you go think about what you did

hey when you feel awful about how you reacted to abuse and you think you must be weak and pathetic and blame yourself for not being stronger and more stable and unaffected by abuse, you know, it’s not just you, everyone would react the same way you did. Humans weren’t made to go thru trauma and pain without support and comfort, and stay unaffected, especially as children, all of us get hit by trauma and get paralyzed and broken by it, there is no human on this planet who would be able to go thru what you did and not feel the consequences. I know a lot of people play strong or act like nothing affects them, but it’s an act, they can get traumatized and abused just like everyone else. Some even go as far as to imply that only reason you were traumatized was because you were so weak and so sensitive, well that is bullshit and believe me they don’t know what they’re talking about, if they were subjected to the same trauma and abuse, with as little support and validation you had, they would be exactly where you are right now. Everyone would be exactly where you are right now. You haven’t reacted wrong or dealt with it wrong or taken damage from “nothing”, nobody can know how hard it was for you and how much you struggled except for you. Nobody else has the right to speak about it or tell you shit about how you should be reacting and how much it should be affecting you. They wouldn’t have taken it any better than you did. You did the best it was humanely possible.

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Happy 25th Birthday Marc-Andre ter Stegen! 

Happy Birthday Sunshine🌞🌞

“[…] • Let’s talk about the ‘Remontada’ against PSG. Your play, recovering the ball in the opposition’s half and provoking a foul will be remembered forever. 

 It cannot be explained. It was something so unique.. At the end of the day, you play and dedicate yourself to football to be able to live things like that. It was very special. In that moment I didn’t think that things were going to go our way. Sometimes, trying is the most important. 

 • But what were you doing there?

 I don’t know (laughs)…Being up there does not fit my position. 

 • Did you ask to go up or did the coach tell you to? 

 The boss gestured at me like he was trying to tell me ‘go on now’ and Unzue was saying ‘no, no, no, no, stay, stay’ and I tried to not look at him.Later on Luis (Suárez) asked me ‘what are you doing here?’. I told myself ‘come on, there is only one minute left’, ‘you have to take advantage of these moments, they rarely happen’. […]

anonymous asked:

In a response you said "harry has closet knocked repeatedly and SOFT OUTED HIMSELF TWICE". Can you explain how he did this? What did he say? I'm new here and I'm curious.

i don’t think i ever said this but i think i did see this post going around but i forgot who said it. I can’t speak for them but i think what they meant is the hints that Harry has been dropping hints about his sexuality like when he said 

and this

anonymous asked:

I have a question. So there's this friend of mine. I confessed my love to him. Couldn't continue talking because someone interrupted us. Later this friend of mine said I should go with him. What does this mean?Is he leading me on? Because if he rejected me than he should avoid me right? I need advice.

what i say: Since when are people asking me about love advice here on my TG blog? I’m confused. 

what i mean: Wait a minute. Why does this sound familiar? Did you do what I think you did and this is not about real life, but still about TG ;’D???

anonymous asked:

What Hogwarts (or Ilvermorny if you feel like it) do you think that Chloe and Lucifer would go into?

Oh dear me.

You have NO IDEA what you have unleashed.

Back in January or thereabouts, I got an ask about Hogwarts houses for Lucifer characters, which I did. Then (I can’t even remember how this got started exactly), @thelittleschemer and I took it and RAN WITH IT. I mean. We spent literally a week writing this massive Deckerstar Harry Potter AU over tumblr/whatsapp, and when she pasted it into Google docs, it was at least 50+ pages. I visited her a few weeks ago, we went on the Harry Potter set tour, and then watched a couple of the Harry Potter movies and commented on them, then headcanoned out more of this AU until, like, past midnight or so.

So what I am saying, this is a subject very near and dear to our hearts, and if I was to tell you everything we thought up on this subject, it would be, well, over 50 pages. We have come up with detailed plot summaries for every year of their time at Hogwarts and then for years afterward.

In brief: Chloe Decker is a Gryffindor, American and would have gone to Ilvermorny, but moved to England with her parents and ended up enrolled at Hogwarts instead. Chloe was born in 1981, so assuming she and Lucifer are in the same year, which we did, they would be a year behind the Golden Trio. I.e, their first year would be the Chamber of Secrets year, and they were in their sixth year when the Battle of Hogwarts happened. Chloe eventually grows up and becomes an Auror, and one day she walks into a sleazy tavern on Knockturn Alley and runs into an old school friend…

Samael Morningstar is the son of a very old and SUPER pure blood family (basically, the Malfoys/Blacks to the nth degree). The Morningstars have all been in Slytherin (except for Sariel landing in Ravenclaw and that time they don’t talk about when Gabriel ended up in Hufflepuff). There is a whole clan of them (”Yes, well, my mother took her duty to breed purebloods seriously”) and young Sam practically breaks the Sorting Hat because it doesn’t even touch his head before it starts screaming about Slytherin. This is not the best look for Sam later in the year when, you know, the Heir of Slytherin starts attacking students. Half the school thinks it’s Harry, the other half thinks it’s him.

Samael gets kicked out of his house just before fourth year (fifth year for Harry and Co.) and changes his name to Lucifer around the same time. Gets a job at the Leaky Cauldron bussing tables and etc, wanders around Muggle London a lot. Acts out against Umbridge in a major way. He’s a Beater on the Slytherin Quidditch team (he likes punishing people and doesn’t want to be in the shadow of his elder brother Amenadiel, the star Seeker) and Chloe is a Chaser on the Gryffindor team. There is always something between them, but they ignore it. They’re friends, and Lucifer protects her from Snape and other things, and there have been Moments, but they never quite get there. He and Maze are the leaders of a group of cool Slytherins who everyone wants to be like.

Fifth year (Half-Blood Prince year) Lucifer’s jealous little brother, Uriel, who totally buys into all the blood purity/Slytherin/Death Eater stuff, tries to kill Chloe during the Death Eaters’ invasion of the school, and he has to kill Uriel to protect her. He never tells her about this.

Sixth year is Battle of Hogwarts/Death Eaters taking over the school. Lucifer goes to all lengths to protect Chloe, who is very much at risk as an American half-blood (her father John was a wizard, her mother Penelope is a Muggle actress). He gets tortured by the Carews several times, fights in the final battle, but vanishes off the face of the earth afterward and everyone assumes he was killed. Chloe ends up marrying Hufflepuff Dan Espinoza and goes back to finish her seventh year at the rebuilt Hogwarts, later becoming an Auror as noted, but she never forgets Lucifer.

Until almost twenty years later, when she steps into the tavern on Knockturn Alley and… it’s been a long time, but it’s definitely him.

(Anyway, we have SO much more, but I am actually going to write this as a fic one day, so those are the major bits.)

(Welp.)

bookishgirl-love replied to your photoset “Blindspot: An Honest Recap [15/?]”

Completely unrelated, but you think maybe Tasha picked up some thingy going on there? SHE MUST HAVE, RIGHT? Just curious

You know what? I really think she did… actually she has been for a while. Tasha has always been the best to pick up on what her team mates are going through. And it has never been as evident as this season. It sucks that she does not have her own main storyline but she has been an a amazing friend and it comes down to her being so aware of what her friends are going through. And I love this about Tasha.

And let’s be honest, she was one of the first to call Kurt about his lack objectivity when it comes to Jane way back in season 1. And this hasn’t changed this season. I know team mates and other people interrupting them has become a running joke, but when she did it back in 2.12 I kinda felt she looked a bit apologetic.

Even if she didn’t, her comment after Jane was dumped by the idiot Oliver (yes I hated that relationship, but Ollie hurt my Janie so he’s an idiot), was obviously about Jane and Kurt! Come on, she ships it hard!

And in 2.19, the look she gives Jane and Kurt when he says that he and Jane will go undercover is so telling. Tasha knows. Trust me, Tasha totally knows!

anonymous asked:

Your creeps are the best creeps. Would love to see something where one of your fave yanderes follows their crush to a party, beach, pool or somewhere they think they can avoid their pursuer. extra points for PDA

You tried getting away, you really did.

“I should have known you were going to be here, Lucio…” You growled as he stepped in to dance with you, his body pressed to yours as he held your hands with a smirk.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about, baby. I’m just having a dance with a fellow musician at the biggest party of the year… In front of all these cameras.” He smiled as he dipped you, his teeth practically glinting in the light of it all. You growled a bit.

“I think I need a drink, and I think you need to leave.” You hissed with a sigh as you pulled away.

“I wouldn’t be a gentleman if I didn’t buy you that drink.”

“They’re free jack ass. . Last time you bought me a drink I woke up with you eight inches deep in my-”

“Nine, baby.” He smirked as he faked a gag. “I like the sound of that…” You tried to get away but he pulled you back. “Smile for the cameras baby…” He smiled softly as he pressed his lips to yours, everyone oohing and awwing at how sweet you looked wrapped in his arms. You sighed, he’d made it public and now you had no choice but to avoid a scandal by not fighting it.

“Look interested…” He smiled softly, only audible to you as he pressed his forehead and nose to yours sweetly.

“Fuck off..” You smiled back, pressing your lips to his reluctantly.

Let’s talk about Humanz!

I want to know what you guys think about the album. What did you guys think? Did you like it? Was it worth the wait? What are your favorite songs? Go ahead and tell me in my inbox. :)

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Samantha had been thinking about proposing to Gabriel for a while now, and before she did she wanted to clear it with Kimberly (since she’d ask Gabriel to move into their home). She figured meeting Kimberly on her ‘turf’, that is basketball, might make her more inclined to say yes.

Samantha: “Kim, what do you think of Gabe?”

Kimberly: “He’s alright, I mean not my taste, but you’re the one dating him.”

Samantha: “I mean do you like him and I together alright?”

Kimberly: “What does it matter?”

Samantha: “I’m going to ask him to marry me, and move in with us.”

Kimberly: “You’re going to ask him?”

Samantha: “Yes, why?”

Kimberly: “I- I just wouldn’t expect it of you.”

Samantha: “Well before I did I wanted your okay, since I want him to live with us.”

Kimberly: “I guess it’s fine, but don’t expect me to stick around.”

Samantha: “You don’t need to move out!”

Kimberly: “I know, but I don’t really want to live with a married couple. I mean go ahead, but if you do we won’t live together much longer. That’s my condition.”

Stuff My Mom Has Told Me During Hamilton (Act 1)
  • Hamilton: "Why do they start out with the end? Spoilers!"
  • Aaron Burr, Sir: "How is telling someone you stalked and punched them a sure way to make friends?"
  • "Mom..."
  • "Who's the random French dude?"
  • "Lafayette."
  • "Where did he come from?"
  • "France, mom."
  • "Is this man having sex with horses?"
  • My Shot: "Didn't that guy sing this on Jimmy? The lyrics were different..."
  • The Story of Tonight: "I would not have told you about nights like that..."
  • The Schuyler Sisters: "That poor Peggy...she sounds adorable."
  • Farmer Refuted: "I have no clue what's being said..."
  • You'll Be Back: "Does this apply to what's going on now?"
  • Right Hand Man: "BURR JUST GOT REJECTED!"
  • A Winter's Ball: "With the ladies? Didn't you say he liked John?"
  • Helpless: "Girl this is gonna end bad for you..."
  • Satisfied: "How do you forget your name then - BAM! - now you remember?"
  • TSOT (Reprise): "They're cute when they're drunk."
  • Wait For It: "Wait - is everyone having an affair? You said Alex does right?"
  • "Mom just listen..."
  • "What does this have to do about Georgia?"
  • Stay Alive: "Did they eat horses asses?!"
  • Ten Duel Commandments: "How is General Lee here? Why do they hate him?"
  • "That's Charles Lee...you're thinking of Robert E. Lee."
  • "Oh."
  • Meet Me Inside: "Alexander you gonna get grounded!"
  • That Would Be Enough: "A little Hamilton sounds like a bad idea..."
  • Guns and Ships: "Damn he's fast."
  • History Has Its Eyes on You: "That's some deep shit..."
  • Battle of Yorktown: "I LIKE THIS ONE!"
  • "Mom please - "
  • "THEY WON!"
  • "I know they did mom."
  • What Comes Next: "Wait did he - oh my God. 'Awesome. Wow.' That's how I feel when your father talks about sports."
  • Dear Theodosia: "That's an awful name..."
  • "Mom!"
  • John Laurens Interlude (i had to): "Wait...what?"
  • Non-Stop: "How do you go from something so sad to this?! What the hell?!"

° • ? ( QUESTION SENTENCE STARTERS.

❛ What are you doing? ❜
❛ Where are you going? ❜
❛ Where are you taking me? ❜
❛ How is that working out for you? ❜
❛ Is everything okay? ❜
❛ Why are you acting like this? ❜
❛ You think I would lie to you? ❜
❛ Are you telling the truth? ❜
❛ Are you sure you want to do this? ❜
❛ This is your bright idea of a plan? ❜
❛ What else do you want me to do? ❜
❛ What else can I do? ❜
❛ What do you think I should do? ❜
❛ What makes you think that? ❜
❛ Who told you that? ❜
❛ Who are you? ❜
❛ Why are you here? ❜
❛ Who invited you? ❜
❛ How come you ever asked me? ❜
❛ Did you really mean all those things you said? ❜
❛ Why did you have to go? Why did you have to leave? ❜
❛ Why is it so hard for you to see that? ❜
❛ Why don’t you understand? ❜
❛ What don’t you understand? ❜
❛ Are you joking? ❜
❛ Did I miss anything? ❜
❛ You don’t remember? ❜
❛ Did you really say all that stuff about me? ❜
❛ Did you think I would forget? ❜
❛ How can you sit there and say that? ❜
❛ How do you even sleep at night? ❜
❛ Are you coming or not? ❜
❛ Am I the only one freaked out right now? ❜
❛ Are you laughing or crying? ❜
❛ Who did this to you? ❜
❛ Did someone hurt you? ❜
❛ Is it just me or are you, like, ignoring me? ❜
❛ You want me to apologize for something you did? ❜
❛ Are you going to kiss me or not? ❜
❛ Aren’t you the one who said it though? ❜
❛ So, you don’t like me like that? ❜
❛ Where do we go from here? ❜
❛ Are you being serious right now? ❜
❛ How was I supposed to know that? ❜
❛ Oh, is that a challenge? ❜
❛ Are you flirting with me? ❜
❛ Are you going to let me go now? ❜
❛ Are we done now? ❜
❛ Why didn’t just ask me? ❜
❛ You’re going to believe them over me? ❜
❛ How can possibly think that? ❜
❛ Did you even miss me? ❜
❛ Did anyone even notice that I was gone? ❜
❛ Why do you go around and kiss everyone? ❜
❛ Did you kill them? ❜
❛ Who’s blood is that? Is that your blood? ❜
❛ Do you think this is a game? ❜
❛ Are you having doubts? ❜
❛ Why haven’t you been at school/work? ❜
❛ Is there something going on that you need to tell me? ❜
❛ You said you wanted to talk? ❜
❛ What am I supposed to do? ❜
❛ What did you expect to happen? ❜
❛ How long you think you can keep this act up? ❜
❛ You don’t like me? Do you? Like in a more than a friend way? ❜
❛ Is that what everyone is saying now? ❜
❛ Who do I remind you of? ❜
❛ Are you hungry? Want to go get something to et? ❜
❛ Are you drunk? ❜
❛ Are you lost? ❜
❛ What’s so great about any of that anyway? ❜
❛ Are you even listening to yourself? ❜
❛ What are you going to do about it, huh? ❜
❛ What are you staring at? ❜
❛ What are you doing out here? ❜
❛ Why did you call the police? ❜
❛ Wait, do you hear that? ❜
❛ Why don’t you tell me anything? ❜
❛ Hey, did you get me anything? ❜
❛ Why didn’t you come over last night? ❜
❛ What did you find out? ❜
❛ Can I stay here for the night? ❜
❛ Are you throwing rocks at my window? ❜
❛ Are you crying? ❜
❛ What are you laughing at me? ❜
❛ Are you laughing at me? ❜
❛ Do you not understand the word no? ❜
❛ Is that it? Is that all? ❜
❛ Are you in some kind of trouble? ❜
❛ Yeah, but, you have me. So why bother? ❜
❛ What’s love got to do with it? ❜
❛ This is where we kiss, right? ❜
❛ Do you ever not just only think about yourself? ❜
❛ Are going to leave me again? ❜
❛ What’s wrong with that? ❜
❛ Do you have anything you need to say to me? ❜
❛ I think I’m going to puke. Is there a trash can in here? ❜
❛ You really don’t know why I’m mad at you? ❜
❛ Why do you treat me like I’m not important to you? ❜
❛ Why are you telling me this?
❛ Are you ready? ❜
❛ What’s with all the questions? ❜
❛ I thought this is what you wanted? ❜
❛ Where do you think you’re going with this? ❜
❛ You’re just going to leave? ❜
❛ Do you trust me? ❜
❛ You love me? Or you think you love me? ❜
❛ When will it ever stop? ❜
❛ Do you think it’ll ever go away? ❜
❛ What are you doing this weekend? ❜
❛ You called for back up? ❜
❛ What did I just witness? ❜
❛ How do you cope when the one you love is with somebody else? ❜
❛ Have you ever thought it? ❜
❛ Are you wearing a wire? ❜
❛ Is there something wrong? ❜
❛ Is it something I said or something I did? ❜
❛ What’s wrong? I thought that it was okay? ❜
❛ Are you going to hold that against me forever? ❜
❛ So, tell me, what else is new? ❜
❛ You never actually cared, did you? ❜
❛ You went to a party without me? ❜
❛ Why wasn’t I invited? ❜
❛ Do you think that’s a little fucked up? ❜
❛ Oh, so you do speak? ❜
❛ Do you think it’s really worth it in the end? ❜
❛ How many more times do I have to tell you? ❜
❛ You didn’t think that it would bother me? ❜
Chat with Isak - at 17:05, 17.04

Isak:
Could you do me a favour?

Sana:
What

Isak:
Could you help us carry a washing machine up to the fourth floor to the new apartment? 

Sana:
Sorry. Forgot I have to help mom with some stuff.

Isak:
I’m just joking with you

Sana:
Cool sense of humour
Everything going well at the new crib?

Isak:
Yep, it’s chill
Nice not having Eskild around to stalk me

Sana:
Haha
You miss him

Isak:
No way
Yes. Maybe. Only a little.
Did you study for the chemistry test?

Sana:
Yes

Isak:
I didn’t read shit…….

Sana:
What am I supposed to do about that?

Isak:
Well, listen up. I was thinking we could study together and you can give me your notes

Sana:
It’ll cost you 60k

Isak:
Awesome. Bringing it tomorrow

Sana:
Chill

the reasons why i’ll never sleep in peace again
  • “The number-one thing was I wanted to be honest. I hadn’t done that before.”
  •  "Most of the stuff that hurts me about what’s going on at the moment is not politics, it’s fundamentals,“ Styles says. “Equal rights. For everyone, all races, sexes, everything.”
  • "Since I’ve been 10,” he reflects, “it’s kind of felt like – protect Mom at all costs. … My mom is very strong. She has the greatest heart. [Her house in Cheshire] is where I want to go when I want to spend some time." 
  • And promises are broken like a stitch is … I got splinters in my knuckles crawling ‘cross the floor/Couldn’t take you home to mother in a skirt that short/But I think that’s what I like about it … I see you gave him my old T-shirt, more of what was once mine … 
  • "Sometimes you want to tip the hat, and sometimes you just want to give them the whole cap …  and hope they know it’s just for them." 
  • “I don’t want to hear my favorite artists talk about all the amazing shit they get to do. I want to hear, ‘How did you feel when you were alone in that hotel room, because you chose to be alone?’”
  • “How am I going to be mysterious,” he asks, only half-joking, “when I’ve been this honest with you?" 

Ever since the last Jedi trailer came out, I’ve been trying to think of Deep Good Meta to contribute to the Star Wars fandom but literally all I’ve got is:

Rey standing out in the rain. Luke asks her what she’s thinking. Rey closes her eyes. “I am going to have sex with my boyfriend in the rain,” she announces.

“Oh,” says Luke, who was maybe expecting something about feeling the flow of the Force, but he’s adaptable. “I didn’t know you had a boyfriend.”

“I’m going to go ask Finn to be my boyfriend and then we are going to have sex in the rain.”

Luke nods. “A sound plan.”

Personality wise, Rey has perhaps one of the firmest chins he has ever seen, second only to his sister which is a thought Luke promptly pivots away with a Jedi master’s aptitude for resolutely not thinking about things and calling it meditation.

Rey raises her firm chin yet higher. “We’re going to do all the sex things in the rain.”

“I’m very happy for you,” Luke says with complete honesty. He’s happy for Finn as well, if a little concerned he should give the boy a head’s up. Rey grins at him. Luke doesn’t grin back but mostly because he’s still trying to be stern as a teaching technique so he doesn’t get attached.

He’s aware, by the way, that he’s failing.

Pushing that thought aside (he’s very good at that these days–it’s a very quiet island, it doesn’t offer much options for hobbies besides ignoring thoughts and brooding on them and occasionally fishing), Luke asks, “You do know what you need to know?”

“What, like how to do it?” Rey asks. She wrinkles her nose. “Yeah. Of course. Sort of. I’ve done it before, loads of times.” There’s a very thoughtful pause. “There weren’t many humans in Jakku,” she says, a little worry slipping into her voice. She furrows her brow. “But I figure humans, you know, other humans–it’s basically the same but with only the four limbs. Less slime. And no scales?” Luke gets the impression she didn’t mean that last part to be a question.

And because she’s a student, a young student, his only young student and fellow human on this island whose population has suddenly skyrocketed to four, he does not say what he’d say to a friend and peer, which is, “honey you can’t make assumptions like that, you would not BELIEVE what people with dicks have done to modify them.” Instead, because he’s a mature teacher who is frantically relearning how to be that to the hungriest student he has ever met, Luke says, “I can’t vouch for Finn’s situation. But I’m sure you’ll have a very good time.” After Luke discreetly passes her a few anatomical drawings, just to be on the safe side.

Aisles [M]

Aisle Two

Summary: Jungkook was your best friend. You held onto his secrets. And he knew all of yours. Except for one. One that would change your friendship forever. You were in love with him.

Pairing: Reader x Jungkook

Genre: bestfriend!au, college!au, angst, smut

Word Count: 6,772

Originally posted by sugutie

Aisle One Aisle Two

Your apartment was like a ghost town. The emptiness echoed every time you stepped foot in the sad space. His shoes were missing by the front door. Your keys were never on the side table. There was evidence that people lived there. Ramen packets in the trash. Used coffee cups on the sink. But no one had really been around for two weeks.

Two weeks. This was the longest you had gone without speaking to Hoseok, yet alone seeing him. The fight at Yoongi’s was the worst you ever had. His sharp tongue dug wounds that even stitches couldn’t heal. He had been keeping himself occupied at Yoongi’s or the dance studio. Your heart sank into your chest anytime you came home and heard the washing machine running, only to find that the person who was wearing them was nowhere to be found.

A small part of you enjoyed the quiet. You were able to spread all your materials out on the coffee table. Bags of chips and half empty iced lattes were littered in between stacks of highlighted notes. He wasn’t there to yell at you when you fell asleep face first on your microbiology homework, the lines of the pages leaving imprints on your cheeks.

You did miss him. The two of you had been friends for years. But this time it was not your turn to say sorry. If Hoseok wanted things to go back to normal, he would have to swallow his large amount of pride and apologize.

But you had never heard Hoseok apologize in his life. 

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Painting Nails | 27.04.17
  • Dan: Okay, let's do this. Phil?
  • Phil: Yeah?
  • Dan: Why won't you paint your nails?
  • Phil: Why won't I paint my nails?
  • Dan: Yeah.
  • Phil: I just don't think I'd suit it. But the main reason is I don't like having things on me. Like if I've got face paint-
  • Dan: You don't like accessories.
  • Phil: No.
  • Dan: You'd never get a tattoo.
  • Phil: No - I've already talked about this - shout out to everyone who has a tattoo. Me personally just having that on my hand is like I have a felt pen on my hand...
  • Dan: I hate it. It made me go crazy. I was just nippling it off in the night.
  • Phil: I can't remember what it was but I did have some on for some reason. I think someone at university like painted my nails just for fun. And I just wanted to rip off my own hands after about twenty minutes, so that is why I don't paint my nails.
  • Dan: Hmm.
  • Phil: 'Cause I want to rip my f-hands off.
  • Dan: I was just doing it for the aesthetic. I was like here I am, I'm going outside, I'm being active on Instagram, I'm going to make an effort to curate some... you know... concept.
  • Phil: Yeah. Concept.
  • Dan: And one day I thought: Grey long sweater, Gatorland bedazzled hat, glittery nails - it just works.
Mr. Min - Chapter 06

Description:  Your CEO caught your attention the first day you started your new job and it seems the attraction is mutual.  Too bad he’s only interested in a relationship that benefits him.

Pairing: Yoongi x Reader x Jungkook

Genre: Angst and Smut

Word Count: 26,321 

A/N: I’m so sorry.  I don’t think I’m capable of doing short chapters anymore.  Feel free to read this on AO3 instead if your app messes up.  

And a huge round of applause to the always lovely, @avveh, for beta-ing this behemoth.  I’m so sorry to put you through that lol.

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nightmare starters part 2

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“Will you please tell me what they’re about?! How do you expect me to help if you don’t tell me?!”
“You should go and see someone about those nightmares. They’re only getting worse, aren’t they?”
“Can we sleep with the lights on?”
“I haven’t slept peacefully in weeks.”
“I can’t tell you my nightmare this time… It’s too bad, I don’t want to have to say it out loud.”
“Can I sleep in your room? I don’t think I’ll be able to fall asleep in my own bed.”
“I’m sorry for waking you… I had a really bad nightmare.”
“I can’t stop thinking about that weird dream I had weeks ago. It’s like it’s haunting me.”
“You look exhausted. Bad night?”
“Calm down, calm down. It was just a dream. It’s over now.”
“You’re overreacting. Everyone has bad dreams sometimes. No need to get all weird about it.”
“Are you still thinking about that nightmare? I’m sure it didn’t mean anything, okay? We’re not in a horror movie.”
“You should go to the doctor. These nightmares are making you miss sleep and you’re always exhausted. Get help.”
“How about you come and sleep in my bed? I’ll watch over you while you fall asleep, I promise.”
“I think I’d feel less tired if I didn’t sleep at all anymore. These nightmares are killing me.”
“I thought you didn’t get them anymore.”
“I guess it was a bad idea to watch a horror movie before bed…”
“When will you finally tell me what they’re about?”
“Wow, you look exhausted. Did you sleep at all last night?”
“Oh my god, that was horrible… that was so horrible…”
“How about you sleep in my bed for the coming days? It can be like a sleepover. I’m sure you’ll feel good enough and the nightmares will stay away!”
“I can’t breathe! It was real, it was!”
“Have you tried writing them down? They might go away if you do…”
“Have you any idea how worried I am? Please tell me what’s up with you or I can’t help! You look exhausted!”
“Please leave the light on.”
“Have you any idea what’s causing these nightmares?”
“I don’t think you understand how exhausting it is to not have had a good night’s rest in weeks.”

The Prince (M)

Originally posted by shinenamjoon

↳ Pt 1 (1/10)
Pairing: Jimin x reader 
Genre: Inspired by Ever After | Royal; Arranged Marriage AU.
Information: Recommended song here. I have uploaded this onto my Wattpad and A03 if it looks familiar ayoo. Raiona in Māori means lion <3 Happy reading.
→ Summary: You refuse to marry the youngest prince of the Raiona Kingdom. 

02 |

“They just keep coming!”

Sorting through letters, it finally begins to sink through the valves of your heart. You were nothing but currency to the royal family, expendable to royal intermarriage for the sake of forming an alliance; an act that would bond faraway kingdoms together; a kinship of sorts. 

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