my favorite lyric in ready for it is definitely “i’m so very tame now” because the meaning behind it is insane. i mean, it’s this amazingly sarcastic and satirical lyric inside of a mostly serious love song. the whole song she’s saying, “yeah, i have found the guy that’s right for me” and then she throws in this line JUST to shade the media, who have been going on for years about how she needs a man who can “tame” her (there was literally an article during tayvin that was titled something along the lines of “how calvin tamed heartbreaker taylor swift”, which was completely disgusting). taylor is literally saying “guess i got someone to hold me down, huh?” and it’s the sassiest thing i love it so much
It was just after midnight when Andrew, your brother heard a knock on the door. He peeked into Iris’s room to make sure she was sleeping.
She was sleeping in the crib peacefully, he shut the door before making his way to the front door. He reached out his hand to open it and came face to face with a familiar face.
“ No” he tried to close the door on his face but it was blocked by his hand. “ Your not suppose to be here” Andrew told him. Bobby pried the door opened and stepped inside along with Adam and Kyle by his sides.
“ I just want to see my daughter” Bobby says. Andrew shook his head.
“ I am not suppose to let you see her” Adam chuckled. Andrew shot at glare towards him.
“ I understand but Andrew, she is my daughter too” Andrew shook his head.
“ I can’t let you see her, Y/N told me not too and you broke her heart”
“ That has nothing to do with that little girl sleeping in this house”
“ No” Bobby sighs before he nods to Adam and Kyle. Andrew looks at them all seeing he is outnumbered. Kyle and Adam both take a hold of his arms to hold him down.
Bobby turns around walking down the hall to each room. Andrew opens his mouth to scream but Kyle puts one of their shirts in his mouth to keep him quite. This was wrong, Bobby knew that but he just wanted to see Iris once more.
Bobby finds Iris’s room opening it quietly, he walks into the room tiptoeing but ends up stepping on a duck.
It makes a quacking noise, he stops in his tracks looking towards the crib to see Iris still sleeping. He lets out a deep breath out making his way to the crib. Bobby stares down at her, a smile makes his way on his lips.
“ Oh little one” he mumbles reaching out with his fingers stroking her soft hair. “ Daddy loves you” He says to her reaching from behind his pocket and placing a small elephant besides her. He kisses his two fingers and places it on her forehead before he walks out the door.
You were on your way to see Iris and your brother one more time before you had to go. You noticed a familiar rental car by the house.
“ No, he didn’t” you growled shutting off the engine and getting out the car. Stomping angrily towards your brothers house, unlocking it with the key you had opening to find Andrew pinned on the floor by Kyle and Adam and Bobby just coming around the corner.
Heads turn to look at you.
“ Oh shit” Kyle says, his eyes going wide releasing your brother from his grasp. You flared up your nose and rose your fist in the air.
“ What the fuck is going on here?” you ask looking from Adam to Kyle to Bobby. Bobby rose his hands up.
“ Y/N I-” you cut him off.
“ HOW DARE YOU! HOW DARE YOU COME HERE AFTER I TOLD YOU THAT YOU COULDN’T SEE HER. WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU THREE!” you yelled forgetting your daughter was asleep. Being so angry at what they decided to do.
“ Y/N I needed to see her”
“ No! You didn’t. I didn’t give you permission and you didn’t ask”
“ You would of said no”
“ Get the fuck out of here before I call the cops” you said, fist by your side and your eyes flaring with anger. Kyle and Adam scrambled from the ground and running out the door past you. You stared at Bobby with so much hurt in your eyes.
“ I can’t believe you would do something like this” you said. Andrew went off to check on Iris leaving you and Bobby alone. He hung his head.
“ I’m sorry Y/N, I really am but you were never going to let me see her. I want to be a part of her life. Please let me have a chance”
“ You blew it when you came here tonight”
“ Y/N please-” you shook your head. “ Stop begging me Bobby, it’s not going to get you anywhere. Leave” you opened the door for him not bothering to even look him in the eye. He walks towards the door standing by it and by you.
“ You know I never meant to hurt you. She never made me feel the way you made me feel. I loved you and I still do. I was a fool back then, now I want you back and I am going to make that happen one day.”
“ Leave” you muttered, your bottom lip trembling and trying to hold yourself together.
Once he walked out, you closed the door putting your back to it and sliding down feeling the tears streaming down your cheeks. Your brother comes out holding Iris in his arms, you look up to see her watching you with her big eyes. He places her down and she walks slowly towards you, tapping your knee with her small hand.
“ Mama” she says. You sniff and wiped your tears with the back of your hands as you collected her in your arms. Holding her close and kissing the side of her head.
“ Mama’s here”
After putting her back to bed and telling her that you would be home soon, you hugged your brother and apologizing for what happened tonight. He hugged you back and told you to stay strong. You head back into your rental car driving off to the hotel to get your things and heading to the next city. For the next couple of days you had some time off being by yourself and spending time with Ruby, at her house where Dakota joined and had a girls day. You needed after everything that has been going on.
It was the following week where you were back at the Full Sail arena getting ready for another match.
This time you were going against Peyton, one of the girls that you didn’t like around here. You were stretching right before your match when you saw Aleister has been watching you, you stopped hopping around and return his stare. He looked down after he noticed you had found out he was watching you.
“ Lover boy is watching yeh like always?” you screamed turning around coming face to face with Pete who laughed seeing your reaction.
“ Dunne, what the fuck are you trying to do? Give a girl a heart attack?” He shrugs.
“ ‘m sorry Y/N but I had too”
“ I hate you so much” you playfully slapped him. He pouted putting his hand on his heart like he was hurt.
“ ‘m really hurt”
You rolled your eyes and chuckled. Aliester watched with jealousy in his eyes your interaction with Pete. He wanted to make you smile and have you talk to him. He missed you a lot but he doesn’t want to be just your friend anymore.
You know how he feels about you but you don’t feel the same way. He can’t just walk up to you anymore and make conversation. It’s too painful. You continued to talk to Pete, you didn’t see Aliester walk away with his shoulder shaking meaning he walked away crying. Pete although did, he wanted to roll his eyes at him. But kept to himself and continue to listen to you.
“ So something happened last week at my brothers house” you decided to tell Pete but stopped nothing it wouldn’t be fair to not include Tyler and Trent into this conversation. “ Before I go on, let’s go find Trent and Tyler” you say.
“ Do I need t’ punch the livin’ lights of someone?” Pete asked.
“ Wait till we find the other two” Pete and you found them at catering eating some veggies. You sat down next to Tyler who was munching on some broccoli. You took one from his plate, he looked over to you playfully pouting.
“ Sorry” you mumbled while throwing the small broccoli into your mouth.
“ Y/N has somethin’ t’ tell us” Pete says. Trent and Tyler turned their attention to you waiting for you to talk. You rubbed your hands together and took a deep breath.
“ First, you three have to promise me that you won’t go on a killing spree” Pete shrugged. Tyler nodded along wth Trent.
“ None of that, say you promise” sticking out your pinkie first to Tyler. Tyler glanced down, a chuckle escaping his mouth then hooked his pinky with yours. “ Promise” He says.
You did the same to Trent, he said he promised then you stick your pinky to Pete who glanced down then glanced up at you giving you are you kidding me look.
“ ‘m not doin’ that shit” he said. “ What am I five?” He added.
“ Come on Peteeeeeeee” He huffed hooking his pinky with yours mumbling, “ I promise.”
“ Okay, last week something happen in my brother house when he took Iris back there” you looked around them and so good so far.
“ Well I was driving back from last week show to see Iris one more time and I noticed a familiar car. When I walked inside, my brother was pinned down by Adam Cole and Kyle and Bobby had just come out of Iris’s room and I didn’t give him permission to be there….”
“ Are yeh fuckin’ kiddin’ me!!!” Trent yelled and all heads turned to look at him. He stood up from his seat, like an angry bear.
” Trent, sit down. You promised”
“ Fuck that!” Pete yelled shooting out of his seat, fist by his side as he stormed out of catering in search for Bobby Fish.
hey! i just discovered your blog and found out that you really don't like lucas or peyton (neither do i) and i wanted to know your reasons for not liking them (i wanted to see if they were the same as mine :))
I feel like when you asked this you maybe didn’t know that
questions like these are things that I feel I have spent my whole life
preparing to answer. I hope you are
prepared for a somewhat in depth explanation of my feelings on the subject. Also,
there will be spoilers for late seasons so that’s my “spoiler” warning.
First of all, let me start by saying that I don’t always hate Peyton. And by that I mean that there are a few
moments that I don’t hate her, but I’m not here to talk about those. I think my #1 reason for absolutely hating
Peyton is that she broke Jake’s heart and, honestly, I will NEVER forgive her
for that. Mark Schwann even said that
Jake and Peyton would have been perfectly happy together, but no she had to be with Lucas.
Honestly, Peyton. Jake is 100x
better than Lucas and he has proven that he is responsible and committed. Fuck you for breaking his heart. Then, we can talk about how she was
consistently a terrible friend to Brooke.
I will admit that Peyton did like Lucas first and yes, maybe Brooke
shouldn’t have gone after him before Peyton had a chance to. But
if I’m going to argue that point, I also need to bring up the fact that Peyton
never said flat out to Brooke that she was in to Lucas. Peyton was too busy being all wannabe loner I’m going to hide my feelings
for this boy and hope my friend notices and maybe if I’m lucky he will like me
back too. Which he did. But we will get to that a bit later. Then Brooke starts dating this boy, and
Peyton goes after him anyway. Now that
would be bad enough by itself, but NO. She
does this again. Multiple times. How could you fuck over your best friend like
that consistently? Remember that time
you both burned the letter together because fuck
boys we shouldn’t let a boy come between our friendship? Remember, “He was on the door Peyton, he was
on the damn door under me.” Maybe treat your best friend with a little
more respect? Especially because Brooke
deserves the world but she chose to have you and that boy in her life when she
could have done SO MUCH BETTER. THEN,
you finally get the boy of your
dreams, with the baby your best friend will probably never have. Remember the time she said, and I quote, “You
are going to have a huge role in this baby’s life.” Except the minute she gets
home with the baby, her and her now-husband ride off into the sunset with said
baby never to be heard from again. Does
Sawyer even know the girl she was named after (middle name, but still)? Does Sawyer have a relationship with her Aunt
Brooke like Jamie does? NO. You
literally just got the guy and the baby and fucking left. Brooke CAME BACK TO TREE HILL FOR YOU AND YOU
JUST LEFT WHEN YOU GOT WHAT YOU WANTED? Selfish
bitch. AND THEN YOU DON’T EVEN COME BACK FOR YOUR BEST FRIEND’S WEDDING? WHAT
THE FUCK PEYTON? People always
go on and on about Peyton and Brooke’s friendship, but honestly? Haley proved to be a MUCH better best friend
to Brooke than Peyton ever was.
Lucas time. Oh Lucas. Before I get into the good stuff, let me just
say that I think the way he treated Haley in the beginning was awful. I mean, I know the guy your best friend is
into is currently treating you like crap, but get over it. She’s doing this for you and she doesn’t
deserve to be treated like crap. I mean,
when she got the tattoo, it was long past the time he was allowed to hold a
grudge. Get over it already and just
accept that your best friend found a man that is a thousand times better than
you and stop being jealous and just be a good friend. Now…
The thing with Lucas is that he literally just cannot make up his
fucking mind and decides to destroy a friendship in the process. I mean, who does that? Selfish assholes that’s who. He knows he wants to be with Peyton. You know he knows that. He knows that the whole time. When he’s with Brooke. When he’s with Lindsey. Youkeep going back to Peyton so why the
fuck aren’t you just with fucking Peyton?
Why do you have to hurt other people in the process? He gives Brooke all these speeches. “You’re the girl for me Brooke Davis.” “The difference is I love you, Brooke. I wanna be with you, not Peyton.” blah
blah blah. And then when Peyton asks
him who he wants standing next to him when all his dreams come true, he says
Brooke. But he knows its Peyton. And then when the moment comes, who does he
go to? Oh, that’s right, Peyton. Don’t
worry about Brooke though. She doesn’t
care that you just fucked her over again. Helped destroy her friendship with her “best
friend” and then just leave her for her
best friend. I repeat, selfish
asshole. Okay, so then he
proposes to Peyton when they’re 19, and gets all offended when she doesn’t say
LUCAS: You’re not Nathan and Peyton
is not Haley. There is only one Naley on
this show and you certainly are not it.
So he moves on and gets together with his editor and then starts fucking
around with Peyton some more. Like that
time he said to her, “He’s not good enough for you.” Excuse the fuck out of me Lucas, but who the
fuck do you think you are? What gives
you the right to say that? AND HE
PROPOSED TO LINDSEY WITH KEITH’S RING!
Does he not understand the meaning of that ring? That was Peyton’s ring and he’s lucky as hell
that she still wanted it in the end.
Okay, and THEN he writes The Comet
while he’s with Lindsey as if it’s just some book about a comet when he knows The Cometis about Peyton because she drives a comet and seriously Lucas are you
still trying to pretend that you don’t want to be with Peyton. Lucas literally spent 5 seasons playing the
longest, most destructive, and most painful game of “hard-to-get” that I have
EVER witnessed. Finally, let’s not
forget that he leaves with Peyton and his baby.
As if he doesn’t have a nephew/godson looking up to him. As if he doesn’t have a “best friend”
(*cough*Haley*cough*) he’s leaving behind.
He, too, just drives off into the sunset with his now-wife and his baby
and forgets about everyone. Where was he
when Haley was going through her depression?
Why weren’t you at Brooke’s wedding?
Why did you disappear, and then, when Nathan gets kidnapped, you show up
in an airport (with awful hair to match
your awful insides), take the kids, and run. At this point even Chris Keller is a better
friend to Haley than you are. (side note: in case you didn’t know, I love Chris Keller)
better, and got it with Haley and Julian.
better, and got it with Nathan and Brooke.
deserved better, and got it with Clay and Julian.
Jamie is lucky to
have Uncle Skillz and Mouth and Aunt Brooke.
enjoyed the world of Tree Hill without Lucas and Peyton.
asshole and the selfish bitch were fucking perfect for each other.
you know what i really want? i want official lucaya having cute moments while hanging out with the hive five. i want them at topanga's sitting next to each other, holding hands, or in each other's arms without even noticing. i want maya to kiss lucas on the cheek when leaving and telling him he better text her back later. i want them to continue teasing each other and having amazing chemistry but in a romantic way. i want lucaya having serious deep conversations and not-so-serious conversations as well. i want them smiling at each other in class and going out on messy dates that they'll later tell their friends about. i just want them to be a real couple in public and to be cheesy in their own way, that's what i want.
AU where Lucas and Maya go to a concert but Maya is so short that Lucas lifts her on his shoulder so she can see over the crowd. This is before they were dating but they spend half the concert making out making their unofficial relationship an official one.
[Here] is where I had my heart broken three or four times,
I’m not sure.
I think eventually you stop keeping track.
This place is where my [world] burnt down
and I had to rebuild from the ashes,
the charred fragments that use to hold me,
pieces I wasn’t even sure I wanted anymore.
This is where I lost myself,
but that’s the only way to do it;
Lose yourself and so you can find yourself brand new.
You think [leaving] will be easy,
but it’s not.
I have lived and died here
and there are ghosts that look just a little bit like me.
They haunt you when you’re here