@ people who have food issues cause of their illness
im sorry if eating has become more of a burden than a pleasure for you
im sorry if people dont understand and think youre just a picky eater
im sorry if youre afraid to eat, afraid of the pain or concequences that come with eating
im sorry if you cant talk about your food issues because its an “inappropriate topic” to bring up.
im sorry if people feel like theyre entitled to know your issues, im sorry if youve been robbed of that personal privacy.
im sorry if going to restaurants is really hard for you, you dont deserve to go through this, to have something that should be fun made into a hell
im sorry if you have to watch other people eat food that you love and that you cant eat cause of your illness.
im sorry if you have to starve all day when you go out because the place youre at has nothing you can eat
im sorry if you cant go out and be carefree about what you have to eat because you have to worry about what itll do to you
im sorry if theres a type of food you loved and you had to give up cause of your illness
im really sorry people think that youre just complaining over nothing when you talk about how much you miss not worrying or not being able to eat a type of food,
you have every right to mourn what your illness has taken from you, whether it be the food itself, the love of eating, the lack of worry, or the concequences of eating something, etc etc.
im sorry if the holidays have turned into the worst times for you, im sorry if family or friends arent understanding or if just watching everyone be able to eat anything any time they want makes you upset.
you have every right to any emotion this makes you feel
im sorry if people push off your issues to “oh if they just ate less/more theyd feel better”
im sorry if youre told to stop complaining because you “dont have it that bad”
your issues matter
and you will get through this.
theres alot of other things, im sure, butthis is all i can think of for now.
I’m starting @berrysweetboutique‘s Pastel Rainbowcy Challenge! I’ve never actually played with berry sweet sims before, but I’m excited to try. So meet my founder, Eidolon Cassata!~ He was prettier in CAS, Ima tweak him some more >.>…
Ok so I’ve been seeing a ton of those ‘we need more representation at hogwarts’ posts and I was like hell why not more Jewish representation at Hogwarts (and like everywhere else but that’s another story). No like imagine though
parents calling/or I guess writing the school to make sure that their kids get a kosher meal option and that there’s a good Jewish presence
having Friday night and Saturday morning and Holiday services in the room of requirement
bar and bat mitzvahs would be fuckin epic like imagine having your bar or bat mitzvah in the Great Hall like hot damn people would talk about that for centuries like what was your bar/bat mitzvah theme? oh just REAL LIFE WIZARDING MAGIC
on a more depressing note learning about how Voldemort tried to wipe out anyone who wasn’t pureblood brings up too many Holocaust parallels and is actually extremely upsetting to many students/ many of the Jewish kids teach their non-muggleborn friends about the Holocaust when they ask why they’re getting so distraught
but on a lighter note Hannukah at Hogwarts would be fuckin awesome. like Slytherin students charming their dreidels so they can win every time, Hufflepuffs making everyone homemade gifts and shit, EVERYONE fucking making latkes bc those rule, also the kitchen elves being like wtf is a latke and the students being like prepare to have your mind fuckin blown
giving the Jewish students the day off on Yom Kippur bc like how the frick are you supposed to function come on (that should apply to every school not just magical ones let’s be honest here)
accidentally saying spells in Hebrew because if you grew up learning Hebrew and English it’s gonna slip out when speaking another foreign language (happens to me all the time in Spanish)
getting howlers from concerned mothers who just want you to call back or write back because they love you and they want to make sure you’re warm and well fed (but they remind you that the cooking will never be as good as their own, and your mom is probably right, you miss her brisket and kugel) and if you’re dating anyone make sure it’s a nice jewish boy/girl!
religious kids arguing over what kind of magic is okay to use on Shabbat and holidays
religious kids getting kippot that match their respective houses
religious kids davening in their common rooms each morning
having a succah in the courtyard on Succot, but it does the bigger on the inside thing like the tents at the Quidditch world cup, so on the outside it looks pretty small and humble but you get inside and it’s like decked the fuck out and there’s candy from honeydukes everywhere and it’s just amazing
dressing up on Halloween and Purim and giving shalach manot to their friends and professors
WHY CANT YOU EAT BREAD FOR THE WHOLE WEEK? This question comes up whether you’re in the wizarding world or not let’s face it.
HOGWARTS SEDERS. The great hall decorated for the Seder. those long ass Hogwarts tables decorated with like ten Seder plates because they are so long. Students staying up way past their bedtime because it’s the Seder and that’s just what you do. all the kids who were at the Seder just wiped out in classes the next day.
Jewish wizards charming matzah into actually tasting decent (what a thought)
Jewish wizards inviting their non Jewish friends to Seders and Friday night dinners
Introducing friends to the magical bread that is Challah and kids being like 'damn son I do magic all day every day but this is true magic’
Jewish wizard couples just because
Celebrating Israeli Independence Day at Hogwarts (that would be a dream come true holy moly) like cooking falafel and stuff with the kitchen elves that would be amazing
Being the youngest avenger and them reacting to you going to Xavier's (or college/school)
-Bucky would be so proud that you want to control your mutations and Learn
-Steve would be chill at first then realize you’re serious
-“YOU CANT LEAVE WHOS GOING TO MAKE SURE THOR DOESNT EAT A BAR OF SOAP!”
- “I have full faith that the incident with soap won’t happen again Stevie…I hope”
-Wanda being super excited for you to meet cute boys (aka Alex summers or young Scott summers)
- Nat hiding weapons in your bags just in case
- tony trying to replace you with peter but it doesn’t work
- dramatic sobbing “ ITS NOT THE SAME BRUCE!! I WANT MY LITTLE CHEESESTICK BACK”
- and peters like “wtf thanks bruh #notfeelingthelove”
- Bruce making up a schedule for when to call or video chat every one individually
- Clint and sam being soccer moms and giving you a check list of stuff to pack and making sure you do
- Thor is just not having any of it
- “NO YOU WILL NOT TAKE IT I AM A NORSE GOD AND I FORBID IT”
- Thor holding onto your leg like ‘bitch you going I’m going to’
-eventually Steve gets him off…but then Bucky can’t let his little sidekick go
- “BUCKY PUT ME DOWN YOU OVERGROWN SNOWFLAKE”
- tearful goodbyes
- “call me when you get there, and call us everyday, and If you want to come back I will not hesitate to get you immediately, NO BOYS! And we love you”
- “Thor….” “ROSE LET JACK GO I WILL NOT MAKE THE SAME MISTAKE!”
- “come on (y/n) we have a long journey ahead of us”
- “coming professor Xavier”
-mouthing ’ I love you guys’ before the elevator closes
- Tony, Bucky, and Thor crying for days until you call “LADY (Y/N) I MISS YOU”
You both met when you were trainees, you were a newbie and really nervous cuz all of these people were so talented and there you were
Taeyong saw you all nervous and internally blushed at how pretty you were but kept a strong face and totally ignored you
He kept on sneaking glances at you though, when you weren’t paying attention but other times he would pretend you weren’t even there
You would sometimes get reprimanded by your coach or your trainers and he would want to fight them and protect you but he has to conceal dont feel because he doesn’t want any other distraction during his trainee life
But then he saw you getting closer to other trainee members, especially Yuta and became so jealous that he became really cold towards you, like lowkey bullied you
Like that one time you asked for the directions to the boys’ dorm (cuz u wanted to give yuta his vitamin water) and he told you to ‘find it yourself’ and shoulder bumped you
you almost fell
He felt really bad about it the whole day though and wanted to apologise but had too much of an ego to do so and he was still pissed that you were closer to Yuta than him
He didn’t know why but he was always agitated around you two and just wanted to push yuta away
Your debut was nearing and you were in the practice room working on your dance moves.You had improved a lot and everyone loved you. The only problem was Taeyong. He was so beautiful but so cold you almost shivered every time he was around. Yuta was friendly and out going but it was Taeyong you wanted to get close to
You felt down as you lost your balance on the cold wooden floor
“aisshhh how does he even have friends” you said to yourself while massaging your foot
“there are ice packs in the fridge you know” you heard a voice. Turning around you saw Taeyong standing against the door, his face make up free and glowing against the brilliant lights of the room
You stood up slowly but Taeyong was quick to react. “Stay” he said as he lunged towards the small refrigerator and pulled out an ice pack. He walked over to you and placed the cool material on your ankle
You stared at how beautiful his skin was and how ethereal he looked up close. He looked up into your eyes and you blinked. He was close, too close
“Thanks,” you stuttered, your breath held in. It felt as if you would implode
“You should be more careful,” he said. He looked so soft, so human. You wanted to touch his face and play with the glistening strands of his hair. How would anyone believe that this angelic boy was actually so cold and closed off
You both sat in silence, his hand still holding the ice pack over your foot. You inhaled deeply, wanting to escape this situation but wanting it never to end
“You know I-” you both started and he smiled to himself. “You can go first”
“No its ok” you smiled at him. He stopped to look at you for a while as his heart beat sped up
“I’m not doing anything this Saturday, do you want to join me for a coffee?” he asked. You nodded instantly which caused him to laugh. “So cute” he whispered to himself and you looked away, blushing
Taeyong seemed like a different person that day. Laughing at your jokes and smiling at you, he even held your hand when walking you to the dorms. You kissed his cheek as you left. He smiled like an idiot the rest of the night
Thats when it all began, Taeyong and you
Taeyong had never even imagined that you’d say yes when he asked you to be his girlfriend, upon asking “didn’t you like Yuta?” and hearing your loud “NO HE’S JUST A FRIEND” he almost cried with happiness and also at his idiocy that how stupid he had been
With Taeyong its endless messages and calls, he always so bored when you’re not around or when you’re too busy to reply and attend his calls
You both sneak out of your dorms to just walk together and eat together
His day gets a hundred times better when he has plans with you and annoys yuta by asking him what kind of sneakers suit him
“Taeyong they’re all white”
“But do you like the ones with the blue logo on them or should I get new ones with a darker blue logo”
Such a mom towards you tbh
Like when you weren’t wearing your coat he kept on nagging you to wear his or “should’ve worn a coat” “why don’t you take care of yourself”
Offers you his food and you’d be dying cuz you’ve eaten so much but he’s like “no eat”
Doesn’t appreciate it when you’re on a diet because that means you cant eat out with him
Sulks a lot when you don’t pay him enough attention
Like he’ll become to quiet and needy and attach himself to your arm and look at you with puppy dog eyes
“love me y/n”
loves hugging you, enjoys your warmth and your smell
loves the fact that your smaller than him and a lot softer
cooks for you a lot like you’ll just be at your dorm and he’ll show up with homemade food that his mom taught him
He wants to explore all kinds of food with you and wants you to have all the food he loves and vice versa
he takes an active part in celebrating your life like when you debuted he showed up with cake and candles to celebrate it
and on your birthdays he goes out of his way and has a surprise party for you, such a cutie
he’s so dumb around you too like people think he’s a suave playboy of sorts when in reality he’s just a really confused and excited pup
like he’s really happy around you and also really clumsy and he loses his energy really quickly
he prefers having a day in with you and just cuddling and watching movies
STUDIO GHIBLI MARATHONS
WITH A LOT OF FOOD
Whenever you’re sick or sad or worried his mom mode activates and he tries making you feel as comfortable as he can
He can’t stand you crying and is always there when you’re having a hard time
The good thing about him is that he’s always there to cheer you up and hear you out and give you good advice
Taeyong is a really insecure person so he’s always scared you might leave him and gets depressed really easily
Especially in the first few days of his debut he was getting a lot of hate and ended up being really closed off and didn’t even reply to your texts or calls. He thought that the world, including you hated him
But then you had to physically go up to his dorm and comfort him and he just laid there in your lap talking about nothing
He was a little assured then that you wouldn’t leave but still tries really hard to make you happy so you wouldn’t leave
And you won’t leave him because you love him to bits
You two fight sometimes on the fact that he can become really closed off when he’s depressed
And especially when he’s jealous
Because of his fear of losing you he becomes jealous really easily and gets all cold and mean and you both fight about it
but he ends up giving in and cuddling you at night because he still needs all the warmth, it gets cold on his side of the bed
makes you pancakes in the morning to have you forgive him
and then you give him a long lecture on how you’re his and no one else’s and his smile is so content and oh wow your boyfriend is so beautiful
He loves it when you sit on his lap and he pulls you closer to his chest and nuzzles his nose in the crook of your neck
and then it turns into a make out session
his kisses are so soft and he holds you so close and treats you so delicately and he always smells so nice
gets annoyed when your dorm is messy and goes on a cleaning rampage, its annoying sometimes but its just how he is
You both go on many long walks along the river and late night snacks at the convenience store
He wants to travel the world with you someday
Like you both going to Kyoto for your honeymoon
and then smacks himself thinking that you both are too young to get married
daydreams about you a lot
when he’s really busy with his comeback he feels as if he’s missing something and then remembers he hasn’t texted you
and then goes like oh fuckOH FUCK while looking for his phone and finding many texts from you saying “good luck” and “i know you’re busy but dont forget to eat and drink water” “dont overwork yourself”
and he smiles so wide and jaehyun in the back whistles and he ignores him and just keeps on smiling
like a literal text from you to him can brighten up his day so much
your relationship is so slow and peaceful and he’s so passionate and loving
he’s never bored around you and sleeps peacefully next to you
Taeyong is a bottom in bed, he prefers you taking control and being all dominant
He loves it when you’re confident and bold
but when he’s mad or jealous and wants to punish you god almighty i hope you’re alive child
but most of the time its slow and passionate and you both end up cuddling after
he later told you that he bullied you the whole time cuz he had a crush on you and you couldn’t stop laughing
“let it go ok”
“BUT YOU MADE MY LIFE HELL CUZ YOU LIKED ME AWWWWW”
And then he blushed and his ears went red
He wants to adopt a dog with you, he would legit marry you if the company allowed him to
cuz with you he feels like he’s home, he feels accepted and loved
Aries: The bathroom at a public pool. The concrete floor is painful to walk on. The smell isn’t bad, just impossible to place. Everything echoes.
Taurus: The streets outside your house at middling night. The foliage seems denser than you remember it, except around the streetlights.
Gemini: The local park in the very very early morning. You lay with one elbow propped up on a bench as you watch the sprinklers slowly douse the grass. You almost didn’t notice you were about to get sprayed.
Cancer: The nice part of town. There are a lot of churches here. Its really just churches with breaks between them.
Leo: Near midnight, after a concert. You drip with sweat and smoke and booze. The cold wind is refreshing, as is the sudden aroma from the taco truck pulled up at the curb. For some reason you don’t trust it.
Virgo: The huge mall built during the height of the bubble. Nobody goes to the mall anymore. Nobody.
Libra: The lot down the street where maybe six or seven different restaurants have been. They just cant seem to stay open at that address. You didn’t eat at any of them.
Scorpio: A trolley stop. Your city doesn’t have trolleys. There was a whole plan to install them that never went through.
Ophiuchus: The local grocery store, specifically the little covered entryway. You see a little half-burned wax candle sitting in the direct center.
Sagittarius: A building that says it’s some sort of museum but is far far too small to be a museum.
Capricorn: The little neighborhood where all the old people live. It feels weirdly separate from the rest of the community. Sometimes its noticeably muggier.
Aquarius: A tiny mom-and-pop burger parlor that despite all laws of taste, decency, and man, will not die.