you cannot change what you are only what you do

Hi guys! Here’s a little masterpost of quotes from children’s books that you can use in your bullet journal, or anywhere else you feel like!


  • “It is only with the heart that one can see rightly; what is essential is invisible to the eye.”
  • “The most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or touched, they are felt with the heart.”
  • “You become responsible forever for what you’ve tamed.” 
  • “You - you alone will have the stars as no one else has them…In one of the stars I shall be living. In one of them I shall be laughing. And so it will be as if all the stars were laughing, when you look at the sky at night…You - only you - will have stars that can laugh.”
  • “Grown-ups never understand anything by themselves, and it is tiresome for children to be always and forever explaining things to them”
  • “A rock pile ceases to be a rock pile the moment a single man contemplates it, bearing within him the image of a cathedral.” 


  • “If I am a princess in rags and tatters, I can be a princess inside. It would be easy to be a princess if I were dressed in cloth of gold, but it is a great deal more of a triumph to be one all the time when no one knows it.”
  • “When you will not fly into a passion people know you are stronger than they are, because you are strong enough to hold in your rage, and they are not, and they say stupid things they wish they hadn’t said afterward. “
  • “There’s nothing so strong as rage, except what makes you hold it in–that’s stronger. It’s a good thing not to answer your enemies.”
  • “If nature has made you for a giver, your hands are born open, and so is your heart; and though there may be times when your hands are empty, your heart is always full, and you can give things out of that–warm things, kind things, sweet things–help and comfort and laughter–and sometimes gay, kind laughter is the best help of all.”
  • “Somehow, something always happens just before things get to the very worst. It is as if Magic did it. If I could only just remember that always. The worse thing never quite comes.”
  • “But I suppose there might be good in things, even if we don’t see it.”
  • “You don’t forget, but you bear it better.” 


  • “I am not afraid of storms, for I am learning how to sail my ship.”
  • “It’s wicked to throw away so many good gifts because you can’t have the one you want.”
  • “Love is a great beautifier.” 
  • “Watch and pray, dear, never get tired of trying, and never think it is impossible to conquer your fault.”
  • “I want to do something splendid…something heroic or wonderful that won’t be forgotten after I’m dead. I don’t know what, but I’m on the watch for it and mean to astonish you all someday.” 
  • “Conceit spoils the finest genius.” 
  • “Be comforted, dear soul! There is always light behind the clouds.”
  • “Life and love are very precious when both are in full bloom.”
  • “The only chivalry worth having is that which is the readiest to to pay deference to the old, protect the feeble, and serve womankind, regardless of rank, age, or color.”
  • “Books are always good company if you have the right sort.”
  • “The humblest tasks get beautified if loving hands do them.”
  • “Now and then, in this workaday world, things do happen in the delightful storybook fashion, and what a comfort that is.”


  • “So Matilda’s strong young mind continued to grow, nurtured by the voices of all those authors who had sent their books out into the world like ships on the sea. These books gave Matilda a hopeful and comforting message: You are not alone.” 
  • “Never do anything by halves if you want to get away with it. Be outrageous. Go the whole hog. Make sure everything you do is so completely crazy it’s unbelievable…” 
  • “I have found it impossible to talk to anyone about my problems. I couldn’t face the embarrassment, and anyway I lack the courage. Any courage I had was knocked out of me when I was young. But now, all of sudden I have a sort of desperate wish to tell everything to somebody.”
  • “I’ve always said to myself that if a little pocket calculator can do it why shouldn’t I?”
  • “There is little point in teaching anything backwards. The whole object of life, Headmistress, is to go forwards.”
  • “I’m afraid men are not always quite as clever as they think they are.”


  • “So many things are possible just as long as you don’t know they’re impossible.”
  • “Have you ever heard the wonderful silence just before the dawn? Or the quiet and calm just as a storm ends? Or perhaps you know the silence when you haven’t the answer to a question you’ve been asked, or the hush of a country road at night, or the expectant pause of a room full of people when someone is just about to speak, or, most beautiful of all, the moment after the door closes and you’re alone in the whole house? Each one is different, you know, and all very beautiful if you listen carefully.”
  • “Time is a gift, given to you, given to give you the time you need, the time you need to have the time of your life. ”
  • “You must never feel badly about making mistakes … as long as you take the trouble to learn from them. For you often learn more by being wrong for the right reasons than you do by being right for the wrong reasons.”
  • “The most important reason for going from one place to another is to see what’s in between.”
  • “What you can do is often simply a matter of what you will do.”
  • “What you learn today, for no reason at all, will help you discover all the wonderful secrets of tomorrow.”
  • “Whatever we learn has a purpose and whatever we do affects everything and everyone else, if even in the tiniest way.”


  • “You cannot change what you are, only what you do.”
  • “We are all subject to the fates. But we must act as if we are not, or die of despair.”
  • “Every opportunity will come again.”

anonymous asked:

pretty sure the followers are started to change ya. really wish you would act how you used to...

I’m getting a lot of complaints about me and my content lately saying that I’m turning into Marzia, that I’m not like I used to be and that I’m not what you want me to be, which I think is really unfair.

I’m trying my best to make content that I like, am comfortable making and that I think you guys will also appreciate.
I accept constructive criticism that can help me grow and learn wholeheartedly because I know how important it is to listen to your audience and take their viewpoints into account, but saying “you are not what you used to be” is not helpful. I cannot be what you want me to be 100% of the time and I’m not going to stay the same forever, just like you guys aren’t going to stay the same forever.

We are all people and we all change as we grow. If you don’t like it then I can only say I’m sorry…

That being said, if you really feel like I am changing for the worse then please tell me why, so that I can reflect on those things and hopefully do something about them.

1. It’s never too late to start over.

2. Do not become small for those who refuse to grow.

3. Click the send button. You typed it out for a reason.

4. Don’t forget to remind people how much they mean to you.

5. Don’t ruin something great because you think you don’t deserve it.

6. You don’t destroy the people you love.

7. Sometimes you have to keep on missing them until you wake up to find that you just don’t anymore.

8. Mental health comes before school, always.

9. Act like you trust people, but don’t.

10. There is nothing more beautiful than being desperate, and nothing more risky than pretending not to care.

11. Your first kiss will come when it’s time. It’s worth the wait.

12. Always remember how lucky you are to have yourself.

13. Nostalgia, whether you’re thinking of something good or bad, always leaves you a little emptier afterwards.

14. Feeling beautiful has nothing to do with what you look like.

15. Pour your heart into everything you do and watch every aspect of your life change one by one.

16. You’ll need other people and you’ll need to be that person for someone else, a living, screaming invitation to believe in better things.

17. Make yourself painfully aware of the characteristic and cookie-cutter personas you put on and others put on. Being the “cool girl” doesn’t mean smoking and letting guys walk all over you, and reading and writing doesn’t make you nerdy. Those associations have been taught by movies. Don’t feel like you need to fit into 1 persona.

18. Radiate confidence, even if it’s fake. One day it won’t be, and you’ll be untouchable.

19. One day you’ll realize I was the fresh air before your last breath.

20. Live in such a way that if anyone spoke badly of you, no one would believe it.

21. Take a second and look around. Remember where you are, who you’re with. You’ll look back on this moment and see the little things ended up being the big things.

22. Respect is a minimum.

23. We lose ourselves in the things we love. We find ourselves there, too.

24. Seek respect, not attention. It lasts longer.

25. You cannot change what you refuse to confront.

26. Nobody really knows what they want, not until it’s right in front of them.

27. Someone can be gone yet more present than anyone else.

28. You’ll never truly cherish the people in your life if you keep hoping for those that hurt you to come back to you.

29. Life doesn’t get better, you do.

30. Value yourself. The only people who appreciate doormats are people with dirty shoes.

31. If you don’t end up smiling while kissing someone, you’re probably kissing the wrong person.

—  emmuuhhhhh, 31 Things I Learned Coming Into 2016 Part 3

HOW DID I DO IT?🤷🏼‍♀️ Seriously. There is no secret. None at all. I changed my diet, started working out and changed my MINDSET.👊🏼

The only limitations we have are the ones we set for ourselves. There is nothing that you cannot achieve once you commit your mind to it. Yes, I am physically very different between these two photos, but what you can’t see is how much my mindset has changed. If you told me a year ago that I would think the way I do now, I wouldn’t believe you. 🙌🏻

On that note, it does not matter what anyone says or tries to make you believe - as long as you believe in yourself you can do anything!💭

If you plant the seed that you won’t be able to do something, then, of course, you won’t be able to. But if you plant the seed that you CAN … then you WILL. Keep replacing the negativity in your head with positivity and watch it grow and multiply!🌻

And please, stop asking for a secret or quick fix. This is real life, it is forever. It is not a race and there are no secrets to leading a healthy and fulfilling life.💖

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It Takes Two (2) - Negan Imagine

Chapter Summary: During an unexpected visit, you finally reveal your feelings to Negan - gaining an unexpected response from him. 

Pairing: Negan x Reader

Prompt: You live in Alexandria with your very sassy daughter, Riley. After Negan takes over, Riley grows to be the one and only person that challenges him - and to say the least, he loves it. 

Word Count: 2.3k 

Fandom: The Walking Dead 

Warnings & A/N: okay wow, everyone loves this story. THANKFULLY I love it too, aka i’ll actually update this story a lot like the responsible fic writer that i am not | *spoilers* (i think) mention of Negan’s backstory 

Theme: angst

Playlist | Tags: (if you want off or on the tag list let me know!) @negan–is–god @deepsouth


One, Three, Four, Five, Six, SevenEight, Nine, Ten, Eleven

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Originally posted by diver5ion

A few days had passed since you had last seen Negan. Since then, you couldn’t seem to keep him off of your mind. You were stuck in a loop of pondering just who he was. You kept thinking it’d only be for the best - no matter Riley’s new obsession with Lucille - to keep her away from Negan.

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Gif source:  Thor  |  Loki

Imagine being sent back in time by Thor to try and change the future for the better- especially for his brother- and falling in love with Loki in the process. (Requested: Male Reader)

——— Request for anon ———

“I cannot go back, but you can! Make our future better. For you. For me. For him.”

Thor’s words still echoed in your mind, a reminder of what you were expected to do in the past you were sent to. The future had turned through a series of events into the worst possible outcome. Sending you back was what seemed like the only choice Thor had, but you feared he may have placed too much trust on your shoulders.

In all honesty, you were not as sure as he was of your ability to save the future or his brother.

“Excuse me, are you lost?” you turn at the voice, the heels of your shoes clicking on the smooth floor of the Asgardian hallway.

Speak of the devil, “Loki?” You almost aren’t sure at first, but it definitely was him. He looked so different to the wry trickster you’d known in the future. This Loki was younger, still with hope and naïvety in his eyes. He knew a lot less than his future counterpart, that was for certain.

Loki tilts his head at you, offering you a smile as he jests, “You know my name. Am I to guess at yours?”

So at least on my dash, nobody ever drags the xxTPs, so I'mma do it really fast bc y'all really piss me off from time to time.

Like would it kill you to NOT critique rules from time to time trying to find all the damn loopholes? Like pls can u not. LIKE SURPRISINGLY JUST BC SOMETHING DOESN’T MAKE SENSE TO YOU DOESN’T MEAN IT’S NOT SENSIBLE IN THE LONG RUN?? Like is it so hard to realize that if you take into account EVERY SINGLE tiny ass thing you guys pick out, nothing would ever get done???

Rules, laws, procedures, etc, they’re there to make things easier. And like?? Honestly fuck you, ExTPs? Stop blatantly doing the loophole thing that the rules don’t cover just because you can. Y'all are so damn full of acting like a dick while not coming up with PROPER SOLUTIONS. And you, IxTPs? Just stop. You may not outwardly defy the untold laws, but you still don’t come up with solutions like the shut in you are.

Keep to your own crap and leave laws alone.

→ hi guys! i decided to create a giant masterpost of quotes that you can use in your bujos, planners, notes, stickies, and anything else you can think of! this post was hugely inspired by @studysection‘s post that can be found here. it was a giant inspiration to me & i tried to make sure not to copy any of the quotes alex used to keep it original! hope you all enjoy ☁️ 

  • “It is not the load that breaks you down, it’s the way you carry it.” – Lou Holtz
  • “Anything is possible if you’ve got enough nerve.” – JK Rowling 
  • “When you can’t find the sunshine, be the sunshine.” – Unknown
  • “When you think, you become.” – Buddha 
  • “If the opportunity doesn’t knock, build a door.” – Milton Berle
  • “We cannot help everyone, but everyone can help someone.” – Ronald Reagan
  • “You must do the things you think you cannot do.” – Eleanor Roosevelt
  • “No matter what people tell you, words and ideas can change the world.” – Robin Williams
  • “Love only dies when growth stops.” – Pearl S. Buck
  • “Let your mind alone, and see what happens.” – Virgil Thompson
  • “Life is always a bit rocky when you’re a gem.” – Unknown
  • “It always seems impossible until it is done.” – Nelson Mandela 
  • “Start where you are. Use what you have. Do what you can.” – Arthur Ashe
  • “Aim for the moon. Even if you miss, you’ll hit a star.” – W. Clement Stone
  • “Do not ever compare your beginning to someone else’s middle.” – Jon Acuff
  • “What is done with love, is done well.” – Vincent Van Gogh
  • “You get in life only what you have the courage to ask for.” – Oprah Winfrey
  • “Always know that you can start late, look different, be uncertain, and still succeed.” – Unknown
  • “What’s comin’ will come, and we’ll meet it when it does.” – Rubeus Hagrid, Harry Potter
  • “A plan is not always needed. Sometimes you just need to breathe, let it go, and trust the universe.” – Unknown 
  • “Kindness is the noblest weapon to conquer with.” – Thomas Fuller
  • “The very idea that you’re too kind, too sensitive, too emotional, too enthusiastic, too loving is just batshit preposterous.” – Meredith Maple
  • “Normality is a paved road; it’s comfortable to walk, but no flowers grow.” – Vincent Van Gough
  • “Never lose your sense of wonder.” – Lee Ann Womack
  • “There is peaceful. There is wild. I am both at the same time.” – sum
  • “None of us want to be in calm waters all our lives.” – Jane Austen 
  • “Courage, dear heart.” – C.S. Lewis
  • “Que sera sera; whatever will be, will be.” – Unknown
  • “We either make ourselves miserable or make ourselves strong. The work is the same.” – Carlos Castenada 
  • “Choose kindness. Laugh often.” – Unknown
  • “Quiet people have the loudest minds.” – Stephen King
  • “Tell the negative committee that meets inside your head to sit down and shut up.” – Ann Bradford 
  • “You are braver than you believe, stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think.” – Christopher Robin, Winnie the Pooh
  • “Embrace reality, even if it burns you.” – Pierre Bergé 
  • “Never cut what you can unite.” – Robert Frost
  • “The worst thing you could do is tame the chaos inside you. That’s like being told not to feel when you’re thrown in the fire.” – r.m. drake
  • “You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the ocean in a single drop.” – Unknown
How to get the most out of life

1. See each day as a fresh start and a new beginning.

2. Don’t be a copy of anybody else – enjoy discovering and being your true self.

3. Be proactive, take control and look for opportunities. You’ve only got one life so make sure you stay in control.

4. Don’t focus on the obstacles or things you cannot change. Just ask yourself “What next? or else “What can I do instead?”

5. Appreciate your limits and then set clear boundaries. You need to care for yourself to be the best “you” you can be.

6. Decide on your values and what matters most to you. Then live in a way that’s consistent with those values.

7. Don’t put life on hold as the months turn into years … and there’s always the chance that some important doors will close.

8. Set goals for yourself – then plan the steps to take you there.

9. Learn from other people that you value as role models – but ignore the naysayers and the hypercritical.

10. Let go of the past, and old hurts and grievances. Don’t be afraid to ask for help, or to see a counsellor.

“The Golden Compass” sentence starters
  • “You cannot change what you are, only what you do.”
  • “That is the duty of the old, to be anxious on the behalf of the young. And the duty of the young is to scorn the anxiety of the old.”
  • “You are so young, too young to understand this, but I shall tell you anyway and you’ll understand it later.”
  • “When a little boy is growing, he thinks he is immortal.”
  • “Each time becomes more painful, until finally your heart is broken.”
  • “You speak of destiny as if it was fixed.”  
  • “We are all subject to the fates.  But we must act as if we are not, or die of despair.”  
  • “When he’d sworn at her and been sworn at in return, they became great friends.”  
  • “All good things pass away.”
  • “Human beings can’t see anything without wanting to destroy it.”
  • “I’m going to destroy it.”
  • “Death is going to die.”
  • “Being a practiced liar doesn’t mean you have a powerful imagination. Many good liars have no imagination at all; it’s that which gives their lies such wide-eyed conviction.”  
  • “Death will sweep through all the worlds; it will be the triumph of despair, forever.”
  • “When you live for many hundreds of years, you know that every opportunity will come again.”  
  • “If a coin comes down heads, that means that the possibility of its coming down tails has collapsed. Until that moment the two possibilities were equal.”
  • “If there is war to be fought, we don’t consider cost one of the factors in deciding whether or not it is right to fight.”
  • “ What would it matter if you did?”  
  • “When you choose one way out of many, all the ways you don’t take are snuffed out like candles, as if they’d never existed.”
  • “One moment several things are possible, the next moment only one happens, and the rest don’t exist.”
  • “We feel cold, but we don’t mind it.”
  • “Men pass in front of our eyes like butterflies, creatures of a brief season.  We love them; they are brave, proud, beautiful, and clever; and they die almost at once”  
  • “It doesn’t work like that.”
  • “What’s happening is that the Shadows are responding to the attention you pay them.”  
  • “I didn’t have anything in mind, and you well know it.”
“You cannot stop negative momentum. So what’s your only option? To start and perpetuate and allow positive momentum - which means you gotta let go of the issues.” - Abraham-Hicks

Hey, guys. Having a bit of a rough day today as we all sometimes do. But as in the quote above my only option is to try and let go of everything and chill. Reminding myself it’s only thoughts and I can change them, it’s only a feeling and I can always feel better and allow no matter the current circumstances. I’m in need of some inspiration and was wondering - what always cheers you up? :) 

Courting A Fairy (Loki X Fairy!Reader)

Character: Loki X Fairy!Reader, Avengers X Fairy!Reader

Universe: Marvel, Avengers

Warnings: Getting injured, a bit of blood.


Request: Could you write one where the reader is a fairy and was lost on Asgard? Thor and Loki (because I want good guy Loki) bring her to earth because she never saw humans before. The avengers thought she was too adorable and didn’t want her to leave so she agrees to stay. Wanda takes an extra liking to her and ‘steals’ her constantly. Reader and Loki end up falling for each other

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Asgard had a lot things in it. A rainbow road, literal gods, Mythical weapons, fairies… wait, fairies?

Yep. And you’re one of them. You had wings that turned F/C when they hit the light. You were clearly shorter than the gods, and your wings made it evident of your race. However your race were known for being shy and the Gods themselves were sure you died out. At least until Thor and Loki found you.

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The end of the line.  Aquarius to Pisces

Aquarius and Pisces and Pisces represent the end of the horoscope and a very dynamic representation of what humanity and life is about.  Aquarius comes to the world wanting to bring change.  Spiritually they see everything as equals. They work hard to chance societies structure.  From a distance they observe change and logically see what needs to take place to make things fair.  Where it’s preceding air sign Libra was about justice and balance on a one on one level Aquarius sees the continuity of this practice to a world wide level.  All of these efforts of Aquarius work hard to bring the ultimate equality.

Then you arrive at the final sign of the zodiac.  Pisces, ruled by Jupiter and rightfully so.  The wisest of all signs of the zodiac.  After experiencing Aquarius which fought so hard to balance life, the Wisdom of Pisces comes to accept that it simply is of the hardest things to do.  Pisces accepts that there is all walks of life…but simply not related to just the intellectual mind.  Pisces brings back balance by reminding the importance of emotion.  People are different and they act on different impulses.

Pisces is the most split of all of the zodiac signs.  After the efforts of Aquarius to bring true fundamental equality to all Pisces is tired.  It’s as if the wisdom they acquired from the previous effort left them with merely two choices.  After all everything comes down to 2’s.  Two axis, dual signs, double natures, night and date, male/female, etc.  Pisces realizes you can’t make everyone fit in a mold, nor make everyone happy with whatever course of action you take.  

The Neptune side of Pisces feels guilt and regret things cannot be changed. They escape and feel all efforts are pointless and don’t want to deal with reality. The Jupiter side is wise, and realizes you can only change those willing to accept what is offered.  This side of Pisces realize you can’t control expect everyone to fit in together.  It is wise as it understands people come from all walks of life and that is true spirituality.  We were all made different, and unique and are to be accepted as such.  

After a long struggle of trying to improve upon what already exists; Pisces just realizes all you can do is love and accept people for the compilations of all the universal energies that exist inside each of us.  After everything Pisces is full of wisdom knowing emotions are important to giving life meaning; and they let everyone seek meaning how they see fit…and appreciate it for what it is.  You can’t change everyone but you can change the way you view them.

Across the Divide

TITLE: Across The Divide

CHAPTER NO./ONE SHOT: Chapter Seventeen

AUTHOR: wolfpawn

ORIGINAL IMAGINE: Imagine Loki sneaking out of the palace as a youth to see the city and countryside, while out one day, he accidentally gets in trouble for something, but a young girl deals with the situation, allowing him to be left alone and his true identity be kept secret. She is a poor girl who is only in the city to sell goods with her father, so she does not realise it is Loki, even though she sees his face. They form a friendship as she shows him around the city, and tells him the date she comes to the city every month for a particular market.

RATING: Teen and Up

Loki sat looking at Ariella, a faint smile on his lips. Her face was starting to not seem so sharp and her skin was no longer a grey pallor. It had taken ten days, and exhausting effort by the healers, but finally, Eir could say that all of Ariella’s infections were becoming less of an issue, her body was accepting the food and somehow still fighting the terrible state it was in. She had not woken up, nor did Eir suspect she would for some time, she still had the tube in her mouth but the food, not that Loki could call it that, it seemed to be nothing more than light brown sludge, but the portions were slightly bigger.

When Eir entered the room again, she sighed. “There is a world outside of the room, young prince. She will not awaken today, go get some fresh air.”

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anonymous asked:

How can one move on and carry on from failing too many times? It just sucks that I try my best but still fail in the end.

Keep going. You’ll get where you’re going. The path may be uneasy, frustrating or just plain sucky. But those things simply seek your attention. The feelings failure brings up in you only seek your attention.

The circumstances and the situations you have failed at are secondary. Feel. Change your relationship to what all of this brings up in you. If you’re angry; feel that. If your frustrated; feel that. If you’re sad; feel that. Feel them and find that they aren’t bad or evil things to avoid: just feelings. Feelings that don’t to dictate what you do, but simply be felt.

Feelings can linger from old things in you and those old things reach out and touch you through those feelings. They create situations in your life so you are forced to get to know them. And they only seek what was not given to them before: your attention and to be felt and recognized.

What you feel is simply ok and a part of being human. We all fail. This is simple but we don’t ever see outside of our own failure to the massive world-wide failure all around us. No one truly hasn’t made a mistake or a miss step in life. This is part of life and to fail is to join life and to grow. Growth and future success come from: learning from failure – what to do and what to do in the future – and from being with the the things that only seek attention and respect. And doing from the space created when those things are laid to rest. This is the way we change, grow and get unstuck in a cycle of failure.

If you don’t want to feel these things that come up. That’s ok too. Try – stay with them for a bit and see. Feel the parts of you that are sad, frustrated or that feel you’re a failure. The truth is: you’re not. You cannot be. You are here and you are living. This is all a part of that. It all that simple.

Go, do and feel. Just live and try to sense this all unfolding in front of you, not to punish you or to make you feel unworthy, but just to get your attention and get to the healing and resolution that didn’t occur in your past.

Look at what you believe about yourself and about failure and success. Seek the source of those beliefs in you. What were you taught about failure and success and what it all means to you? Step back from these things and try and see that it all just simply flows. To the day, night is a failure and to the night time, day time is a failure. But that is just one take on it. Step back a bit and try and see or sense the whole of it and see that failure and success are just two sides of the same coin. They feed each other and push each other forward.

Spend time with your attention in your chest. Breathe and follow that to your heart space and feel. You’re sad there, you’re angry there just breathe and just feel. Let those things dissolve in that space in your chest and this will all become less two-sided and simpler.

In truth, it is all very simple. You’re here, you’re alive and doing what you’re doing. No failure; no success. Just an endless play. An endless play that you’re fulfilling you’re role in with out fail and with out a missed step. Try to sense that.

Take care and I hope this helps,


I'm here.

Last chapter of “19 days” had impressed everybody of us, I know. And I need to say something about it, need to experess my thoughts, because I cannot hide it inside of my head and heart 💔

Full of many different and painfull emotions we see Mo’s eyes filled with tears and how he wants to leave restaurant and in this moment He Tian’s “I’m here” is the best and only one thing what can comfort Mo, what he needs. Needs just right now (someone, help, Oldxian makes me hurt and happy at one moment).
Do you see? Do you see how considering He Tian can be? He is the one who you’ll never imagine be it! Mo has changed him to be a better person. Damn, do you see it? What do you see in He’s last words in this chapter? Oldxian means it like “He Tian will ALWAYS be there for Guan Shan”. He Tian will stay there as long as Mo needs to.

3-74  asked:

I'm going through a really bad heartbreak right now and I noticed that you recently went through one too, and you seem to be doing very well. I think I loved him but I am too young to really know what that is. He left for college and I'm still in high school and it seemed easier on him to just break us and burn down the house. But I like him so much and I want to be with him more than anything. Do you have any advice to help ease how much this hurts?

this is an old message, and i’ve only felt comfortable enough to answer it now. heart break is long, it’s miserable and it’s lonely, but it’s temporary. to have your heart broken is to have learned something, about who you are, what you want in the future, and what you want to avoid in the future. when you leave someone or someone leaves you, your entire daily routine becomes dismantled. regardless of whether it ended good or bad, that subconscious safety net you had in your relationship is now gone, and it definitely leaves you feeling empty. while heartbreak is something that is anything but enjoyable to experience, it’s a mandatory learning process. to move on is to learn how to love yourself and your everyday life alone again. through my heart break, i found amazing friends that i will infinitely love to the end of the universe and back again. i discovered my passion for learning in school and working hard for good grades. i learned that it’s ok to wear revealing clothes for the purpose of feeling sexy (not for the purpose of looking appealing to boys) and that it’s okay to get too drunk sometimes and make mistakes. i learned that you will have good days and you will have bad days and you will have days when you miss them so much that you don’t want to get out of bed but on those days you have all the reasons and more to remember how strong you are all on your own. you’ll want to crack and cave and call them pouring your heart out about how you wish things could have been different but you have to remind yourself that good things come to and end to open up doors for something even better. at first, everything will remind you of them. a scent, a song, certain colors, your favorite shirt, when you wear your hair their favorite way, a quote, when you sleep in bed with someone new for the first time and they don’t quite hold you the right way yet, or when you stumble across an old picture and it’s like someone kicked you in the stomach and pushed you down when you tried to get back up again. those things will happen, they are inevitable and painful but they will pass, and you will survive it. heartbreak has a way of making you feel like the world is ending all at once and you will never experience the feeling of being appreciated or needed ever again but you can’t let those thoughts hold you back. you can’t torture yourself with “what if i had done this differently” or “what if i had just tried a little harder”, because that won’t bring them back, and it won’t change anything. you are only doing yourself a disservice by going day by day wondering what things could have been. you are enough on your own, and you don’t need anyone to complete you. when someone else comes along who is willing and able to treat you how you deserve to be treated, and you are ready to let them in, let them. people come and go, you cannot go through relationships hoping and praying that they’ll stay because not everyone is meant to. if there is anything anyone takes from this, i hope you know that it will be ok. everything is always ok.


The war between our love (Loki x Reader) Chapter Fifteen: Too much to handle

Note: Suspense, hurt, adopted, helping the enemy, thoughts of murder


“You…You murdered an entire village?” She demanded as her father winced looking down. “Yes, I did… I’m not proud of what I have done, but I cannot change what has happened.” Her father whispered. “W-Why? What did those people do that made you kill them?” She asked, feeling this lump form in her throat. “They were full of thieves–murders! Evil people… They were so close to the kingdom…” He murmured.  

“I wanted to protect you and your mother from them.” He explained. “Did you know for a fact that all of them were evil? Did you?” She asked as he looked down. “No, I didn’t. I was only thinking of the safety of you and your mother.” He whispered quietly. “There could have been families they who were innocent, because they couldn’t afford to go anywhere else. You never think do you? You just do whatever you think is best.” She snaps.

“I know what I’ve done was wrong–” He was cut off by her. “Not only was it wrong, but it put Mother’s life in danger. So in reality, you burnt that village down for nothing. You were going to marry me to the man who was going to kill you, mother, or even me! You didn’t even bat an eye when I pleaded you to reconsider. You’ve endangered the entire kingdom… What kind of king are you?” She asked when Loki placed a hand onto her shoulder.

“(Y/N), stop he feels bad. You are just backlashing him now. Please we must focus if we are to save your mother.” His voice was calmly as she nods. “Keep guards on my father. No one is allowed in or out of the kingdom. Do you hear me?” She called to the soldiers. “Wait you are not taking them with you?” Thor asked.

“No, Maddox wants my father. If I take these men… He will come and slaughter him. Besides… Less men shall have blood shed if I let them here.” (Y/N) explained when she looked to her father. “Do you know of any magic that could even remotely stand up against his?” She asked. “I believe there is one, but Odin had massacred them all…” He sighed gently.  

“They were known as the Jotun or the Frost Giant race.” He said as (Y/N)’s eyes widened along with Loki’s when they looked to each other. “You’re sure of this?” Loki demanded. “Yes, the Frost Giants were the only ones able to freeze their magic… However, if their magic were to combined in a bond such a marriage it’d be disastrous.” Her father said as (Y/N)’s eye twitched causing Loki to face palm.

“Excellent work. You almost killed us all.” Loki placed his hands onto his hips. “What do you mean?” Her father asked, frowning. “You’re daughter is a Jotun!” Loki exclaimed as everyone grew silent. “You… You are?” He questioned, looking at (Y/N) in shock. “You didn’t know?” (Y/N) frowned. “The woman said you might be… but we were unsure.” Her father murmured.

“What woman?” (Y/N) demanded. “The woman who brought you to us… Your Godmother.” He said as (Y/N)’s eyes widened. “W-Wait I’m not your child?” She stepped back for a moment. “(M/N) couldn’t have children… We prayed to the Gods for a child. A woman in a cloak came.. She was covered in blood and asked us to take care of you. You were our little miracle.” He smiled softly as (Y/N) swallowed before shaking her head. “We’ll deal with that when I get back.” She said.

Loki and Thor looked at her, seeing the brokenness on her face before her eyes fluttered shut and reopened with a hard expression. “(Y/N)…” Her father said when (Y/N) shouldered her sword as Loki and Thor glanced to each other. “We need to find Mother.” She said softly when they followed after her. “(Y/N)–” Thor started trying to sympathize with her.

“We are not discussing this now. I just want to find my mother and stop Maddox before he does something that could kill the entire realm.” She said when she felt Loki’s hand wrapped around her own as she glanced to him. “I guess we’re more alike than we’d like to admit.” He whispered softly when she nods. “In ways I wish we were not sometimes.” She cracks a smile when Loki smiles back unaware that Thor was staring at them.

“Where are we going?” Thor asked, quirking an eyebrow. “There was a village just over the valley of my kingdom named Summerveil that is destroyed. There are homes that are barely standing.” She explained as they nod. “You think that’s where he is?” Thor questioned when she hums in agreement. “Yes, it was his home before… before my father.” She whispered, gripping Loki’s hand. “My Father lied to me..” She said softly when they grew quiet.

“What did he tell you about the village?” Loki inquired. “He told me that they had a fire that grew out of control and took out their homes.” She sighed softly. “You could not have known (Y/N), nor could you have stopped him. You were young.” Loki murmured to her as they began on the path when she glances back to her home before she shook her head. “I wish I could have.” She whispered.

“Wake up.” Maddox snapped as (M/N)’s eyes snapped open when she saw him sitting in front of her with a plate of food and a glass of water. “I can’t have you dying beforehand.” He murmured as she looks up to him. “Why does it matter? You’d still get your wish.” Her voice was hoarse from being down here for a day with no food or water. “Because I’m trying to be nice.” He growled. “After kidnapping me? You’re trying to be nice?” She asked as he stood up.

“I didn’t have to be nice!!” He exclaimed before wincing as his scars burned when she noticed blood soaking through his shirt. “Do you have anything to clean your wound?” She asked when he looked at her. “Yes, but I can’t reach some places.” He murmured. “May I help you then?” She asked when he looks at her. “What? So you can kill me?” He demanded angrily.

“I never said that. I am merely trying to help you, because I’ve helped those who have been burned before.” She explained as he looked at her as if questioning whether he should accept her help her not, but his wounds were burning. “Fine, but if you try anything funny I’ll kill you long before they get here.” He snapped as she nods. “I swear on my life.” She explained.

Maddox left as she took the cup in her hands before immediately drinking most of it when he returned back. “Here.” He held out the bandages for her to take when she held up her wrists. “Can you loosen my chains? I can’t do it with how tight they are… They’re cutting into my skin.” She said when he noticed the dried blood around them. “Alright.” He said before loosening them.

“Thank you.” She said in relief due to them no longer digging into her wrists. “Mm.” He hummed. She grabbed the medical kit and began to assemble the ingredients to help his skin. He sat down in front of her as the image of her choking him to death flooded her mind when she swallowed thickly. She could end it here and now if she just wrapped her chains around his throat until he stopped moving completely.

She blinked before dipping the bandages in the bowl before placing it onto his skin. “It’ll burn a little.” She said as he hissed. “It’ll feel better soon.” She said before she quickly wrapped him up. “Thank you.” He said before sliding his shirt back down and took the cup to refill it as he walked out of the room. Tears suddenly flooded down her face at the chance of ending this brutal nightmare came, but… she did not take it.

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