you don't have to if you don't want to

Hey, I miss interacting with everyone here so let’s do the “requests” thing again, a bit different tho’. 

I usually try (and fail) to draw everything you guys ask, I won’t be able to do that now, but I still want to know, so just tell me anything if you want to and I’ll try to pick something later and do a smol drawing.

No promises because I don’t trust myself for it right now, but even so I just really love to know what you’re all up to and heck everyone is sort of precious so yeah…

@lunlucy yoooo I’m the anon that thought your Lance with a backwards cap was hot

a thought

(Oh wow she’s having Thoughts again what a concept)

I was having some conversations with friends in the last couple of days about some of the more… inventive prompts that people have been coming up with lately. And I know that some people are uncomfortable with some of them. And I wanted to know… what are everyone’s general thoughts on this?

It’s funny because just like a week ago I was all “oh I don’t want to write things that will trigger people or be harmful bc younger followers etc.” and now I’m… helping to run this thing that has come up with some ideas that I won’t touch with a ten-foot pole. Like others can have at it, that’s fine.

But also I know that… people will find this stuff whether or not I have anything to do with it. That doesn’t mean I feel comfortable perpetuating it.

My concern is not with like a/b/o or tentacles (which, someone is working on now???) or sex pollen. My concern is mostly with non-consensual stuff. Of course we’re going to tag everything appropriately and have trigger warnings for whatever we can think of - I try to do that anyway. And I’m not going to reblog the prompt fills on this blog (unless I wrote it, obvs), so it’s easy enough to just not follow the kink meme blog. But that doesn’t mean I’m not playing a role, so…

I don’t even know what I’m asking really, I’ve just been having conversations with people and I don’t want anyone to feel uncomfortable, especially younger people, because I am an Adult, I’ve been around the block, but this can be… a thing for others.

But let me know your thoughts, if you want trigger warnings for anything in particular, etc.

Just a reminder that we do not want dd/lg and related kink blogs following us. 

Being CSA survivors you’d think it would be obvious that any kind of sexualisation of children/childhood is a highly distressing to us and our followers but we keep having to block these blogs.

If we say ‘little’ we are referring to child alters in our DID system, not any kind of kink.

Despite knowing many, many people, I’ve never been invited to a Discord community.

Like more than 4 or 5 people, an actual server rather than a small group chat as it were.

The only other servers I’ve been in have been the Discord API server (the officially run one), which I dropped into to ask a few questions of the developers and dropped out of, one for a project I’m doing some programming for, and one I hit a public join link for, which hasn’t lasted long.

I know that one of my friends runs a vaguely code based one, one an art one, at least 3 or 4 have their own “fanbase” ones, and I’m aware of one or two other communities that have a huge crossover with the server I run myself, but they’re all apparently kept away from me (Although provably not the other users in my server).

My general assumption is I’m just not particularly liked. At least not enough to “invite over”, anyway.

I think about just shutting Shift down at least once every few days, and have done for a good four months now. For now I’ll settle with pruning the inactive users and pondering my social existence.


Mermaid!Reader ft. Taehyung AU

↦ “ Lonely lonely lonely whale
Like this, try calling once again
Until this song that doesn’t have a response
Reaches tomorrow.” 

which 1d ship is the best for a married in vegas au?

uncontrollable || Donato &&

Date: March 25, 2017
Location: Lucifer’s Mansion, The Grounds
Availability: Open

Donato who was almost always even-tempered, Donato who tended toward passive-aggressive response when irritation crept up on him, Donato who tended towards bitter rather than angry was feeling anything but what he normally was. To say that destruction had followed in his wake earlier, was certainly true and possibly a slight understatement when furia’s effects had first taken place. Abaddon, for her part, had been thrilled with the outcome, but Donato wasn’t particularly surprised by that - nor did he particularly find any joy in making her happy or pleased with her choice. 

He had shaken her off for a little while, stormed off and lost her in a crowd as temper that was entirely unfamiliar coursed through his veins and he tried to find his way back to the even-tempered existence that was normally his. He thought maybe the stars could help and so had bee-lined for the grounds, finding a relatively quiet spot only to find that he couldn’t settle as he normally would, couldn’t sit still long enough to really stare at the sky, resorting to pacing instead, thoughts scrambled, a string of curses spilling forth in Italian, “Cazzo notte stupido. Avrei dovuto dire di no, non avrei mai dovuto venire, non avrei mai accettato di prenderlo. favori cazzo e offerte. Cazzo Raziel e il suo colloquio con i demoni. Cazzo Gabriel. Cazzo Adon e Shibah. Cazzo, cazzo, cazzo.”

He figured she’d find him again eventually, but he hoped by the time she did, he was more himself. However with the way he was pacing, with the way curses spilled forth from lips, he doubted that would be the case and a voice in the back of his mind wondered what her chaos could bring forth from him and make paired with his anger. These imaginings were interrupted by the sounds of another’s footfall against the ground, behind him. In a moment, he whirled, temper written all across his face.

“What. The fuck. Do you. Want?” he asked, voice a combination of strained and irritated, each word or phrase all but bitten off, expelled in such a way that made it clear that he was unhappy being interrupted, being wanted (or at least he assumed as such). But then, would he have been happy about anything? Probably not.

Someone else on tumblr pointed out that PASSENGERS might have been a more meaningful movie if it was about just THE ONE person dealing with being alone on the ship for the rest of their life.  And if, to cope, they go through and make it a point to learn everything they can about all of the other people on the ship.

And I just keep thinking about this idea.

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Super Sappy Lines Prompt List

Because sometimes you just want to write the sappiest shit you can handle.

  1. “I’m in love with you.”
  2. “Please don’t leave me.”
  3. “It’s always been you.”
  4. “Shut up and kiss me.”
  5. “I’ve wanted this for so long.”
  6. “I can’t wait any longer.”
  7. “Can I kiss you?”
  8. “Can I touch you?”
  9.  “I missed you so much.”
  10. “Stay with me forever.”
  11. “I thought you didn’t want me.”
  12. “I want you. Only you.”
  13. “The way I feel when I’m with you…”
  14. “I’ll always love you.”
  15. “Please marry me.”
  16. “Why haven’t you kissed me yet?”
  17. “Because I love you!”
  18. “You’re the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.”
  19. “I can’t stay away from you.”
  20. “I’ve been waiting all my life for you.”
  21. “I’m better when I’m with you.”
  22. “You make me so happy.”

PS if you write anything from this list, will you tag with #sappyprompts so I can see it? <3