you dont know me and you never will

So I have this theory, which my friend reminded me about yesterday.

Sometimes I feel that there is this certain set amount of happiness in the world. Envision a physical manifestation of it. Like a cloud in some ways.

Okay so, have you ever noticed How if you are in a good or great mood even, someone you know or is friends with isn’t. This obviously isn’t a shocking thing but I started thinking about it once and there never seems to be a time where everyone (that you know or hang around) is collectively happy. One person (or more) always has the shorter end of the happy stick. Then on days where those people/friends are happy, maybe you find you yourself aren’t.

What if, and this is just my stupid thoughts and maybe it’s been felt or thought before by others. However, what if there is this set amount of happiness. Like X amount set for Y amount of people. So because of this, none of us are guaranteed happiness each day. What if even unbeknownst to us, we are battling daily for this cloud of happiness and positivity and joy?

And if this were the case, we are in essence, stealing those emotions from our friends and our family and hoarding them for ourselves.

I don’t know. It’s just interesting to think that we could be in this kind of battle of emotions with those around us and that we are either stealing or being stolen from.

anonymous asked:

You would not believe your eyes 👀 if ten million 💯fireflies 🐝lit 🔥up ☝️the world 🌌 as I fell asleep 😴 cause they'd fill the open air ☁️ and leave teardrops 💦 everywhere you'd think 💭 me rude but I would just stand 🕴and stare 👀 I like to make myself believe 💭 that planet earth 🌏 turns slowly 🚶it's hard to say 🗣 that I'd rather stay awake 👁 when I'm asleep 😴 cause everything 👁👄👁 is never as it seems 👀👀👀 when I'm asleep 😴

i dont know why this meme popped out of nowhere, but i support it 100% <3

pagez  asked:

🐹💙🎁🍰🐇☕💭🎬 if thats ok!! sorry if its too many :o

🐹 What are Some of Your Favorite Pokémon and Why?

  • dusknoir - big fat ghost.
  • wooper - little salamander baby.
  • electabuzz - big yellow fat cat.

💙 What Annoys You About Some People?

i don’t like overly loud people, or extreme extroverts. sadly me and @rainberrywarrior know one person who’s both of those.

🎁 What Never Fails to Make You Happy?

@ghirahimuwu, @rainberrywarrior, @link-to-lorule! any of my biggest ccs [ ganondorf, master kohga, rubilax, etc ]!

🍰 What Are Some of Your Favorite Sugary Foods?

i actually dont rly like a lot of sugary food! but sour candies are the best!!!!

🐇 What Do You Always Daydream About?

the same stuff that makes me happy!

☕️ Talk About Your Ideal Day

getting to spend it with any of the people above! just chilling and cuddling and napping and everythings sunny and warm

💭 Do You Keep A Diary?

ive tried before but i dont really anymore. i kind of had one on my wattpad but i havent been on wattpad in a month so i dont really have it updated

🎬 What Are Some of Your Favorite Films?

  • labyrinth [ 1986 ]
  • howls moving castle [ 2004 ]
  • spirited away [ 2001 ]
  • the care bears movie [ 1985 ]
  • my little pony: the movie [ 1986 ]
  • grave of the fireflies [ 1988 ]
  • care bears movie II: a new generation [ 1986 ]
  • popeye [ 1980 ]
  • the princess bride [ 1987 ]
  • the outsiders [ 1983 ]
  • akira [ 1988 ]
  • wargames [ 1983 ]

all my fav movies are basically from the 80′s whoops. theres so many more but thats a long list

Maybe all she needed was for you to hold her. Maybe that’s all it would have taken for her to feel safe. Instead you used her, you confused her. You are the reason she will never trust again. Because just as she thought you’d hold her, you threw her to the ground…
—  and left her there

You kissed me like you planned on doing it again
but you tasted like the kind of person
who doesn’t know how to stay

and I think I could tell what you were thinking the moment you fell asleep that night
I remember waking up so god damn early that morning and I spent hours while you were asleep hopingprayingwishing that you’d wake up and smile at me the way I needed you to

But something cracked and changed
whoever you were before that night didn’t stay
the moment you woke up that morning
you looked away

I guess what I’m trying to explain
is that people like you never mean what they say
you act like you’re in it for the long haul and then it’s oh God can’t we just stay friends but I mean Jesus Christ friends don’t look at each other the way we did when we slept in each other’s beds

so it’s not you and me anymore you know
it’s you me and everything we don’t know how to say to each other
so we hold it together in the way we never touch;
we hold it together in the way we stay
just friends
if staying friends means seeing each other
in familiar places and laughing and smiling
like you didn’t tear this to pieces

—  you didn’t even have to explain
*~bad tarot tips~*
  • pull the fool out of your deck. thats you. youre the fool 
  • hand somebody the ten of swords right before you stab them 
  • when you break up with your bae stare at the lovers card and cry about how much happier the pictured pair are compared to you
  • ignore the temperance card every time you pull it. it doesnt know your life
  • take a drink every time you pull a cup card
  • leave your deck facing up for 2846249428942 days in the sunlight. youll know theyre charged when they fade to the point you cant read them anymore
  • throw your tower card into the trash because you dont need that kind of negativity in your life
  • spend an hour contemplating the heteronormativity and lack of diversity in your deck collection and then never do anything about it 
  • store your tarot deck in your bra. or binder. or a plain shirt. the point is that an extra brick boob is the sign of your devotion to your deck
  • buy $450000 dollar decks online because OOOOOoo, pretty!!!!! 
I just want to get out of here. I want to call you and tell you everything that’s wrong and i want you to tell me that its going to be okay. I need you to tell me its going to be okay.
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Get to know me meme: [9/12] ships
Jeff & Annie (Community) “You’re becoming dangerous, Annie. It’s those doe eyes. Disappointing you is like choking the Little Mermaid with a bike chain.”

im korean and i dont insert random “aish”’s and “yah”’s into my otherwise english posts u know why? bc it doesnt make sense and it serves no purpose other than using korean for the sake of using korean. so tell me why u non koreans think u can do it?

when you non korean ppl do this ur using korean just for the sake of using korean, and hence accessoring my language. ur using korean slang that u, as a non korean person, would never really use irl, to try and closer yourself to korean culture and at the end of the day it makes you a koreaboo. ur using my language to accessorize ur posts to seem More Korean when ur not korean at all.

most of u have seemed to grasp the concept that using hangul as a non korean person is appropriation so tell me why i still see so much of korean slang thrown around? do you think that just bc now its in an english translation its suddenly an english word? does changing 오빠 to oppa now suddenly make it an english word? its just as embarassing and racist as using straightup hangul

if you’re going to consume so much korean media then you have an obligation to respect korean culture and korean people as more than just figments of ur dream idol. pretending you’re korean for listening to kpop is not respectful, its not cute, it fetishizes korean people and works against us being treated as complex human beings

I wanna talk about something.

Every single Drarry story I’ve read has been like “Harry thought he was straight bc of Ginny” or “But Ginny” or “He didn’t want to hurt Ginny” and I can understand that bc of canon. But I just want to ask something. Why the fuck was Harry with Ginny in the first place? I mean I love Ginny I really do. But for the first like 4 years that Harry knew her, she was creepily obsessed with him and Harry HATED that kind of attention. In the Triwizard Tournament, the person who was most important to Harry was her brother. The first time he ever had a romantic thought about her was when he had pretty much accepted that he was going to die so yeah who the fuck wants to die when their only kiss was with a girl bawling her eyes out over her ex boyfriend? And it came out of fucking nowhere. It was like “Oh shit there’s this evil guy after me. Oh shit I really gotta sort my life out bc something always happens every year at Hogwarts. Oh shit I gotta kill Voldemort. Oh shit look Ron’s little sister’s kinda pretty. I MUST BE IN LOVE WITH HER WHATTTTTT” like wtf Harry no sit down calm down. You’re not in love with her. You’re a hormonal teenager. And then he breaks up with her bc he’s pretty much gonna die. And then when it’s time for the Hogwarts battle, you know what Harry does? He’s like “GINNY STAY WHERE YOU ARE DONT FIGHT!” But you know who else told her that? HER FREAKING BROTHERS. How Harry thought of her in any non-platonic way is beyond me. Harry always thought of her as a little sister but then he discovered what a dick was and he was like YEAH LEMME MARRY HER. I will never get over the outrage of Harry’s romance with Ginny. I would sooner accept Harry being in a weird love triangle with Hermione than I would accept him with Ginny. Like I said, I love Ginny. I just can’t stand their relationship

jenny💁darling💕you’re my best friend👯but theres a few things you dont know of❔👀why i borrow your lipstick💋so often im using your shirt👚as a pillow case🛏️i wanna ruin👊our friendship👯we should be lovers👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩instead i dont know🤔how to say🗣️this cause you’re really my dearest friend💜 jenny💁darling💕you’re my best friend👯ive been doing bad👎things you dont know🤔about stealing your stuff💄👡💅now and then nothing youd miss but it means the world to me💖 i wanna ruin👊our friendship👯we should be lovers👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩instead i dont know🤔how to say🗣️this cause you’re really my dearest friend💜jenny💁take my hand🖐️we are more than friends👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩i will follow👣you until the end  jenny💁take my hand🖐️i cannot pretend🤡why i never like your new boyfriends👫oh your love for them wont last long😜forget those amigos🧔 oh your love for them wont last long😜forget those amigos🧑forget those amigos👨‍🌾🧔👦👫 i wanna ruin👊our friendship👯we should be lovers👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩instead i dont know🤔how to say🗣️this cause you’re really my dearest friend💜 oh your love for them wont last long😜( we should be lovers👩‍❤️‍💋‍👩instead) oh your love for them wont last long😜 (cause you’re really my dearest friend💜) jenny💁…….

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i know alot of people dont like louis recent choice of clothing or are sick of it but my brother told me the other day that, “he looks fly as fuck wearing supreme and yeezys i fuck with him” my brother is 22 and a street wear nerd (he literally buys bots to be able to buy supreme since it sells out so fast, street wear can become almost like a addiction to some guys in the late teens / early 20′s because these sites never restock if you dont buy it the first drop you wont get it unless you buy it resale on ebay for 3x the price so if you get it its almost like a high because you are one of the few hundreds who has it, you think buying concert tickets is stressful lmao yall have no idea) he sees him in a totally different light now its honestly the weirdest thing lol like he doesnt hate 1d, he knows i love them, knows about larry whatever but ever since hes been seeing him wear the clothes he likes and also work with artist he likes its like hes seeing a brand new louis he wouldnt mind stanning, we actually talk about him all the time and sometimes he will come into my room like, “do you think louis would wear this ?” ljszflkDSG its truly amazing.

Wow

Its currently 7am and I just checked my asks because I can’t sleep and I can’t believe what I just saw

Yesterday an anon told me that I whitewashed Yoongi. I talked about this, many people sent me so many kind messages that I didnt answer because I just wanted this to end. I thought it was done but apparently not.

I just woke up to people telling me that I was an horrible person, that I should stop drawing, that I should delete all my comics, my tumblr, and that I should end my life. Yep
I’m just speechless? I don’t even know what to say. You’re harrasing an artist because you think they whitewash. Like I said I don’t whitewash and I never did. You don’t have to agree with me or to like what I do. But to the point of sending this kind of stuff? I dont know if its the same person or not. I don’t know anymore.

I don’t even want to post anything, I’m just fucking scared. Usually this kind of stuff don’t really touch me but I guess it does now. I don’t want to disappoint you, I just want to make people smile, maybe I’m not that good at it. I know that so many people love my stuff, and it’s kinda unfair to them. But thats how it is I’m human and I’m weak

I don’t understand really. Yall are saying how sweet Jimin is, how kind Jimin is, how supportive Jimin is, oh what an angel. But then you’re sending this kind of stuff to another human being.

I thought of blocking but I didnt. Because I want the person/people who sent this messages to read this. Don’t do that to anyone. I’m lucky to be happy in my everyday life. But thats not the case for everybody. Some people have suicidal thoughts everyday. Do you know how harmful this is? So please, don’t do that to someone else. At the end of the day it’s just a comic on the internet. And I don’t think it’s worth it.

please stop reblogging this post

i made this post, and i never expected it to reach past like … 20 notes which wouldve been just all my friends who actually know about charm

im very uncomfortable with the amount of reblogs this post has gotten. i am very uncomfortable with how it has spread to places that i do not, to people who i’ll never know.

do you know how many people have asked me to use charms name for their npc/dnd character? too many

do you know how many people have used charm’s name without telling me they have, resulting in me probably never finding out about it? i dont and that makes me so fucking uncomfortable.

first and foremost, before charm dimeshore is a punny name, he is MY character. i made him lonnggggg before i came up with his name. charm dimeshore is just charm to me, and he is a character who i have poured my heart and soul into. he’s one of my favorite characters and his story means so much to me.

and i dont want anyone taking that away from me

i DO NOT want charm dimeshores name to be stripped away from him by people i dont know, to be used for their own characters by people who know nothing about charm or how he came to decide on his name as a trans man

i have given like…five people permission to use his name for npcs but ive given them very specific guidelines, because otherwise? it just feels fucking disgusting. it just feels like stealing. 

charm dimeshore is more than a name to me, and i dont like how likely it is that someone could steal him from me and ruin him without my knowledge

and dont you dare tell me that im overreacting. dont you dare tell me that “its just a name”. because its not. its not

so unless youre matt fucking mercer or some bullshit, do NOT come to me and ask to use his name for an npc

and if you do it anyway? im disgusted by you. you disgust me, and you honestly dont understand how painful it is to me to have charm become much bigger than myself and risk losing him

please stop reblogging that post. instead, if you want to, reblog this one.