you find the words

anonymous asked:

do you know if anyone has published a fic in the last month that wasn't part of an exchange? i read everything from the 50reasons so far, and the historical and and b!louis and reverse bang and mpreg are done, and i just finished reading everything from the tomlinshaw exchange, so I was wondering if you know anyone who has published something?

hellooooo so, i’m horrible at this sort of thing, fyi. but i do know that there have been new fics posted to the 1000 feelings for which there are no names collection. thought i haven’t read them all. i know i saw a post…….. yes, @emperorstyles has written some alex/louis fics very recently, though i haven’t read them. (i’m the worst tbh. but i have to write which means i can’t read.) OH have you read all of the @31daysofsmut fics? probably since they finished posting in october……… ummm oh! i saw a post by @fondleeds let me looooooooook yes it’s a fic called kiwi.   

ANYWAY like i said, i’m pretty awful at fic recs. you can, i think, sort ao3 by date, fandom, and pairing. i do recommend all of nic’s fics @louandhazaf as she is very talented and also makes me have feelings when i am not prepared for them. i especially love her fics swallow my words, fire and ice, and how many licks (self fellatio WITH FEELINGS idek how she does that tbqh)

did you read all of the @hlsummerexchange2017 fics???? 

i’m sorry. i suck at this! this is why i leave it to the pros to rec fics.

okay but hands are silent voice is numb try to scream out my lungs it makes this harder and the tears stream down my face if we could only have this life for one more day if we could only turn back time you know i’ll be your life your voice your reason to be my love my heart is breathing for this moment in time i’ll find the words to say before you leave me today


Do you remember when I told you I was a teacher and you said “I know”. (Which TOTALLY surprised me that I could hardly speak). Then I tried to find words and told you that my students love dancing to Shake It Off and you said “aw that’s so cute!” I said that maybe they can dance to reputation now. You paused for a moment and asked me how old my students were. I said “they’re 5 years old”. We looked at each other and then burst out laughing because reputation is not exactly appropriate for a teacher to be playing for her 5 year old students.

Fanfiction Work-In-Progress Guessing Game

Send me a word, if it’s in my wip document I’ll answer your ask with the sentence that it appears in


[170921] Happy 25th birthday to EXO’s angel, Kim Jongdae 💚✨

Keep going. Regardless of your current level of skill, regardless of your current circumstances, and despite your doubt. If you love something, completely and without question, don’t give it a second thought. Head towards it with open arms.
—  Nicole Addison @thepowerwithin
It's okay to be a man who...
  • Is emotionally sensitive
  • Is honest about having feelings
  • Is open about having flaws
  • Likes cute and pretty things
  • Likes dressing in cute and pretty things
  • Is delicate
  • Is elegant
  • Is unsure whether it’s okay to be those things
  • Dances and sings with enthusiasm and heart
  • Empathizes with the feelings and experiences of others
  • Admits being wrong
  • Cries

And it’s understandable that you’re afraid to show all of that to a world that seems determined to erase it from you.

No matter what they say, you are who you are.

Learning to be at peace is the most unpeaceful thing
Because you have to start paying attention to the noise you had blocked out

And when you dampen the voices in your head for so long
It’s like standing in front of every person on earth when you finally lift that screen

And all they are doing is shouting at you with indiscernible voices
Now you have to turn that into a feeling of warmth engulfing you

All I can manage to create, though, is the unbearable heat of hell
Created from the thousands of voices speaking all at once

How am I supposed to do this without going crazy?

Cherish your solitude. Take trains by yourself to places you have never been. Sleep out alone under the stars. Learn how to drive a stick shift. Go so far away that you stop being afraid of not coming back. Say no when you don’t want to do something. Say yes if your instincts are strong, even if everyone around you disagrees. Decide whether you want to be liked or admired. Decide if fitting in is more important than finding out what you’re doing here.
—  Eve Ensler

I think I have finally defeated this enemy of my life

I have finally cut off its hand that still held me

I have finally shed its embrace that surrounded me

I have finally burst through its shadow that kept me from growing

I no longer crave it

I no longer need it

I no longer want it

I no longer have it

I can finally sleep soundly again.

September 14, 2017

Is hiveswap out yet?


Hiveswap is out.

we are all scrambling to download the game. our eyes widen in excitement as the download bar gets further and further.

we cant believe our eyes when the title screen appears. on our very computer. in our very own home.

this is the moment weve been waiting for…waiting 257 days for, exactly. 

or….as some would say…5 years…

its been a long journey! not only on this blog but throughout the process of this games creation and its ultimate release! homestuck even ended..

you did a great job making it through! and now you get to play hiveswap! we all do! and if you worked on the game, you get to see it released!!

i hope you have an amazing adventure in alternia (and in joeys house). i hope you have a great time playing this game. and i hope when you finish it, you come out of it thinking “yeah. those 5 years including the 257 delayed days were worth it.”

~as for me, i will not be posting on this blog anymore. this is the end of this blog. the one that started it all. i wont be answering asks after this post goes up…

BUT…that doesnt mean you cant still ask me things! yes! the IHA2OY blog is up!! i will be taking a break until october 1st and then were goin back at it! but until then, you can ask me whatever you want!(except for spoilers).

thank you for sticking with this blog throughout these long long 257 days. i couldnt have and wouldnt have done it without you guys. thank you for all the asks, the jokes, the kind words, and the support! i will miss you! (for the time being…) i love you guys!!!

have fun!

wishing you happy exciting adventures in alternia!~

Hiveswap has been released.