This lovely, kind, smart gay guy that I knew from high school GSA meetings died last week. It was confirmed that it was suicide and he was an ex-Mormon. You deserved so much better than the nineteen years you got living in this horrible place. You were a great leader and listener, so open and wonderful for us. Even though we didn’t talk much outside of meetings (not in my year) my heart is breaking.
You are too hard on yourself.... I swear you need to go live the happiest life ever you deserve that to yourself