you don't know how much i love her

There were unexpected moments. These lightning strikes made of sudden calmness and tenderness, of electricity and love, when she would realize again and again just how much the rogue had stolen her heart (and stayed).

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I will write a book one day about how I feel about every aspect of Emily Stone. She’s a full genius or she has found her genius and she’s given it so fully and beautifully. I think everyone who works with her, everyone who, you know, brushes shoulders with her or even kinda makes eye contact with her gets a shot of sunshine.

I have more pictures of you than I do of sunsets.
—  Nicole Torres // excerpt; And you know how much I love sunsets
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- Are you hurt?
- Yeah, a little.
- A little?

I want to love you. I want to show you how much you mean to me.

but
I
can’t.

I want to hold you when you’re down and be happy with you when you’re happy.

but
I
can’t.

there’s so many things I want to do.
want to say.
I need you to know
I love you.
but please

don’t
love
me.

—  a lithromantic thought process
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Do you know how much I love them. Do you KNOW

DO YOU KNOW HOW IT GUTS ME TO BE SAYING GOODBYE TO THEM

AND FOUR-FIFTHS OF THEM AREN’T EVEN HERE TO SAY GOODBYE TO

LOOK AT THEM LOOK AT THIS SHIT

USAGI STANDING THERE SHE HAS A SANDWICH SANDWICHES ARE AMAZING THEY ARE SO PERFECT AND SHE NEARLY BITES HER HAND OFF IN HER RUSH TO EAT IT AND EXPERIENCES THIS MOMENT OF PUREST DELIGHT POSSIBLE AT A SANDWICH AND SHE KNOWS SHE’S RIDICULOUS BUT GOD DAMN SANDWICHES FUCK YEAH

AMI WITH HER NOSE IN A BOOK BUT NOT REALLY BECAUSE AN ICE CREAM LURKS BENEATH AND SHE’S SO TICKLED TO BE JUST A LITTLE BIT NAUGHTY AND ALSO SHAKE HER BUM AMI WHAT ARE YOU DOING

REI STOMPING ALONG CONQUERING SHOPPING LIKE NO ONE HAS EVER CONQUERED SHOPPING BEFORE SHE IS UNSTOPPABLE SHE IS ETERNAL SHE IS TRIPPING AND BUSTING HER FACE AND BEING RIDICULOUS AND MY HEART IS GOING TO EXPLODE I LOVE HER SO MUCH

MAKO BEING QUIET AND BEAUTIFUL AND ALL THE THINGS SHE STILL BELIEVES SHE CAN NEVER BE AND WHEN A BUTTERFLY LANDS ON HER BECAUSE BUTTERFLIES KNOW WHAT THE FUCK IS UP MAN ALL SHE CAN DO IS LOOK AT IT ALL CONFUSED BECAUSE MAKO IS ALL THAT IS GOOD IN THE WORLD AND THE ONLY ONE WHO NEVER UNDERSTANDS THAT IS MAKO

AND MINAKO IN SOMEONE’S KITCHEN (PROBABLY NOT HER KITCHEN MINAKO WHOSE KITCHEN DID YOU SNEAK INTO) AND SHE’S MAKING PANCAKES FOR LIKELY NO REASON OTHER THAN FUCK IT WHY NOT PANCAKES AND SHE’S GOING TO FLIP IT SHE KNOWS SHE SHOULDN’T FLIP IT BUT FLIPPING IS GOING TO HAPPEN ANYWAY AND SHE’S LOST IT SHE’LL MAKE A MESS IT WILL BE TERRIBLE BUT NO SHE CAUGHT IT AND LIKE OF COURSE SHE CAUGHT IT SHE’S SAILOR FUCKING V

I LOVE THEM SO MUCH YOU GUYS

SO MUCH

Vicbourne 1x03/1x05

I’d just like to point this out.

In 1x03, Brocket Hall, Victoria tells Melbourne he’s the only companion she could ever desire. He has to refuse her because he knows that they aren’t in a position to marry, though they are in love with each other. So he tells her that she must keep her heart intact for someone else and that he mates for life and everything.

But.

You can just see how much he is suffering because of what he has to say and of course he knows that Victoria will suffer too.

So he takes her hands between his and tries not to hurt her with his words because he knows how fragile she is with her feelings. He tries to protect her once again.

Just in case this wasn’t heartbreaking enough, we have 1x05, An Ordinary Woman.

Victoria’s just married Albert and she is happy now, but she can’t completely forget her Lord M, so she calls him. And he is in so much pain I can’t even describe.

Do you see? Do you see his eyes staring into nothingness? He’s trying not to think about what he’s losing and to be happy for her

She tells him:

And THEN 

SHE TAKES HIS HANDS and now the situation is the opposite than in 1x03: it is Victoria who knows that he will suffer because of her and she is trying not to hurt him because she now knows how fragile HE is. 

He may seem strong and self-confident, but deep down he is actually much more fragile than she is.

And she is trying to protect him this time as he has always done for her.

You don’t know about all the poetry I write for you, yet a part of me just wished you knew.
That way you’d know how I truly react when you don’t call me back,
you’d know how much I think about the things I lack.
You’d know how crazy I am for you,
how much you take of my time,
that I write about you because you’re always on my mind.
Yet I will not say a word about this blog to you,
I will not share one quote or phrase,
for you will know my quiet side,
you’ll see my sensitive and sadder side,
I don’t want you to see my doubts of you,
because I just know
that you don’t love me too.
—  a.a.
What were we
      Are you still there
  I didn’t really love you
Did you ever really love me
   I can’t stay here
                       I’m sorry
          When are you coming back
 I’m not good at these
      Someone is looking for you
  Please don’t go
            My, how much we have changed
I don’t know what to say anymore
        How could you
I’ll be back
         I don’t know you
                Will you miss me
    You don’t know me
            I met someone
I don’t need you
     I don’t know what I want
I’ll miss you
         It’s really not important
   You meant so much to me
             Take care of yourself
Don’t forget me
—  A.O.A.M. || Too Many Ways To Say Goodbye
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Sometimes just a little affection can mean so much…

It took a long time for her to realize it, but she just wants to feel wanted, to feel like she belongs somewhere. She’s been hurt countless times by people who were supposed to love her and didn’t, people who said they loved her and wouldn’t. She pours her heart out uncontrollably for everyone around her because she doesn’t know how to make it stop pumping so hard. She’ll tell you too much of her story because she’s too desperate to connect with someone. Clipping the shackles of loneliness isn’t at all what she does best, and she suffers under the pressure of silent screams at night. But she doesn’t hope much for happy endings anymore. Making it through today is so much more important.
—  🖤
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@dreadfulcalendarwoman replied to your post “Headcanon, Giles wanted to take Faith in during season 3 and give her…”

i love giles and all but the way he just kinda let faith live in a motel without really thinking much about how that would affect her isn’t something i can really forgive him for

i mean this is a nice headcanon?? but giles kinda has this Thing where he focuses solely on buffy and i think that alienated faith a lot

exactly!!! which is why i mentioned that the watcher’s council told him to watch over faith until someone new could be assigned to her because giles… didn’t. he just. he didn’t. not because he was too busy or had too much on his plate to begin with, but because he genuinely has a serious tunnel vision problem when it comes to buffy and couldn’t be bothered to check in on the poor teenage girl living across town in a rat trap motel with no legitimate access to money or food. at the end of the day no one was “watching” faith except for perhaps buffy, a fellow teenager with a mess of her own problems to deal with and monsters to boot. i’m in the giles-love club too but the way he dropped the ball with taking care of faith’s most basic needs is unforgivable 

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I just wanna say how much I appreciate the fact that you're so well spoken. It's really nice to see someone who knows the difference between your and you're and their they're and there. Props to you fam

This is so touching. Thank you.

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Books Read in 2017: Siege and Storm by Leigh Bardugo

“You know the problem with heroes and saints? They always end up dead

she is a sagittarius (you know how much I love sag wrestlers). and by way of marriage she is wrestling royalty, a member of the anoaʻi family: her husband, jon fatu/jimmy uso, is rikishi’s son, rikishi is the cousin of joe anoa’i (roman reigns) and, by way of a blood brother relationship between rikishi and reigns’s grandfather amituana anoa’i and peter maivia (I cannot remember the indigenous name for this relationship), dwayne “the rock” johnson, as well as like a good majority of the innovators of wrestling :)