiae* // @drccula // @dwimmerlaiks // @echo-without-narcissus* // @elvedon* // @elvenking // @elvishness* // @euripiides

F - J

@falsemuth // @fearofdeathisillogical* // @flamelnicolas // @florizels* // @frankenstcin* // @ganceys* // @gcthic* // @ghcstking // @ghostthatannoysyou // @gnossienne* // @henriplantagenet* // @histhory* // @iliacl* // @inelegancies* // @jimstiberiuskirk* // @julietcapulaet

K - O

@kaitegecko* // @kazrietveld* // @kitseys* // @kiyioko // @knighvtsofren // @larmoyante* // @lennuieternel* // @librosette* // @loranhale // @lotusglitter* // @luthienne* // @lyrasoxford// @madeleineelster* // @matthewdaddcrio // @meduesa // @monstrousfaces // @moonthroat // @mortisia* // @mothwinged // @mrpheus* // @nehmesis // @noahczerny // @nyvmph // @ofthegods* // @okayodysseus* // @oncomingstormss // @onvelvet* // @oscarisaa*

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@persephaene* // @puncturedhearts* // @radueriel* // @renaissaence* // @rhaegartargaryen* // @rhysands* // @rhysaris // @saintkaz* // @sarcolinedream* // @screamforsirius* // @sempiternele* // @shrinemaidens* // @sienkievicz // @singer-sargent // @sixofdregs* // @slyherin* // @softgods // @spacesource* // @sulkyanakin // @sweatersnervously // @sxsmth // @symphcny // @the-colderst // @thunderloved* // @trashyscarface* // @tsarist* // @tyrionlannisler

U - Z

@undeaclpoet // @unholyterror* // @witvhcraft // @wizardign

Olicity in Blast Radius

I am a sucker for a good romance story so I really liked tonight’s interaction between Oliver and Felicity.  The whole episode really showed how much Oliver is changing from season 1’s pilot to today and how much he now realizes he’s changed too.

{spoilers ahead if you haven’t already seen the episode….}

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“I don’t deserve to receive it yet,
Because I have so much more sweetness to give to you…” 
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hello hello (◍•ᴗ•◍)♡ ✧*。its aqsa returning with another follow forever!! there’s not much time till the clock strikes 12 (tbh i’ll probably be done with this by like 1 am watch), and it seemed appropriate to share a bit of love for the start of valentine’s day, so here i am~ though it’s only been around a month and a half since i made the last one on new years (and around 9 months since i’ve joined kpop wow can you believe that thats a whole pregnancy), i cannot tell you how much i’ve gained in such a short amount of time. i’ve also hit that lucky 777 follower count, so it’s the perfect time for a ff, no? i have met the most wonderful people, laughed and cried at the success of our boys, and overall had a way happier experience on tumblr than i’ve ever had before. this is 50% bc of the blogs that i follow that always seem to make my dash so lovely and pretty and nice to look at and 50% bc of my followers who are always there, supporting this messy af blog in all its entirety. i want to take this time to say how much i appreciate your blogs and how absolutely wonderful you all seem to be; you make me proud to be an ARMY & carat have they announced the name yet lol tick tock boys and i know i would not have enjoyed my experiences in this fandom as much as i do with you all here to make my day better with your beautiful edits, helpful info, and hilarious tags ♡ all of you deserve to meet your biases and be serenaded in their sweet voices or boss ass raps (or both if you’re a kookie, coups, woozi, or hobie stan, in which case you’ve lucked out); and that goes out to all my followers as well, i hope you know how much i love all of you; you make me smile everyday, and we should totally talk!! my ask box is always open, fyi (人 •͈ᴗ•͈) any who, since this is getting super long, i just want to once again say ty to my followers, my mutuals, and those i follow for letting me have such a nice kpop experience ^^ so, without further ado, here is the long awaited list!! 

♥ - blogs i’m constantly looking at/fave

bold - mutuals (if we dont talk, we should!!! let’s be friends!! ^^ im always happy to respond to asks/messages!)

italics - there’s a special message waiting for you in your ask box~


@164cmwoozi @17bangtan @17caratjokespledis @1jh @9395x @95scoups @aletheia-l @americanhyung @baebsaes @bangtaanvines @bangtan @blondjihoon @bts-is-dope @bts-trans @bts-vines @bts0726 @btsgf@btslocks @busan-brats @bwibelle@bwikooks @bwiyomi @cafewoozi @candycoups@cinnamingyu@coupscoffee @crayontae@diamondandl@dirty-jamjam17@distaence @divinesuga @fyeahbangtaned ♥ 


@geniusgramps@hanwooz @hobiverse@hongiisoo @hoonwangzi ♥ @hoseokery @hoshl @hoshoozi @howellsmovingcastl-e  ♥ @httpxseventeen @hugtae @icydays@igot17@int-carats @is-your-mac-fully-loaded @jageun-woozi @jihoon @jihoonjpg @jihooon @jikook-net @jiminify @jimintokki @jisoostop @johshuas @jshuahong @jungcookie @junhot @junhuiw @jxmin @kiminguy @kimseoksjin @kinghoshi @kkimgyu @koraenese@leejihoonz@leewooji ♥  @lonexsamurai @lovely-jikook


@macaron-mingyu @manner-makes-a-man @mc-gyu @michael-hyung @milkgyus @mingyumilk @minpuffs@minqyew @monoka @namdoom @oo-ji @pledis17@plediseventeen17 @prince-kook @princesschimchim @qthansol @saythenamegotbang17fics@seokmiins @seungchul@seungheol@seventeenvines @sevuenteen @shitty17imagines @smenterslavement @smolgyu ♥ @snapbackhoshi@soonhosh @ssventeen @sugarjisoo @sunqkwan


@taehuyu @tbhmingyu @the8ght@the8soo @tuesdais @veryotl@vitaminniedk@what17says@wonwoo-wow @wonwoosbby @wooziscalves @woozisvoice @yaboyjeonghan@yoongiwara @yoonmin

+ some followers i appreciate (i see yall  ( ˘͈ ᵕ ˘͈♡)˚๐*˟ ♡)

@producerwooji @imimaginary @justanotherkpop-fan @hong-jisoo95 @merp26 @sugaaka @huangzi-taozi @wonwoodle @incrediblyamused & @m-e-a-n-i-e

i always see you guys in my activity and i want to say thank you :-) most of you have been with me since the beginning and i really really appreciate you guys  ♡✧( ु•⌄• ) there are lots more, dont think i’ve forgotten about you guys!!!

and there we go! i was right, it’s over 12…its 5 minutes to 2 he lp. anyways, i hope i got everybody i needed to, and i hope you all have a wonderful valentine’s day! if i’ve forgotten a mutual or forgotten to tag someone please do tell me! this was made in an extreme rush ahaha you dont know how long i’ve been listening to “i like it” by bts on loop (special ty to the anon that gave me the song cause jhope’s part is lit af) 

anyways, have a wonderful night!! we’re getting our name soon, so stay tuned, svt stans! and ARMY, keep watching over our idiotic children ♡ thank you!


I can’t believe I’m actually writing my own Loft ‘89 experience. AHHHH!! Okay here we go! So when we were waiting outside before doors opened, Kevin from Taylor Nation (now I understand why he’s so loved online, he’s the sweetest) asked if he could take a picture of us for the TN home page and we were like yeah!! Then as soon as the doors opened we went straight to the TN booth and they had the TV screen with tweets and fan pictures and ours was there! But it was one that I had posted the night before in my room and I have no idea how they even found it?! It had barely gotten any notes on Tumblr or Twitter so idk I thought that was crazy! Then Kevin took our pic again at the booth and he was also there after the show with all the loft 89 people. This may have nothing to do with why we were picked, or everything. I’ll never know. So our seats were in Section 119, Row 13, Seats 11 and 12. From the time the concert started, we were dancing and jumping and singing and having the time of our lives!! We had our posters with “mad love” lit up and our pink lit up fairy wings (which apparently were visible even from the higher up sections!) Obviously I had thought about the possibility of getting loft before the concert, but when we sat in our seats, I noticed that they were really in the middle, and I didn’t think anyone would navigate their way in there to get to us. Idk, but once the show started, loft was not in my mind at all. Me and my sister were just so entranced by the whole show. Nothing else mattered except that we were finally being serenaded by Taylor and we were going to enjoy every second! During the All You Had To Do Was Stay Speech, I kind of saw shuffling next to me but I was so focused on Taylor that I didn’t even turn. Then I see my sister turn her head, and her mouth fall open. I turn and Andrea Swift is right there. I like gasped her name and I started bawling as I gave her the biggest hug! She was like, “I have one question for you: have you ever met Taylor?” And through tears I was like nooo! And she’s like “do you promise me?” And I was like “I promise” through my sobs. And so she said that we were gonna meet her and she put on my loft bracelet and my sister’s and gave us the golden ticket and I couldn’t stop bawling. She also gave loft to these two girls almost directly in front of us who totally deserved it! I said thank you so many times and eventually stopped crying. Throughout the concert I would just look at our pass because I could not believe this was real life. After the concert, we were meeting in my section so we stayed there and tried to make ourselves a little more presentable after that emotional roller coaster that is a 1989 concert. They eventually walked the 25 of us over to loft 89! Jamie Foxx was standing right in front of the entrance btw!!! He didn’t say anything to us and we didn’t say anything to him, though. Lol. We took pictures inside and I had a cookie, and Scott was chilling passing out guitar picks. I didn’t get one or to interact with him at all, though. Sadness. Then we were told to stop taking pics because tAyLoR was coming. She didn’t come until like 15 minutes later, though! Before she came in, we were told to get our energies up for Taylor and we all started cheering. Then Austin came in! He talked to people and then she finally came in!!! She was like “hi guys!” And started going around. Austin asked us if we were some special kind of fairies and I explained our poster and then introduced myself and then we shook hands. I told him that his sister was pretty great and he was like she is, isn’t she. Then we were talking to Andrea again and she was explaining how she picks people and how she had to walk so many stairs to get to the top people. She said something like how to us, it may seem crazy why we get picked out of all people, but to them, it’s clear who deserves it. I thought that was really beautiful. I didn’t get a picture with her, though, cause it was our turn with Taylor!! She finally got to us, and she was like “ELLO!” British accent. My sister hugged her then I was like Taaaylor and I hugged her and she gives the best hugs. She said we looked so cute and I told her we were wearing the wings because of our poster so I showed it to her her. I was like we actually didn’t fly here, though, we took the metro! So we got some funny looks and she was like “oh no!” I was like but it’s ok, I owned it! When we got off I even waved to the people on the train and she was like yes! Then she asked where we were from. My sister asked how she felt getting the banner from Kobe Bryant and she talked about how she wasn’t expecting it and how she couldn’t comprehend that it was a permanent thing that would be there like forever..or at least until someone else breaks the record. I was like oh, you’re gonna keep coming back and the record will still be yours. She said yeah that’s what we intend to do or something like that. Then she asked if we wanted our poster or crown or what signed and my sister had her sign our loft pass to her and I gave her a poster and said to address it to my brother who didn’t come but loves her just as much as we do. Then I told her how I just found out today that I was gonna go to the VMAs in the pit & she said that’s awesome. I told her how excited I was to cheer her on there and how I voted for Bad Blood and stuff. She said she was excited that we were gonna be there but I told her I was the only one going since my sister isn’t 18 and she was like aww but I said she’d be there in spirit. She said that stuff always happens in those shows, and that she’s nervous. “But I feel better knowing you’re gonna be there” ASHDDHFKDLDL. At that point I realized I never told her my name cause she didn’t sign anything for me so I was like oh I’m Crystal by the way and she was like oh do you want me to sign anything for you? And I didn’t think I was getting anything signed because they’d said one item per person but she signed my 1989 cd cover thing and I almost cried. Then I told her how I actually saw her last year at the VMAs and how I was just watching her dance the whole time instead of the actual performances and she said she was glad! We hugged her again before she left us and she told us be careful and don’t talk to anyone and if we were gonna be ok, if we had someone to take us back. We told her that our parents were picking us up and she was like okay good! HOW SWEET. Also, at one point I told her how I didn’t know how I still had a voice and she was like yeah I’m gonna sound weird tomorrow and I remember thinking “oh stop, you’re gonna sound flawless as ever.” When she finished the last group, she started leaving, but she turned around and waved to all of us and said bye and that she loves us. WHAT IS MY LIFE. I just want to say how thankful I am to Andrea and the whole Taylor Nation team. Never in my whole life have I been so happy! I can’t express enough how easy Taylor is to talk to!! I feel like we were one of the groups who were with her for the longest, but it wasn’t even us blabbing on to her, she kept the conversation going as well and was in no rush to just finish and leave despite the fact that it was already almost 1am! She made eye contact with me like the whole time and she had the biggest smile on her face! She’s so tall and skinny and beautiful and I feel blessed to have been able to look into her blue eyes for so long! Meeting her was more than I could’ve ever dreamed!! I still can’t believe it happened. I keep looking at our picture and it makes me cry because I love her so much and she actually knows that and she loves me too bye.


Request from @mrshayleewilkinsonmaloley : Can you do an imagine where Sammy cheats on you and you feel really heartbroken and you don’t eat for like 3 weeks and Nate finds you in your house passed out and you go to the hospital and Sammy comes to see you everyday,you can fill in the rest,btw I love your imagines some of them make me cry,sorry if that’s really long


“You’re fucking lying to me!” I cried out, hitting his chest in frustration. “I’m not please believe me!” He tries to grab my hands in his to hold it, but I pull away, but he won’t let me. “No Y/N, please, look at me!” He yells slightly in my face to look at him but my eyes were shut, tears running down my face. “How could you do this to me!” I pulled my hands from him, released from his grip. “I’m so sorry baby! I promise that will be the only time,” “Are you fucking kidding me?! There shouldn’t even be a one time! How could you cheat on me!” “I’m sorry y/n,” “NO! There are no sorries for this! How could you do this to me!” Tears falling down faster. “How could you be so CARELESS about MY feelings?! About OUR relationship?!” “I’M SORRY Y/N! PLEASE! I WILL DO ANYTHING,” “Too late Sam!” I inhaled hard, “I loved you and I would’ve done ANYTHING for you.” “And I would do anything for you!” He comes up to me sweetly, 

“Then never talk to me again.” I wiped my tears, and stormed out. I hear him call me from inside. I just ran and ran and ran, not knowing where I was going, but somehow ended up at the Jack’s house, all the across town. I knocked on the door, looking out into the street to make sure he didn’t follow me. The door flies open. I turned to the door and broke down. “Y/N?” Johnson called out worried, and caught me as I tried falling on my knees to cry. “Hey come here.” He started rubbing my back to comfort me. 

“Is she in there?” I heard from outside the room Jack put me in. I lied there on the bed, on my side, my back facing the door, as I held tight on a pillow, hugging it every time I started crying. “Yeah, but you’re not allowed.” I heard Sam scoff, but then heard something being slammed up against the wall. “WE SAID NO SAM!” G said aggressively between his teeth. I guess they pushed him against the wall to prevent him from coming in. “What the hell did you even do to make her like this?” I heard Sam get out of their grip, walk down stairs, and slam the door. Once I heard the door slam, I started sobbing again. I felt my heart break into a million pieces, all over again. I tried muffling it into the pillow so they wouldn’t hear me but too late. They rushed into my room, trying to comfort me. “Nate…. Nathan…” I tried sobbing out to signal them I want Nate. 

Nate and I are best friends. He’s the one that introduced me to Sam. He’s always been there for me. Our parents were really close so we were also, but we lived in different states growing up. When I heard he was moving to LA, we hung out every day since he’s been here. He’s been my ride or die since birth. He’s been my shoulder to cry on since we were in diapers. He’s my older brother I never got. 

“Where is she?” I hear from downstairs. Stomping started coming up the stairs and running towards the room I was in. Footsteps stopped at the doorway as I sat up. I wiped my tears and looked up at Nate, hair messed up, eyes red, shirt barely even on. I got up from the bed and ran into his arms, crying deep into his chest. He wrapped his arms so tight around body. “He cheated on me..” I muffled into his chest. “I know sweetie, I know.” “With Stass…” I cried out. I felt Nate freeze as I said her name. He just kisses the top of my head, and rubs my back again. “Why….” I said breathless with my broken heart.

Days went by and I felt myself become more numb. The Jacks have been nice enough to let me stay at their house for as long as I needed. They didn’t mind me there. While Jack and Jack are at the studio, Nate would come with Swazz and sometimes Tez and Hayes. There are days where I would get up and put on a fake smile just to pretend I was okay, and there were days where I couldn’t even get out of bed. Those are my darkest days. I envision different scenarios of Sam and Stass doing it. At the house. At her house. At a party. Anywhere. Everyday, different imagines, and I just cry and cry and cry. Nate would always come upstairs and bring me food, and leave it on the table and come back in a few hours to replace it with another plate of food. Sometimes it would be touched, sometimes it wouldn’t. But when it is touched, I just hide the food. 

I got weaker and weaker as the days went on of me not eating. Every time I tried to eat, I just started crying because of the emptiness I feel. The loneliness and pain he’s caused me to feel. Nate was too busy pissed at Sam to even notice I didn’t eat. Jack and Jack are too busy making their new album to notice too. I was on my own. It’s not easy to try to live life when your whole world has crashed. How do you try to function like that? You have to go back from the beginning and learn everything but this time, by yourself. Enjoy things by yourself. Love things by yourself. Start being yourself. 

Today was one of those days where I decided to get out of bed. I knew, and all the boys knew, I wasn’t any better but they knew I tried. I heard the door close downstairs, “Y/N, I’m here!” I heard Nate yell, waiting a couple seconds, then sigh, walking to the living room with the guys. I quietly got up, and started fixing myself up. I looked through the mirror and scoffed at myself. I tried putting on make up but got sadder just looking at myself in the mirror. I knew the lipstick won’t fix it. But I gotta put my game face on. I wish mascara could mask this. Until all the tears are gone. I gotta paint the pain away. Make like I’m okay. Pretend I don’t wanna stay. Act like this ain’t killing me. Gotta play the part, act like it ain’t killing me. Gotta play the part, when you try stopping me. Hide what’s written on my face. Dig deep in the makeup case. And cover it with lipstick.. I’m sick of looking in the mirror. Cause my mirror sees right through. MAC ain’t got enough concealer. To hide how much I miss you. I’ve gotta cover up my hurt. No more getting burnt. (name this song lol)

After all that, I looked at myself in the mirror before going downstairs and my eyes fell crosseyed, everything became blurry, “Nate,” I tried yelling, but collapsed. 

Nate’s POV

“Y/N, I’M HERE!” I yell at the top of my lungs, at the bottom of the stairs. I stood there for a minute, sighing that today is one of those days again. I walked to the living room where the boys were and sat down next to Swazz. “It’s one of those days?” “Yeah..” I tried pushing it out of my head. This was the first time I felt useless in trying to comfort Y/N. This is the first time in my life that I am not able to make her happy again. “I can’t believe Sam did this to her.” Hayes said, while his eyes still on the video game. “I know man. I’m so fucking pissed about it.” I started rubbing my face hard. “Have you spoken to him?” “You would’ve known if I did. He would not be preparing for his tour right now because of his newly messed up face.” I started clenching my hands. “You wouldn’t punch him. He’s your best friend.” “She’s my sister. I love Sam and all. But I love Y/N 100x more. She’s been my ride or die since birth. I’ll always have her back. Even if it means being that protective brother against Sam.” My chest started heaving up and down from frustration. 

“Ugh, I’ll go make something to eat.” I start to get up then all of a sudden, I hear a thud. “Y’all hear that?” I asked and they all shook their heads. My heart started pounding, “Y/N?!” I started running upstairs, the guys following behind me. I saw her lying on the floor, “Y/N? Y/N!” I got on my knees shaking her. “PLEASE! PLEASE WAKE UP!!” I tried shaking her again. “THE CAR! START THE CAR!” I yell as the guys, scrambled down the stairs and outside. I carry her bridal style in my arms, tears rushing down my face. “It’s okay. Nathan’s here. You’re going to be okay. I promise.” I ran down the stairs and into the car, making our way to the hospital. 

When we got to the hospital, they did an examination, and she woke up during it, so I was told by the doctor. He told us she had no energy because she had no nutrients in her body. She was starving herself for 3 weeks, almost a month now. When he took me up to see her, “Are you nuts?! Starving yourself? Do you know how dangerous that is! You could’ve forever damaged your body!” I yelled at her. “Don’t you even do that again! Do you hear me?!” I walked up to her, kissing the back of her hand. Just then someone barges into the room. “Get out!” I pointed out the door in anger. “What happened? Is she okay?” I saw a worried look across his face but it didn’t phase me. “I said get the hell out of here.” I heard Y/N start crying as I pushed him out the room. “What the hell Skate, why you so mad bro?” “Don’t you fucking bro me! You cheated on her! For the past fucking 3 weeks she has been in bed, crying to her self, constantly, and on top of that, she was starving herself, because of you. Because YOU made her feel like shit. YOU caused her this pain. YOU made her feel empty. YOU made her feel worthless. YOU, Sam, YOU!” I kept pointing at him in anger. “How could you do this to her! You KNOW how important she is to me! You KNOW how i hate to see her hurt! And the fact that YOU did this to her with Stass?! Fucking hell Sammy! How were you so careless with my best friend?!” 

“I wasn’t careless!” “Then explain how we all ended up here!” My arms lifted up, moving around to exaggerate where we were. “You were CARELESS AND SELFISH!” I said in his face, turning my back to him and walking inside the room. “I’m sorry…” I heard him whisper out before I closed the door on his face. I saw Y/N lying there, crying into her hands. I immediately ran to her and held her in my arms. “I’m sorry. I’m so sorry Y/N.” “I don’t know how to fix myself anymore..” She cries out int her hands, breaking my heart. 

The doctors wanted to keep her at the hospital under watch to make sure she eats and takes her medications and to see a therapist while she’s here. Since the day I brought her in, Sam has been coming her every day. He would be sitting outside her room, and once she fell asleep into a nap, and I would pretend to be asleep too, he would quietly come in, and I would see him drop off flowers, walk up to the side of her bed, hold her hand for a few minutes, then kiss the top of her forehead. Every day. After a week of him secretly coming in, I go outside the room to grab him and bring him inside the room when we were both conscious, or she was. He stood there, frozen at the end of her bed, staring at her. I sat down at the side of Y/N’s bed to make sure she didn’t cry. “I’m sorry..” He whispers. “I’m so sorry I made you feel like nothing. I’m sorry I did this to you. I’m sorry you thought it’d be best if you starved yourself. I am so sorry y/n. I’m sorry I was so careless…” he drops down to his knees, crying. I look at Y/N who kept wiping her tears away.

I got up and pulled Sam up, and moved him closer to Y/N. She grabbed his hand and pulled him closer to her. She cupped his face in her hands and kissed his forehead, tears rushing down both of their faces. “We’re going to be fine.” 

Yay this is my first ever follow forever! I recently hit 500 followers, which probably isn’t a lot to most people, but I only started my The 1975 blog this summer so I’m really happy :) All of my followers are super rad ily all so much <3. To celebrate, I made my first ever follow forever (very creative of me ik). So, here is a list of all of my favourite blogs mutuals only, I love every single one of you! xx (some aren’t The 1975 blogs but i couldn’t leave them out lol)

Bold: my absolute favourites


1975blog // 1975fans // 1975kisses // 1975-t


acoupleoflines // adoringmatty // andthisishowitstartts // archaicontent // asaphealy // bedforddanesvevo // bedfordsdanes // chocoleate // differernt // facedown-ep // fallingforgeorgedaniel // fallingformattyhealy // fckrutherford // fishieszoo 


hellahealy // hell-orglory // hiddeninmypetticoat // holyhealy // holymatty // hotraisins-goodvibes // ideallyhealy // just-like-me-but-6foot3 // kissingallofmyfriends // lets-get-llost // livefor-the1975 // lovewithoutsleep


mattyhewhealy // melinduhshealy // morgissey // nevershoot—-neverknow // notyourtypicalstoned18yrold // ofmatty1975 // onlythe1975 // our1975 // perfecthealy // ponytailmatty // qo-avvay // radicalmenswear // rev3ries // riothealy // rnatty // robbersxxtrue 


smokinghealy // talksbacks // the—1—9—7—5 // the1-97-5 // the19heavenly5  // the1975isabel // the1975loves // the1975-vibes // thewayyouloveyourself // typical-healy // x102x // yo—i-think-i-better-go // you-must-try-harder 

I feel like I missed a bunch of people so I’m v sorry if I did :(

But everyone should check out these blogs and follow them because they’re awesome and they all deserve it!

Also, let me know if you like the banner thingy I drew for this follow forever cause it took me forever lol

Love you guys! xx

Cupid Effed Up Somewhere - Prologue

Summary: How can I put this simply?

Camila Cabello likes her math tutor, Lauren Jauregui, and Lauren likes her back but she is already in a relationship with Normani Kordei, which is the girl Dinah Jane Hansen, Camila’s best friend, has a crush on. What makes matters worse, Harry Cabello, Camila’s brother, is best friends with Lauren and is rumored to have a crush on her, which he doesn’t and actually has a crush on the captain of the soccer team, Louis Tomlinson, who is madly in love with Camila…

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mraarondingle-deactivated201606  asked:

Casey!! Random question but what are your top 5 moments of Aaron's? :))

QUEEN irresistiblelivesy

Sorry! Just saw this, but okay…i’ll shorten it cause may i leave my heart speak.

I’ll go backwards.

5.- Clyde! 

He loved Clyde so much and he related to him so much! I love how much he cared and too see him around with Clyde was so sweet cause you knew back then Clyde was his first best friend.

I loved so much the comparison Paddy did between them cause they both were left alone and treated awfully, both had this though exterior but are so cute and lovely on the inside and both were so loyal!

I loved the scene when he throws a rock to Andy’s car because he left Clyde to die.

4.- Coming out

it’s in a tie with another coming out but wait for it…

He was so brave here, he gave a look to the important people in his life, he knew they will support him, he was so afraid of speak it out loud cause it’ll make it more real but he let it out if his chest.

I loved Vic asking him if he felt any different after coming out and he smiled like a real smile and said “just feels like me” as if he doesn’t need to hide anymore [x]

After, he seemed more relaxed and you notice the difference this was a changing moment for him.

3.- Aarson/Robron

Let’s take turns now, Aarson: Jackson was like a guardian angel for Aaron. Yes, he wasn’t perfect. Yes, their relationship wasn’t perfect but Aaron grew up thanks to this relationship, positively and negatively.

Positive: The moral Aaron we know now is a 50/50 Jackson and Paddy, Jackson gave Aaron unconditional love (I think both Paddy and Jackson made a good team for Aaron), more confidence, he seemed happy, Aaron had a family, a supportive boyfriend, basically most of his relationships with people got better.

Negative: I think the coming out was bit pushed by Jackson but truly is Aaron was causing harm at everyone, himself included, the more he kept that secret. Aaron not been able to say “I love you” to Jackson and Jackson pressuring it out was a major downfall (I have it with people not understanding how hard Aaron was trying and he was really opening, slowly but opening, for a kid that was always left out and was never able to be in touch with his emotional side this is pretty hard) and last but not least, Jackson’s death, I was never able to understand, how both Jackson and Hazel knowing Aaron and how self destructive he can get thought involving him into the suicide pact was a good idea. Jackson should known better if he loved him that much he should have protect him cause like he said “He (Jackson) left but Aaron stayed” And stayed to suffer.

wow, negative seems larger but are only 3 (passionate) reasons.

Robron: What it called my attention, the very first thing i saw with these two was “Chemistry” like this is an unappreciated subject in tv show couples and way more in soap couples. Jackson and Aaron were cute together but the spark wasn’t there, the fire, the passion.

 It’s hard to explain if you don’t feel the fire with these two, I most likely compare it with  Aarson (Moira/John) and Robron (Moira/Cain), they both good and they both different. One was peace and quiet, the other is steamy and kinky idk.

Robert might not be as good to Aaron as Jackson was (at least not now),  it kinda seem the opposite actually Aaron seems to bring the good in Robert which is also pretty good. I think this relationship was born, mostly, out of the hots for the forbidden. 

I’m not sure making a positives and negatives right now will be a good thing since i’m pretty sure there are lots of negatives right now (and I don’t want you to hate me) so i’ll stick with my idea of the ship.

They started out of lust for each other but eventually feeling got involved, we only get to see most of Robert’s side here so i’ll try to keep it Aaron’s, I think the moment of Robert showing affection outside the sex was what make Aaron fell in love, or Robert actually listening what he had to say and taking it as important, Robert comforting him, showing worry of him, the fact this evolved from just sex to please aaron don’t hurt yourself it’s a pretty important detail too for both characters.

Negatively, I promise i’ll make it short and i might not have all day! Nah but really, Robert at the moment triggers Aaron’s worst aspects and it’s pretty toxic and unhealthy , I should recall Aaron’s relationship with Jackson started when he already came out. Right now, Robert is not healthy for him, for Chrissie nor himself. As Aaron’s it means a path of self discovering and family support.

2.- Bartsy

((sorry couldn’t find aaron and adam moments apart))

Why is Bartsy over the two big ship names? Cause I like ‘em, fight me!

Adam, oh I freaking love how they hated each other when the met and then became BEST FRIENDS FOREVER! (I’ll put before 2014 cause it seems one sided these days)

Adam means so much to Aaron, it seems before Adam he really didn’t have many friends, he was tough, drug dealer wannabe with family issues. Then met Paddy, who became a role model and in certain ways a confident. After he met Clyde that meant someone he shared a bond with but you know, Adam was the first person his own age he could confide aside Paddy. Aaron could be himself around Adam without feeling judge and that was big thing coming from a guy everyone in the village seemed to hate.

He was the first to know about his sexuality, I hated the fact he basically outed him when he wasn’t ready but as with Jackson I understand his views (not accept them but understand them).

Once he came out he hated seeing Aaron so self conscious and took him to a west bar, whenever Aaron felt sad he take him out to cheer him up. (x)

I love their moments together, I love the funny ones but the open heart ones just make it for me. Like, Aaron telling him how he feels about Jackson and Leo’s situation and Adam telling him about his affair with Ella [x] (Lol, Aaron upset cause of the affair going on for weeks and Adam not telling him oh mate!!)

I love this friendship and every moment between them is/was gold, hopefully we get more of this fantastic duo!


The reason I fell in love with this story, with Aaron’s story is this particular storyline and this particular moment. Words cannot express my love for it and how many times i can watch it and love it with the same intensity, thinking about the future, grandpa paddy taking aaron’s kids to camp or such that makes me a bawling baby!

Paddy, who had absolutely not responsibility whatsoever over Aaron, came to Aaron’s life to stayed. Even when this pain in the ass of a kid mess with him and mock him, he stole Paddy’s heart!

I can only laugh remembering what mock Aaron was but that was the foundation of his relationship (x)

His dad just threw him out, his mom ran away with another bloke, his family as much as they care for each other didn’t trust him but Paddy cared, cared so much he took him back even when Chas just cheated on him, cared so much he turned around his own life to make things easy for Aaron, cared so much he tried to show Aaron how much he cared for him to never doubt it.

Much of what Aaron is today is thanks to Paddy, he trusted him and showed him support when it was needed gave a firm hand but always concern over Aaron’s well being. 

Paddy is not like his dad, Paddy IS his dad!

If someone hasn’t watch this story, please do and take some Kleenex and ice cream with you.

Sorry, if is too long Melissa! Every Aaron moment is my favorite moment but these are my favorite storylines!