BTS Reaction / Maknae Line - Coming home late/ Not spending time with you
Whenever comeback season came around Jimin made sure everything was perfect from his singing to his dancing. He wanted to show the best of him to his fans which you adored him being so passionate about what he does but you knew he could take things a little too over broad. He could practice for hours not even stopping to eat or even for the sake of taking a break and this deeply worried you. He made it hard to even see him other than in the morning right before he left or late at night when he came home right before he fell asleep. That night when Jimin came home minutes to 2 in the morning and found you in bed assuming you were already asleep, but you weren’t, you couldn’t sleep, you were stressed about your relationship and how him coming home at this sort of time becoming a constant would affect it. You two barely spent anytime together other than these moments few moments before sleep consumed your boyfriend. Thought after though was running through your mind, ‘Would things get better’, 'Would he loose interest in you?’, or 'Would he end things because you two never spent time together anymore’ It was overwhelming thinking about all the possibilities of where your relationship could end up, maybe you were just over thinking but you couldn’t help it. Letting one single tear escape and roll down your cheek you couldn’t hold back your sniffles, alerting Jimin that you were awake. He looked over at your curled up form on the bed and curiously made his way over to you, wondering why you where crying, he thought you were asleep. Feeling the bed sink next to you and his soft hand tucking your hair gently behind your ear to get a proper look at your face, you open your now sore red eyes to look up at him, as soon as he saw your tear stained cheeks he quickly laid next you and embraced you in his arms pulling you into his chest. Rubbing your back trying to calm your slight sobs he questioned why you were crying. It hurt him to see you like this and it hurt even more when you told him you were crying because of him. He had no idea you felt this way.
“Don’t worry babe, I’m going to make up for everything”
It really was annoying. You picked at your salmon salad, a blank look spread across your face, making your normally beautiful features seem dull. Eating all three meals of the day in stark silence, your cat’s slight meowing interrupting at widely spread intervals, was as annoying as you could remember. It felt as if you were right back to the days when you were single, only the emptiness eat you out even more because you knew you weren’t single anymore. You had been in a relationship for a year anf a half now. Your boyfriend was world renouned BTS member Taehyung, commonly known as V. You knew he was a busy man from the very beginning, and you were wary of it. He had barely managed to convince you to date him only after swearing he’d always try to find time so you too could be together. And he had, at least for the first year of your seemingly depreciating relationship. But as the weeks went by, you saw less and less of him, until you barely saw him when he came back home, if you were that lucky. You’ve been stuck by yourself for the last month, 6 texts messages maximum a day. You hardly saw him, much less held a face to face conversation even though you both lived in the same apartment. You missed him deeply. You missed his touch, his kiss, the way he’d rock you in his arms when he hugged you. It all seemed so foreign in your mind now, you could barely remember his scent.
You’d grown accustomed to being by yourself, when suddenly you heard the door opening. You slowly got up from your seat as you heard footsteps approaching. 'He’s home’ you thought monotonously, blankly staring at his advancing figure. 'Jagi, I’m home' he had said, to no response, his answer was a vague stare, which sent a sinking feeling into his stomach. He resumed approaching hesitantly, trying to test your mood before he took you into his arms, expecting you to wrap yours around his waist. Only you didn’t. You stood as firm as a rock in his arms, not moving and inch. You could feel tears build up in your eyes, while he held you. Tears slipped from your eyes onto his chest, making him aware of the situation. An uncomfortable guilt seeped into his veins as he is grip strengthened onto your slightly shaking frame. Out of all his soothing words, only one sentence stuck with you. Only one sentence made you hold onto him with all of your strength.
“Jagi, I know I’m a month late but, I’m here, I won’t leave you like that again”
Although Jungkook was naturally good at what he did and he learnt new lyrics and dance moves pretty quickly he still made sure to put in a few extra hours of practice just because he wanted it to be perfect, he hated whenever he would make a mistake on stage even if it rarely ever happened. You respected him for this but you didn’t see why there was a need for him to take all this extra time even when his instructor told him his moves were perfect and there was no need for extra practice , it annoyed you sometimes when he would give up the opportunity to spend his free time with you to go practice more. In Jungkook’s mind he didn’t think him being away from you for this reason was affecting you as much as it was, he was oblivious to how you felt about this whole situation. You refrained from telling him thinking that you would give him the silent treatment to make him feel guilty but mainly to see if he would even recognize you being distant. And to your surprise he did, although Jungkook hardly still made time for you he was still fairly attentive. It was at night and you were in the kitchen cooking dinner for yourself figuring if he wanted something he could get it himself, when he came up behind you to give you a kiss on the side of your cheek. Reluctantly you pulled away, even if you didn’t want to because you missed his touch, you wanted to make him pay for ignoring your existence. His brows furrowing as he pulled away to eye your facial expression, it was unreadable, you kept a straight face trying to suppress how him being this close was affecting you. “What’s wrong y/n?” You didn’t answer as you continued stirring what was in the pan not giving into him and keeping up your charade. He turned you around so you were now facing him, your head down, as he asked again, worried that he had done something wrong, “Y/n is there something wrong, did I do something?” Eventually looking up at him, seeing lines form in his forehead and eyes filled your worry and what looked like sorrow you sighed to yourself knowing that you would eventually give in because you couldn’t help it when Jungkook gave you that look. You explained to him how you missed having him around and how him being at practice often and not finding time for you made you feel sad and a slight bit annoyed. His shoulders slumped as his face went from worried to sad with a slight regret realizing that he had not been spending as much time with you. He gently pulled you into a hug burying your face in his chest, kissing the top of your head as he promised to make time for you from now on. He didn’t realize how much he missed your touch and just the feeling of having you near him until now.
“We’ll spend the whole day together tomorrow doing whatever you want to do, just me and you”