you choose me god

Living with anger issues I can’t work on
  • I get angry at technology A LOT
  • When people tell me how to feel the only thing i feel is ANGER
  • I’m not gonna calm down because your voice is whispered and kind
  • i’m still angry
  • there are some days where i don’t want to here a single person’s voice.
  • if you try to tell me something you found on the internet i will get extremely impatient
  • i fucking hate when i’m being so unfair but i don’t know how to not be unfair
  • I GET REALLY CONTROLLING 
  • TELLING ME TO STOP BEING SUCH A BABY MAGNIFIES MY ANGER
  • there are sometimes i really want to cry but i can’t because I’M ANGRY. 
  • I am a total ass to everyone and everything 
  • i’m a pacifist but even i wanna throw a bag of bricks at your face when you tell me how i’m supposed to react
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“I have no idea what happened, but I’m loving this!”

Requested by: honestly i have no idea 

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gif request meme: blufeniix asked favorite character, hero, villain, & minor character + Resident Evil
↳ Jill Valentine
   Chris Redfield
   Albert Wesker
   Josh Stone

Zades Shippers vs. The Universe
  • Universe: LOL Hades is such a tool, can't you see he's just playing her? He couldn't possibly know what love is... he's been alone for far too long. Why would anyone ever love someone like that?
  • Zades Shippers: DO YOU WANT TO FUCKING FIGHT ME I TOLD YOU WEEKS AGO HE FUCKING LOVED THIS WOMAN AND NOW LOOK WHERE WE'RE AT HE IS A PRECIOUS CINNAMON ROLL AND SHE IS THE ONLY LIGHT IN HIS FUCKING UNIVERSE AND YOU DO NOT NOT TOUCH THEM.
  • Universe: *blinks*
  • Zades Shippers: ...DO NOT. I WILL FUCKING END YOU. DO NOT TOUCH THEM.
I am convinced beyond a doubt of this: God wants to be loved. He wants to be a priority to someone. How could we have missed this? From cover to cover, from beginning to end, the cry of God’s heart is, “Why won’t you choose Me?” It is amazing to me how humble, how vulnerable God is on this point. “You will … find me,” says the Lord, “when you seek me with all your heart” (Jer. 29:13). In other words, “Look for me, pursue me – I want you to pursue me.” God waits to be wanted.
—  John Eldredge, Wild at Heart: Discovering the Secret of a Man’s Soul

anonymous asked:

If you could have any of your classmates' talents (without necessarily taking it away from them or harming them), what would you choose? For this question, assume you deserve such a thing.

“Ah, that’s a good question, Anonymous-kun. I deserve death. If I had to choose… In an alternate universe where I deserve such a thing, perhaps maybe… SHSL Photographer? I don’t necessarily take a lot of photos, nor are they as good as Koizumi-san’s, but with process of elimination I think that I’d have this talent. This was a hard one, aha!”

Would You Rather Tuesday

It’s that time of week again! Time to submit all your fandom-related would you rathers!

They can be funny or weird or oh-my-god-why-would-you-make-me-choose! Don’t be afraid to get creative and think outside the box!

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Journal Time

Recently I have been hearing God speak deeper and louder than ever before on my heart, that I have to talk about it. For the longest time I treated Christianity as a religion vs. a true and deep relationship with my Creator.  I would say all the right things and put on a fake face and hide as if everything was ok.  It took many years (over 20 to be exact) until this point where God allowed me to search and see different lovers of the world through fandoms, music, games etc. that did not satisfy, all the while I put on a fake face for Him.  Recently my boyfriend and I were talking and he asked me a question if I truly knew the Lord. That small statement was the beginning of God really changing me in my broken heart which I had attempted to hide from Him, viewing God over the years as a tyrant or a genie that I occasionally say “sorry” to. God shook my heart (and even ongoing now) to move. He convicted me last night to move from the fakeness of infatuation, to a real and true and intimate relationship with Him, as intimate as as one as marriage. I replied yes, and it was what I needed to hear, not what I wanted to hear. God is so good and gracious, and He is tearing down over 20 years of misinterpretations of His astounding and AMAZING Word, The Bible. Jesus set me free through His death and resurrection, and I no longer have to try try try, which is what I thought I had to do for many many years. Jesus paid it all. My God my Savior is amazing. No more fakeness, no more living for myself or the world that gives nothing. I live for Christ Jesus. I live for the One True and Living God who loves me, created me, and paid it all for me. *drops mic*

Psalm 139:7-12New International Version (NIV)

7 Where can I go from your Spirit?
   Where can I flee from your presence?
8 If I go up to the heavens, you are there;
   if I make my bed in the depths, you are there.
9 If I rise on the wings of the dawn,
   if I settle on the far side of the sea,
10 even there your hand will guide me,
   your right hand will hold me fast.
11 If I say, “Surely the darkness will hide me
   and the light become night around me,”
12 even the darkness will not be dark to you;
   the night will shine like the day,
   for darkness is as light to you.

Would You Rather Tuesday

It’s that time of week again! Time to submit all your fandom-related would you rathers!

They can be funny or weird or oh-my-god-why-would-you-make-me-choose! Don’t be afraid to get creative and think outside the box!

You can submit to me through private message, ask, or my submissions box!

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{make me choose meme}

masterofreblogging asked: the Old Gods or the Seven

“You hear them, boy?” a voice asked.

(…)

“What are you doing here?” He had not seen Osha since they’d taken her captive in the wolfswood, though he knew she’d been set to working in the kitchens.

“They are my gods too,” Osha said. “Beyond the Wall, they are the only gods.” ― Bran VI, A Game of Thrones.

I don’t even miss you, and I sure as hell don’t want you to come back. All I would like is an apology and maybe a little bit of begging for me to let you back into my life. I don’t want you, but I do want to feel the satisfaction of seeing your face as you realize you made a god damn mistake of not choosing me.
—  I want to win.

harrison:

lisa carew

You know I am a righteous man

Of my virtue I am justly proud

lisa carew
You know I’m so much purer than
The common, vulgar, weak, licentious child
Then tell me, Lisa
Why I see him dancing there
Why his smoldering eyes still scorch my soul

I feel him, I see him
The sun caught in his red hair
Is blazing in me out of all control

Like fire
Hellfire
This fire in my skin
This burning desire
Is turning me to sin

It’s not my fault
I’m not to blame
It is the english boy
The demon who sent this flame

It’s not my fault
If in God’s plan
He made the devil so much
Stronger than a man

Protect me, lisa
Don’t let this siren cast his spell
Don’t let his fire sear my flesh and bone
Destroy edward
And let him taste the fires of Hell
Or else let him be mine and mine alone

Hellfire
Dark fire
Now demon, it’s your turn
Choose me or
Your pyre
Be mine or you will burn

God have mercy on him
God have mercy on me
But he will be mine
Or he will burn!”

yall wanted to see how hyde first master looked like aka the original jekyll so here he is in all his glory. he really wants hyde to return to him, though he was horrible to him and hyde wouldn’t want to go make to that type of life. 

Would You Rather Tuesday

It’s that time of week again! Time to submit all your fandom-related would you rathers!

They can be funny or weird or oh-my-god-why-would-you-make-me-choose! Don’t be afraid to get creative and think outside the box!

You can submit to me through private message, ask, or my submissions box!

anonymous asked:

you got a house, doesn't matter what size it is but you can only bring 3 fictional characters from anything, who would your 3 be? pass it on.

God, you’re making me choose between my chiLDREN HOW DARE YOU OMG HARDEST QUESTION EVER WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME???

But like, okay. If I had to pick, I’d like to think I’d choose Hunk from Voltron, Honey Lemon from Big Hero 6, and Link from Twilight Princess. For very practical reasons.

Hunk, I’d pick because he seems like a cool guy, wouldn’t make a huge mess, would be pretty chill as a roommate. Plus he can cook, I mean seriously cook, this guy made a meal out of alien ingredients hes never seen before and he totally won the hearts of the masses you kNOW this kid has talent which is like, a big deal for me because while I can cook, that doesn’t mean I can cook well. Also he’s an engineer who can fix things, which seems like a really useful person to have around. PLUS he gives great hugs. So yeah, Hunk is a must.

Honey Lemon would be a fun roommate to have because I would totally want to be able to borrow her clothes. Plus I think she’d be fun to hang out with, and you gotta have someone who can hang out with you and watch disney movies and jam along to the radio with. And Honey Lemon strikes me as that kind of person. She’d be the fun roommate who’d always be up for some kind of wacky hijinks, but she’d also be responsible enough to know when to tone it down before we wake up the neighbors. On top of that she’s a brilliant chemical engineer, so she probably mixes a mean drink, and she’s a fashion designer so she’d probably be amazing to do a team cosplay with. Them’s the goals, anyways.

And last, I’d want Link from Twilight Princess for two reasons. One, he seems the true handyman type, so if something in the house breaks and Hunk and Honey Lemon don’t know how to fix it, Link probably would. Or he’d be able to jury rig something to at least keep things working. But more importantly, he can turn into a big fluffy wolf that you can cuddle with. And that’s why Link absolutely HAS to be one of the people in the house, no doubt about it.

So yeah, I guess those are my choices? But then again, there are so many other characters who would make the coolest roommates…

anonymous asked:

pick five people to go on an excursion with you. who would you pick and where would you go/what would you do?

Oh, dear God, why would you make me choose??

Um, um. @tossedbysea, @crutchosaurus, @themayors-daughter (for Crutchie’s sake and also because she’s lovely), @trulydavey, and @reveriesinrhyme.

We would go across Europe and see shows. Ballets, operas, plays. And also go to art museums. Very nerdy, very artsy. It will be wonderful.